**...It was an honest mistake...**

:: 2004 23 February :: 4.14 pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: Pat Benatar- We belong (:

why must all good things come to an end?
im not going to sit here and write about everything i did on my cruise b/c not only would it take forever, but i would get even more sad than i already am that it it's over

bottom line..amazing time with the most amazing family..amazing memories ..met amazing people..i needed this vacation-- im appreciating things so much more now and im happy-- i was/am very grateful for being able to spend a great vacation like this with my family-- i wouldnt change anything for the world..

sooo many funny things happened..karaoke *hell yah elvis and zaina!! 1st place HOLLER*...Jarrod<3<3 IM me for his pic, hes hilarious and u will get a jist of his character by lookin at this pic that i will forever keep dear to my heart!! ahh thats why its so sad meeting people cuz in a few days ur ganna leave them and never see them again :( o well...all i have now are the sweet sweet memories that i will hold with me for the rest of my life

my b day was awesome my family was amazing to me..i couldnt have asked for anything more special--i shared it with the people most important to me...and stacey!! lol..it was great with u-- lol up and down the elevator.. :) keep ur day job

n e wayz 9th gr camp is soon-- it will b better than work i guess..so theres a plus-- but n e wayz i feel like i have soo much to say..like i wish people could just go in my mind and understand the time i had ..b/c words cnt really explain and theres so much that i cant even remember it all-- but its all good..to every end theres a beginning

farewell cruise

-until next year

<3briGgs-->

:: 2004 12 February :: 1.03 pm
:: Mood: lil stressed

I LOVE EMILY KLOPPENBURG!!!

bball is over :( we won tho!!
----------->
lacrosse is to begin! (:

i'll update more tonite-- ugh maybe not if i study for my 3 major tests tomorro..

<3 u all
--->Briggs<3

:: 2004 10 February :: 8.54 pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: this love- maroon 5/ not in love- enrique ft kelis

CANT WAIT CANT WAIT CANT WAIT!!!
hey ya!!
first off: BIRTHDAY COUNTDOWN.... 1 WEEK!!!!
CRUISE COUNTDOWN- 5 DAYS!!!

AHH this week needs to end-- i cnt wait for next week to come, im so freakin xcited like u cnt believe!!
but its also a sad week b/c baball is officially over tomorrow and that depresses me greatly...i freakin <3 my team...every1 is soo amazing we're like a sisterhood...every1 so special to me in their own way! <3 u guys forever-- u each hold a special place in my <3

on a more happy note..its already tuesday nite..so only 3 more days to go..thank God spanish is over and done with..but matthhhhh is going to be a KILLERRRRR like omg im gnna flip out/freeeze when i get the paper im not ganna kno when to use what! but it's fine-- friday 8th per im going to be the most xcited greateful amazingly happy upbeat person if all goes well!! which i really hope it does!!

2moro we play our last game home-- vs valhalla at 4 30..n e 1 reading this tonite...make sure u come and watch it should be a good game!!..

so now my blue #21 and white #41 are 2 be up for retirement for now-- and basketball has come 2 a hault...but as mr. terminator would say.........i'll be back

this all means 1 thing...
LACROSSE IS COMING BABY!!!!!

SIGNING OFF, I AM SHELDON...
<3 AkA BRIGGS
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:: 2004 6 February :: 3.09 pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: my immortal

im so tired of being here,
sopressed by all of my childesh fears,
and if you have to leave..
i wish that you would just leave
cuz ur presence still lingers here and it wont leave me alone,
these wounds wont seem to heal
this pain i just to real
theres just too much that time cannot erase

when u cried id wipe away all of your tears when ud scream id fight away all of your fears and i held your hand thru all of these yrs but you still have..all of me

you used to captivate me by your resinating light
now im bound by the life you left behind..
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams your voice it chased away ooh the sanity in me..
these wounds wont seem to heal this pain is just too real theres just too much that time cannot erase
when u cried id wipe away all of your tears when youd scream id fight away all of your fears i held your hand through all of these years and you still have..all of me..
ive tried so hard to tell myself that your gone..but though your still with me..ive been alone all along...

