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skife

:: 2007 3 October :: 10.12pm

got home from work tonight and the dog was wound, decided to run with her, went all the way to howies and 3/4 the way back before the dog decided to slow down.

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angel_bob

:: 2007 3 October :: 9.54pm

Andy, I noticed a change in the saying. It is not cool. I loved you first. That bitch don't know shit.


In other news, I will not be able to go to Red Flannel for the first time in two years. Nick has to work which means Nick has the car. It wouldn't be the same without him anyway. This makes me sad. Red Flannel is the start of fall and I'd get to see Nick's parents.

And play bingo.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 3 October :: 1.54pm

"Everything will exist, move, separate in a river of change which in that instant will dissolve it, age, and corrupt everything without a single voice to sound the alarm...The sun is burning itself alive, iron is crumbling into dust, aimless energy is dissipating in space, masses are wearing out in radiation, the earth is cooling into death...And you will wait for a mulatto and an animal, to cross the mountain and begin to live, to fill time, execute the steps and gestures of a macabre game in which life will advance as life dies; a dance of madness in which time will devour time and no one alive can halt, the irreversible course of death...The boy, the earth, the universe: in those three, someday there will be no light, no heat, no life...There will be only total, forgotten oneness, nameless, without a man to give it a name: space and time, matter and energy all fused into one....And all things will have the same name...None"

From The Death of Artemio Cruz
by Carlos Fuentes

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skife

:: 2007 3 October :: 2.44am
:: Mood: uncomfortable
:: Music: flogging molly [whiskey on a sunday]

should i even call hungry howies a real job?
its not much work at all.
oh well, i had fun today.

its really windy out right now i'm enjoying the crap out of it.
i really don't know what to post, i kinda miss having a girlfriend, but whatever you know?

i downloaded some flogging molly today, actually the whole album "whiskey on a sunday" lots of acoustic stuff on it, i dig it.
i want to watch a movie right now. maybe something is on the tv.

see you guys tomorrow

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skife

:: 2007 2 October :: 4.23pm

the gogo tempo is gogo gone.

$200 i still need to pull it off the jack stands so the guy can come and get it.
he's got the title, i've got the cash.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 2 October :: 10.52am

So, I woke up extra early to read the rest of my novel and write my paper. I read for an hour, all grumpy that I'm up, and I finally decide I'm going to skip my first class so i can go to the library to write my paper. I get to the library, check my email, and the class that I had to write the paper for was canceled.

I had a feeling.

Oh, and I was walking back from class, and there were these two people standing at one of the main intersection side walks with big signs about signing a petition for a ballet initiative for medical marijuana, so i signed it.

This has been a good morning.

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skife

:: 2007 2 October :: 12.32am

36 hours or so in at howies so far. thats last week and today.

my only day off is thursday, there are 2 people comeing to look at the tempo tomorrow, one guy said he is bringing a dolly and $250 in cash.

i'm excited. I need the money.

i'd probably just throw it in the bank for awhile though.

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angel_bob

:: 2007 1 October :: 3.09pm

IT IS OCTOBURR YAY!


In other news, I wish I didn't procrastinate. But I am doing it right now and it is fun.

Also, my cold is magically gone. I have a little cough but nothing else.

My teeth hurt. I miss people.

OCTOBER IST HIRR! THAT MEANS FALL! AND LEAVES! CHANGING! COLORS!

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m&ms487

:: 2007 1 October :: 2.25pm

They are demolishing the building next door. It's the twin of the apartment building that we live in. They took a crane and started scraping and raking at it, and it came down, foot by foot, in a cloud of dust.

It makes me upset by the destructive nature of our culture. I honestly don't think there was anything wrong with that building, other than it was forty years old. They just want to put up something new that they can charge three times as much for.

Thus, the downfall of our capitalist society, we destroy things that are perfectly fine in search of the almighty dollar.

Except that dollar is quickly losing value.

I don't know what my point is. I get so depressed when I think about money.

That reminds me, the new Meijer contract is out. I should go read it and find out how much more they're screwing me over. Honestly.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 1 October :: 11.25am

I hate the girl that sits next to me in communication theory. She always comes in, much more loud than she should, sits down, sprawls out, and reeks of cigarette smoke. That's when she is feeling well enough to show up.

It's a lecture hall and the seats are really small and close together, and she insists on sitting sidesway in the chair, so not only does she take up all of her space, but half of mine as well. I hate that I have to sit there for fifty minutes with her leg touching mine, knowing that she is looking at my notes and always saying the wrong answer when she gets called on.

I would move, but I'm not giving up my first row seat. Never.

It just irks me.

My public speaking class was canceled today, but I still have to stick around campus to meet with my acting partner so we can practice. Boo.

Tonight, fundraising meeting, and I have to put together my new folder that I bought. It's pink. I finally decided that I'm going to make this position my own, and I'm not going to use the previous Chair's folder anymore. It's a step toward empowering myself and building up the fundraising committee in the fraternity. It's a step, no matter if it's just a symbolic one.

