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2006 13 October :: 9.49am
I feel that in the onset of the recent " global warming disaster" , michigan has and will continue to remain unchanged...
I hate geography...
I love elipses...
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2006 11 October :: 12.20pm
So I must vent just a tad to just feel just a tad bit better.
I have changed my major from Paralegal studies to Nursing. Reason being: my full scholarship Lettinga Campus scholarship things has JUST changed the rules and instead of only being allowed to use the scholarship at the either of the two Grand Rapids Davenport campuses, I am now allowed to use the scholarship at any Davenport campus. There are many.
There are 3 campuses that offer the nursing program. Midland, Dearborn and Warren.
Long story short, next year, if all goes well, Roman and I will be moving to the Detroit (Dearborn or Warren) area and living there and going to school and being 2 and a half hours away from any sort of Cedar-ish area.
My scholarship is renewable up to 4 years. But there is a catch. I must earn a 3.4 GPA or better. So, if my math is correct, if I am taking four 3-credit hours, I can afford to get two B+'s as long as I get two A-'s or A's. I am pretty sure I can do it, but I need to set my standards higher. I used to think that a B was a pretty good grade, not that great, but I can deal with it. Now, I need to accept nothing less than an A.
I'm scared.
Okay different subject.
I know i'm just a lil ol white girl from non-diverse Cedar Springs and I'm not saying that peoples' feelings or thoughts especially of themselves and their history and yada yada isn't important but it is really necessary to cry in an English 110 class over a fricken article? IS IT? okay, that sounds very insensitive, but come on, if anyone knows me they know i am very sensitive. It's okay to feel strongly about it and to have those feelings in you and to really be that upset about the thing as a whole but not this article. It was a thought-provoking satire. A THOUGHT-PROVOKING SATIRE. THAT'S ALL!
I honestly can't take it.
in other news. roman and i bought bikes and rode a lot and had fun and rode them all the way downtown as in ridin along on wealthy and fulton and division. it was fun. and the day before that we rode on some trail and saw a deer and a fawn and then we ended up on 52nd and rode all the way back to burlingame and then home. it was so fun. coolie cool.
"Hey popo! We're ridin dirty but I betcha can't tell!!!"
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2006 11 October :: 12.11pm
ommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmgggggggggggggggggggggg
seriously, i'm gonna kill myself. i knew i shouldn't have came to english today. why is it that everything that people say seriously feel like knives poking into my spine. i CANNOT stand people.
"my fiance"
bull shit you prissy little bitch. two weeks ago you were screwing the milkman.
i wanna throw up and also i want to leave school. i'm so stressed out
shannon do you have my yearbook? can i get it? do you have it? whadoido
omgggggggggggggggggggggggggggg I HATE .......... it's like blah blah blah blha blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. people think everything they have on their mind is so damn important. not everything a person thinks needs to be heard by everyone in the room. shut your mouth and if you really feel like expressing your feelings, go right it in a journal. I seem to be doing a fine job of it myself...
UGH
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2006 9 October :: 10.18am
so i've decided i'm going to do nursing like i orginally wanted to do and i think there are gonna be alot of changing coming to my life.
and ps.
i love roman garcia yeehaw
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2006 6 October :: 9.20am
no I would not like to freak on you and no I would not like to smoke some doja(sp)... but a avid attempt I must admit...
I'm sorry if I hurt your body like that, you're probably right, we probably shouldn't have fucked... I considered it love making though...
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2006 2 October :: 11.53pm
so just me and the captain tonight...
we got together and asked ourselves a question...
how long is 85 years?
is that a good long time to live?
other assorted questions ensued...
P.S. I have a devastating fear of mediocrity...
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2006 2 October :: 8.40pm
it's so bad. because i'm sitting in this class. i'm giving it three hours of my Monday night... and it's not even what i want to do with my life. i dont want to be a paralegal. gaaaaaaaaawd what am i doing... i dont want to be here at davenport. this isn't even what i want.
i just wanna go have babies and be a happy mommy and i duno. something else that isn't a paralegal exactly.
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2006 2 October :: 8.35pm
i can't take this anymore. i have to get away. i seriously can't just sit here anymore. and i dont totally and completely mean just getting out of this 3 hour long LEGL 101 class that i'm sitting in right now.
i mean i think i'm gonna go do something drastic..
you've been warned.
