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bomb! this is the first time since moving i've been able to use my lap top. i found wireless at the hojo (howard johnson) hotel on 28th street, about 5 minutes from my house so awesome... yay.
um anyway, i gotta do some stuff so just wanted to say, hello woohu. and now good day.
ps. life is pretty good.
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2006 17 August :: 3.12pm
sooooo wow.
i still dont have any internet at the apartment... haven't been able to steal anyone's wireless. so now i'm at the wyoming library. which by the way is so cute. it has a little water fall thingy in it. has anyone ever been here? it's so cool. it must be brand new. it even has a little cafe in it. ahh it's so cute. but my main reason for being here is using the internet.
ughhhh money is stupid. i'm getting mad over it even though i really am fine. but whatever.
anyway. i'm still alive. and that's it. that's all you get.
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2006 10 August :: 2.15pm
sooooo i'm at the davenport library right now. i haven't been able to update in a long time.
i had the photoshoot thing at davenport today, hence why i'm here. i also got lost on the way here since i was coming from 28th street. yeah, that wasn't fun because i was alreayd stressed enough about this. but it ended up being a nice time.
i haven't been able to update like i said, but i ended up moving in on tuesday. roman actually came tuesday too because of work crap and he was just able to take the day off. so that was nice because then i didn't have to lift all the heavy stuff.
living on your own is weird. its nice being with roman but unpacking was stressful and annoying. and i miss my mom. lol i had to call her yesterday because i missed her.
we are finally almost totally unpacked and our apartment is SO CUTE. we have stuff hung up and our cute walls painted. ahh it looks so nice. there are ducks that are outside our balcony in the pond every day and it's just so adorable. i love our decorations and it's just so cool.
we went grocery shopping yesterday.... we found out that we wll be shopping at ALDIS from now on. it's so cheap. and they have good cereal so yeah lol.
i think tonight we'll finally go down the trail by our house. it's so cute. and we haven't had time because i keep having to get up early for things... yesterday was my makeover thing and today was the photoshoot.
jess was supposed to come over last night but hmmm dont really know what happened with that.
but beans was so great and helpful and packed everything in to her car and then tuesday night came over and helped us bring it upstairs . thanks beans i love you!
so yeah... living by all the busy streets is nice exccept for the stoplights. it's nice being like 5 minutes from the mall.
blah blah blah..... so i got the lettinga scholarship which means i have free school here at davenport but the thing is, i also receieved the Buger King scholarship which i applied for a long time ago. soooooooooo then when we got the check in the mail , i t was made out to davenport and not me, sooooooooooooo i'm waiting here for a woman to talk to about how i'm gonna get that money. because if it goes to the school it's pertty much pointless because my school is free anyway.
they were telling me i oculd use it on my books but i already got all my books cheap online so i only have one more book i need to get so i'm doing that with my 1000 dollars.
grr.
anyway. i guess i'm gonna mosy around the interent some more before i have to go... my wireless i guess can't find a connection to mooch off of yet while i'm out in the a[partment. hopefully i'll figure something out soon but for now i duno.
well, peace out.
jess
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2006 7 August :: 12.06pm
AHHHHHHH OH MY GAWDDDD
I LOVE MY APARTMENT
i love it!!! shannon and i went to see it this morning. it's all painted. i was so afraid that the colors would look bad and that i wouldn't like it but i seriously LOVE it!!! i love it.
the red walls in the living room the purple bedroom and green bathroom. yeah it sounds so scary but it is SOOOOO fricken cute. AHH i love it. i'm so excited. i wish i was moving today. it's so cute.
oh and we got a brand new refridgerator . it's stll in the packaging. brand new! and our air conditioner is right out of the box brand new with a remote. it's so neat. ahhh i'm just so excited i can hardly stand it.
wooo hoooooooooo . hanging out with dani and beans today, tomorrow have to finish painting the chairs with gramma that she's letting us use and then pack pack pack. wednesday i have my "Pamper and Indulge" Premier Salon apointment thing that i won and that after that i move in. so around 3 oclock in like two days.
hooray!!! so fricken excited am i.
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2006 4 August :: 9.43pm
so stef and paul are getting married tomorrow.
tonight was the rehersal and i thought it went well and it should be relaly cool tomorrow.
