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2007 16 October :: 1.33am
Well the party is this weekend, seems like it was so far away lol. Its finally my week of not working that much, my work schedule is so messed up. I got my costume today for jimi party. I'm so excited, thank god someone had a party after october otherwise I would of missed out. So things are going pretty good. Just have to get rest of the apartment together for this weekend.
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2007 15 October :: 11.48pm
:: Mood: exhausted
so I was stumbling like a fool across the internet, bored with facebook and myspace, and all of a sudden, out of no where, it hits me smack in the forehead: WOOHU!
So I feebly remembered my password, logged on, and started to read. So many memories, so many lost friends, so much evidence as to how immature I was...:/ Really. Although, in high school I apparently had a larger vocabulary and was a tad more witty in how I structured my sentences. Meh.
The times may have changed, the people are different, and the situations altered, but undoubtedly, there is still issues with life. And undoubtedly, they will be posted here from now on. I heard it was good for the soul to release the tension through paper, or the keyboard. I need to be eased, starting tomorrow. The wine is kicking in and I have class at 8.
Until tomorrow,
Amylynn
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2007 7 October :: 5.55pm
Red Flannel
So Red Flannel was okay. Didnt really find anything cool at the flea market thing. Kinda disappointed, I thought it was going to be bigger. Oh well, But hanging out at Jessicas was fun. So its was a okay day. Besides all the drama at night, but oh well. Going to Ihop at night is always a good call. Well its almost time go bowling. I'm glad I finally joined a league, good times. Life is going pretty good.
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2007 27 September :: 10.03pm
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2007 27 September :: 1.30am
6 months
So things are going really good. We moved into our new place. Its awesome, lots of extra room not sure what were gonna do with all of it. Gotta pick up some things for the apartment yet, but then it will be complete. Today is 6 months for me and kyle. So we went bowling today, joined a league. Hopefully getting our own bowling balls soon. Gonna be working more now, picking up a extra shift, but will be good for more money. Then hopefully going back to school for the winter semster, just gotta go down there and change my major. But am pretty excited about it. So everythings going great, just waiting for the cocktail party.
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2007 4 September :: 4.29pm
Well its been 5 months for me and kyle. We are really starting to get up there ;) My new job is going great. Looking into walker medical to start at a PCT. Prly gonna go in January. So then I can get my new Job to pay for most of it. Then maybe going for my LPN. So we will see how it goes. We are staying at alpine slopes and moving to a one bedroom loft. But we dont know when yet, were on the waiting list. Hopefully next month. So the cocktail party is prly gonna get put back a month, sorry guys. But it will still happen. But am excited to finally combine stuff, its gonna look really nice. So other then that just working, hanging out with freinds, and Kyle.
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2007 26 July :: 8.46pm
Hmm.
Josh and I are over forever, and most the time I'm okay with that. He was such a jerk in the end that I know I can do better... or I hope. But I still get upset when he wants other girls. like, gorgeous was what he always called me, it was our thing. But then he just called some random girl that he barely even talks to gorgeous... like it didn't mean a thing. i can't help being a little offended... and sad. i try to ignore him and i remind myself constantly how stupid he is, but sometimes i have an overwhelming feeling of sadness that i'll never hold him or kiss him or hear him say "i love you" again. i guess that's normal though. i'll get over it eventually. i just wish eventually would come sooner. it seems like i keep taking 2 steps forward and 1 step back though. i wish it could just all move forward instead. meh, i'm so sick of being sad and missing him... or us as the case may be. i just want to forget it all. i'm trying so hard to eliminate all memories, but i know i can't ever do that. he'll always be a guy i loved, whether or not he's a big dumb jerk. i hate breaking up, i hate feeling sad, and most of all i hate feeling like i did something so wrong. hmm... whatev. i just need to stop thinking about all of this and move on.
if only all that was as easy to do as it is to say!
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2007 26 July :: 2.05am
So today was a lot of fun, well I guess yesterday now. Being on 3rd shift sure messes up my days. So today I looked at more apartments. God am I sick of the apartment search. I wish those fuckers from the town house wouldn't of been asssholes. Oh well I guess, I will figure it out soon. So today I went disc golfing, I still suck at it lol. Then we went bowling, which am still bomb at lol. Today is 4 months for me and Kyle. Woohu we made it lol. Well vacation has been fun so far, too bad I eventually have go back to work. Well time to watch some more dirty dancing.
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2007 13 July :: 10.00pm
Well a lot has happened since I last updated. Well this month will be 4 months for me and kyle :) I got a new job at St. Marys living center, which is super close to where I live. Also I got a 1.00 raise. Kyle got like 3 job interviews so hopefully something good will come from that. Soon we will be moving, most likely staying here just moving to a one bedroom loft. But going to check out one other place first. My dad bought me a honda accord. Which is fucking awesome. I am either getting it tomorrow or Monday. Depending on how fast I get insurance on it. Well one more week of work then I have a 2 week vacation before I start my new job. So instead of going to school in august am going go to walker medical and get my patient care tech. Then go the winter semester because by then my new job will be giving me 2,500 a semester for college or better depending on where am working. So things seem to be going great right now. I still have my two hyper cats and maybe one more if I can talk kyle into it lol. Well thats all for now.
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2007 22 June :: 5.48pm
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: Random
Fuck
UGH!!!!!!!! I'm pretty sure I'm right. I'm pretty sure he's just being controling and I don't need that. But I'm also pretty sure none of that is worth losing him. Not going to a damn club where it really isn't the safest, is not worth losing him. I'm not going for the guys, but after the recent incident I can see where he'd be nervous. I just want this whole day to be a lie, I want to go back in time and change everything. I don't want to lose him. I love him. We were just talking about marriage and when it would be appropriate for him to ask me "for real" like two days ago. This is so not fair. I don't want to live without him. I pray that this will not last. If I could just talk to him again, maybe I could apologize and make life better, but he won't answer and he's at work. I just don't know what to do. I'm going insane, seriously.
Ugh... maybe I have an idea. We'll see if it works. Probably not, but we'll see.
I'll let you know.
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