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2003 30 December :: 11.18pm
:: Mood: flirty
:: Music: A.Keys* Heartburn
lalala...
yes yes.. I just got finished with talking to Chuckie* and rite now I'm talking to Plashette & Emu. And like yesterday, I had "big fun" today! I'll even start allll the way from midnight!
this mornin* well.. I got offline..talked to Pookie for awhile till like 4..was fallin asleep at 5..finally stopped talkin to him at like 6:30/7 and I went to bed at 8 ish.. I saw my mommy wake up. Then.. my Aunt Carmen picked me up at like 11:15-11:30 ish and we went to the mall and she bought me a new face place and a clear keypad. She said the next thing she's gon try and find me is a flashing keypad. OMG... it was hard as hell trying to find a faceplate for my fone tho!
this afternoon* got home...talked on the fone wit Chuckie* & Ant and online with them... ohhh Chuckie really likes me..it's hard to believe but.."lushuz x anjel..why does she look so good" yup..that's me lol and said i'm da best girl and that he likes freaks too lol. So I guess he likes me due to that haha. I was lyin down from like 3-4:30 while talkin to Pookie but I fell asleep and woke up at like 6. I missed like 4 calls..but that's okay. Then I got online..and Steph was like "are u going with us"...soo.. then I went toooo.. the mall!
the mall* yup i had mucho fun there too. i got a pretzel yo.. I been missin dem thangs! I got some sweet pea stuff.. uhm.. 3 + 3 + 1 = ... 7 pairs of earrings..and my contact lenses thingy! Emu showed up dere but I ain't even noe he was dere he jus walked up to me and was like hey nene. ..there were stalker girls there... and fine black brothas there on a TUESDAY nite! lol .. I went into Heaven..aka Deb..all the pinkness..they had some -trashy- dresses tho..watch me buy one too lol sike nah. yeah.. i was bout to get halinsco + emu for mentioning ppl from the -past- but im straight..yo...in Mr. Bulky they had them chocolates wit alcohol!! I really wanted that too.. oh well.. in the arcade there were these Chinese (and yes i know dey were chinese coz dey were da kids of the folk @ the chinese food place so HAHA)..yeah.. I am the air hockey queen..but I lost to ray ..he got 2 out of 3 games..but thats okay..yo..that was a mad hard game..last person who made me play air hockey like that was Michael Pearcy at The Falls! I saw alll these Kings jerseys..and I saw Carmelo Anthony'stoo..that boy is delicious...oh lordi.. lol I am so proud of myself at the mall tho..haha.. I really am
home*... my neighbor Ms. Jackie died..and the police people were blocking my mommy's car so her and jerry had to come pick me up. yeah..and my other neighbor Ms.Rose was in an accident yesterday but she straight. ..wat goes on here?! am I next?! but yeah..it ain't even midnight yet.. i'm not sure if I'm stayin up or not..but I'm tryin to get in my last hours of 2 double oh! 3...sooo we'll see. Happy Early New Year's Eve tho y'all!
La Courtney
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Yolanda
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2003 29 December :: 11.20pm
:: Mood: horny
:: Music: R.Kelly* She's Got That Vibe
I heart everyone in the world!!..almost
Well..today I had a lottttt of fun...and I had a lotttt of fun last nite to! Haha...I'm bad.. but I couldn't give a u noe what! I'm 14 years old [big whoop.. i noe!], I'm in the first year of four of the most important years of my life.. and Ima have a bangin time! Look at dis..me and CriS are crazy... I had to put dis in here girl.. I was dyin...I'm not gon show da whole thing..coz like I said ppl in this world got big bootie mouths yo!! And strangers may be looking too...::gasp::
Lushuz X anjeL (9:19:42 PM): ..nope nope don't wanna hear it lol
flyygurl214 (9:19:54 PM): i was soo good!
Lushuz X anjeL (9:20:09 PM): BULL!!!!
Lushuz X anjeL (9:20:12 PM): lol
flyygurl214 (9:20:14 PM): ::smiles::
Lushuz X anjeL (9:20:30 PM): see u'd be like nahh!
flyygurl214 (9:20:36 PM): ok
Lushuz X anjeL (9:20:38 PM): ewww! ur almost as trampy as me! gasp
flyygurl214 (9:20:39 PM): nahh!
flyygurl214 (9:20:43 PM): lol
Lushuz X anjeL (9:20:47 PM): lol
flyygurl214 (9:20:54 PM): im worst
flyygurl214 (9:20:55 PM): lol
flyygurl214 (9:21:02 PM): no jk
Lushuz X anjeL (9:21:17 PM): =-O=-O=-O=-O=-O
Lushuz X anjeL (9:21:22 PM): that's impossible!..lol sike nah
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Your dominant hues are red and magenta. You love doing your own thing and going on your own adventures, but there are close friends you know you just can't leave behind. You can influence others on days when you're patient, but most times you just want to go out, have fun, and do your own thing.
Your saturation level is high - you get into life and have a strong personality. Everyone you meet will either love you or hate you - either way, your goal is to get them to change the world with you. You are very hard working and don't have much patience for people without your initiative.