OMG i can't wait to move in.... WEDNESDAY!!! YAY
i have to finish packing and everything. ahh it's hectic.
okay so thursday the 10th was gonna be my last day at the comstock menards and then i dont start at wyoming till monday BUT
this guy from Davenport called me today and he said that they had selected TWENTY out of the ONE HUNDRED FIFTY scholarship winners to come to a photo shoot and be featured in their 'best and brightest' section in the Admission Brochure. Or at least that is my understanding. Well, no, i am sure. IsNT THAT SO AWESOME so i'm gonna be in the little brochure about davenport that thousands of kids will recieve. how COOL!!!!!!! Also, I get a t-shirt or sweatshirt of my choice and a $25 or more gas card and lunch there. AHHH i'm so excited!!! it's on thursday
i was supposed to work a four hour shift and then go to the dentist but i called and cancelled the dentist appt. today and then i'm sure or at least semi sure i can get someone to cover the four hours on thurs. Otherwise seriously i just wont go to work and i'll just suffer a write up. or possibly a suspension cuz i dont know how many i have..... hmmm oh well!!
ahhh i can't wait
please leave me a note.
peace out
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2006 1 August :: 10.20pm
So i guess the plan has changed. my dad was gonna be gone for a long time and wouldn't be able to bring the trailor and my parents wont let him drive the car and sooooooooooooooo
I'M MOVING IN ON WEDNESDAY instead. so now it's like 8 more days.... annnnndddd i'll be staying there by myself for 2 nights ahhh
but i think jess is staying the night. so yay
wooooow i can't wait!! hooray
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2006 31 July :: 9.39pm
I FUCKING HATE LIVING HERE.
also it'd be nice if my 'friends' that i ask if we could hang out all the time would maybe return the favor once in a year or something.
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2006 28 July :: 11.32pm
:: Music: brand new girlfriend.
i got a brand new girlfriend, think i'm really onto something
Okay.
so i'm feeling a bit better about the money thing. it looks like (if i calculated correctly) i will end up with more money after move-in than expected. so i'm happy.
i never really had anything to worry about i was just spending more than i should i guess.
I got all but one books online with my mom the other day and to know that i only have to pay for half them and with that i'll use my burger king scholarship and to know that i'll be going to school for free should put my mind at ease. so i cannot complain.
i have fourteen days, that's two weeks, until Roman and I move into the apartment. this next week (hopefully tuesday) i will get to see it painted. and i'm so excited.
and the wedding this next weekend, i can't believe it's already here. it seems like stef and paul hardly have been engaged long at all and i still remember when stef was asking "do you think a winter wedding would be okay?" hahah
i babysitted starting at 7:45 today and then went to menards and worked till close. I was in SUCH A BAD MOOD on my way there. i vented so much to roman it was really bad. i did not want to be there at all. but besides this stupid ass crotechy old dumb ass man, it wasn't that bad. because i got to be on service and there weren't many returns. i'm gonna miss most of those people from menards. i'm transfering to the wyoming one so yeah. hopefully they are nice.
DON'T FORGET TO CALL ABOUT STARTING HOURS AT WYOMING
so that's it.
And with that, I conclude this entry with one question:
Do your chain hang low?!
peace out homies.
PS: stacy- if there's anyway you could fix my icon from being all distortedyyyyish... that'd be cool. but i dont know if you are even around or not lately or anything so it's fine either way. thanks homey.
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2006 26 July :: 11.02pm
JESSICA MICHELE WILDE:
You have like fifteen days until you move into your new home.
DO NOT spend any money (except for gasoline to fuel your vehicle) (and perhaps gifts) for two weeks.
Please.
Thank you.
Love,
Jessica.
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2006 26 July :: 10.52am
omg like almost justtwo weeks until we move innnnnnnnnnnn
i'm so fucking excited. ugh i still have a lot to pack i'm realizing.
