Yesterday was great. We met him at the air port and went tubing. I really hurt my neck because joe's fat ass like, fell on me and i feel cripled. But over-all it was a great time. Just being around him. It was nice to see him. I have to go get ready, MY BOYFRIENDS COMING OVER. For some weird reason i really missed him today. Like i really needed to see him. I wanted to hear his voice as much as I could and i just wanted him next to me, holding me. It's crazy.
And B, Keep your friends close, and your enemies closer. Think about it...
Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same ohh baby, nooo
When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go
I just broke down (down)
Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
Cuz the feeling that I feel within
No other man would ever make me feel so right
Its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me
I miss the way you hold me tight
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything
Thats right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby
Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you its been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat
Every time we speak, I can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
And you love me I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you I'll put it down be the woman for you
I'm falling so deep for you crazy over for you
I`m calling, calling out to you what am I going to do?
It's true, no fronting
Its you and no other i can no longer go on without you
I'll just break down
(down)
Yesterday was AMAZING!
He's wonderful.
Woke up at like 7:45 to get ready for our big day. We were supposed to go to the zoo, but i could tell he wasnt really interested. He got his books and whatever. We went to the beach. It was alot of fun. We had a day, where we didnt argue. Even just alittle bit. THere was no tension, no frustration, NOTHING. It was absolutely perfect. The water was freezing, but on the beach was hotter than ever ;). That's a joke. Hah im funny. When we got back to his house we played alittle mario, i so won.. But then we took a nap and his mom said we looked so cute. I had drool all over his pillow. Oh yeah in the car on the way back i had my head rested on his arm when he was driving, I fell asleep and i woke up and there was drool all over his arm. It was great how he didnt even care.We spent the WHOLE day together. from 9 am to like 12 am.
It was a taste of forever and I loved it.
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2005 30 August :: 10.29 am
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: You Don't Have To Say You Love Me - Elvis Presley
Well.. Two Words.
Hot Damn!
5 Days.
>>>Last night, it was really, really nice to have a real conversation. To talk about anything/everything. Overall, it was just..nice. Your a great listener. Who would have thought two people, barely knowing each other could be in the same situation!? Well it was just nice having someone who understood EVERYTHING that went on in my life.THere needs to be more of you on this hell-hole planet, because everybody needs someone like you, but you'v already been claimed!
I woke up early this morning, went to the grocery store and just GUESS who I saw? Oh of course. My stalker. Haha. That's great ashley. I suppose he's good people...But.. just so weird.
Anyways.
I have some stuff to clean. THe effing monsters .. All they do is eat and destroy. I swear. So thats where i'll be all day.
Hooray. I'm going the zoo on friday. I havent been there in like 8 years. It sounds childish, but dont hate me cos you aint me. Hahah I'm hilarious.!
Love you ALL, Even you. I'm sorry :( Bicycle.