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2004 23 March :: 5.13pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: hilary duff
randomness
so yesterday i said something that i really regret and its haunting me...i hate acting like somebody who i dont want to be and who im not.
my daddy's horse had a healthy baby--first in three years! yay!
im sad the play is over--it was like the only thing i had to look forward to...except miami, which might i add im super physced about...april is always the best trip--and this yr. i (hopefully) will see some girlfriends and one ahem particular guy hehe :)
this quarter is going really well for me...if i dont do anything stupid with my 10000 tests (math wtf?) then it should be a really really good quarter.
i really wanna have advocacy (again) this week..its gotten really fun.
ouchies my kitty scratched up my hand so now theres a bunch of greater than or less than >< scars!
i hope this weekend is fun.
im loving this springiness in the air--its still cold but i just have that spring feeling and its the best!
and i hate when horoscopes are right...in a bad way
8 more days of school!
*lovey~Gabs*
~trapped in a box of tremendous size
it distorts my vision, it closes my eyes
attracts filthy flies and pollutes in the skies
it sucks up our lives and proliferates lies
trapped in a box~
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2004 21 March :: 4.29pm
You're chocolate. You're the old soul type, people
feel that they have known you their entire
life. Many often open up to you for they view
you as thoughtful and trustworthy. Although
people trust you, you have a hard time trusting
them. You prefer to keep your feelings bottled
up inside, or display them very quietly. It is
alright to open up every once in a while.
Which kind of candy are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
..HoLLa BacKks..
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2004 21 March :: 2.11pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: ...silence...
yes more oklahoma
yeah so yesterday was really fun.
the cast party was kind of boring at first but by the end i was having so much fun--and there were some one liners that will live in infamy--LMAO "there's a P you don't expect!!" yeah it was awesome.
and this play has been such a great opportunity to make new friends, catch up with old ones, just get closer with everyone. and the older kids are all so cool and im so glad i got to meet them and become friendly with some of them. im so sad this is all almost over :( it's been soooo fun or "sick" lol staz.
i really wanna go crazy today--stand on the house when they pull it out and wave haha kira.. idk i think itd be fun to have a joke show.
sighhhhhh
...i think my parents are home
oh and btw HAPPY SPRING!!
peace out mofos
xoxo
~Gabs
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2004 19 March :: 5.34pm
:: Mood: silly
na na na na na na na na na
play was really good
cant wait for the hustle and bustle of tonite!!!
leah got kicked off of AI holla
my rents are going away tomorrow hayy briggy u know what that means
i feel like theres so many cults going on right now in school-- its craaaazy
and i am so excited for my quince
and i hate how z100 disgustingly overplays good songs to the point where i despise them.
ooooklahomaaa
xoxo
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2004 18 March :: 5.15pm
:: Mood: anxious
wow last night was total crazy ass mood swing i felt like i was pregnant...i guess the crew thing pissed me off a little bit but i felt sooo horrible when i got home.
but hay it was just darn little prof. snape!
im so excited for tonite but really nervous i hope i dont screw everything up. mostly i hope its fun..
1 hour til im called!
holla
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2004 17 March :: 4.57pm
:: Mood: weird
:: Music: Switchfoot-We were meant to live
Happy St. Pattys
Sometimes I wish I were Irish...but idk i wouldnt want to eat ham, cabbage, and boiled potatoes blegh!--certainly happy with italian and cuban food holla!
so yesterday I had a really scary convo with briggette and the girls about terrorism and war. I really try to put it off in the back of my head and i say to myself "theyre just trying to scare us, thats why theyre TERRORISTS." but then i think of that ever so scary phrase:
"90% finished with a plan that will make 9/11 look like nothing"
and im scared out of my mind...my heart rate goes up just thinking about it...imagine what could happen...its truly hard to remember when were caught up in our problems how theres something so much bigger than us out there...i just dont think my life could go on if someone i loved were affected by this--just think of what could happen--and of course new york is like the first target--and we happen to live 10 miles from a nuclear power plant...and 20 miles from nyc...omg im starting to freak...i know i cant spend my life worrying about it and ive been good--but i dnt want to live in ignorance either---ohhhh God...why can't everyone just be friends???
lets all move to the caribbean
i really like this song
We were meant to live with so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
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lately i feel like ive lost myself
whoa
what?
totally weirded out ahh.
