AAAAAAHHHHHHH!
I have no free time. i am getting sick of babysitting. I dunno i can not just continue to watch children everyday. It's getting on my nerves, im so drained and i feel like im hatting everything.lol. The only thing i like is money, that is nice to get. ttyl

Just writtin
Well hello! And how are all of you?! Oh how great! Neway im just in a good mood today. I got really good sleep cus as soon as i hit the bed i was out. I woke up about umm 10 and then i got in the shower, lotioned, spirtzed and dressed. Then i just sat around had breakfast and watched tv. Now it's after 12. I think i will wash and press my hair today too, maybe afetr im done writting. Yea and i ment to wake up early today cus now half the day is gone and i have no time to clean i will do the downstairs today and tomorrow work on the up. But yea just typin... type type type type....la la la la.lol. But now im talkin to ray. he's weird but hey these are the ppl i choose as friends.lol. Um yea it's sunny outside nice day. This morning my dad went to play golf at like 6am. He could have woke me up last time he left and didn't wake me up jocelyn had lt some lady iin the house and i woke up to her screamin for me to come here. So i wa in my pjs and this lady had asked to use the bathroom and stuff. i was like wtf-?! But my mom was there so i told the lady yes, she was already in the house, and then i told my mom to wake up and come downstairs. But yea i want to ask him to take me golfing later hae said me him and joce would go out to eat but i rather golf. Oh and i started my marching band practice for the football season and the songs that we are playing are from the musical "Miss Saigon". I's crazy and when the band played it togethere it sounded so good. WE had played it with just percusion and then just woodwinds and just brass but when all of it came togethere it went so well. Our band is better then last yr.And last yr. we won all state and all county. We better win again. Now I think is a ogood time for me to go i need to clean the kithchen so that i can do my hair. But i will update later.

Smooches
and
Huggys
Miss J

Just Typin
Wow it's 4 o'clock already. I have spent the whole day doin nothin. I have just been so restless and what-not. Im gonna have to get some more sleep in. Well it's already July and I only have two more months left till school starts not that much when u think about it. On punishment 4ever, i hate this place.lol. That is not only cruel but indesent how can u tell a teenage gurl that she can't go newhere all summer. Mean!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have my needs and right now at the top of my needs list is leaving this fuckin house. Im soo bored though, I think i will either get in the pool or go and take a nice long shower and use some of my shower gel stuff. I'm clean i just feel that i should take some time for myself ..... i guess. I still have to start my summer reading project. I read my book but now i have to do my packet. And before i get in the shower i might get on the treadmill just cus im kinda bored. There is also no drinks in this house, i don't mind drinkin' water but not tap water......i sound like a prissy white gurl. lol. It just isn't the same though, not as cold or crisp. I really have nothingto say i just felt like coming on and typing a little bit.


~Im callin~
~Out to~
~All my~
~Cus ur my~
~Ppl~
~~~MiSs NeW jErSeY~~~

lol

Party and Survey
Hey! Well just yesterday was jocelyn's party, it was so fun! All my family was there. Lots of people and food and fun. First erbody swam, then we played in the front with a bouncy ball and jump rope. After that erbody went downstairs and watched tv. Somewhere in there add in a couple drama stories and eat time. But oooooo, there was these bois.........my gooooodnesss!!!!! Fine as what, 16 and 19. But no looks passed either one.... both of them had curly hair, caramel skin and just gorgeous faces...... soooo cute! ok now well overall it was a really nice bbq. But some of my family didn't even bring jocelyn a gift. My mom was like i told u niggas.lol. Which is kinda messed up due to the fact they are family. Oh and steph gave me this survey to fill out so here it is.




Currents:
[Current Clothes] Blue Spongebob tee; stretch blue jeans with fade
[Current Mood ] Tired, but happy
[ Current Music ] Nothing
[ Current Taste ] lemonade
[ Current Make-up ] natural
[ Current Hair ] head scarf
[ Current Annoyance ] hmmm commercials I guess
[ Current Smell ] myself, I smell like sweet vanilla body spray
[ Current thing I ought to be doing ] typing on the computer. lol
[ Current Desktop Picture ] just clouds
[ Current Favorite Group ] slum village (selfish!)