Your outlook on life is very bright. You are sunny and optimistic about life and others find it very encouraging, but remember to tone it down if you sense irritation.
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so anyways..let me start...all the way from the beginning today! ::smile::
Frosh + JV Game vs Cherry Hill East...grrh I DON'T like them at ALL! evil refs I say! But anyway.. I was going to be the only manager there [which actually ain't that bad].. but my savior of the day Ashley came! She's stayin. And we were standin outside the gym and talkin and stuff and watchin the boys shoot around. We rode da bus with JV..yup yup. Emu kept hittin me wit his bag. Frosh team was killin it..but den they shot MAD THREE'S like crazy [che..] and den they got ahead of us like twice in the fourth quarter..but we got it and won 54-52!! woo woo! JV...hmm no COMMENT lol.. yeah we didn't win..wasn't close either..but that game was so fast paced and me and Ashley were gettin -into- that game! We didn't get into the freshmen game until 4th quarter when it was crazy...but anyways..Kevin hurted my wrist ... ::tear:: he was trying to get my batteries..bad man. Yeah..bus ride home was quiet. Afterwards John was messin wit me & Ashley. He told me to go ova Ash's house when he does so we could uhm..yeah.. interesting lol. He's talking to me more..and I know how -he- can get down.. I mean really lol.
Aunt Annette's house* see... My Mommy, Auntie Carmen, Jada, Brandi, and Jordan all came and picked me up at the gym. Then we went to my Aunt Annette's. I got told the funniest story in the world while I was dere. And Chuckie* called me twice..he helped me out while I was playing Madden 2 double oh 4 against Josh .. and he helped me get a touchdown too! And I also got a safety too! Haha.. I lost 18-8 though..but this was my first time playin football in a lonnggg time. Then we played Need For Speed & All Star Baseball..yo u noe they call Pemberton Township P-Town and have a theme song for it?!! ...remember B-Town Javonne..woo..P-town..dang.. that's a shame. Yeah..we all took pictures and stuff. P-town's senior class is green..like us..oh seven! you know! But anyways...there was basically -no- signal in dat house..so I missed like 3 calls from Chuckie..but that's okay... we got home at like 6 ish...
Home* well..yeah Chuckie* called me twice.. I talked to his mom...she's so nice! "when are u gonna come over?" -that was her...so I'm invited..oh geez..that would be some kinda fun if I did go ova dere..mmhmm..mmhmm...then we talked online..mmhmm mmhmm loha..then I talked to uhm.. hmm... Emu, Pookie, Chuckie, Pooh, Tiffi, Halinsco, and last but not least CriS [i luv u too girly!! lol] ...yes yes..I <3 winter break..especially seein all dem negroes today made me realize I do NOT wanna go back to school at ALL lol...go to bed at 6:30 foreverrrrr! OMG... Simone called me.. it was halarious yo...we jinxed at suttin and it was sooo funny. and me and savion were playin each other..him and thomas are gonna fight on saturday lol...woo that was a funny butt convo.. Aiight it's past midnight now..so I gotta go soon..but I'll talk about last nite..heheHE...
Last nite*......woo... aiight.. I talked to mad ppls [boys..] on da fone.. but I was GOOD aiight..so don't be runnin around sayin "courtney did blah blah"..coz that's complete bull..and it was on a friend to friend basis with ALL of them.. now that we've gotten that taken care of. Chuckie* and I talked for two hours.. I was on the fone wit anotha dude when he called..but Chuckie was more important.. dude calls again at 11 wit his cousin [his cousin is a nasty..but he seem cool..and he a senior] ..and we talked till like midnite. I went to bed at like midnight. .. i jus wanted to say that.. Plashette was like "gooood jobbbbb girlll!!!!"
i'm a classy tramp! lol... ain't that rite criS! ...step step...side to side..round and round..dip it now..separate..bring it back..now let me see u do..the love slide..oh shoot! cris i ain't think of a story!!! oh no!! crap..what am I to do.. maybe I will go to sleep lol..
well... it's like 12..wateva.. I'm not sure if the Sixers game is still on..but I think I should be going now even if I am going to bed at 6:30... [join me sometime!]..but yes I shall be going now [unfortunately.. i know]
tomorrow i'm going shopping with aunt carmen!!! yayyy! it's gon be funnn stuff! she's soooo much easier to get along wit den my mommy! ni nite y'all!
La Courtney
look..
BloodLine 9 7 3 (12:11:46 AM): XXXX
Lushuz X anjeL (12:11:53 AM): ...?
BloodLine 9 7 3 (12:12:07 AM): hugs lol
Lushuz X anjeL (12:12:25 AM): oooh!..x's are kisses u dork! lol sike nah.. i think they are tho..
BloodLine 9 7 3 (12:12:31 AM): O
BloodLine 9 7 3 (12:12:32 AM): lol
BloodLine 9 7 3 (12:12:34 AM): No
BloodLine 9 7 3 (12:12:36 AM): O are
Lushuz X anjeL (12:12:38 AM): no!
