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2005 7 September :: 9.04pm
I Dislocated my shoulder dancing again today. Scott Wilde popped it back into place. Damnit. It Hurts.
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swimfan14
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2005 7 September :: 8.01pm
Hey. I haven’t wrote in here in a while. I haven’t been online in like a week and a half but I don’t really have a reason to anymore. Things are pretty good. School started yesterday (obviously).
First hour I have math with Modisher. It’s pretty dumb if you ask me. Cohen is in my class and he sits right next to me ;) We have five Ashley’s in this class. Three of us sit at one table too so whenever he calls on us we all get confused and so now April said she is going to change her name to Ashley so we all can be Ashley’s. She was joking. If you didn’t get that.
Second hour I have US History. It’s really boring but I have Elyse in my class. Of course, the one person we can’t stand, "Samantha" is in there. Ugh. This year should be interesting.
Third hour I have Spanish Two which also will be boring. Mrs. Ryan is crazy and I established that last year. I sit by this boy and he talks to himself. He scares me but Luke and Aaron sit behind me so I guess that makes everything alright. Mrs. Ryan wont let me change my spanish name. It was Preciosa last year and now she insists that I keep it since she can't let go of it. Why I don't know, thats just what she said and plus Matt and Bruce would always call be Precious so I guess I'm keeping that name. Not that it really matters.
Fourth hour I have Advanced Drama. It is going to be really awesome this year since I know most of the people in it. I’m excited for that.
Fifth hour I have English with Eilola. She is weird and I don’t think I like her. Who knows.
Sixth hour I have Anatomy. This will be a really fun year because Bruce, Sam Ballew, Amanda, Megan, Tyler, Jewski, Logan C, Ashley, Austin, etc are all in there and it’s fun. I sit by Megan, Jewski, and Logan.
Seminar is actually cool. Kourtney is in there which is cool since we don’t have any classes together.
I seriously have like 4 classes with my cousins. Everywhere I look Travis is sitting next to me or behind me and then theres Tyler there too. It’s crazy.
School is fun. I have had a lot of homework in these past two nights but it’s alright.
Things are that much better without you at school. I don’t have to deal with your drama and neither does she. I’m so glad your out of school and off to college.
All I wanted was my life back and that’s what I got.
Lisa is at my house every morning and after school. Were always hanging out now and somebody has a problem with that. Oh well they can get over it. We’ve been friends for a long time and we always will be!
My grandpa is flying in from Oklahoma this weekend. I haven’t seen him in like, I don’t know, five years maybe. I miss him and he’s coming up to see us since we haven’t seen him, duh!!
I’ve been busy lately with shopping, hanging out with friends, school, modeling, homework, everything you can imagine.
My mom seen my old fourth grade teacher yesterday (Mrs. Underwood) and she asked her if she remembered me and she was like “Ashley, Ashley Sonego” and then she went on telling my mom how she would love for me to come in and see her and how she hasn’t forgot about me and how she’s definitely coming to our graduation since we were her first class and that she misses me. It’s good to know that I can’t be forgotten.
Oh, and OF COURSE she would like him. Why wouldn’t she, because I LIKE HIM and here she tells me that nothing is going to happen anyways. I can’t help but like him even if I try not to. He’s just him.
It’s pretty clear that your obsessed so I’m going to stop wasting my time liking him and like the other person that I’ve liked for a while now.
Yeah well I have to get going. I need to do my US History homework and my drama homework.
This weekend-Matts with my pie!! I loooovee you. And thank you for helping me with (boy) haha.
Alright this is long but I just feel like I should update since I haven’t in a while.
Oh and The O.C. Season Three is on tomorrow!! I'm so excited I've been waiting my whole life for it. J/k but I've waited all summer so I think I should celebrate it and have a party with Brianna!!
I want to go on msn messenger but I just can't. I don't want to even see your online because I'm so disapointed in you and we'll probably start fighting over something so I'm just not going to go on it for a while. A loong while.
I just love how I keep typing even though I said I was going to go five minutes ago.
I am now though.
Love Always,
Ashley*
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2005 7 September :: 7.54pm
Bonfire at my house this Saturday.
8pm-12am or whatever.
It's not really a party, nothing is planned. I just want whoever that wants to be there, be there. To just chill, talk, and hang out.
My dad dug a new fire pit out by Brad's current home (camper) haha. So, please if you wanna come and hang for a while do.
Let me know if you are coming!
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2005 7 September :: 5.08pm
Today in 3rd hour (office aid) I was told to make a copy of a paper.
First of all I have no idea where that fucking machine is.