[Current CD in CD Player] a burned one my buddy made (Thanks Daniel)
[Current Color Of Toenails] a clear florescent color
[Current Refreshment] I had lemonade

Last:
[ Last person you hugged ] my aunt
[ Last person you called ] Ray
[ Last person that called you ] Courtney
[ Last person you IMed ] Stephanie
[ Last person that IMed you ] Stephanie
[ Last person you emailed ] I don’t know
[ Last person that emailed you ] Stephanie
[ Last time you showered ] Bout 3 hours ago
[ Last time you talked to your crush or b.f/ g.f ] I don’t have either

Opposite Sex
[x] turn ons: Good smile, pretty eyes, intresting personality and has to be funny
[x] do your parent's opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: don’t have one but i guess they might
[x] what kinda hair style?: I like hair to just be clean cut , or nice tight locs/cornrows
[x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: be happy to see me
[x] where do you go to meet new people?: out with my friends/cuzins
[x] are you the type of person to HOLLER and ask for numbers?: no not really

More About YOU!
[x] what are the last four digits of your phone number?: if u don’t know them….there is reason
[x] if u were a crayon, what color would you be?: logically brown, but I love yellow and turquoise
[x] have you ever almost died?: no
[x] have you ever won any special award?: yea
[x] what's the stupidest thing you have ever done?: too many to count
[x] how many kids do you want to have?: maybe 3
[x] son's name?: Jasye (Juh- sigh) Robert *last name*
[x] daughter's name?: Janeeta (Juh-knee-ta) Rushel (Ruh-shell) *last name*
[x] shampoo?: Cream of Nature
[x] what are you most scared of?: Being alone (not just w/o ppl I know, any one)
[x] how many TV's do you have in your house?: 6
[x] do you have your own TV?: nope
[x] have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone?: yes
[x] who do you dream about?: ha me meeting Kanye (so talented) and Tyrese (obvious reasons)


Welp thats it i'll be updating later


Yes i know you'll miss
B
A
U
Ta' full
Miss J

Im just gonna write
Hey erbody! Summer has just started. I have to figure out a way as to how i will spend it. But right now my ankle is sprained, again. This stinks im not suppose to do NEthing but i felt the need to get up and cook and clean.... why.....i don't even noe. But wow school is out and stuff. I think for this to be my freshman year it went pretty well. I loved erthing but it went by soo fast..... :-( Well what can u do but wait till next yr. Right now erbody in my house is focused on gettin our party together. Party with over 80 people. Now if u ask why........... don't feel alone......i do too. Not only is it a lot of ppl.... but they are black ghetto ppl. Not tryin to make the stereotype of ebony people worse or nething, but if u were rasist...... meeting my family wouldn't be the best thing for you to take in. lol. But i think it's gonna be a lot of work/fun. My dad is almost done with our lil pool house and the deck has already been sanded by .............dun...........dun ..........DUN....... Javonne and it's been painted( the pool has been done). Now all we have to do is buy stuff : food, atmospheric add ons and party favors, things like that. Truthfully I am excited just to be able to see a part of my fam. and to have our first BIG party (we've had some reg. parties already). But away from that subject......... I need a job, that pays. I'm babysitting over the summer but that pays nothing. The lady doesn't have a lot of money and im suppose to watch her lil' girl for about 5 hours a day and each week get like 30 dollars. I've made more then that becuase I babysat other children and got paid 20 dollars for watching them for like 3 hours (they had to go to bed early and i just watched tv). But this time it's early in the day. She is very well behaved though......... Hmmmmmmm. I think i will work out this summer too. Last summer i slacked and did nothing. But the summer b4 that i was riding my bike everyday, running on the track sometimes....all types of stuff. I need to do atleast a mile a day, not a lot at all but hey im starting small. But of course i will swim all the time, which is fun and ppl say it's the best work out u can get cus u move everything. I'm just typin a lot ...............................wow..... typin feels good,

It fills my lungs with waves of spilt words and characters from the letters in those floating bottles that drifted out to sea. Not with a force from the curent but with the on going power of a persons hopes and dreams. I bless those people for allowing me to live....................they only wanted someone to listen

Ok i'm done.....nice poetic moment for you, yes tis lovely. lol.