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2006 25 July :: 6.33pm
omg. band camp is next week. it makes me want to CRY. i miss band so much.
justine, who is instructing pit and how is it going? If you are instructing, GO YOU! and good job. but either way go you and good job because i'm sure you're as awesome as you've always been.
and ps. what music are you guys doing?
god i'm so sad!!!! i might stop in to see you guys sometime
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2006 25 July :: 4.24pm
so i'm feeling slightly good. no work today... bought all but one of my books online for discounted prices. seventeen days until we move in.
stef's wedding on the 5th. got the rehersal dinner off by trading hours. still dont get out until 7:30 on the bacholorette party day because menards is dumb.
only one thing really bugging me because of a person who bugs me more than anyone on the planet i think.
now if only i could lose this weight.
oh well, one thing at a time right. g'day
stef i got your signs done and i think they look pretty good so let me know what you think, i'm gonna try to email them to you
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2006 24 July :: 11.58pm
okay so i went to "bed" at 6:30 because i had nothing better to do and i had to get up at 6 today and i was tired and then it's so hot in my room because i'm still used to sleeping in the cold basement and i just felt crappy and then i wake up at 11 something and i feel horrible... really really sick and so i go downstairs in the basement to sleep where it's cold and i can't sleep because i still feel like crap so i go into the bathrroom and then start puking my brains out. UGHGHGHG i HATE THROWING UP. it is the worst feeling ever. ughghghghgh. and i was just throwing up like 2 weeks ago too. ugh i just hate it and then i want to call my boyfriend and talk to him and his phone is dead woohoo.....
well whatever. that's my story and i still feel like shit.
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2006 24 July :: 6.04pm
I'm in Washington D.C. right now at our hotel. This place is definitely beautiful. Our flight was at 6:30 am this morning and we were an hour away from the airport so my cousins and I have been up since 3:00am. I barely slept on the plane either. Tomorrow we are going to Virginia Beach for the rest of the week. *Smiles*.
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2006 23 July :: 9.13pm
la la la. i work at menards and have no life and wooooo hoooooooo
blah blah blha and my feet hurt.
18 days till i move. woohoo.
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2006 20 July :: 11.54pm
:: Mood: Content
Got This From Brie*
TEN EMOTIONS.
1. are you missing someone right now?: yeah…
2. are you happy: im not sad…
3. are you talking to anyone right now: yeah
4. are you bored: obviously because im doing this survey.
5. are you german: nope
6. are you irish: nope
7. are you french: nope
8. are you Italian: F YA BABY!
9. are your parents still married: nope
10. are you in love with someone right now: nope
TEN FACTS.
1. hometown: The Big G-Rap baby!
2. hair color: Brown, duh… brunettes do it better!
4. hair style: umm… a new one, just got it cut.
5. eye color: they change between green, blue, and hazel.
6. shoe size: 6-7ish
7. mood: content.
8. orientation: umm… don’t understand the question.
9. available?: Single: yes.
10. lefty/righty: riiiight.
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE.
1. have you ever been in love: Yes.
2. do you believe in love: Yes.
3. why did your last relationship fail: we grew apart, it happens.
4. have you ever been heart broken: who hasn’t?
5. have you ever broken someone's heart?: yeah…
6. have you ever fallen for your best friend: “BEST” friend, no. Friend, yeah.
7. have you ever liked someone but never told them: duh, who hasn’t?
8. are you afraid of commitment: scared shitless.
9. have you ever kissed someone you liked: umm duh.
10. have you ever had a secret admirer: yeah.
TEN THINGS:
1. love or lust: Love
2. hard liquor or beer: beer’s nasty.
3. night or day: Night.
4. one night stands or relationships: relationship.
5. television or internet: Both.
6. pepsi or coke: MD baby!
7. wild night out or romantic night in: both!
8. colored pictures or black and white pictures: Both.
9. phone or in person: person duh!
10. aim or phone: Phone.
TEN HAVE Y0U EVERS.
1. been caught sneaking out?: Yes.
2. skinny dipped?: Yes.
3. done something you regret?: who hasn’t?
4. bungee jumped?: no but I want to someday.
5. been on a house boat?: Yes.
6. finished an entire jaw breaker?: sadly… no.
7. wanted someone so badly it hurt?: Yes.
8. been caught by your parents with a hickey?: nope.
9. danced in the rain?: I LOVE IT!!!!
10. had a hang over?: why would you ask that!
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2006 19 July :: 11.05pm
OH MY GOD I FUCKING HATE MENARDS.