It was raining and cold when I woke up this morning, and the government wasn't shut down. I was enthused by the first, disappointed by the second.

Looks like it's going to rain all day.

Michelle

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skife

:: 2007 30 September :: 11.54pm

no more partys for awhile.

heh heh.

stupid hangovers.

next week is going to be busy.
my day off is thursday, i have bowling that night, during the day i'm definatally going to attempt wheel bearings on the toyota.
howies keeps me busy now, i like it.

i'm to busy to spend money so all i do is save it.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 30 September :: 11.01am
:: Mood: complacent

I just wanted you to know that I'm wearing the necklace and earrings you gave me two Christmas's ago for the first time. I thought they looked quite beautiful, and I just wanted you to know.

I love you, and I'll see you tonight.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 29 September :: 11.20pm
:: Mood: blah

Rueben has left to go to a party. I'm watching fourty eight hours and cruising the internet, and going to sleep very soon.

Supposedly a woman drugged her husband, shot him, cut him up with a circular saw, stuffed him in a couple suit cases, and threw him in the Chesapeake Bay.

That's what I call tough love.

I laid in bed all morning after I got home from my homecoming responsibilities. It was wonderful to snuggle up in my fuzzy bathrobe while Rueben made me whole wheat pancakes with real maple syrup.

There are drunk people in the hall of my apartment. I'm use to it by now. It's a million times better than the dorm.

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angel_bob

:: 2007 27 September :: 10.38pm

I have decided I want all The Office related things for Christmas. There are far more things online than I thought. It is awesome.

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skife

:: 2007 27 September :: 10.32pm

Read more..

rawer i can survey too

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skife

:: 2007 27 September :: 9.59pm

done good tonight.

game 1. 101
game 2. 180
game 3. 151

i'm getting better.

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skife

:: 2007 27 September :: 3.10pm

today i got some shit done i needed to, not that big of an acomplishment but i did stuff. I made the list last night

1. Call comfort suite in sandusky to see if my charger is there.
2. Close chase account
3. Clean room
4. work on truck
5. Put cutlass and tempo on craig's list for cheaper (also put r/c truck up for sale
6. get bills orginised (sorta did this)
7. Cash Check
8. Bowl
9. go to chase
10. Adjust lifter on the truck.
11. pay $26 to best buy.
12. build battery box for the toyota (probably end up doing it saturday.
i still have some more stuff to do but yeah, i feel a little bit acomplished today.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 27 September :: 1.08pm
:: Mood: amused

The settling has finally come. I'm settled into this semester: my classes, work, schedule, just settled.

It's a big relief. I can handle it all. I am handling it all. I've been very productive in the past few days getting out cook books that the frat is doing for a fundraiser. It's a big fiasco. They were suppose to be here in February; they arrived the end of August. We also have no mailing information for the people that ordered them. So, it's my job, with just a name and the amount they paid, to track them down. I had four left. Now I only have one.

If anyone wants to buy a Chippewa Marching Band cook book, let me know. It's twelve dollars. It has lots of good recipes in it, including drinks.

We still have to sell 180. Oh god.

But I'm going to the Alumni 'tent' on the morning of Homecoming at seven in the morning to set up a table in hopes that some alumni will want to buy them. We need to sell a lot to break even.

Classes are going well. I got my exam back in my public speaking class and, with extra credit, I got a 100, which was a huge relief. I have a high B or low A in just about all my classes. Some classes haven't really had any assignments, so I'm not sure yet.

Work is going better. I know people now. I know who to ask for what, and the rules and everything. I basically know what I'm doing. And, I'm giving away a lot of my hours, or asking for at least one day off a week (which they give me!), so I'm not working the ungodly 32 hours a week that I could.

Oh, and we're coming home for red flannel.

Michelle

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skife

:: 2007 27 September :: 11.45am

lots of things have happened since i updated last.

i'm single again, jen and i decided the distance wasn't working between the two of us. we are still friends.

my laptop charger is gone, the hotel said they don't have it at all.
it dissapeared i guess.

the battery fell out of the 'yota on delivery last night, the positive terminal landed on the crank pully, killed the battery. I stand by the wal-mart "never start" batterys, if they go bad during the warranty, you get a brand new one. Lindsey took me to wal-mart last night.

I got home from ludington yesterday, Chelsea, chris and i went up there to fuck around. we saw some elk. it was good times.

jennie is giving me alot more hours and hungry hell. money is good.

thinking of donig the 63" chevy spring swap on the yota. MMM flex.

thats all for now i guess. eric's birthday saturday after werk. red flannel the next weekend, then sometime in october is my silverlake trip. then a mounds trip on thanksgiving i think.

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rayray

:: 2007 26 September :: 3.16pm

ALLY HAD HER BABY TODAY!!

Name: Autumn Irene O'Connor
Weight: 8lbs 9oz
Length: 21 inches
Time: 12:15 PM

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angel_bob

:: 2007 25 September :: 11.58pm

I did not lay down after the nyquil/dayquil incident. I took a test, went to work, went to another class, back to work and then to my quad.