Ummm.....I so happy it's summer but i miss school. It gives u stuff to do, more like i miss my friends, but i usually call them or see them somewhere along the way. I should have takin a summer course. I didn't even noe u could do that, I could have left room for another elective or another class. I have to do that next year. Well im bored..........again. Tomorrow is my cuzin's gard. party. Aww poor Jordon is growin up and ya know what. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . im still young but it's ok. Well.... time to go i will type later.





~| Miss me |~





~| Miss me |~






[| Now ya gotta |]







{| Kiss Me |}




*|*Muah*|*







-|-Hope u miss again-|-




(-; |Javonne| ;-)


Takes up too much space, and it's dumb..........
I LIKE IT!

lol. toodles

nothin
i haven't written in here in a while. wow how new and different. Well lemme see what to start with. Ooooo I got my band jacket the otha day! MARCHIN BAND BEYOTCH! sorry had to let it out. But they are real nice and warm. Um today was pretty good. Nothing out of the ordinary. And the best part about this week.. . . . . . . . . .SLEEP! I MISS SLEEP! This is a good song it's called breakup to makeup by ashanti. . .wow, it's good. Oh and halinsco is sooooooooooooo nice! He got me a gold necklace and earings. They are real pretti and we frenched, why am i sharing this with all these ppl online i dunno. lol. It was nice, i need ta get use to it. Anyway ummmmm. . . .im sick of typin i'll ttyl.

I'm someone you know
Someone whos real
Hold back a lil'
Then taste and feel
Sweet Sticky Delicious
Dropsdelamiel

*i know don't you love the new sig.*Well you can still see the old one*

Much love
Many Kisses
Miss J

for those that don't know *dropsdelamiel* is *drops of honey* in french/english

nothin
I want to leave highschool and start all over. I have a new sn/email " Dropsdelemiel/dropsdelamiel@aol.com ". Thanks Ray and Courtney.

Just writtin'
Ok hey everyone! Yesterday i went to the movies to go see You Got Served, which is a really really good movie so ya need to see it. But i went with my bf and he was real upset and i really didn't know why, so i called him after the movie and he told me that he was mad again cus of ppl messin with him about me. He said he went in and some gurls was messin with him, denis and his friends was messin with him and he said that he was mad at ray for sayin that gurls was callin his name while i was there. I really can't understand why I just can't have a bf. Nobody can have that much free time to where they have to be in my buisness 24/7. Nobody wanted me to go out with him in the first place and nobody wanted him to go out wiht me. Why is everybody in high school so0o0o0o0 nosey? MY GOODNESS! And they all ways talkin bout how can you be with here are you gonna get some . . .and so on and so forth. But ya noe what i am not a ho. Now yall noe what happens, if your a gurl i mean, your friends will be like, "you really did get with him? Are you fareal?" and they might be like wow you go or somethin' but behind ya back they will talk about you like you weren't even close. I'm not tryin ta deal with that. I'm not even tryin ta get pregnant eitha it just aint gonna happen. I don't plan on doin nothin till i get married. . tooo much stuff goin around. I think that if im 15 i don't even need ta be active know what i mean? I don't have time to be ruin my whole life ova one night. I really can't wait till summmer or graduation that way i can finally get away from stupid ppl. THEY MAKE ME SICK! All the ppl who don't pay attention in school and stay back like 5 times then got the nerve ta be in my buisness! Thier priorities are really in the right place don't cha think?! " uh i did fail all my damn classes. . . .i dink it's time for me to goo get inta otha ppls bizzyness. . . .a he he he". NO! that isn't it. I can not wait till i go to college get my job hopefully become well known in my field then be able to laugh at all the stupid ppl who take my order at McDonalds! And yes i do want fries with that with a side of "YOU DUMB ASS!" "LOOK AT ME AND LOOK AT YOU, BY THE WAY YOU HAVE A STAIN ON YOUR UNIFORM!" then zoom away in my fabulous car.



Well anyway i'm going to my cuzins house today to watch the superbowl. I haven't seen her in a while so i can catch up with her and stuff. I don't even wanna watch the superbowl nobody important is in it anyway. But hey whatcha gonna do.

well im gonna go and iron my mom's pants for her, talk to you when ever.

Much love
Many kisses
Fuck all the stupid ppl
Miss J

*nice change i know*