I AM NEVER WORKING 2 WEEKS WITHOUT A DAY OFF EVER EVER EVER EVER AGAIN! EVER~!@@!%!#$%^!#$^#$^$%&@$
I FUCKING HATE IT.
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2006 19 July :: 8.31pm
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Off the coast of somewhere beautiful.
Hey. I guess it's about time I updated.
Last weekend on Friday I hung out with Elyse. We stayed the night at my dad's new house. I really like my new room. We went to Olive Garden and then my cousins Brooklyn, Kyla, Kaylie, and the new baby Briley came over. I love her, she is so cute.
Saturday I went out on the boat. It was definitely interesting to say the least. Haieligh and I went tubing with Casey and Chad. We had some pretty fun times.
Sunday I went to Holland to watch Luke's basketball games.
I can't remember when, but I went and saw Pirates of The Caribbean 2 with Luke and The Devil Wears Prada with Elyse.
This week I've just been hanging out with Luke and my friends. Our power went out on Monday. We just got it back yesterday. That definitely sucked.
Friday I'm going to Champion with Elyse in the morning and then later on my family is going to Grand Haven for the weekend and we are staying at a hotel on the beach.
I just found out a few days ago that on Monday I'm going to Washington D.C. and then we are going to Virginia Beach. I'm going with my dad, my uncle Mike, and my cousins Rachel and Sarah. I'm pretty stoaked for that. Our plane leaves from Detroit on Monday morning. I think I'll be gone for a week. I honestly don't really know the details since my mom just informed me of all this. It will be fun though, except I'll be missing Luke, a lot.
I guess that is about it. Much love.
Ashley
When you whisper you want this, your eyes tell the same. Picking up speed, I can barely breathe, 'cause I'm caught in suspension.
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2006 17 July :: 11.15pm
in your eyes. in your eyes. in your eyes. in your eyes.
i wanna cry. but only if i'm with you.
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2006 16 July :: 10.56pm
Wouldnt it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldnt have to wait so long
And wouldnt it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong
You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together
Wouldnt it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through
Happy times together weve been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldnt it be nice
Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldnt be a single thing we couldnt do
We could be married
And then wed be happy
Wouldnt it be nice
You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldnt it be nice
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2006 13 July :: 9.00pm
Tomorrow I'm going to see the apartment we'll be moving into. Today I picked out all the colors and I love them. I wasn't sure on all the colors I had but I had a lady in wallcoverings help me so now I'm sure.
I'm listening to this scarily pansyish song that reminds me so much of being little. I remember it. It reminds me of when Stef and I shared that room with little heart wall paper and had that little black tape player. She had to tape symbols on the buttons because I didn't know which one was play and stop and pause and all that. I was so little and I still remember this song. I'm not telling what it is. I dont want anyone to steal it. haaaaaaa.
I really feel like I am done with high school and all that but you can never erase the memories. So I guess that means you can never let things from high school stop affecting you.
It's not that I dont appreciate everything you've done for me. Everything you've given me. it's not that, because I do appreciate it and I see more and more that I'm lucky to have that maybe other people don't. but there's something definetely missing. something that even though it's great, doesn't make it add up to more, because the something that's missing is a huge something. so that's why i dont just ugh nevermind
you know, i just downloaded msn live or whatever, and i dont think i like it. not so far anyway. it's too hard to read stuff.
we're down to the last weeks before the apartment. i'm stressed out, working all the time, and his hours keep getting cut.
wonderful.
fuck this shit.
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2006 12 July :: 11.27pm
i just wrote something but then deemed it too mean to say. but what i was going to say, was something about how I am pissed. I feel like you really should'nt be a jerk to me. It's not fair and I am doing so much for us on my own right now that I really don't think it's nice. I feel like I've done so much and not been appreciated enough for it.
whatever.
UGHH jerk.
i am still working every day until next friday. i really dont want to. really really dont want to. i am pissed. and i kind of really really hate menards. ugh and i can't get into my bank account online right now for some reason and i hate not knowing exactly my balance every day whenever i want to.
so right basically i am pissed and tired and dreading the fact that i have to work 10-6:30 tomorrow. fuckers.
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