when u cried i wiped away all of your tears when ud scream id fite away all of ur fears and i held ur hand thru all of these yrs..but you still have..all of me..

imma cry now--- great, sad on my snow day...
::sniff::
<3briggs<---

:: 2004 4 February :: 8.57 pm

HoLLer at me not doing homework!!!!!

aite-- all is well thank God, nothing to complain about i dont think--

remember: i <3 u all...all my friends mean everything to me and i appreciate everything

:: 2004 2 February :: 10.32 pm
:: Mood: blank

death
i think about this topic a lot...and im sure im not the only one..
i have a lot to say about it-- and after a few incidents that have happened in my own life..ive come to learn alot...

for me and my family...and it has a lot 2 do with my faith and religion of course..i try not to look at it as someone perishing from this earth forever to stay 6 ft under in a box forever...

i believe that death in a way is a special thing-- it means that you were such an angel on earth that God wanted you by his side not to die but to have everlasting life beside him in the gates of heaven..of course every1 looks upon suffering as terrible and such a cruel way to go..but i was talki8ng to my priest and i recall him saying once that it is even more unfortunate for those who die suddenly as oppose to suffering slowly..b/c those who suffer slowly and kno that their days are limited have more time to repent and pray and speak with God to ask for forgivness for the life that they have lived and to be as cleansed as possible before their time of judgement...so i look at it was more of a fight for forgivness..

i believe that once you die your spirit is lifted and your body means nothing anymore..it was only a temporary form for our innerself to live..and those who are suppose to go to heaven wait in a place where there is no time..and just a feeling of paradise and pure bliss and happiness..b/c nobody is in heaven yet besides God.. every1 will b judged during the 2nd coming of Christ..so nobody has seen heaven yet..interesting right?

so when you think of death and a sudden darknesss and fear grows over you..think of the other side of it..yes you will be missed and you will miss those around you-- but as long as your a good person and your heart is pure..than you shall meet again

i dont know if i worded this correctly b/c its a really difficult thought to write out and let others understand..whether you believe in what i believe in or not..bottom line is that

you live and you die..thats life and theres nothing anyone can do to change it..so just embrace everyday as if it is your last..because one day, it will be

my <3 forever,
Briggs*

:: 2004 31 January :: 10.08 am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: ROCKELL- CAN'T WE TRY (LAUR AND I'S BASKETBALL ANTHEM!)

heyya-- i <3 saturdays..i feel like i havent been in school for like a yr its crazzii!!...

last nite i saW win a date w./ tad hamilton, it was a really cute movie..sooo typical..but im a sucker for chick flix--there were a lot of really funny parts that i was like the only one laughing at..good times good times-

my mom and older sister and brother are at a relatives funeral :( i didnt wanna go, i dont want to go to any more than i must--it really sucks- but thats life whatcha gunna do about it..live it to the fullest i suppose

kk i want sum cereal..
xoxo
<3Briggs<--

:: 2004 30 January :: 9.04 am
:: Mood: sick

Im gEtTin BetTEr..THaNk GoD!
Hey ya'll! People haven't really been doin n e thing on their woohus so i decided to take lead and actually change mine and update...

ayyt-- so I didnt go to school yesturday cuz i was sikk..but i was pissed i had a game that day, but i went and watched n e wayz--WE KICKED SUM ARDSLEY ASS!! thats what im talkin bouttt!! we've finally clicked, and...quoting justin timberlake....im lovin' it!!

wow my arm hurts big time i definately slept in a very weird uncomftorbal position last nite..ouchy--hmm, when was it..i think on our snowday..i went to the mall for some **cruise** shopping *Holler less than 3 weeks away!! ahhhhH!!!*...and i got a lot of tops and a cuteee skirt...im pretty much done with my tops..now i just need more skirts and what not...and i got this hotttt dress frum bebe for one of the formal dinner nites there, and i rarely like dresses..but this one i like a lot..mommy picked it out.. (: hehe

kk, enough about me....