BIATCHES!
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2006 2 October :: 7.10pm
im drifting so, so very far away from woohu.
i hate being too busy to do anything you actually want to do. if i keep living like this, i'll surely die soon.
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2006 2 October :: 9.36am
I hate john mayer...
I try to break up with him but he always smooth talks me back to him..
I love john mayer...
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2006 25 September :: 8.52pm
ughhhhhg i do not like to NOT get along with teachers but seriously it's like everything i say, or every question i answer, this teacher disagrees and they re-word it just a TAD BIT and say that THAT way is correct. no. sorry. that's what i just said. didnt you just hear me? i just wanna be like hello?! thats the answer i just gave! where were you? ugh it is pissing me off so bad. does anybody else have this problem?
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2006 25 September :: 7.18pm
so it is true. lesson learned. dont trust anyone.
god dammit i am so pissed. due to a stupid person who i thought was okay to trust, i am getting a zero. that is ridiculous. i am so mad.
okay so ulitmetely it's my fault but i am still so angry.
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2006 25 September :: 9.58am
wwow wanna know what i hate?
when bitches lie to you and then ditch you AND THEN ARE TOTAL COWARDS AND CAN'T EVEN PICK UP THEIR DAMN PHONE. AND THEN WILL PROBABLY MAKE AN EXCUSE AS TO WHY THEY DID ALL THAT
PRAISE THE LAWDDDDD@!
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2006 23 September :: 12.57pm
so something has been happening to me and i am allergic to something or something i dont know but my eyes feel like they are on fire and they are all red and itchy and UGLY. and right now i'm doing okay because i got some eye drops but they are so dry and ow they hurt and
i'm not doing that great right now. in fact i'm pretty angry. should i be? probably to some extent. ughghghghhg
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2006 22 September :: 9.14am
So I did the annual read through all of woohu thing... yeah whatever...
I was talking with a friend of mine named Patrick the other day about a mutual friend named Dilshod. He had this wierd change over the summer from kind of a geeky chemical engineer to an abrasive seth green-esque wegro. We decided that the reason he acts like he does ( he's got this urban ukrainian thing is going on, thinks he's a girl magnet because he has an accent, claims he's a model, etc... ) is because somewhere during the summer he found out that as a human being he has the potential to be cool...
Which he does, he's a really fun guy, he's always ready to go do anything. But it's become annoying to an extent that it makes me depressed watching him. That sounds really awful and conceded but it's like watching a train wreck when he talks to women.
Plus he's always trying to pick up the drunk sleezy ones...
During this duscussion I said out loud to patrick, " god knows I never went through that phase"... which ofcourse is completely untrue. Being that I didn't remember it, I decided to check the only chronologue of my life that is semi in depth, and that is woohu. So I checked it, and low and behold, I was annoying and abrasive for looks too. fuck me man.
Thank you andy, for making all those forgettable moments stick in our heads and slowly eat us away...
and for stealing all my friends...
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2006 21 September :: 2.58pm
god i hate work so much. i hate the new menards. i miss the old people. i hate work so much, i skipped it yesterday. and if they ask me for an excuse i think i'll just shrug because i do not have one other than the fact that i hate it. but i dont know if i should look for another job or what.. it's realy good pay and i can usually get 40 + hours if i want them. (god this lady behind me, i'm at the library, will not stop fucking talking to her self .... shut up!) i sreiously think i contemplate skipping work every single day i am scheduled to go in. i hate it so much.
i have been trying to get switched into a dept but nobody needs more people and thy all just laugh when i say i hate being a cashier because "all cashiers wnat to be switched into a dept." seriously i hate it. i've htought about going back to waitressing but that is never sure money and i dont know if i want to go back to it because you have to be so nicde. i like working at menards only because if i'm mean, i dont lose my tip... .because i never had one .... you get it.
but yeah i really can't stand working there and i'm even changing my availabilty so i only have 4 available days to work instead of 5. how bad is that?! i mean, it will help with me being able to get school work done easier too but other than that im pretty much just doing it because i can get by without that extra day, i'm can pick up hours if need to because peolpe are always asking people to pick up shifts and most of all I HATE WORKING THERE!
