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2006 13 June :: 2.06pm
My sister started playing FFVIII again. Which means I'm hooked, again.
So I'll have to add that to my list of games to beat this summer. I still haven't beaten it, after all these years.
It's still my favorite.
Games to beat this summer:
Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time (again)
Legend of Zelda: Majora's Mask
Legend of Zelda: Wind Waker
Final Fantasy VIII
Paper Mario (the first and second ones)
I think that's it.
I love you all.
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2006 12 June :: 6.40pm
I need a transmission.
HA!
hate to say it but box was right, Tried to do a brakestand in the road, And it melted the clutches together, i dont have reverse or neutral anymore.
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2006 12 June :: 6.10pm
Anyone ever hear anything from brad anymore?
I heard a rumor that he's moving back to michigan.
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2006 12 June :: 11.29am
Two years ago today, I took the ACT for what would turn out to be the first of three tries. The night before, I stayed up late talking to Nick about pretty much nothing. We somehow got around to talking about how we both still liked each other and maybe we should try again.
So we did.
Two years ago today, I was at Ben's house with both him and Nicholas, playing video games and lying around like we always did at Ben's house.
Anyway, today marks two years of being with Nicholas and I'd love to reminisce but Nick wants to jump on the bed with me.
I love you all.
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2006 11 June :: 7.16pm
The guy that stole Mike's truck has been arrested.
He had 3 other warrants. So that was a plus.
He said the truck was impounded.
And gave Mike the keys.
We still have no idea where the truck is.
My car is being hauled to get fixed tomorrow morning.
But won't be worked on until tuesday.
I wore one of his shirts to bed last night because I didnt know when he'd be home. And I went right to sleep at like 1 and didn't wake up until 1:30 today. He finally came home like an hour later, and then left to go see his daughter. Right after he left, I was right back to sleep and slept until 6:30. His scent makes me fall right to sleep. And i sleep so good too. I love it.
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2006 9 June :: 5.41pm
Selling a sword
Hey all i'm selling one of my swords if you are interested here's a link for it. the price is about 125 new so i'm thinking about 85 or so.... let me know k...
http://xde.xanga.com/fbaa0be06443359236208/b39704315.jpg
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2006 8 June :: 6.09am
i wanna go back to sleep.
ughhh.
tomorrow though, Huge paycheck.
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2006 8 June :: 1.03am
It's my birthday bitches!
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2006 7 June :: 8.36pm
This is funny.
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2006 7 June :: 2.04am
Im at my dads house right now and I am really liking his kick ass wireless keyboard and such.. There is this HUGE bug attacking the screen and i've tried to kill it like 4 times already and ive just givin' up and taken up trying to become its friend so that it doesnt attack me while I am asleep on the couch.. if i ever get to sleep..
I really want vista on my computer now.. it's pretty.. perhaps i will snatch a copy of it and take it home with me.. if i ever get home.. haha i will.. my boyfriend is coming to get me when he gets out of work.. Unless I can find someone who loves me and is willing to come get me at 2 in the morning and take me home....
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2006 6 June :: 10.45am
So this is how it rolls: List ten (10) things you want to say to ten (10) different people. Do not state who these people are. Do not confirm or deny any 'comment speculation'.
1. You make him SO happy, You'll like what he gives you.
2. I want to do it again.
3. I hope to god it will all work out.
4. Thank you for your insight.
5. I want you to always be here, but I doubt you will be. I will miss you more than anything in the world.
6. You don't know you're gay.
7. I think it's cute that you don't know what you're doing.
8. Your ackwardness is what makes you wanted.
9. You need to get over yourself.
10. I love you, pips.
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2006 6 June :: 10.34am
:: Mood: confused
So my life's focus is working now. You don't know how much that sucks.
I don't want to waste my life, but it's so tempting.
I'm reading Girl Interrupted. I started about an hour and a half ago when I woke up and I'm almost done with it. It reminds me so much of so many things I thought I was the only one who thought them.
I have trouble with that, putting what I think into words. I just can't describe some of the thoughts that go through my head. They are so painfully abstract.
I'm not quite sure exactly what is going on anymore, but I guess I never really quite did in the first place. I'm on the painful edge of being an adult, but still living at home with the same rules I had when I was twelve. I defineately do not do the same things I did when I was twelve.
I'm ready to go, but I'm obligated to stay. This debate will last a lifetime.
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2006 6 June :: 12.44am
:: Mood: *touched*
:: Music: *Collide - Howie Day*
*its moments like these that make me want to live forever*
We're laying in bed, cuddled together, and he turns my head so im looking at him, as he caresses my cheek, he says to me "Babe, Im really sorry that I can't afford to get you anything for your birthday, I promise I will make it up to you" and then he kissed my forehead. I was speechless, and of course because Im a big sap, I got tears in my eyes. And before they had a chance to fall, he kissed me on the lips and told me that he didnt want me to cry because it would break his heart. And thats when I told him that I don't need gifts, he doesn't have to spend money on me, that all I want is him, all I need is him.