So, I find the room and there's like 8 machines! I know, I know..a copy machine doesn't seem to be a complicated thing to spot, but their machines are EVIL! And the copy machine was the worst. It's so confusing, it's not like normal ones where you just put the paper on the glass.. Anyway, the lady tells me to make one copy and to type in her code '4994' so I do it and it starts printing '1 of 4,994' and I was like, "Shit!" So then I hit stop and it stops after printing like 10 sheets. Then I see that I copied the wrong fucking side. So I flip it over and try to copy it and it copies the same wrong side and I tried to stop it, but once again it copied like 10! So I finally went and told them I had no idea what I was doing. They weren't too mean about it.
I'm sorry, you must think I'm an idiot, but it really is more complicated than it sounds.
Being an office aid is scary.
Anyway, I hate school. Today was a little better, but it still sucks.
And today was the bad day..the day when actual work and homework starts..bleh! ;(
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2005 7 September :: 1.09am
Welll... Erika's got school in the morning, and that stinks, I'ma miss her while she's there, so if you see this and your at school, I miss you! or well- if we're not together and you see this, same thing applies. Lol.
Anyways, battle in benton harbor on friday whoo hoo! 3v3 hopefully we can bring home some casssshhhhhh.
It's sad that everyone's gone. well all the peopel I graduated with, Micah left up for Eastern on saturday morning, and even though I didn't get to hang out with him that much, just knowing that he's 2.5 hours away makes me miss him. Damn.
Anyways, that's all folks.
-B.E.Z. Lol. I'm Gangster.
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2005 6 September :: 9.15pm
If you're wondering why I am so stlyish lately (haha) it's because my boyfriend picks out my outfit and straigtens my hair for school every day. :P
And he's not even gay!
What a keeper.
Proud parents: Read more..
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2005 6 September :: 6.13pm
School sucks.. blah blah blah..
Hitler, Nazi, Germany seems to be all right. It's just sad I have it first hour.. I won't be awake to even listen.
Econ is going to be hard for me since I am bad with math and all that. Does anyone have a JA Econ book I can have?? [With answers!]
Office Aid is interesting. I get to hear everything that's "private". I like it though, I get my own desk and get to deliver passes. Woo!
Advanced Drama scares me. That's all I have to say. I'm very nervous..
Bible as in Lit is going to be cool. I have a lot of friends in there and I know it's going to be a good class. I'm excited to learn a lot.
Yearbook is . . yearbook. The same as last year, except I'm an editor. Which is bahmb.. it's nice having some authority.
In other news.. I like Brad living here. It's nice because I get to see him when I get home every day. I wish he didn't have to leave in October.
I love yooouu.
My bunnie is still cute as ever.
So, who's ready to graduate all ready?
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2005 6 September :: 3.37pm
people are stupid i hate school i have a really bad headache and i never want to go back.
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2005 5 September :: 2.43pm
last night was the perfect last night of summer.
i love waking up to you.
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2005 4 September :: 7.28am
I woke up this morning and the sky was a beautiful, glowing orange, so I ran outside snd there were two huge rainbows casting colors in the sky. It was so pretty.
Did anyone else see that?
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2005 4 September :: 2.08am
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Kelly Clarkson- Hear Me*
Yay For November!!!
Ok So I've Realized Today... That *November* This Year, Is Going To Be Great lol.
A Lot Of My Friends Birthdays Are In November... Like *Tia *Robin *Amanda *Jess- And I'm Sure There's Others.
AND TOTALLY MY BIRTHDAY! Not Only Is It My Birthday, But My Sweet 16, So I Can ((FINALLY)) Drive.
PLUS: This November Is The 'Fall Out Boy' Concert
Also: Thanksgiving... Yay. Who Can Turn Down That Holiday... FOOD!
And Kerrilynn Comes Home Too. (Big YAY)
ANNNNNNND: Its Closer To Christmas. (HHHEECKK YESSS)
Well- And (This Is Kinda Way Out There) But You Have Like A Bunch Of Candy From Halloween.
So Yeah- I'm Dedicating This Entry To This Up Coming November... I CANT WAIT!
:EDIT:
Also, The Wonderful Ashley's Birthday.
(How Did I Forget That, Its Both Our Sweet Sixteen's YAY Finally)
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2005 2 September :: 5.33pm
I now own five cameras!
My dad and Brad found three old ones in some boxes and they're not shitty.
All they need is some clean'n up!
I think me getting all these sweet deals on cameras is a sign.
Maybe my dream can come true.
:)
I know.. I sound corny, but I don't care!
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2005 2 September :: 12.45pm
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2005 2 September :: 10.49am
Dresden Dolls
Intersection, Grand Rapids, MI.
