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2003 11 November :: 3.48pm
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: david bowie~rebel rebel
Selfishness: Something I cannot stand, especially among people I care about. even the tiniest acts of selfishness just make me so mad. ive been pretty temperamental and emotional lately though.
wow, some of my friends are really getting on my nerves. i just need to take a step back and take a break from (some of) them. Don't you just hate seeing the bad side of friends?? it sucks and so do some of my friends sometimes even though i love them to death.
but u know what i figured out last night 2.5 WEEKS TIL CHRISTMAS SEASON!! HOLY CRAP! we've already started to schedule all of the traditions...ive started my list and everything, i have to start thinking about what im gettin for other people, but all i know is that that thought is keeping me VERY happy lately through some sketchy times.
These random days off are veryyyyy beautiful...and to anyone who's sad just think 2.5 more weeks til the most wonderful time of the year!!!
hugs&kisses to all
~gma
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2003 10 November :: 11.14pm
:: Mood: silly
:: Music: So FaR aWay
HehEee
ChEck Out Me AnD meRiS JoURnaL @
CrAzYChiX143
LeAvE uS SuM CrAzY LoVe!!
XoXo
*LoTs oF LoVE <3*
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2003 9 November :: 1.25pm
:: Mood: peaceful
:: Music: sugar sugar
last night was a lot of fun. it's a good thing to reunite with old friends and just hang out. theres some ppl from the past i wish i could just talk to...but everyones so different its hard. i just wish that i didnt have to fall out of touch with so many friends, but this year theres a lot of people ive gotten to talk to and gotten to know since elementary school, and i like it alot..its a really good thing just to be able to talk casually with people you used to be inseperable with. and you realize that theyre much better people than they are judged sometimes.
yesterday in church there was a flyer for the advent wreath party, this thing weve been doing the first sunday of advent for like ever.
and it got me sooo excited i just cannot wait for christmas. i really miss miami and my family and friends down there. being there is seriously pure bliss, and during christmastime? awesome. w/e i still have quite some time til that so im not gonna get too excited...yet. im also really excited for some other traditions, gingerbread houses, plays, city trips, some w/ friends some w/ family...its just a really happy time and i know how much ppl are looking forward to it and how happy everyone will get.
and 1 of my friends, i really dont know how to deal with her. shes trying so hard to fit in and be someone shes not. shes not being her own person and i cant stand watching her do this to herself and create this image that she think she has to be. anyone know how to deal with this type of thing??
much love to everyone
gabi
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2003 7 November :: 9.42pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: roses outkast
wow..it's really amazing how such a small simple gesture can make such a difference. its so weird but its true...and its really amazing how avoiding perhaps a small gesture that should have been given..makes a big difference too. some of my feelings have changed though about certian *things*
i dont know--im feeling much better..esp. after having a good day.
well gg watch the matrix2 with kate and elise ugh SAVE ME!
much love*gma
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2003 6 November :: 5.51pm
:: Mood: hungry
cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be close to your special someone and feel warm, comfortable, and needed
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yeah whatever
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2003 5 November :: 9.03pm
:: Mood: irritated
why is it so hard for some people just to accept a nice gesture??!! What's the point of trying to be a good person when I get hardly anything in return..i just have to keep telling myself that despite other people's actions (or lake thereof) im doing the right thing..but its hard when you feel like its pointless and going unrecognized.
on the other hand faith sharing was fun and interesting tonite lol luv u my catholic girlies!
48 DAYS!!!<-why does that seem so much further than it is? ugh i need miami or at least something really good to happen to get my mind off of all this anticipation.
and im not as happy as i should be. i dont know what to do. im so confused about everything.
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2003 4 November :: 1.32pm
ok what the hell is up with trishelles eyes on the guantlet...did i miss an episode?? anybody??
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2003 4 November :: 1.09pm
:: Mood: lethargic
:: Music: Seal~Waiting for you
ugh i hate being sick. last nite sucked. i sat home while everyone else could go out on 1 of the only nights during the middle of the week when we dont have school the next day. but w/e not too heartbroken.
today has been good. home alone. coudly/rainy weather. yummy food. movies. its days like this that i live stressful busy weeks for. these are also good days for reflection and shit w/e im not doing much of that.
days like these are also good for studying..i have 3 TESTS tomorrow and thursday and i havent cracked open a book. whoops. oh well i can afford to get a bad grade or 2 or 3 at the beginning of the quarter.
its going away, but weirdly enough its coming back in a different form. it's better though this way. and things are looking very bright, unless it takes a nasty turn, which it very well could. but its def. better than before. but i dont think that will ever go away oh well.
omg i am so excited! Don Mattingly is the new Yankees hitting coach, how totally awesome is that?!
