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Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Moderate
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
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Holiday Greetings
Hey erbody first i wanna start off by sayin hi and HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!
Well my holiday stared off good the freshman bois won thier game on the 23 it was great GO BT!
On Christmas eve i just chilled around the house and stayed home and waited for x-mas to come. Great fun (not really had ta stay chipper eitha way(i like that word CHIPPER. . .HMMMM)
On Christmas i had lots of fun. I woke up at about 8ish. Althought i could open anything till 2 o' clock (Jinelle had work). I was up cleanin gettin ready for my bf to come ova. He came over at about twenty minutes before 2.
When Jinelle got home we opened gifts and i got 2 sweaters,some perfume and stuff and a bible bag. Not much but i really didn't want much of anything. My dad got me what i wanted which was spending money. He gave me 300 dollars which is a perfect amount to get a lil' sumthin'. So I'm am satisfied with this Christmas. NEway my an boopie just watched movies and tv and stuff downstairs for a while ( thats all you nosey poseys need to know) He left around 11 and i got home and went to sleep at 12.
So that was just bout it for Christmas.
Then day after Christmas i just was bein lazy and hangin' around the house. Then later i went to go see Peter Pan with my buddy and his family. I really can't belive how violent movies have gotten i mean it was a disney movie and they was just shootin' and killin' ppl i was like wow.lol. It was crazy. But um yea that was a good movie though u guys should go see it. I think i will see Monna Liza's Smile some time soon not sure when but i do have a whole week, so there's no rush.
I really love winter break! It's such a happi time without school and you could go out erday if you wanted to but ya noe thats a bit much (especially since i don't have a job)lol. I think i wanna go skatin' too or maybe not, maybe bowlin' yea that seems good or something! I'm so hyped over this! I could go out just for a walk to go see christmas lights. I think that would be so fun and romantical like. I don't think Boopie would do that. . . . . .. . . . . . . .oh well i can have a romantical outing by myself, I'LL SHOW HIM. I'm so dumb.lol. I don't understand how thats cute or romantical but it opens up a good time to talk and ya noe i like to talk or just look at lights. I love this season! I just don't hope it snows i just like when it's kinda cold and it's Christmas time but you don't have to worry bout wheather wrecking you holiday fun. And i wanna have a party, it won't happen but I want one either way ya noe? I just like the atmosphere. Just so many ppl and laughing and talkin, it's kinda fun. Why in the world am i typin' so much stuff? I think i should stop myself,lol. I'll talk to you all later and look at my holiday signature.

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P.S.
My Sig.-
Much Love
Many Kisses
Not to mention
Christmas wishes
From that Loveable
Huggable
Miss J


Kisses N' Hugs * Kisses N' Hugs /

Guess What?!
I got a dog you guys isn't it great! She is so pretty and cute and prtty and cute. And she is just like a baby. She is sleep right now and she was dreamin' and stuff and she was kickin' her two front legs, Jinelle said she was dreamin. Her name is Kemo (jocelyn named her) and i don't know what she is but she is a mixed breed. So cute she is! See my sentences don't even make since im so happy!!!!! I'm gonna be able to walk her and feed her and clean her and i can PLAY WITH HER TOO!!!!!!! Oh i am so full of glee and christmas doggy happiness!

Much Love
Many Kisses
Miss J

AND MANY LIL PUPPY PAWS!!!!!!!!!!!

Hey
Hi i wrote these peoms and i think i wil put them online although i don't want people to take them and claim them as theirs i do have an internet tracker (if any of you are stupid enough to believe that) lol. Anyway i already showed on to some of my friends so w/e. I'm sure somebody can relate so somethin im writtin'.

*She Took You Away*
My hand in yours
thought it would all be fine
cus' i was yours
and you were mine

But now my heart won't mend
hurt by a special friend

Never thought some other girl
Could take my place in your world

But it's really all ok
cus' i'm fine today
and i really don't care
that she took you away


*A Person Who’s Beautiful*

Because you’re beautiful he loves you
And wants everything you got
Things that should be yours are his
And now what was secret is not

Because you’re beautiful she wants you
And wants everything done “right”
She gave you more then you could want
And you look back at that one night

Because you’re beautiful they adore you
And wish that they were you
They let people look and then let them touch
And they think that’s what they have to do

Because you’re beautiful you’re confused
And you wish that you would think more
What you see on TV isn’t really what you see
And cable isn’t all you’re left to pay for

And because you’re beautiful somebody loves you
And sees plenty more then just “someone”
They see you as intelligent, kind and generous
And not just a person who’s beautiful


~Javonne Davis ~ Miss J~12-3-03

Um hey!
Ok I saw this thing on www.gurl.com and it reminded me of myself. It was just like me. Some girl wrote it but it was just like me.

Weekend

Right after I've
scattered her drawers for make-up, both closets
to find nothing there,
and after I've washed my hair,
you say no.
I try to comfort myself because not going is nothing compared to where others are.
But I take one look at the dry towel wrapped around me, untouched by my
soaking, dripping hair
and its convenience tempts me to cry.

It really reminded me of myself it was interesting. Um today was a pretty much normal day. Woke up, went to school, and came home. I had practice wit miss papa too but that was very important so here I am now. I'll ttyl cus I have nothin to say right now.

