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2005 26 May :: 7.15 am
I saw it on your keyboard
And you saw it in my eyes
I didn't mean to scare you
You just seem really nice
And when i read it on your keyboard
I knew at least i might just have a chance
To catch a shooting star
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2005 25 May :: 7.13 am
I'll give you all I can
A flower and a hand
I hope this helps you see
Signed Sincerely me
1 breath |
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2005 24 May :: 3.20 pm
:: Mood: pissed off
:: Music: appleseed cast - how life can turn
you ever get to the point where you are like, what the fuck is wrong with me? why do i fuck so many things up? why am i always alone? why does the world seem to be against me? i hate having a broken leg. i'm sick of being in pain. i'm tired of being alone. i hate not being able to sleep without waking up. i'm sick of going to therapy for my leg. i'm tired of being told i'm going to be some track star when i already know i'm not. i'm slightly above the average. i don't deserve the scholarship offers and letters i've been getting.
1 breath |
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2005 23 May :: 7.02 pm
i have become what i have always hated.
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2005 23 May :: 5.18 pm
Escape
Here's how it goes
you and me
up and down
but maybe this time we'll get it right
worth the fight
for love is something you can't fake
when it breaks
all it takes
is some trying
If you feel like leaving
no, I'm not going to make you stay
Soon you will find that
You can run
You can hide
But you can't escape my love
You should know
Its so hard just to forget the past
So fast and the end
Its good to feel but
Its all it takes
In the end that's all that matters
If you feel like leaving
no, I'm not going to make you stay
Soon you will find that
You can run
You can hide
But you can't escape my love
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2005 23 May :: 3.17 pm
If You Wanna I Might
You take a seat right next to me
And I take my lit notes nervously
I've gotta stay calm I just want you to stay
I am always daydreaming
Hoping youve dreamt of the same thing
I've gotta stay calm I don't want this to change
I've been assuming everything
Hoping you'll soon mean everything
I've gotta stay calm I want this to be real
I don't think you're into me
But truely thats okay with me
I've gotta stay calm and find out how you feel
So if you wanna say 'I-I-I like you'
I might feel just like you
If you choose-choose not to
I knew you-you would
Sometimes I think I am out of my league
And then sometimes I think I can dream
Sometimes I wish I could be the one fish
That you choose out of all in the sea
We are non existant
But I'll try to be persistant
I've gotta keep on if want to be close to you
I know you're uninterested
Im probably just some stupid kid
I could give up if you would want me to
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