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2006 10 September :: 2.40am
*giggle*
I know how 'yall love to see pictures of myself...but this one is of, my #2 baby "Teh Box"
XD lol
corny ain't it...
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2006 10 September :: 1.29am
I don't know why that bothered me so much, but it just did.
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2006 9 September :: 5.28am
Well things have been going okay I suppose. I started college this week, which is alot more work then I thought, but I can do it. I feel like I'm tired all the time with college and work, but I'm sure I will adjust. My sleeping schedule this week has been way messed up. I just need to set a order to things. I'm in badly need of some fun so call me if you want to do anything. If I'm sleeping I wont answer my phone so don't worry about waking me up. Boys are so confusing, enough said on that. Its weird getting up so early now. Espically since no one else is up. Well I guess thats about it.
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2006 7 September :: 7.46pm
...
I missed the season premiare of nip/tuck
....
*cuts wrists*
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2006 6 September :: 9.39pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Acoustic #3
What's the point in all this screaming? No one's listening anyway.
Josh and I, ONE MONTH tomorrow. Seems longer, but shorter at the same time. It's weird. I like it though. I love him. I love the feeling when I see him for the first time of the day. And then the feeling everytime I see him after that. I love that we don't fight. Our first official argument was over him not going to the doctor. His wrist has been hurting him for a while now, but he refuses to see a doctor. He finally said he'd ask Julie (a nurse and family friend) about it. I agreed to that compromise. Anyway, the point is that I love him. I really can see this lasting. It's different than JD and I... it's more real. He makes me better, and I do the same for him. He's like my gaurdian angel or something. It's amazing.
Yep, pretty much awesome.
I should probably jet though. Can't go to sleep late anymore... not when I have to wake up at 5:30 in the morning. So check ya' later peeps.
Mucho amor a todos,
Jacquelyn
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2006 4 September :: 12.23am
So long sweet summer
I stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays
So long sweet summer
I fell into you
Now you're gracefully falling away
Hey thanks
Thanks for that summer
It's cold where you're going
I hope that your heart's always warm
I gave you the best
Gave you the best that I have
So, so long sweet summer
I stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays
So long sweet summer
I fell into you
Now you're gracefully falling away
I hate the winter, in Lexington
I hate the winter, in Lexington
In Lexington, Lexington, Lexington.
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2006 1 September :: 10.16pm
:: Mood: thankful
:: Music: Whose Line is it Anyway
In this river all shall fade to black...
Josh is perfect. He told me that if he ever found out someone made me cry he'd beat them. He said I have never and will never deserve that pain. He told me that I'm amazing, and that he never wants to leave me. We never fight, we never hurt eachother. We'd never do something stupid that we know the other would dislike. We love eachother. When he looks at me I know that he doesn't want anyone else, he just wants me. And he doesn't care that I'm a dork, and that I do stupid stuff. He just cares about me the way I am and wouldn't have it any other way. I like that a LOT! He is the jealous type, but he doesn't care that I'm friends with Cory. He even told me to keep a picture of Cory and I from prom, up in my room. Of course it is next to what will soon be a picture of Josh and I from Homecoming this year. Hmm... perfection.
So Josh's family is coming over on Sunday for a lunch/dinner. My Dad is making this thing called beer can chicken. Very redneck... but very good. When Josh told his dad about it he said "Oh, we're goin'!" I thought that was funny. His Mom's all nervous though, she said she's weird around new people. I doubt that though... she's SO outgoing. It would be odd to see her be shy. Anyway, I hope it all goes well. I think Rob and my dad will get along, but I'm not completely sure about the moms. They're a bit different than one another. We'll see I guess. If all goes as planned they'll be friends and be much more comfortable with Josh and I being together. ROCK ON!!
Anywho, I should get going now. Gotta' do absolutely nothing and wait for the fam. to get back home. Peace out home skillet. Love.
-Jac-
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2006 30 August :: 12.09pm
School starts in 6 days. 6. That's it. No more summer. Just one last year of high school. One last year in Cedar. One last year safe, secure, at home. One last year with the people I've known my whole life. One last chance to make lifelong friendships. One last chance to prove myself. One chance to make this the best year of my life so far. It's starting out okay. Hopefully it'll keep going. My goal is to have at least a 3.9 GPA this year. I want to graduate summa cum laude SO badly!!! You don't even know. And I'm retaking my ACT's, again, in February just to try to get a little bit higher. Right now I have a 27. This year is all about school. Luckily Josh feels the same. He said he's gonna' do all he can to get to bed by 9 o' clock every night just so he won't be tired at school. Plus he wants to get good grades, he wants to have a 4.0 in college for goodness sakes. The kid is crazier than me!! And I like that. Hopefully between my goals and him pushing me I'll get a 4.0 or higher this year. I have a 3.67 right now... so I have some work. But I can do it. Especially since my new thing is that I DON'T lose. Josh told me that one... and I like it.
Anyway, I should get going. Mucho amor a todos.
-Jacqui-
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2006 29 August :: 8.01pm
Brenton, Colton got Mrs. Holt
your little bro get anything "cool" Teachers ?
I have tuesday off (the 5th, NIP/TUCK!)
we should pay her a visit tuesday
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2006 28 August :: 10.07pm
If only you would just sing it to me...
I have to block out thoughts of you
so I don’t lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach
leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape
to remind me that I’m alone
Playing movies in my head that
make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride,
a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you.
Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me
just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me?
It is I that wanted space
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
I’m sober now for 3 whole months it’s one
accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart
is the one thing I won’t touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you
for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself,
you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions
on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself
when it was way too hard to take
So I’ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling “make it go away!”
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered “How can you do this to me?”
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
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