In that moment, we grew closer together.
Thursday, I am spending the day with Michael. It's just going to be us. Thats all I want. I don't want presents. I don't want anything, but to spend the day with him. I know that I spend everyday with him. But this day especially, means a lot. For the first time EVER, I have had a boyfriend for Christmas, Valentines Day, his birthday and now mine. We've been together for 7 months and 6 days. For those of you that don't realize, this is my longest relationship. He's my first true love. I have shared more with him, than with anyone else. And I don't want to share what I have shared with him, with anyone else. He's the love of my life. He's my entire world. And without him, I am not me. He helps me to be a stronger person. I would do anything to make him happy.
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2006 4 June :: 4.43pm
Trailer Parks are my worst nightmare.
That and getting shot in the ghetto.
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2006 3 June :: 2.38pm
Another night spent driving around the Ghetto streets of GR, and still no truck.
Because my boyfriend is a genius and can't remember his license plate number, we can't file it as stolen.
And because Mike's mom has the IQ of a rock, she couldn't keep up with him when she was supposedly chasing him. She probably stopped on some side street to turn a trick or do a deal.
R-E-T-A-R-D-E-D is what she is..
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2006 3 June :: 1.44pm
:: Mood: drained
all sorts of stuff
Well Josh got sentanced about a week ago. Since he pleaded guilty we didn't have to go through a trail. That was nice. He was up on not exactly on the stand cause he was facing the judge not the crowd. But the judge asked him if he had anything thing to say and he said he wanted to tell Ms. Price he was sorry. But he didn't fool me. He got sentanced to 11 months in jail minus the 2 (? hell I didn't really know he spent two damn days in jail) he had already spent. Plus 4 years of probation and he has to register as a sex offender. I didn't quite feel like that was punishment enough but that's ok. If he violates his probation Clyndia (the judge) said he'd throw the book at him so that would be like 10 or 15 yrs. I got to see him taken away to where the jail people were comming out of. I knew he was getting thrown in at that moment. it had a werid effect on me. I hadn't cried or been upset about what he did to me in awhile. and it wasn't relief he was behind bars that bothered me either. i just know that shortly after he was put away I started crying. I know I felt bad for his mom. Not his dad cause his dad is a dick ass jack ass and every other bad name in the book. But even after what he did to me... I felt like i was being harsh with him. or that this couldn't be happening. this only happens to other people and all the bull.. It was just.. strange.
On a sader note, my parents dog Giggles, Some of you know her as the beast woman or manly dog.. she was the one with all the wrinkles. Well she died like the first week of may. it was terrible. that morning she was fine and dandy running around and such. then when my parents got home later to take her out dad had to carry her down the stairs and when he put her in the yard she kinda wandered than made this like chuffing noise and went down. now the animal hospital isn't even a mile from my house. she died on the way there on my dad's lap. it was aweful... :( :( :( my parents had her cremated and we have her ashes in the living room....
But now on the bright side of that.... my parents now have a 10 week old now puppy named Mocha. Shes the same breed as Giggy. but shes a coffee/chocolate color. she was just 8 weeks old when mom and dad got her. she's a lil stink thou, she loves to bite. but then again she is teething.
I'm taking summer classes that are hard as hell. I'm trying to work at least 20 to 25 hours a week. My boyfriend and I share a car and he works between 40 and 55 hours a week. We tend to argue alot. Things have been difficult around the house but we're dealing with it. he wants a motorcycle so bad.. but i want him to fix up one of his cars first. but he's so hard to talk to or reason with sometimes... it just gets so flustrating. we fought for like an hour last night over that crap. i just can't deal with it. i can't. sometimes i just wanna go back to my parents house and stay for awhile so i can get away and cry and let my mom hold me like she used to when i was really upset. It's like wanting to be a kid again i guess.
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2006 3 June :: 11.27am
Kurt Vonnegut was on BCC World News' World Book Club (The Word) on NPR at 2:30 this morning.
He was hilarious.
You can listen to it here.
You should check it out. He talks about Slaughterhouse 5.
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2006 2 June :: 9.29pm
"I want what is yours, and I want what is mine"
It's like putting the kool aid into the pitcher and watching the water turn a lovely shade of translucent red.
It all dissolves into a homologous mixture, each part containing equal parts of the solution.
Except, it's never really that perfect. It's all very unequal upon closer inspection.
A closer inspection reveals what you may have never known as the fruity, sugary goodness flows down your throat.
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2006 2 June :: 1.49pm
Mike called into work last night.
We went on a search to GR with Will, Josie, Stanley, Scott, Kay and Glen to find Mike's truck.
No such luck because the guy that has Mikes truck, knows his way around GR better than any of us.
So we went to Mike's brothers house and picked him and Little John up.
Little John is this violent big black guy that is sensitve and caring as well. Quite strange.
