swimfan14
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2005 24 December :: 1.15am
I love him and I love her
mish is electric: when youre famous
mish is electric: youll get to meet him
mish is electric: and have his children
Yeah shes right. So right.
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2005 22 December :: 10.46pm
wellll good. looks like am the big ol loser and well fuck me in the ass god leave me thefuck alone i seriously am not going to be able to take this "vacation" or so it's called. vacation my ass. more like hell on a stick served with sweet and sour sauce.
which i hate.
ugh.
i love roman and that's about it. whats new huh.
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2005 22 December :: 12.01am
i am goign to bed my heae is w gillion pounds g ahhhhhhhh fuck it this isjust for jess nad i want to say that you are the my best friend efever god damn best friend wooo call me rock on and rock out with your cokc out biatch love hyou
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2005 21 December :: 4.05pm
well forget you too then and sorry i ever tried to make amends. you're just a liar anyway.
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2005 21 December :: 2.06pm
my baby!
I love you babe. Oh boy do I....
This is an old picture. I love it. What a beautiful smile.

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2005 20 December :: 10.03pm
Roman
Man, what an addiction huh? How can you love someone so much. You can't get enough of them. Fights or arguements will never change your love. You can't express it enough and it never fades or changes. It only grows. It honestly only grows. I can't describe or explain it in any words. Happiness and completion. Strong and comfortable and right and good. Everything.
What a blessing. You mean the world to me. Thank You, Lord.
I can't believe I take it for granted sometimes. And i'm so sorry for that . I can't believe there have been some days I didn't cherish it. That's going to change. I realize what I have and I'm never giving it up.
In other news, It's nice to hang out with old friends. Thanks Beansy and Dani. I love you gals.
Please don't think any of this is corny and I hope and know all of you will find it sooner or later. And you'll be so happy and feel so blessed just like me.
Oh and on a lighter note JESS: "I am sooooo drunk hahahahaha I found the number to Burger King"
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2005 20 December :: 8.13pm
:: Mood: Calm
:: Music: Diamonds- Kanye West
((Week))... So Far
Yesterday was pretty fun. I went over to Jordan's at like 10:30 and we baked Christmas cookies like for 4 hours! Then we took a break and decided we didn¡¯t want to make any anymore. Then Jordan wanted to go get her glasses, so we went and got her glasses lol. We stopped at Kerrilynn's for like 2.5 just to say hi. Then we came back to her house and sat there until like idk 6:00ish. Then we went and baked cookies with Joeys mom haha. Then I went home and went to bed, fun huh?
Today I'm not sure what I'm doing. But tomorrow Demmers is coming over and were gunna party lol. Then were gunna stop by the camp reunion for a couple hours. Then me and Demmers and Tia are gunna go party some more lol. Sounds like fun to me.
<3 K
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Today was pretty fun, yay! I didn’t really get out of bed until like 12:30. Then I didn’t really know what I was gunna do but I didn’t really want to just sit at my house so I got ready, for what I didn’t know, and I gave a couple people a call. So I ended up going to Kerrilynn’s for a couple hours. The only thing we really did was pretty much: watched the Tyra Banks Show with Kevin lol, and after that Kassie and Kerri and me just pretty much sat on our butts and talked about Kerri going to Africa for 2 years :( and some other sad stuff. Im just happy i got to see her today. Anyways so then after that whole deal- I went back to Jordan’s and pretty much made cookies, again. I’m kinda all cookied out.
The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.
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2005 20 December :: 10.36am
muhaha
well thaat was funny and sweet all at the same time. aww.
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swimfan14
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2005 20 December :: 10.32am
Going shopping with Chloe and Lisa then I'm leaving for Detroit!! Be back on Friday!!
<3 Ashley
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2005 19 December :: 3.56pm
If I could take what I've learned from all the mistakes I've made, from all the pages I've turned, from the lost games that I've played. I'd be a better person for it, better than deciding to ignore. You mean so much to me. I want to make things right with you and me.
Scratch that idea.
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2005 19 December :: 12.57pm
:: Mood: pensive
:: Music: All-American Rejects-11:11pm(CST)
If I could take what I've learned from all the mistakes I've made, from all the pages I've turned, from the lost games that I've played. I'd be a better person for it, better than deciding to ignore. You mean so much to me. I want to make things right with you and me.
Chloe is up from Florida right now and she's coming over soon. I'm freaking out!!! I imagine were going to see, well just nevermind that.