1 day til OPENING NIGHT!
peace
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2004 15 March :: 4.09pm
:: Mood: good
the baptism was fun i suppose...my uncle is soooo tony soprano--and people think MY dad is in the mafia--holy crap its the funniest thing..the house, the car, everything.
no family issues, thank God...i truly love spending time with the normal ones...even on the crazy italian side...wish it could always be like that.
just went to the doctor...no ear infection YES...but im wheezy so i have to stay on my nebulizer aka the bomb.
breaking lent a little bit--having a coke slurpee--oh but that doesnt really count does it?
jesus i swear if i hear this jessica simpson song one more time im going to kill somebody...i absolutely despise this song and it never stops playing.
im a little worried about my applications to campus and peer leadership...omg fucking EVERYONE is applying, people who dont even want to do it and are just doing it for college...its sooo annoying--as long as i get one, preferably campus, i dont really care that much if i dont get peer.
first night of hell week in 2 hours! yay so excited!
hayy 14 days til break!
<3
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2004 13 March :: 7.34pm
:: Mood: sniffly
Oh what a beautiful moooooooorning!
hi!
last night was very fun and also very intersting...except for being sick.
ugh tomorrow is anastisia's baptism...gross. well, not that gross, grandma is not gonna be there thank God. but i have to get up before 10...and thats harsh...
crew was so much fun today..idk why but im like having the best time with it. and i cant wait for hell week (i know i know 5 extra hours at school eww) but idk i just remember hell week being so much fun from the good ol' fatima plays..sigh i really miss those--they were sooooo much fun..seriously i had the best time ever.
in fact i think im gonna go watch into the woods--def. staying in tonite.
3 weeks and ill be in *miami* hollaaa
snifflys snifflys go away and dont come back another day
grrr
sneezy luv<3
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2004 11 March :: 7.03pm
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: No Doubt~New (cant get enough of this cd!)
good Lord i love this weather...
i hope theres no more coldness but yeah right.
so i talked to a usually very personal friend today---i was surprised at how much she opened up...it was so sweet but sad, i could tell how upset she was...i felt so bad. i dont like to see her sad, she's too good of a person to deserve that. <3 u claire!
so my cool news of the day: JOE TORRE might BUY half of one of my daddy's horses...how freaking cool is that??? free tickets alert!
im excited for crew tonite...i really hope we order the shirts...the play is gonna be sooo much fun.
what else?
not much...
im MUY excited for the weekend..but hey when am i not...and they never turn out that good.
xoxo~g
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2004 9 March :: 5.15pm
:: Mood: amused
*Hell hath no fury like the family*
(love those sopranos ads)
but that quote is easily pertainable to my family as well...Physco uncle is calling--he says hes gonna come up to ny for God knows what...im really scared hes going to come kill us in the middle of the night. i seriously would not put it past him.
Grandma sent me an obnoxious letter--didnt ask how i was doing with grandpa and all--i know they were divorced but she should care about her kids and grandkids losing someone they love. shes probably coming up for my cousins christening this weekend--ay caramba! i thought i'd never see her again! dammit why does there keep having to be weddings and babies?? frickin italians.
Good Lord...
xoxo
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2004 8 March :: 4.39pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: yEaH yEah
weekend was pretty okay...i hate doing things on sundays...it totally screws me up. but pillows and the other stuff were fun.
National Spanish Exam was hard as shit..i did so bad.
i am so bored
yeah and im really kind of mad at myself...but surprisingly not really...i don't know why the aftermath of it hasnt been as big of a deal as i thought it'd be. i feel worse for not telling them...but i'd really piss em off.
eeeeeeeaaaahhhh 4 more weeks til vacation ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh...i HATE march...it was like warm 2 days ago now its freeeezing.
i really need to have a good week.
otherwise--idk...i'm feeling more and more of that part of me slip away--but it's not bothering me..but it should be..
i hate thinking!
and im sensing a major fight with my parents coming up.
oh jeez~new coach and lesportsac bags are making me go batty--must..control..urge..
holy mary 2 more months and school is like over!
yes the yankees beat boston!!!!
omg thank God baseball is coming soon to save me!
i keep editing this entry--lauren those poems--esp. that 1st in ure last post--awesome..i absolutely luv it
happy birthday danielle!
kisses
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2004 3 March :: 5.58pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: your sex was whack!!! haha i dont know the name
Hello~
So basically probably the most serious problem of my at-home life, which has been going on for 3 years...is seeming to work its way out, and thank God for that.