wait..this is MY woohu! haha..ok ok..more about me...

i wanna see win a date w. tad hamilton this weekend-- i already saw along came polly last weekend, and it was soo cute....but tad hamiltons not too bad himself...
i <3 everyone!
<<3 always--
Briggs<--

:: 2004 27 January :: 3.01 pm

i'll listen

:: 2004 27 January :: 2.47 pm
:: Mood: blah

gabs u rlly suck

:: 2004 25 January :: 7.11 pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: got a white skin friend..look like michael jackson..got a light skin friend..look like michael jacks

hey holler at me not studying for my global test or n e other of the 324867168 tests i have this week for that matter....

ive had a good weekend..hmm i forgot wat i did but i kno that on fri nite i saW along came polly..it was really cute i enjoyed it alot! alec baldwin is hilarious in it..

i hope there is NO SNOW DAY tomorrow...i dont need one, i have too many tests tuesday for there to be ANOTHER one now cuz of n e cancellation....please God, dont let it snow dont let it snow dont let it snow..

i think that ive had about as much drama as i possibly can for the rest of my school yr..i rarely have n e drama in school and now its all over something sooo stupid and yet no1 seems to understand what I am saying..ok mayb 1 person..and i <3 her for that..KP ur my life

ite my bro needs the comp....
until next time..

signing off i am sheldon,
Briggs<3

:: 2004 23 January :: 9.44 am
:: Music: rockell- can't we try

kk im udating--

gabs hope ur feeling better, ugh too much drama for me to take alone..i wish u were at school wit me to back me up! cuz NOBODY else ever does...

wait danielle wants to go to the cafeteria...HOLD THAT THOUGHT!

:: 2004 18 January :: 2.24 pm
:: Mood: content

HoLLeRR wINtEr WonDerLaNd...
today was a little treat when i looked outside my window..i <3 the snow..i like watching it, not any interaction with it...i was suppose 2 go to church today but cuz the snow we didnt end up going lol- o well
i havent written in a while, i know..ive been preoccupied lately, but its all good and hayyyyyyy to the 3 day weekend..

basketball practice kinda blowed yesterday but it was aite not terrible..gersh..u are my LIFE!! lol..

last nite me and emi hang out i went to her house than we ate at candelite and than came bak to my place it was a nice calm nite to an exhausting day!
i wanna go to the movies tonite and see along came polly! it seems like a nice nite to catch a flick..

alrite than..not too much on my mind today..

catch u l8er,
Briggs<3

:: 2004 10 January :: 7.46 pm
:: Mood: depressed

my life sucks today

:: 2004 8 January :: 10.47 pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: rod stewart

hey i never really have strong emotions when im writing these things it's weird everytime i go to chose my mood im like..blah or blank..or calm or something....annywayz

a lot has gone on with basketball..there has been confusin and ive spoken to coach tracy and he's been tellin me alot and im just thinkin about alot of things right now and the more i think about it i realize how much of a 180 degree turn i made from last year to this yr..last yr i despised the sport of basketball..i couldnt stand it for a second..but now this yr with my teamates and coach especially..ive started to truly enjoy playing..which rox!!...if you want n e details on n e thing just let me know i dont feel like writing everything out here...

today we played eastchester and beat them by like 3...it was like 36 to 33 or something..it was fun..LMAO lauren kocaj I LOVE YOU SO MUCH omg...i was holding on to that ball with my dear life..lmao..ur the best!!

Kk weeks almost over! cnt wait for weekend!!..wait, i have a basketball game saturday morning..crap! no sleeping in :(

anywayz-- i guess this was a basketball entry-sorry if i bore you but i guess this is whats on my mind right now..u dont hafta read this if u dont want to...

let's see what else..ah yes my new yrs resolution to lose....38 lbs was it? ehh ur ganna have to check with danielle on that my numbers may be a little off...hahaha...hello danielle my name is briggette what is your name!! lol

all your base are belong to us,
Briggy<3