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2005 18 December :: 9.13pm
yesterday was the battle in detroit.
i must say it started out rough.. very rough. rough as in i said maybe 10 words the entire way there... thats 3 hours of 10 words people. no no no.. 3 hours of 10 words approximately 20 thousand break dance beats and lingo between 3 dance junkys that would be enough to drive any sane person to stab 3 forks and a spoon into their eye.
we got there 2 hours early. 6 to be exact.
the bboying was sposed to start at 8, NOTHING started (except for the cyphers) until 9:30 and 61syx didnt battle until 11:30. now tell me, how much fun would a breakdancers GIRLFRIEND have for 5 hours surrounded by a zillion talented dancers in a hispanic youth center? tons actually....! once we got there and started driving around detroit it was just really exciting (i had never been there before) we went to this burger king and all the workers were black and they were just so funny. just like the ann arbor battle.. im amazed at the way people can move their bodies. i had no idea how INSANE breakdancing can be. i've seen clips on keegans computer of other crews.. but when you actually SEE them... hooooolly wow.
61syx took prolly 8th out of 16 which is pretty good for a crew thats only been together for a year.. versus Chicago Tribe whos been together for 6. (they won by the way)
it was just incredible... very cool INDEED. but yeah.. so we didnt leave until about 1.. got lost trying to find the CORRECT high way, seems how there's 80 of them (ish).
but above all i love curling up and falling asleep after a long day with the person who just 'gets' me most.....and then waking up and eating chilli... lol. gotta love keegans mom.
yesterday before the battle we went to a distribution center in grand rapids for toys for tots (we being me, my beloved red flannel girls, emily secor, shannon potter, and keegan) and helped familys pick out toys for their children. we did this last year for red flannel, and loved it so much that we just HAD to go back this year. its the absolute best experience we had last year, and now we have another incredible memory. its such an eye opening experience. you meet all these people who are just so blessed to have an organization to help them out. all day i was waiting for that ONE person that would teach me the biggest lesson, that i would remember most. and finally i found her. she was middle age woman, very well kept and so incredibly nice. and when i greeted her she told me that this was her first time so she would be so happy if i walked her through it and helped her out (which we do for all the people anyway) when i told her that she could pick 3 toys per child and a stocking stuffer she was in disbelief and kept saying how wonderful it was. immediatly i noticed this incredible energy to her. when we got to the teenage table i told her that she could pick one toy because we had a shortage when it got to that agegroup and told her that that's one thing we want to change next year. she replied with "oh its fine. and SOO greatfully received, truely it is. this is such a blessing" a little bit later she told me that her girls (4 of them) lost everything in a housefire. all their christmas gifts, possesions.. everything.. and then proceeded to tell me that it was their father who set the house on fire. with everything that this woman had been through, she still found the courage to be strong and ask for help when her family needed it the most. i didnt want her to leave.. i just wanted to continue talking to her and feed off her high energy. it was so wonderful.
it just makes a person realize that you never know when you're going to need help from your community. thats what we're here for. to help eachother out. this woman made the comment that "god willing, next year it will ME thats helping other people in situations like mine out" and i couldnt have said it better myself. as community members we all need to step it up to help others in need.. and no im not just trying to be corny or whatever else you might call me... but if you dont believe how much you can truely do for your community even by donating an hour of your time to talk to people who just need someone to listen.. then please contact a distribution center for next year and see for yourself how great a need even just OUR community and surrounding communitys are for added help. you never know when it could be YOU thats asking for help.
above all, toys for tots finally got me locked into the christmas spirit. i just feel like making christmas cookies and going caroling! lol.. and ACTUALLY.. i was talking to linds a bit ago and we'd really like to go with a nice sized group. so if anyone is interested leave me a comment and perhaps we can set something up for this week.
i hope everyone has a great break and a great christmas.
STAY SAFE on the roads!
*winks... later kids.
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2005 18 December :: 4.31pm
please please pleas please please erika stacey and jess can we hang out tonight?
PLEASE!
231-580-9564 or 696-2269
please :0(
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2005 18 December :: 4.30pm
ughghhghghghghghghg when i'm not with roman all i feel is ugly and fat.
i can't wait to be in p.e. and lose some fucking wait. well off to go eat some cupcakes bye.........not really ..................................................ugh.
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2005 18 December :: 4.24pm
Ugh. this is so dumb. How did i get here? Honestly. How?
I want it all to be right and the only way that will happen is with you and I learned that quite a while ago. You are for me and you're the way everything will happen and I'll be irreversably happy.
I miss Roman and I wish he was with me right now. I love you baby.
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2005 18 December :: 12.52am
My eyes are fading, my soul is bleeding, I try to make it seem okay, but my faith is wearing thin. So help heal these wounds, they've been open for way too long. Help me fill this hole even though this is not your fault, that im open and im bleeding, all over your brand new rug and I need someone to help me sew them up.