Much love
Many Kisses
Miss J

PS- notice the signature now you know everythings all good.

Stuff is botherin me
First before I start on the bad, I want you to notice the new backround I got. Brought to you by muah. sike na let me not lie. STEPHANIE E. MADE IT FOR ME!!! I CAN'T SEE IT CUS MY COMPUTRE WON'T TAKE GRAPHICS I TRUST HER ENOUGH TO KNOW IT LOOKS GOOD.LOL.

Now to bad stuff. Ok first off I want you to read my horoscope. (right under this).

¤ Monday, December 8
Hers:
Pay attention to your partners-in-crime. Today's full moon shines a light on the people in your life, helping you see them for who they truly are. You may be disappointed, but you are just as likely to be pleasantly surprised. Just be honest with yourself. ¤

Ok so it's not too good for today usually it says somethin like. . . . ." Toady will be a great day filled with surprises you'll find out things you never knew about yourself and all good things will come". . .Thats a lil much but basically what it says. But today i did really come to my senses and I realized what kind of person my boifriend is. He isn't really what i thought at all when i talk to him it seems like im just repeating myself or changing what I have to say cus of him. It's just botherin me. Truthfully it's really just that he keeps messin wit sumbody, he says he only laughs becuase it's funny and he obviously doesn't see it as a bad thing if he said im only laughin at what people say. And the one time i get a really really good friend, ALL OF MY FRIENDS ARE VERY IMPORTANT TO ME AND ARE VERY IMPORTANT BUT THIS ONE KNOWS WHO THEY ARE, I can't even talk to the person without people saying sumthin. And without some, supposedly 16 almost 17 year old boyfriend, laughin or agreeing with what ppl say. Maybe im just putting to much stuff on him but I just thought that I could prove people wrong by saying "oh I know he would never laugh at somebody or talk bout no body and I know he would always stick up for me" Well i was real wrong cus i just now find out today from an anonymous source that when ppl talk about me he just sits there. I thought before to just be like ok whatever it's a lie and just brush it off. But after he just sits and laughs about other ppl, what makes me think that he don't laugh at me? I could have sworn i was an advanced student and was very gifted. then how bout somebody tell me why. . . . . .WHY DO I THINK THAT I CAN CHANGE A PERSON. OR WHY DO I BELIEVE THAT PEOPLE JUST "CHANGE"?????? (that is a rhetorical question)
I'm starting to really hate being this age. I'm so sick of ppl! Within 3 years i'l be an adult and I'll be off to college. When within those three years do people grow up? When i was little my mom told me if you don't have anything nice to say don't say it at all and treat others how you want to be treated, what happened to that. Little evil kids growin up to be big evil adults with no common sense or knowledge of how you should carry yourself in life. And other people I just worry about like whats gonna happen to them in life. Just like ok if this is how they act now what in the world is gonna happen to them l8ter. Some things in life are ment to be taught by parents and I'm not tryin to say too much cus the person might read this, but i mean. By the time you reach 12 you should know right from wrong even if sometimes your a little wrong, but I mean a lil not go out and be deliberately wrong. And still im not trying to say I'm at all perfect cus yes i do talk about people but i will tell them and i only take about peopl when they are looking me in the face and they are right there and yes i will laugh at people but only if they're being funny on purpose and yes i do do some bad hings but not things i noe could ruin friendships and stuff.
All of this typin was a waste of time. I just relized that no one is gonna change just becuase I put what I have to say on the Fridgin internet. Nobody will listen to me even if I talk to them. I try that over and over and no matter how much i talk to my boyfriend he won't listen. And the one time i ever tried to talk to my other friend he/she wouldn't even try to listen and who ever else i try to help won't listen. EVEN WHEN PEOPLE COME TO ME AND ASK FOR ADVICE SOMETIMES THEY JUST ACT LIKE I SAID NOTHING! I just can't wait till I can get older and leave this pool of endless stupidity and childish tish (go ahead and unscramble it). I don't know what im suppose to do. Maybe im just too emotional at the moment but it takes awhile for all this to build up and for me to have nobody else to tell this to but my own computer.


Please if you have somethin to say that you know I won't want to hear please don't put it in here.

Much love
Many kisses
Miss J

I think I'll change that

Many tears
Much cryin
From the foreverly dien
Miss J

This signature may be temporary depending on my mood for tomorrow.

Hey
Hey erbody! AS some of you know yesterday was my b-day and now i am 1*! i'm so happy. Yesterday i went to celebrate at the movies and i saw honey. THANK YOU TO ALL THOSE WHO WENT OUTSIDE IN THE SNOW FOR ME! LOVE YOU MUCH! The movie was pretty good but it seemed kinda short, I wanted to celebrate more after it was over but ya know how it is. But yea i did get some birthday hits from those who just don't understand the hurting of 1* hits. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . form 10 ppl . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . . . ALL AT ONCE! sike na lol. But it was a real good birthday, it's so nice to know how much ppl love you on your special day. THANKS YOU GUYS. I'll ttyl.


You laugh at my corny jokes to make me happy.
You tell me to shut up when i say somthin real dumb.
You care about me when i'm going through times.
And you still love me although im a lazy bum.

MUAHS TO ALL MY FRIENDS
corniest poem eva, i just wrote within 1 minute, im glad it turned out that good.lol


Much love
Many Kisses
Miss J