Life Is An Ever Changing Road

:: 2007 7 January :: 5.06pm

P.S. German...you suck.

Oh well. At least I will have a year of German by the time I go to Austria.

:: 2007 7 January :: 1.42pm

hey phil, there is a $16 check hanging on my fridge, sorry i forgot to give it to you last night, just stop by some time today and my mom will give it to you.

:: 2007 7 January :: 1.22pm

hey phil, remember when we were at mindy's and we were talking about cats and stuff and i mentioned fruitcat but mindy wouldn't let me use her computer to show you.

i present to you......
Fruit cat.

4 laughs | smile

:: 2007 6 January :: 11.35pm

I guess there's got to be a break in the monotony, but Jesus, when it rains how it pours.
It could be ten, but then again, I can't remember half an hour since a quarter to four.
Throw on your clothes, the second side of Surfer Rosa, and you leave me with my jaw on the floor.
Just when you think you're in control,
just when you think you've got a hold,
just when you get on a roll,
here it goes, here it goes, here it goes again.
Oh, here it goes again.
I should have known,
should have known,
should have known again,
but here it goes again.
Oh, here it goes again.
It starts out easy, something simple, something sleazy, something inching past the edge of the reserve.
Now through lines of the cheap venetian blinds your car is pulling off of the curb.
Just when you think you're in control,
just when you think you've got a hold,
just when you get on a roll,
here it goes, here it goes, here it goes again.
Oh, here it goes again.
I should have known, should have known,
should have known again,
but here it goes again.
Oh, here it goes.
Oh, here it goes.
Oh, here it goes again.

Oh, here it goes again.
Oh oh
Oh, here it goes.
Yeah, oh here it goes again.
Hey hey
Oh, here it goes.
All right!
I guess there's got to be a break in the monotony, but Jesus, when it rains how it pours.
Throw on your clothes, the second side of Surfer Rosa, and you leave me, yeah, you leave me.
Oh, here it goes, here it goes, here it goes again.
Oh here it goes again.
I should have known, should have known,
should have known again,
but here it goes again.
Oh, here it goes, here it goes.
Oh here it goes again.
I should have known, should have known,
but here it goes again.
Oh here it, Oh here it, Oh here it, Oh here it, Oh here it goes
I should have, I should have, I should have, I should have, I should have known
Oh, here it goes, here it goes, here it goes again.
Oh here it goes again.
Oh, here it goes again.

70billion

:: 2007 6 January :: 3.59am
:: Mood: uncomfortable

4:05 am blues.
doors are shutting people sleep as i walk down down the street. is this what happieness brings? or is it something deep deep inside, know that i always mess up. Ruinning every evening, on a thoughtless second, i was just playing around. Thats the last time I follow you out after making you mad, "dont talk to me" I dont need this maybe next time ill just walk the away. I here footsteps; look around to caucth a glimps of your sillioete running towrds me. I all alone, and walking down the street.

:: 2007 5 January :: 12.24am

I haven't been able to go to bed/fall asleep any earlier than 2/3 am lately. I know it's just stress and things but I'm so tired of it. Literally.

I haven't been really France shell shocked lately. I'm excited but not as much as last semester. It's not noticeable, my excitement. C'est pas évidant, ma joie. My fear, on the other hand, is pretty evident.

I'm going to finish reading this article on Crime Library and then I'm grabbing my Pigeon book and going to bed. I work tomorrow at 9.

Did I mention my car wasn't working? I haven't tried it since Wednesday but it wasn't starting. We're going to test the battery and things before taking it in. I'm working full time until I leave but this lack of a car is killing me. I want to see everyone but I can't drive anywhere.

You guys have to come home once more before I leave. I wish you guys didn't have class so you could see me off.

Okay, now I'm nervous. I'm going to finish reading and stop thinking.

Remember to set and turn on your alarm, Rachel.

I love you all.

19 days 12 hours 12 minutes

:: 2007 4 January :: 9.02pm
:: Music: Casimir Pulaski Day

I am sad in my heart.

My mom cried the other day. She just kept appologising for being so sick. That she cant even really get out of bed to do anything.

My dad cried new years eve. He was sad for his younger brother that just died.

I need something. But I dont know what.

I don't know.

:: 2007 3 January :: 2.17pm

Eeewwww
I guess we can't move back into our doorms till Sunday morning?

So much for comming back on Friday.......

Jessie Jackson is comming to CMU.
Awesome.

:: 2007 3 January :: 11.25am

Goodbye President Ford.

I truly beleive that there will never be another president as good natured, or with more good old fashion values then you.

:: 2007 3 January :: 9.57am

so yeah, dustin didn't pay internet bill so we are out of intetrnet at the dorm, fortunatally me and josh are sitting here in front of CP 14 and getting a shitty connection, but its free and we dont have to pay, haha fuckers.

i made it here safe, i really wish i had internet in the dorm though.
i'll be home this weekend josh has to go to the eye doctor, i have to get my pillows and blanket, i kinda forgot 'em.

4 laughs | smile

:: 2007 2 January :: 8.41pm
:: Mood: cheerful

I'm chemically relaxing my hair right now to make it just a little bit more straight. It burns a little. I'm use to it though, I've been doing it for four years.

Anyway, I worked my usual eight hours today. People really are getting more unintelligent and annoying everyday. I'm too fed up with them to give any examples anymore.

Perhaps some mau playing tonight, but not positive. All I know is that my hair is going to have a certain odor, and I'm ready for some fun.

It's going to be some night.

