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angel_bob

:: 2007 15 May :: 5.21pm

19 days until I am home.

I want to punch someone.

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Iron-Cipher

:: 2007 14 May :: 11.48pm

The doctors think my dad might have prostate cancer. I was reading up on it today and nowhere did I read that it could be fairly survivable the only thing I read was that people can live up to a couple years after they are diagnosed. I really don't want to lose my dad the same way I saw my grandfather go.

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rayray

:: 2007 14 May :: 5.15am

I go back to work today.
Im not that excited about it.
I enjoyed being laid off but the lack of money sucked.
Unemployment was paying shit.
Mike is losing his job in two weeks.
Its been awhile since I've seen 5 AM.
And I think I got up way too early.
I slept wrong on my neck.
If you haven't noticed I feel like complaining right now.
Meh, whats the use.

smile


joeydomina

:: 2007 13 May :: 7.39am

Happy Birthday to me......
Happy Birthday to me......
ummm Happy Birthday to me......

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skife

:: 2007 13 May :: 7.28am

another kill for the tempo.

was coming back from IHOP turning left onto patter son and was in the left side of the left lane and there was this guy in the right in a blue chrysler 300, probably a V6. But anyways he got on it and so did i, but he had the run on me from the corner, anyways we make it down to 40th street light its red and i look over at the guy and he's smileing. light turns green, i was asleep at the light :( he had about a 1/4 car on me, started going through the gears and a bout half way through second i started to pull in front of him, by the time we both shut them down i had like a 1/2 car on him i think.

it was fun haha. The guy got beat by a ratty old tempo :D

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joeydomina

:: 2007 12 May :: 8.07am

Lost and Found
Well all I'm very upset. I either left my new cowboy hat somewhere or someone stole it..... That was the first thing my dad's bought me in like 5 years. :( It meant alot to me because it was my favorite hat that I've owned. If anyone would like to help me try to buy a new one Please send money to my house just some spare change or something. Thanks if anyone responds and sends money my way.

2203 15 Mile Rd NE
Sparta, MI 49345

Bye

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m&ms487

:: 2007 11 May :: 3.03pm

I got a call asking me to work today from four to nine. So I'm going into work. I'm such a push-over, but I need the money. I listened to seventies rock and wrote all day. I think I produced some good stuff. I have even more of an idea where it's heading. Can't say anything about it yet, but maybe I'll have a few people read it and tell me what they think when I'm finished. Yes. That's just what I'll do.

Not a day goes by...

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m&ms487

:: 2007 11 May :: 7.57am
:: Mood: cheerful

I use to have all the right words...
Last night, in that moment before sleep comes, I had the perfect sentence. It's lost now.

I spent the night at Rueben's. The gazebo. It was entertaining.

Why do I always wake up early when I don't want to? I'm glad I did, because as the filtered morning sun came streaming into the gazebo, I looked up and watched a hummingbird gracefully flit around a tree branch with newly blossomed leaves. The sounds of the morning were almost deafening, and I layed back down, closed my eyes, and smiled to myself.

Summer is finally here.

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angel_bob

:: 2007 11 May :: 12.43pm

My dad also went into the hospital Sunday. HE called me on Wednesday and told me.

Thanks for keeping me updated, Mom.

Next week is our last week of classes and then we have exams then a week of nothing before HOME SWEET HOME.

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jedibumblebee

:: 2007 9 May :: 7.19pm


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sugarjackj

:: 2007 9 May :: 5.26pm

Well, tomorrows my birthday.
I'm going to be 20.

It's exciting :)

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m&ms487

:: 2007 9 May :: 2.27pm

I'm getting back in the swing of things. Working and all. Final grades are in: all A's and one A-. It was worth all the freaking out and late night studying I did.

Now, instead of analyzing Byron or Faulkner, I listen to old stinky men bitch that they got overcharged for their watermelon.

Who said life isn't fair?

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skife

:: 2007 8 May :: 4.21pm

ironic how i'm so pissed off right now and i just came up with a sort of revloutionary idea for the valve train of an internal combustion engine.

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skife

:: 2007 8 May :: 4.04pm

it would be so easy and convienent to just quit right now.

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skife

:: 2007 7 May :: 9.55pm

i got this really cool dollar coin out of the vending machine today, been trying to find super glue all night so i can glue this thing to the floor and watch warehouse workers try to pick it up.

edit

like 2 minutes later, i asked ed... he had some

there is now a new $1 coin glued to the floor in front of my desk

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skife

:: 2007 5 May :: 9.40am

my eyes keep fucking with me... like i'll see mice crawling around and shit.... i've been up way to long.