And the countdown begins: 50 more days til Christmas!!! Ahhhh, who else does that totally excite???!!!
Besitos y amor~gma
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2003 2 November :: 5.14pm
:: Mood: impressed
yay the giants win in OT....but seriously im so bored without baseball :(
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2003 2 November :: 3.55pm
ok um if the jets beat the giants right now i will seriously throw a fit
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2003 1 November :: 12.00pm
:: Mood: jubilant
ahh last nite was awesome!
i officially love halloween!
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2003 31 October :: 5.04pm
:: Mood: energetic
:: Music: milkshake
Halloween
I hate this holiday so much but today has been a really really good day and i hope tonite is even better...but im not gonna keep my hopes up, at least try not to.
i was really friendly today which is good for my anti-social self..and it was a good thing
Tons of love to everyone and happy halloween!!! have fun!!!
ahhh gg think i hear some early baby trick or treaters!
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2003 29 October :: 8.26pm
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: hey ya~outkast
ok promise this post wont be about the yankees
im feeling really bad for my best friend, shes having a problem with 1 of her best friends and it makes me sad how it turned out for her...but im always here for u babe u know ilu
halloween...i hate this stupid holiday, but w/e. im gonna meet JOEY!!!
everythings been okay i guess. being grounded for a mentally retarded thing sux. ugh and i really dissapoint myself sometimes..the things i say when i look back at my day i just wish i could take back sometimes, and things ive said in the past...but nooo regrets
everyone is so depressed and sad..i wish it didnt have to be that way, 2 any1 having problems, im sry and feel better, just know 1 less person is judging u..and im always open to talk to any1 if they want.
and christmas season is soooo close, i just cannot wait, u have no idea, the month of december is the best month of my life.
and mayb from things ive said in the past people think that i may dislike them, but i really dont dislike any1, so just know that.
gg not supposed to be online shit bye mwah lvoe
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2003 26 October :: 10.08am
:: Mood: relieved
the art of losing
wow. we lost. but im not going to sit here and mope and complain, as there are many things to blame it on. lack of clutch hitting, bad relief work by ahem jose, errors, the hugeness of joe robbie stadium. these are all things that if made opposite, the yankees could have easily won the series. but they didnt, so why try to justify the past and whats already happened. true fans will say "wow that was an amazing season, we'll get em next year, hey we beat boston" and thats what it was like being in yankee stadium, in my opinion, one of the top 5 most amazing places on this earth, as that ground ball by posada was thrown to first (or was he tagged out, idk i didnt watch) and the marlins started celebrating, not one of us shed a tear. everyone was proud of the boys for the crazy ride they had gone through this year, and the way they managed to pull that club together and get this far. am i sad? yes, do i wish they would have won? yes, am i dissapointed in the players? absolutely not. the yankees and their fans pride and dignity cannot be shaken by any loss, not even in the world series, at home, without any runs, to an expansion team, yes an expansion team. the yankees have been around for a century. the tradition behind that team is so amazing, and the fact that they can have a classic-go-down-in-history-come-from-way-behind win in the bottom of the 11th at home in game 7 of the alcs against boston the second best team in baseball, shows that the heart, soul, and talent of the yankees cannot be touched by any loss not even in the world series, at home, without any runs, to an expansion team. I am so happy that this year i finally followed my liking for the yankees. im really surprised though at how much i learned and how much i really love baseball and that team. and even though my first year as a serious fan didn't end nessesarily the best way, i could not be any happier. so on monday and tuesday and when i go to miami, i will wear my baseball cap with great pride because i dont feel more proud wearing anything else. as joe dimaggio said "id like to thank the good lord for making me a yankee" :)
so congratulations yankees on an amazing season...you deserved all of it. and dont blame yourselves or anything else. its okay to lose every once in a while, it only makes you stronger and better. good luck and your fans will be waiting your return when the 2004 yankees are goin all the way again, and this time winning :)
(anyone who wants to talk about the actual games, i.e. errors, lack of clutch hitting, etc leave a comment and id be happy to discuss)
love forever&always
~gabrielle
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2003 25 October :: 4.14pm
:: Mood: worried
:: Music: spice girls~wannabe
going to church in 55 minutes...will spend mass praying for andy pettitte and the yankees
then i will go to the bronx and get even more worried when i watch prayerfully as the most amazing team in the world could possibly lose the world series, after an amazing alcs.
but u know what..its all good because we beat boston...so the red sox can go cowboy that.
but still 27 ws championships would be really sweet..
and i dont want to go miami in 2 months and be completely tortured either.
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