I am going to take nyquil and bring dayquil with me to take later tomorrow. I think I will take a smaller dose.

I've been sick for over a week.

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angel_bob

:: 2007 25 September :: 9.28am

I may have OD'd on dayquil/nyquil. I am very woozy and loopy.

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skife

:: 2007 24 September :: 11.05am

i died again in my dream.

i was some sort of warrior/hero in the roman era, probably 80BC or so, i went through this village and killed a bunch of people, i had mercy on the rest of the village and this guy decided he was going to kill me, i wasn't armed at the time and i started running and the next thing i could tell is that my head was falling. it was weird.

i dont like dieing in my dreams.

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skife

:: 2007 23 September :: 7.59pm

worst part of the whole weekend, i left my laptop cable in the hotel.

FUCK, lucky my brother has the same lappy as i do.
i'll just make a trip to best buy tomorrow and get another one.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 22 September :: 11.31pm

I feel like shit because I'm sick. I knew it was coming. I knew it. And I had to work, and of course that meant that I had to close the desk, thus working until eleven.

And I'm not going to lie. I shut down the pc at the desk, and when I left, the SC was trying to get on it to flip the lanes over for tomorrow. And I shut the computer down, so he had to wait for five minutes for it to reboot. I just smiled and him and walked a little faster. Wow. I'm a bitch.

But seriously, I thought he already had it done.

Whatever.

I'm over it. And I'm going to go take a shower. A nice warm, steamy shower. Well, maybe not so steamy because it's like seventy five degrees in here already....

And today was just like yesterday,
You couldn't even tell the difference,
You said all the same things you always say,
And tomorrow will be the same.

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rayray

:: 2007 21 September :: 9.26pm

Interesting things have happened lately.
I was in shock for atleast a 24 hour time period.

Wednesday night around 10:15 we heard a knock at our door. So Mike told whoeverit was to come in because we were doing one of his Criminal Justice Quizzes online.. But whoever it was just kept knocking. So he got up and answered the door. Much to his and my surprise, there stands a man saturated in blood. From head to toe. Covered. Mike jumped back about 2 feet, and my eyes grew as big as they could possibly get. Mike asked the guy if he wanted us to call 911. But he just kept repeating 'i crashed my bike, please don't call the cops.. please man, don't.. i'll go to jail.. im drunk" So we got the guy a wet towel, so he could put it on the gaping hole he had in his head. Mike followed the guy out to the pavement when the guy realized he was at the wrong apartment. He took him down to his nephews apartment and the cops showed up. When Mike was talking to the cop, and the guys nephew one of them asked the guy if he got beat up. And the guy, who entirely intoxicated, said "yeah I did. that guy punched me in the face" (pointing at Mike) and Mike was like "dude, you just showed up on my door step, I don't know who you are". I went outside after swallowing my stomach, and there was a massive blood trail. Blood all over my door, bottom of the door frame, side of the door frame, our door mat, steps. In the mean time we're trying to find out where this guy came from, and what happened.. And we notice that his BICYCLE was leaning against one of the garages out back, and the door as well as his bike was covered with blood as well. So then we followed the trail back the other way, and found the spot where he crashed. He either hit a parked truck on his bike, or just simply fell over. There was an extreme puddle of blood on the ground and then smears on the front of the truck.

I haven't ever witnessed ANYTHING like that in my life.
When I went to try to go to sleep that night, I had knots in my stomach so bad that I thought I was going to puke and everytime I'd close my eyes, I'd picture that guy. When I did fall asleep, I'd start sweating so bad that I'd wake up, or Mike would wake me up.
I had nightmares.

Now Im just paranoid of everything and anything that could possibly be in the dark.

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skife

:: 2007 21 September :: 4.05pm

i got ambitious today and decided to make our lawn look good.

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angel_bob

:: 2007 20 September :: 10.46pm

Is it sad that I am looking forward to Red Flannel? Because I am.

It's always the official start for fall for me. And I get to see Nick's parents.

I don't know. I am just excited for it.

It's good to have something to look forward to.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 20 September :: 1.11pm

Frida Kahlo.


Selma Hyack with a unibrow. I wanted to shave it during the whole movie....we watched "Frida" for the past two classes in my English 333, Literature of Latin America class. If you want to see Selma's boobs...oh, and her having sex with another woman...it's the movie for you; but I digress. It really is a good movie, and yes, sex is a fairly good chunk of it. Frida was married to Diego Rivera, the famous Mexican Muralist.

I was entranced with the movie. I need to see it again. I think I need to see it a few times before I'll be satisfied that I've thought about the things in it.

Everyone should see it if they get a chance.

Warning: There is a bit of gore (i.e. when she gets pierced through the vagina with a handrail from a bus during an accident).

Happy viewing.

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skife

:: 2007 20 September :: 1.12am

things i need to do.


1. Quit drinking
2. quit smoking pot
3. "Quit quitting."

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