i think maybe ij ust get like this with every job i have.... it's like after 6 months i cna't take anymore. waiiiiit a second, i worked at arbys for a whole year. ugh what am i doing.
i dont know what to do. i would love to work at a day care maybe or something... but i dont think i could get 8.20 and 10.60 on weekends. not many places can beat that.
blkaj;lkdfja;lskdfja;skjflakjsflkajs;fkjas;lkfj i have to leave for work in like 25 minutes. i hate menards so freaking much. i've worked there for over a month and still i dont feel like i know anyone there. nobody is like ...easy to approach. i think i'm scared of like all of them. ughghghgh they are dumb! and i hate it!
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2006 20 September :: 7.23pm
the good old days
Pick a BAND and answer with LYRICS
Band :: The Strokes
Are you male or female :: was an honest man
Describe yourself :: is this it?
How do some people feel about you :: he wants it easy, he wants to relax, he says I can do other things but I can't do that, 2 steps forward and 3 steps back...
How do you feel about yourself :: I can't think cuz I'm just way too tired..
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend :: the room is on fire, and she's fixing her hair/ watch her as she wipes her eyes, you don't make me sorry, now I know, that you never listened listened
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend :: Meet me in the bathroom
Describe where you want to be :: so you think things move pretty fast out here, well just wait my friend, till you look out there...
Describe what you want to be :: I want to be forgotten, and I don't want to be reminded
Describe how you live :: Friday nights have been lonely, we can go and get 40s , fuck the way to the party
Describe how you love :: Can't you see I'm tryin? I dont even like it, I just lied to get to your apartment, now I'm stayin there just for awhile
Share a few words of wisdom :: THe end has no end
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2006 19 September :: 4.09pm
so seriously, i have the best boyfriend in the world.
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2006 18 September :: 10.09am
i really hate stupid college girls.
just like i hated stupid high school girls.
god dont be in school if you're an idiot.
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2006 12 September :: 6.42pm
I think Kid A just about sums it up
edit: I mean the whole thing
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2006 11 September :: 11.44am
it's 9/11
and i just kind of wish i had been older when it happened because i really want to do soemthing....as
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and any way some people here (at college) are SO STUPID but i
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oh and i seriously love this new going out all the time lifestyle that roman and i have created.
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2006 6 September :: 11.28am
so i had my first class just a minute ago and the professor is really nice and funny. and it all seems okay. it just pisses me off that so many of these kids don't have jobs.
lazy asses. ugh
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2006 4 September :: 12.23am
So long sweet summer
I stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays
So long sweet summer
I fell into you
Now you're gracefully falling away
Hey thanks
Thanks for that summer
It's cold where you're going
I hope that your heart's always warm
I gave you the best
Gave you the best that I have
So, so long sweet summer
I stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays
So long sweet summer
I fell into you
Now you're gracefully falling away
I hate the winter, in Lexington
I hate the winter, in Lexington
In Lexington, Lexington, Lexington.
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2006 23 August :: 6.44pm
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DOES SOMEONE WANT MY CAT
HIS NAME IS ELVIS . HE IS BEAUTIFUL AND FUN AND FULL OF LIFE AND WONDERFUL AND I CAN'T TAKE CARE OF HIM AT MY APARTMENT WITH WORKING AND SCHOOL AND I DONT WANT HIM TO BE TRAPPED IN AN APT. AND MY PARENTS DONT WANT HIM
PLEASE SOMEONE WHO WILL BE A GOOD KITTY PARENT.
PLEASE
2315809564 IF YOU WANT TO...
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2006 20 August :: 1.54pm
okay so just a little update on my life
i wake up with roman
go to work
come home
do dishes, clean, maybe go for a run and get yelled at
make food
go to bed witih roman
never get on the internet
and go to the beach alot.
hooray
ookay so i went for a run the other day and this guy driving by yells at me "IF YOU DIDN'T EAT SO MUCH, YOU WOULDN'T HAVE TO JOG, BITCH!!!"
How fucking mean is that?
so then i cried and went home.
and i'll never run again (not really)
dickhead.
but in all seriousness, the thing that made me the most upset hearing that was that people can say stuff like that and honestly not feel bad.
take a look at yourself people. honestly.
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