5 laughs | smile

:: 2007 2 January :: 1.21am

22 days 11 hours 23 minutes

:: 2007 1 January :: 3.27pm

Just to clarify for those who have questioned, I am not pregnant.

And the term "preggers" drives me absolutely nuts.

rayray

:: 2006 31 December :: 11.28pm

Right now I am sitting at my dads with my sister, brother in law and my dad.
I'm incredibly bored.
And have been here since 10:30 this morning.
I'm waiting for the ball to drop so that I can go home and go to bed.
Or finish packing.
The packing thing I really need to get to.
Moving has been delayed a week.
Hopefully we can get the apartment we're looking at on tuesday.
We were going to rent a house that was 1/2 way between Sheridan and Crystal but the guy told us that he changed his mind.
We were kind of pissed about that, but what can ya do..
Only a half an hour until the new year, and I could careless.
I am so tired at the moment that nothing matters.
I just want to go home.
Crawl into my bed, and curl up.
Anyway, this is the end to my sad entry..

:: 2006 31 December :: 3.08pm
:: Mood: blah

Just hours after my last entry, I was no longer enjoying my fresh cut pineapple. It seems it decided to make war on my anatomy. It was quite difficult for me because I have an intense fear of throwing up. It was like Michelle fear-factor all day yesterday.

I feel a lot better today, but solid foods are still a don't. I didn't go to work yesterday, but I'm well enough for my five hour shift tonight.

I'm ready for a new year.

:: 2006 31 December :: 2.15pm

happy birthday to:

Kevin cuppett
and
Lizzy's brother Justin Bloss

5 laughs | smile

:: 2006 30 December :: 3.35pm

i am posting this because it brings back happy memories.

:: 2006 30 December :: 3.32pm

Life just potentially got a lot more complicated (in a good way... I think).

I suppose that's just the way things go, eh?

:: 2006 30 December :: 12.30am
:: Mood: calm

Random
I worked until eleven thirty tonight, and then I came home and enjoyed my fresh-cut pineapple while I perused the Post. It was most enjoyable.

I spent last night with Jessie, Rueben, and Zack. We sat around for a while, and then decided we had to go do something. So, we went to Arby's and played mau.

I got called into work yesterday. I only stayed for three hours so that I won't get overtime this week. It's a good thing I don't have a life. Work has been my life for the past two weeks. I leave again on the seventh.

"So I lay my head back down, and I lift my hands and pray, to be only your's I pray, to be only yours I know now, you're my only hope."

I'm busy collecting quotations on the internet to make some notebooks. I'm excited, but I forgot to buy packing tape to finish them.

"You're the only one who, drives me kicking and screaming through fast dreams, and you're the only one who knows exactly what i mean...i hope you can forgive me for that time when i put my hand between your legs and said it was small, cause it's really not at all."

I've decided that my favorite punctuation is a bracket [not quite a parenthesis, but still subtle and giving a little extra].

"New Kids on the Block had a bunch of hits, chinese food makes me sick and I think it's fly when girls stop by for the summer...you come from Georgia where the peaches grow, drink lemonade and speak real slow."

"Here in this diary I write you visions of my summer, it was the best I ever had, there were choruses and sing a longs, all the nights we stayed up talking...and quoting lines from all those movies that we loved, it still brings a smile to my face. I guess when it come down to it, being grown up isn't as fun as growing up."

:: 2006 29 December :: 6.59pm

I keep thinking that I'm going back to school on the 8th. I go back to work on the 3rd. Hopefully then I'll get the schedule of when I can work during the time after classes start and before I leave.

I made crepes. Sort of. They turned out lame but it was my first time with my new happy crepe maker.

I'm afraid to go to France.

My parents got me luggage as an early birthday present. The thing is huge. I could fit comfortably in it.

So what're we doing for New Year's Eve?

25 days. 17 hours. Don't make me go.

:: 2006 29 December :: 8.21am

Still. I love human reactions.

The thing is... I dont even care.
I never did, and never will.

I pitty you few.

:: 2006 28 December :: 9.36pm
:: Music: THE TRUCKS!

Hhaahah I'm a bad person.

But I can't keep from laughing!!!

MICHELLE!!!!

I NEED YOUR SAGE ADVICE!!!

:: 2006 28 December :: 7.13pm

quote of the night

"why do you have a leg thingie hanging on your bedpost?"
~jenny

:: 2006 28 December :: 10.20am
:: Mood: mellow
:: Music: The Trucks-Shattered

You shattered my image of love, so when I bit, it was for blood.

:: 2006 27 December :: 3.53pm

The exciting news is that I smell really good.
The not so exciting news is that I have to work in an hour.

Christmas, was it real, or but a dream?

New Years: What's going on, where's the party at? Who with?

All of these questions!! I need answers!!

Michelle

:: 2006 26 December :: 12.15pm

New years
anyone have plans for new years, i think we need somthing huge. or somthing medium sized crammed into a small place so it seems huge.

anyone have plans yet?

joeydomina

:: 2006 25 December :: 11.30pm

so here i go into hermit mode and on christmas day too yay.....
i hope everyone had a better christmas than i am. i hope someone can do something tomorrow since i dont have a life and have nothing to do. everyone have fun

:: 2006 25 December :: 7.34pm
:: Mood: cynical

Merry Christmas, everyone. A day filled with socially retarded cousins, fattening food, and ackward gift-giving.

joeydomina

:: 2006 25 December :: 12.03am

Merry Christmas Everyone

:: 2006 24 December :: 11.36pm

So what are we doing for the eve of New Year's?

And Happy Christmas.