Tuesday Oct 18, 2005
8:00 pm
$13.00
I am going, no fucking doubt about it.
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2005 1 September :: 11.08pm
oh my freaking gosh i never knew people could be so immature and rude and mean!!!
i never even knew! hey freaking news flash. roman is my boyfriend and we have been together almost 2 years now. sorry to take away your friend or whatever after i drive 40 minutes to come see him for the day. SORRY i am taking your time away from him.
gawd i dont want to be some bitch but guesswhat . you were first.
gawd why dont you fucking grow up . idiots!
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2005 1 September :: 6.50pm
You spend half of your life screwing up and the other half dealing with it.
Everythings okay in a fucked up kinda way.
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2005 1 September :: 3.20pm
:: Music: John Lennon
Hypocrite!
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2005 1 September :: 11.18am
Has anyone ever seen the show Gilmore Girls?
I was just wondering if how fast they talk makes you want to kill people.
That show seriously just made me feel stressed out because they talk so incredibly fast.
I just want to know if I am crazy.
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2005 1 September :: 10.57am
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2005 31 August :: 6.33pm
I guess this is what friends do. It doesn't even matter now. You missed the whole point. I really need to stop caring, that could be a start. Why even have feelings for you? Why even have friends?
Anyways I just got home from the mall or malls we could say. Lisa and I went to The Lakes mall just so we could go to Hollister. We had to bring Brina with us and she was horriable. She made me carry her the whole time and when she actually did walk she would run away from us and then I would just ignore her and she would scream "Ashie, Ashie hold me". It's sorta funny how she can't say my name right. Oh well shes cute anyways. Then we went to Olive Garden and she kept talking to the people directly behind us. I thought they were going to get mad at us but they actually liked her. We wanted to go to Woodland mall so it tooks us forever to get from The Lakes mall to Woodland mall. We got lost and then when we were on the freeway I accidently made Lisas car go into Neutral and we didn't know what happend until ten minutes later. It was fun but we suck at directions. Seriously.
I got The O.C. Season Two today in the mail so that makes me happy. It definately made my day. I'm going to stay up all night watching it.
Thats all for now I guess. I've got too much on my mind.
Love Always,
Ashley
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2005 31 August :: 5.01pm
ever wanna take the phone off the hook and disappear for a while. to everyone else
not you but everyone else though.
i need to just escape for a while. i dont wanna die i just wanna get out of here.
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2005 31 August :: 12.38pm
:: Music: John Lennon - Give Peace a Chance
Blah blah bla.
I feel really wierd. Like physically.. I don't know what it is, but I need it to go away. I'm not in the mood to vomit.
Brad's moving in today. It's temporary. He just needs to find a new apartment to rent so he's not stuck paying another months rent in the shitty apartment he's in now.
Things have been ok lately. It's really strange to think I'll be in school at this time next week. But, this summer has felt like an entire year to me. More happened this summer than all of the last school year.
I am excited..only because this is my last year. It still doesn't seem real to say it. I can't believe I'm a senior.
When did my life pass me by?
In other news.. I am bored. My life consists of watching old T.V shows and eating way too much when I'm not even hungry.
I just want to be happy. And this has nothing to do with anything I just said.
Whatever.
Oh and Erika, Keegan.. you guys are awesome. I love that we're spending time together lately. You help, truly. And you're a great couple.
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2005 30 August :: 8.55pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Kelly Clarkson- Because Of You
Boring...
Nothing really exciting has happened.
Sunday night I went to Jordans, and then we went to orientation the next day. Which of course… dumb. I have the same locker and same locker combination as last year. We start school next Tuesday. Yay, not really.
I think tomorrow: Jordan and I are going to Club Revolution, and maybe ‘job hunting’ in Cedar and Rockford. I guess it all depends.
I cant wait till I can drive, ug. Everything would be so much easier, and I wouldn’t be so bored all the time. Oh well- my time will come.
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2005 30 August :: 7.00pm
so yeah... this is my schedule..
1. band.
2. psych. harnden
3. brit lit. millard
4. gen. chem. Vree
5. ed. ex. at cedar trails
6. yearbook
7. seminar with busen
yes it's true allison. I am in yearbook again. :0/
i duno how i feel about that. but whatever.
i wish i was in college. i am ready to be D O N E. done.
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2005 30 August :: 12.51pm
I was fine with everything. I accepted the fact that things were always going to be this way and I moved on until something happened that shouldn't have. I do not need a reason to be mad. I shouldn't have to feel like this anymore when two weeks ago I could care less about you or what happened but it looks like im not fine with everything now does it!? I'm back in the place where I promised myself I'd never be again. Cleary, it's my problem now.
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