And we went on the trailer park search once again.
However this time we didn't camp out all night long.
Will, Stanley, Josie, and Scott called it quit at like 1 because Will wanted to get some from his ex-wife..
And Mike and I stayed but we called it quits at like 3 and left his mom and Glen in GR, so that we could finally have some alone time for the first time all day long.
We also left because Mike didnt want to end up beating the crap out of this skanky bitch that kept trying to fight him.
Came home and went to bed.
Now Mike is going to report his truck stolen. Woo!
My car is all torn apart and being fixed..
And Mike has to work all weekend.. So if anyone wants to hang out with me.. Im sure I'll be free..
I haven't ever seen that many ho's or drug dealers before in my life..
When Mike and I were going up to his brother's apartment I went to grab the railing so i wouldnt fall down the stairs and Mike goes "i wouldn't do that, you don't know whats on there, and we dont want our fingerprints on anything"..
So him and I were side by side the whole time we were there.. He wouldn't let me out of his sight because he didnt want anything to happen to me.. Everytime I'd get scared I'd squeeze his hand, and he'd grab ahold of me.. It was cute..
Time to take a shower.. considering it is 2 in the afternoon..
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2006 1 June :: 12.16pm
There is so much going through my mind right now. I dont even know where to begin. Its one big cluster-fuck of a mess. I hate her. I hate all people named Courtney. I just want her to leave him alone. Leave me alone. Why can't she let us be happy? Why does she have to be a home-wrecking whore? I refuse to give him up. I refuse to let him go. And I will not let her win. I will fight until the day I die, to be with him. Am I just paranoid that he secretly wants to be with her. That he's just settling for me? Or pretending. Yesterday was 7 months. The longest I've ever been with anyone. Sad, I know. But I love him more than anything. And I don't know what to do.
And i need a water pump for my car! He's paying for it. He's finding someone to fix it. Because there aren't enough hours in the day for him to do it. So he must care.
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2006 1 June :: 6.49am
New Ringtone
Okay all.... I have officially made the coolest ringtone in the world.
"Curl in a ball, grab your ankles. Stretch out your back till your vertebre crack. Bend your left knee, leverage is key. Fight the gorlax. It's the lick your own butthole party dance."
That would be joe's ringer.
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2006 1 June :: 6.18am
does anyone know when graduation is tonight? thanks if you do.
oh and i need the time lol.
bye JOey
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2006 1 June :: 1.09am
:: Mood: okay
So Proud
I am so proud of my babe. After everything that she and I have been through, mainly her, she still managed to get her diploma and everything. The ceremony is tonight and she is all worried about it but she has nothing to worry about. She's my girl, of course she'll do great. I'm gonna hate it though because I really wont be able to see her once college starts up. :( I'll have to deal with it though. After all we've survived this long together. Hehe. almost 9 months officially now. I love her with all that I can.
Love always,
Your Boy
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2006 31 May :: 9.04pm
wow, i love my almost-husband.
bridal shower on sunday. sending out the wedding invites sometime before then. i love feeling like I've got things on track.
on a less positive note, my dj appears to have dropped off the face of the earth. which could totally suck, if I have to find somebody new.
also, i desperately need a new job.
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2006 31 May :: 3.49pm
You send me off,
With wishes of
Good Health and Good times.
Forget-me-nots line the road,
and i'm not suppose to
look back, but i do.
It's not your fault
But my very own
Don't look back and see me here.
I am stagnant,
in a pool
of my own blood and tears.
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2006 31 May :: 1.29pm
My boss has skin cancer. She says it's the good kind. So does the internet.
So hopefully it'll be okay. I hope so. She deserves better than being screwed over repeatedly.
I love you all.
P.S. France looks hopeless. I'd love to talk more about it but I just feel like crying. I want to go home and play KH2 and cry. I'm at work, waiting to go make copies.
P.P.S. I'm bored with my hair already. I want it longer again.
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2006 30 May :: 12.28pm
Its well over 90 degress in my apartment..
I got my big tv.
Still no job.
I am sweating so bad.
I want to go swimming.
Duane still hasnt brought Mikes truck back so that Mike can get his tools to fix my car.
Oh yeah, my car is broke again.
But I get to drive the suburban!
Yay for laundry!
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2006 29 May :: 10.55am
so yeah, this weekend was good except for the being sick part, sick always sucks.
I put in a shit load of hours last week, it was good to get some time off.
Jimi Called me, He's somwhere in oaklahoma, He says he's loving being in the army, said he's doing great and might be home on the 4th of july.
Box if you read this, give nate a call, he's having some issues with a fuel pump he just put in and needs some advice, i tried to help him the best i could.
I had a blast this weekend besides being sick.
I'm sorry ally that i couldn't make it to your wedding.
I hope jake baragrey gave you a hug for me. He called and i asked him to.
Good luck.
Anyways, Off to catch up on the internet
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