But of course the other problem's are always arriving just on schedule!
sometimes i really hate being an only child.
sometimes i really love it. Lately, I hate it.
a lot of the time i feel like i dont belong in my own self. i feel like i should fast forward through highschool and college and just be doing what i love and have my life figured out. sometimes i wish i could skip these "best years of my life"...yeah they havent been so freaking great
and i wish that people would start caring about someone else but themselves. i absolutely just love it when someone you wouldnt expect, is nice.
and i wish i werent so misunderstood. yeah, thats the biggest wish...i wish i could re-establish myself in everyones minds of who i really am, because i honestly dont think anyone knows me, and i hate that.
im not sad or mad or depressed or anything, just pondering these things.
on a lighter note omg 1 tree hill omg
and i cant wait for the weekend.
and omg march SUCKS (danielle, i mean thats TOTALLY excluding the 8th!)
this was kind of a random journal entry~well at least someones updating lol
besitos
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2004 1 March :: 12.08am
:: Mood: pissed off
fucking shit lord of the rings!!!!!!!
i hate the lord of the rings!!!!!!!!
go die you little freak hobitts!!!!!
and you fat piece of lard peter jacskon!!!!
ahhhh!!!!!!!!!
but yayyayay charlize!!!!!!
and renee!!!!
and yay johnny depp looks so hot!!
i hope he wins!!!
must go find that out!!!!!!
AHH LOTR NEEDS TO DIE
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2004 29 February :: 3.18pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Maroon 5~This Love
!!!
Yay i'm so happy right now!
ITS OSCAR DAY!!!
AHHH!!!!
THIS IS LIKE MY FAVORITE NIGHT EVERRRRR! even though the nominees suck this year i absoulutely love the oscars! gonna go print out ballots right now and choose the winners...
omg and me staz and elise also got our "mrs." shirts ahhh no johnny or george though :(
and i got my a-rod jersey!
and its getting WARM outside!
and i LOVE this song so much!
and that US weekly commerical where theyre like "im gonna get christina on him...no take it to the next level go shannen"
omg that is soooo me! hahaha.
anddd ahh idk i love these moods so much!!!!
happy oscars everybody (go johnny!)
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2004 27 February :: 7.10pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: taping of the O.C.
F.V. '04
omg 9th grade camp was AWESOME!
I seriously think that our grade bonded so much together...i know im repeating a lot of what other people said in their woohus but i feel like we truly became a family on that thursday nite. and throughout the whole trip too. Even if on Monday we get into fights again and we bicker and are stupid--we had those 2 days and they were amazing.
I felt like i was so open. I talked to everyone and I can't really say i made any new friends but i certainly think i really tightened things up, and i was sooo happy about that. Everyone was so cool and it was like for once everyone could get along with anyone. I don't think there was one person i didnt try to talk to or make small talk to...and i think it was the same way on the other side and that was sooo awesome. I don't think were gonna have that again til Senior Forum.
Oh ya and the seniors were all really cool..liam's mr. smith omg!
i was so happy to have so many different groups throughout the day...bunk, table, group, color war...and omg i cannot stress how important that was. HU-13 (the window, thurs. nite the guys in the shower, even the arguments...nobody new in my life but u guys are the best holler) table 1 helped me cope through that nasty ass food lol, group 1...even activities werent so bad w/ u. (but generally the activities sucked..esp. snow shoeing ugh.)
but color war was so much fun (yeah BLUE...1st place!!!! 1990+2004!!!)
and the talent show was awesome
and everything was awesome
and i love our grade so much even if i dont feel that way for long...i <3 u guys.. ALL of you.
wow im so tired and delirious i cant even organize my thoughts.
but 9th grade camp WAS INCREDIBLE! so much better than i thought it would be.
and more than anything else, the best part of it was you guys...wish it could stay like this forever. this is going to be one of those experiences we look back on and are like "wow that fucking rocked"...and it certainly did. and as cheesy as we all may think it was when we look back...we'll also be smiling in the back of our heads because we knew we loved every minute of it.
I LOVE U CLASS OF '07!!!
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