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2005 18 December :: 12.01am
lol hahahah *COUGH COUGH COUGH COUGH COUGH*
right jess? lol hahahahhaa oh my goodness pappy you are the best!
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2005 17 December :: 10.55pm
haha im seriously going crazy with these things
Your Celebrity Style Twin is Mischa Barton | 
Funky, bohemian, and girly.
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OMG this is weird..I keep getting mischa barton stuff....I swear were like the same person!
Your Birthdate: November 14 | 
You work well with others. That is, you're good at getting them to do work for you.
It's true that you get by on your charm. But so what? You make people happy!
You're dynamic, clever, and funny. And people like to have you around.
But you're so restless, they better not expect you to stay around for long.
Your strength: Your superstar charisma
Your weakness: Commitment means nothing to you
Your power color: Fuchsia
Your power symbol: Diamond
Your power month: May
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You Are a Bright Star Soul |

Like a shining star, you have no trouble being the center of attention
In fact, you often feel a bit hurt when all eyes aren't on you
You need to be number one in everything, no matter how trivial
And it's this ego that both hurts your confidence and helps you acheive
You're dramatic and a powerhouse of pure energy
You posess a divine quality or uniqueness that's hard to define
A natural performer, it's likely you'll become famous.
Just learn not to take everyone's reaction to you so personally!
Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul and Prophet Soul
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haha it's just meant to be...theres no way around it.
What Your Pink Outfit Means | 
Unsurprisingly, you are very sweet and cute.
But you're also a bit of a tease - and not that innocent.
Shy but sexy, you're an alluring mix of contradictions.
Designer match: BCBG
Signature accessory: Tortoise shell sunglasses
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Your Heart Is Pink
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In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't.
Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time.
Your flirting style: Coy
Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park
Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant
What you bring to relationships: Romance
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Your Reputation Is: Mean Girl | 
You rule through teasing and intimidation..
Yet, people would give the world to be your friend
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haha wow
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2005 17 December :: 11.18am
"I miss ----, I can't wait to see him when he comes home."
.....hmmm....you think I don't think that to myself quielty every night before I go to bed?
because i do.
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2005 16 December :: 11.56am
ugh.. i can NOT believe we have a snow day today.
last night i filled out 70 fucking christmas cards for staff appreciation (student senate committe) and now what.. i give them to them AFTER christmas? not to mention i bought a whole bunch of food to put in the staff lounge... now its just sitting in my kitchen. BAH...
and i was really looking forward to drama. i made peanut butter balls last night and everything. GAH.
oh.. and i better say goodbye to saturdays. thursdays are gone. but hey "its only for 4 months" yeah the rest of my senior year.. GOOD thing it wont be focused on me. fuck that.
STUPID SNOW DAY!
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2005 15 December :: 3.49pm
MEGANS COMING HOME TODAY. Ug, i miss her so much. I’m so glad she’s ok. Today was horrible just thinking of her in the hospital and everything. Last night and pretty much all today; I’ve been thinking about so much. Megan and I used to be so close. We used to talk like everyday about like everything. We were pretty close for a long time, then idk what happened. We just kinda stopped calling. Today I was thinking about the first time we ever really talked on the phone; we were both scared to call each other haha. We had talked online like every day for about like 4 months before we got the courage up to call each other. That first night she called me; we talked for 3 hours lol. Idk why I remember all this but I do. Everything that we did together just like came back. I mean I knew she wasn’t gunna die or anything but still everything just came back. Its made me realize never to lose touch with people you love. I know this sounds weird and most people probably wont understand, or they’ll just be like “you guys arnt ever close anymore” but idk what I would have done if something worse would have happened. For about 3 months now me and Meg have been talking about getting together but never really do. Now I know better; I know not to take friendships for granted and I know that sooner or later; your not gunna have the chance to see whoever you want whenever you want. Its kinda sad that it took Megan to get in a car accident for me to figure all this out but at least now I know. My mom got a hold of her by 6th hour and talked to her for awhile, then called me and left me a message so I called her during 6th hour and talked to her. I was crying like a baby when i was talking to her. I’m just ug, I’m so glad she’s ok. For anyone who prayed for her, thank you a lot. <3
Just Some Random Pictures Of Me Tonight... I Dont Know How To Make Them Smaller... Sorry.
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2005 15 December :: 3.13pm
Beautiful
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the mother of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
oh and with the unfortunate chance of ruining this post:
fuck you shannon, fuck you. grow up.
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2005 14 December :: 9.30pm
:: Mood: Anxious
3 DAYS
Kerri Comes Home In 3 Days... :-)
Bad News: My friend Megan got in a really bad car accident today:( Shes in the hospital... ugg:(
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