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2005 27 June :: 2.30 pm
A - Age you got your first kiss: 16
B - Band listening to right now: portraits of past
C - Crush: yeah
D - Dad's name: enrique
E - Easiest person to talk to: most of my friends
F - Favorite bands at the moment: houston calls, hellogoodbye, zella mayzell
G - Gummy worms or gummy bears?: bears
H - Hometown: Macomb Township for now
I - Instruments: guitar, piano, tbass, trumpet, synth, drum machine, drums
J - Junior High: kelly middle school
K - Kids: maybe, a lot later
L - Longest car ride ever: 19 hours to way up north, worst car ride was all the way to Kenosha, WI for XC with my coach
M - Mom's name: Teri
N - Nicknames: I have a lot, most relate to me scary people or death
O - One wish: just one?
P - Phobia[s]: I hate clowns, and I hate huge crowds sometimes
Q - Quotes: "shit, i just compared jesus to santa claus, i'm going to hell" there are too many
R - Reason to smile: music, photo, people
S - Song you sang last: Houston Calls - Amtrack Is for Lovers
T - Time you woke up today: 10:20
U - Unknown fact about me: i don't know
V - Vegetable you hate: i really don't know
W - Worst habit(s): saying fuck and shit too much, drinking too much. eric's disease. i'm a sailor at heart, i swear
X - X-rays you've had: ankle, hand, leg, wrist, chest, arm
Y - Yummy food: pizza
Z - Zodiac sign: sagittarius
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2005 23 June :: 11.35 pm
:: Music: a new found glory - hit or miss (acoustic)
so its summer vacation now. its been fun. today jeff and i walked to whitney (macomb center) cemetery. it was a long walk and kinda hot. we got some good info and pictures. some scary stuff on the audio tape, i'll update more when we confirm it. i'm tired, i'll write more tomorrow.
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2005 13 June :: 5.08 pm
80 in a 25
this wears out the lying
this tears through the muscle
where is my family?
where is my history?
what truth do i have to defend?
for years i have nurtured pestilence
and fought the air i breathe
the years have left me pestilence
looking to spread this new disease
whether you're for me or against
whether you're with me in defenese
it doesn't matter
tell me it matters
tell me its hurting you as well
seeing the carnage in this
will only make me die a thousand deaths
i'm dying them now
ten at a time
you draw it out
i crossed the line
my eyes
my feet, my will all die down
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2005 12 June :: 9.42 pm
| Usuals: | | | Name:: | Eric | | Age:: | 17 | | Sex:: | Male | | Height:: | 5'5" | | Hair Color:: | black | | Eye Color:: | blue | | Weight:: | 135 | | Shoe Size:: | 9 | | Favorites: | - | | Color:: | blue | | Number:: | 26 | | Letter:: | don't know | | Animal:: | don't know | | Weather:: | cold/comfortable | | Band:: | zella mayzell | | Artist:: | elliott smith | | Guitarist:: | jesse lacey | | Singer:: | andrew bowser | | Drummer:: | brian lane | | Key boardist:: | the guy from hellogoodbye | | Pianist:: | billy joel | | This/That: | - | | Pepsi/Sprite: | sprite | | Outgoing/Shy: | shy | | Mean/Nice: | nice | | Depechemode/VnV Nation: | depechemode | | Pantera/Cannable Corpse: | pantera | | Guitar/Drums: | guitar | | Singer/Dancer: | singer | | Day/Night: | night | | Sunlight/Moonlight: | moonlight | | Romantic/Normal: | romantic | | Freak/Looser: | loser | | Loner/Popular: | loner | | Quiet/Loud: | quiet | | God/Atheist: | God | | Some more...: | - | | Do you believe in god?: | yes | | Why?: | because i know he exists | | Any Siblings?: | yes | | How old are they?: | 14 | | Do you like humans?: | sure | | How about animals?: | yeah | | Or crayons?: | yes | | Relationship...: | - | | B/f Or G/f?: | no | | Bi, Straight, Gay: | straight | | Are you single?: | yes | | Why or Why not?: | because i can't find a girl who likes me | | Do you love them?: | love who? | | Do they love you?: | no | | Have a crush on someone?: | no | | Have stupid pet names? or have you in tthe past?: | no | | Virgin?: | yes | | Have you ever....: | - | | Had Sex?: | no | | Killed an animal?: | yes | | Gone Surfing?: | no | | Gotten High?: | no | | listened to a band you hated?: | yeah | | Kiilled someone?: | not yet/not that i know of | | Tried?: | i can't say | | but got caught?: | i never get caught | | Bunge Jumped?: | no | | Tried Suicide?: | no | | Read a very long book... (over 500pg's): | reading one now | | Kissed someone?: | yes | | Told someone you loved them, but didn't mean it?: | not really | | Made out?: | yes | | Oral?: | no | | Been called a freak?: | yes | | Are you one?: | i don't know | | Had a pet?: | yes | | What was the pet?: | a fish | | Do you...: | - | | Care about anyone?: | kinda | | Love your enemies?: | yes they deserve to die, and i hope they burn in hell | | Kill helpless animals?: | no | | Go to parties every night?: | no | | Hate posers?: | i don't hate people | | Beat others up because they are different?: | no, i get beat up. |
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2005 10 June :: 11.50 pm
:: Mood: working
:: Music: larger than life - rock and a hard place
so i started working with kodalith 8x10 sheets today, its rather cool. i have really big negs now, so i need another englarger and some sheets of rather large photo paper. so earlier today i was on my way downstairs to the darkroom, and erinn IMs me. i listen intently on her current problems, and comment where needed. i guess its a good thing that someone actually trusts me enough to tell them what they are going through in their life and how they are feeling. so after that, i get back to work. my hands and lungs are really starting to hurt from these chemicals. but its my line of work, i have to do what i have to do.
you may never understand the way i felt about you
you may swear its all my fault
i can't tell you i feel so lost without you
its too late now to change your mind
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2005 9 June :: 9.22 pm
:: Mood: melancholy
:: Music: straylight run - existentialism on prom night
1. reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.
2. I will then tell what song/movie/icon reminds me of you.
3. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be.
4. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
6. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. Put this in your journal
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