I need OUT...

Ugh.. I am so sick of being here! I really regret tellin Pookie to stay home coz he wasn't feelin hot ...man!! At least I wouldn't have to listen to her all frickin nite..and I can't even take my pictures no more. AIM isn't working for me...and yeah I have to be up early tomorrow. And tonite was the first nite in awhile when I could just chill and lay around on my bed..unda the cover and sleep! Let me shout out the people who pissed me the heck off today

ms downes and my mom...

grrhh..yellin coz I asked her where to put the frickin calculator..who the heck are you?!...ugh... Im mad at myself now for sayin stay home..and Chuck's fone died on him..::tear tear::...aahhh..so the only person I'm talkin to is whoever is reading this journal. Screw aim!!! aahhh ... ::tear:: I guess I have to tell y'all about my day then I guess...

Health* Well we -were- sposed to do the review game for our test on Monday but she pushed the test back a day. So then all period we jus took notes and read and my goodness I [along with a lot of other people] were falling asleep. I just couldn't take it anymore! In the end Me, Arielle, + Tony were chillin pretendin to work..jus like erbody else. Got a note on the way to second..blah blah. I got some baby goldfish again from Renata. I was thinkin about how the hell can mothers take crack while they're PREGNANT with babies..and then abandon them and leave them premature and defected..and every time I think about that I get upset..

Info Tech* as soon as I got there I was very close to crying because I was so tired and Brandon jus huggled me, Bigwood asked me I was aiight, and Mrs. Bird said I did look very very tired along with the rest of the class. We did our lab...well this one was a practice lab. I admit it, I'm gonna miss that class a lot! ::tear tear:: Matt callin me a crackhead..oh the fun times lol. All because I wasn't cold one day when erbody else was ::grin:: but yeah.. Brandon styled my hair...and it was mad pretty but I was feelin like crap so I took it out to match my mood.

Band* yeah..we played..Clairiece was playing -excellent- today...Mastin even told me excellent after "in the bleak midwinter"...she sounded so clear...ahh I love it! But yes... I think I'm gettin a lil bit better at "in the winter of 1730?" [i am SO mad my cd player broke man!!!!!!!!] at the end Mastin shook my hand and asked me if I felt better [which I took unsleep wise...] hmm...MAN!!! I completely forgot I'm staying after on Monday...grrhhh!!! I'm so busyyy....I just wanna stop...

Lunch* uhm... yeah nothing really happened...haha I got in front of everybody and the weird part is I ain't even do that mess on purpose. I was askin Frankie to buy me suttin den the lady was like "hawaiian punch?" ...so I dunno! yeah...criS, halinsco, and tony don't believe that Ima be good if I see Chuckie* on Monday..but I will be! talkin bout how Ima be all dancin on him... nooo I'm..not [innocent is -not- the word..] did my geometry...

geometry* the only useful thing I did there was halfway fall asleep and finally understand the whole geometric mean mess. but I do NOT appreciate her gettin an attitude wit me JUS because I asked her where to put the calculators...ugh she's such a ...nevamind.

french* ...yeah it was aiight..it was betta den sum of them otha lessons..this week was pretty fun all togetha I guess. we had to write a paragraph on the movie we "saw" on wednesday...no one watched it..come on THE SUB FELL ASLEEP!..but I did aiight. Me, Shelley, + Lindsay had to be waitresses and serve da ppl in da class. Afterwards I jetted to see if I made the play, which I did..yay me. And I still got to talk to some peoples afterwards..yeah...the bus ride home was funny. The bus driver was listening to this rock crap and then Ericson & Edwin were pretending to love it..but then he switched it to sum station stand up was on! so den dey was singin it. crystal was givin edwin da finger..lol it was funny. When we got off me, eric, brandon m, & aaron were talkin bout how I ain't let eric come ova for xmas dinner and try the jacuzzi [that i neva mentioned] and stuff, den we talked bout the play, and then the rest of the time we was jus bein stupid lol. it's gon be a lot quieter when eric's gone ::sad face::

after school* talked to pookie..chilled..took a nap..watched tv...wished I was out taking pictures..tried fixing my cd playa but I still only hear the background music.. added my mom to my hit list for I don't know -how- many'th time!! yeah...but Ima try and see if I can get on aim or something or just drink myself to sleep... I'm bout to overdose or something on nyquil and jus go to sleep [this is drug misusing!] ...okay michael shawn SHUT UP you ugly puerto rican..he ain't sexy! lol bye bye...

*yolanda

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