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skife

:: 2007 5 May :: 7.30am

i'm so tired i'm just randomly blacking out sometimes at the slightest moment

i wish i could sleep.

3.5 more hours.

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joeydomina

:: 2007 5 May :: 12.22am

I have work in 7 hours and i have to move 250 trucks in 8 hours.... sounds nearly impossible....but not for me mwahahaha because I am that awesome

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sugarjackj

:: 2007 4 May :: 9.23pm

So I guess I'm going to go see Three Days Grace with my sister on the 20th in Detroit? It should be good times.

And then It's Deftones June 14th in GR
BNL June 15th at DTE
Queens of the Stone Age whenever they come to Michigan
Dave Mathews Band August 25th at DTE

I have my job back at Skanska.

Life is good :)

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m&ms487

:: 2007 4 May :: 7.11pm

I'm home. I feel like I'm in high school again.

In other news, I'll be able to graduate college in four years instead of five.

Who's up for saving $7000? ME!

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m&ms487

:: 2007 3 May :: 12.52am
:: Mood: excited

So, this was a really exciting night for me.

I discovered Mike Gravel. I am in love with his stances on the issues. I think he might be a bit too extreme for the general population, which leads me to believe that he won't make it past the primaries, unfortunately.

Then, when I was reading the postings on Mike Gravel's site, I stumbled across Sugar City Cane. It's a company that is totally green. They produce ethanol by growing sugar cane with hydroponics on acre wide buoyant platforms in the sea near the equator. You should definitely check it out! The site takes a little while to load because of the background, but you can read the text if you highlight it with your mouse while you're waiting for it to load. This could be one of those great solutions to peak oil, while at the same time reducing global warming. Check it out and let me know what you think.

Michelle

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rayray

:: 2007 3 May :: 12.01am

I got called a hussy by a kid around the age of ten today.
Little bastard.

Baseball starts tomorrow!
Woo-ha..
Little kids attempting to play baseball.
I have a feeling its going to be about the same as them attempting to play soccer.
Watching 8 year olds play soccer/baseball, is worse than watching the special olympics.

Anyway, my bed is calling my name..

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m&ms487

:: 2007 2 May :: 2.22pm

So, what is this saying about us?

CMU Students Find Work in Michigan

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m&ms487

:: 2007 2 May :: 2.11pm

I am done with exams. My brain hurts too much to describe. I just wrote ten pages (front and back = one page) for my two english exams that were back to back. My hand hurts. I am done.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 2 May :: 7.51am

one more day.

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sugarjackj

:: 2007 2 May :: 2.38am

DEFTONES AT THE ORBIT ROOM!

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Someone come with me :)

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sugarjackj

:: 2007 1 May :: 2.37pm



I passed my jury.


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rayray

:: 2007 30 April :: 11.29pm

From 11 last night until 5 this afternoon was the longest I have ever gone without speaking to or seeing Michael in the last 18 months.
It was really hard for me.
But when I saw him, I realized how lucky I am for what I have with him.
I also realized, that I don't ever want to lose him.
And that I am in this relationship until death.

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rayray

:: 2007 30 April :: 12.05am
:: Music: Crazy - K-Ci and Jo-Jo

What zeh fuck..
Shitty end to a perfect weekend.
Went to the blessing of the bikes in Holland today.
That was a long ride.
But I made it safely.
A couple of the guys we went with, left shortly after we did, and they collided and crashed.
Leaving both bikes totalled, and one guy with a broken foot.
I'm so happy that it's finally riding season.
Maybe I will finally muster up the courage to learn to drive a motorcycle. Not that I'm scared, just a tad nervous.
I think before I even attempt to do that, I need to practice safe speeds in a car/truck first.
Apparently, I was doing about 90-95 up 131 today in his truck when we were coming home.
His spedometer is WAY off.
Oh well.

I also got pulled over tonight.
Wasn't for speeding. And there wasn't a ticket issued either.
I didn't cry to get out of it either.
Oh well, enough information disclosed about that.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 29 April :: 12.48pm
:: Mood: distressed

Why is it that when everything feels like it's falling apart, we put on a smile and walk away?


The center cannot hold. Exams this week. I haven't studied yet. I will. I'll get to it. I feel like I'm in a Hemingway novel. Or Faulkner. Dewey Dell.

Will the circle be unbroken...

I'm ready to go home, but I feel like I'm sentencing myself to prison. It feels like a loss of freedom. But maybe I don't deserve freedom. Maybe I've never had it, just the illusion of it. Maybe.

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