BloodLine 9 7 3 (12:12:47 AM): Yea
BloodLine 9 7 3 (12:12:51 AM): cause it's hugs and kissed
Lushuz X anjeL (12:12:52 AM): noo! even if it is "hugs and kisses
BloodLine 9 7 3 (12:12:56 AM): and it starts wit x
Lushuz X anjeL (12:13:10 AM): that's stupid tho! O...makes u think of circle..hugs..arms in circles
Lushuz X anjeL (12:13:20 AM): x... kinda a form of a shape u make when u kiss! i'm right
BloodLine 9 7 3 (12:13:31 AM): lol
BloodLine 9 7 3 (12:13:34 AM): SHUT UP!!
Lushuz X anjeL (12:13:39 AM): no! i am right!
Lushuz X anjeL (12:13:43 AM): i don't care what society says
BloodLine 9 7 3 (12:14:01 AM): lol
Lushuz X anjeL (12:14:29 AM): ...u can not ruin what i've believed for -years- like yesterday.. i discovered the rams were blue and not purple... i was really upset
BloodLine 9 7 3 (12:14:41 AM): lol
BloodLine 9 7 3 (12:14:54 AM): SLOWNESS
Lushuz X anjeL (12:14:57 AM): ...damn
Lushuz X anjeL (12:15:10 AM): aiight if i'm so slow..
Lushuz X anjeL (12:15:23 AM): nevermind..
BloodLine 9 7 3 (12:15:28 AM): NO
BloodLine 9 7 3 (12:15:29 AM): say it
Lushuz X anjeL (12:15:44 AM): i can't think of anything.. i was jus bein big
Lushuz X anjeL (12:15:50 AM): -whoops- :-D
BloodLine 9 7 3 (12:15:55 AM): lol
yup.. i'm a dumbf*ck
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2003 28 December :: 4.23pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: Tamia* Uh'n To You [best song!]
GOOO GREEN BAY!
...omg this guy in Green Bay..was runnin..and he got tripped..and he landed on his neck and flipped over..and then got back up. Dang..wooo that boy is special! WOOO! There was almost an interception..but then we caught it so... touchdown greenbay!!! kick is good!
..yup yup I went to bed at 6:30 this mornin..mmhmm I was gonna go for 24 hours..but I remembered that I took a nap from 6:3o-8 ish.. soo.. Ima go for it tomorrow or tuesday..but yeah I woulda kept goin but Edmond fell asleep on me again! I want another frappucino..hmm..Pepsi Twist just doesn't cut it for me. oh yeah..
did y'all noe that N.Cannon and C.Millian were an item? I mean.. I really didn't know that! lol when I start to fantasize..you were rubbin my thighs..touchin me...and kissin me...feels so real.. like you hear with me.. when i think of you..makes me wanna do..crazy things when I'm alone with you when the lights go out then when's i'm all about.uh'n to you...
| *Write the first thing that you think of when you see the word.* | | It can be anything: people, items, views, stories, etc. | | Thunder: | rain | | Pop: | cherry | | Rock: | and roll | | Sweet: | kisses | | Bliss: | happy | | Kiss: | hershey's | | Finger: | roll | | Figure: | 8 | | Me: | courtney | | Love: | hate | | Sex: | good | | Male: | chuck | | Amphibian: | froggie | | .:Tell the world how you really feel:. | | What is love?: | a feeling that i haven't experienced xcept wit a friend | | Can it really be shared?: | possibly | | Is sex love?: | it depends | | Is it bliss?: | sex can be bliss | | How does it make you feel to love?: | ..dunno yet | | Can it be undone?: | ..hmm probably not | | Have you ever felt it?: | nahh not really.. | | Is love regrettable?: | hell yeah |
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| cutting | | do you cut?: | not no more.. | | how often?: | n/a | | are you trying to stop?: | aleady did | | why do you do it?: | ..blah.. | | food | | are you on a diet?: | .. I watch what I eat | | is it more like you starve yourself?: | nah | | do eat out of anxiety even when your not hungry?: | no.. I drink | | do you ever induce yourself to vomit?: | hell no.. | | love | | have you ever been inlove?: | nah | | have you ever been broken hearted?: | uhm.. it wasn't so bad coz I got ova it reall quick | | have you ever broken someone's heart?: | hehe.. most likely but not on purpose | | have you been someone's first love?: | ..maybe | | when did you have your first crush?: | first grade | | what is te longest reltinship you've had?: | ..6½ months | | the shortest?: | .. 5 days | | have you ever had sex?: | nope! | | do want to get married?: | not really..I just want the honeymoon and the dress..and I can do that on my own | | substances | | have you ever done any drugs?: | yup | | if yes, wich ones?: | Motrin | | when was the last time?: | ...last time I had my . | | are you addicted to any?: | nah | | do you drink?: | mmhmm occasionally | | do you smoke?: | yup..air | | have ever gotten high?: | off of Air and paint fumes near homecoming | | death | | have youever been suicidal?: | mmhmm | | have you ever attempted suicide?: | .. I told you | | how?: | ..ijo | | emotions | | right now you feel :: | -- | | have you ever been depressed?: | --- | | when was the last time you have been really happy?: | --- | | when was the last time you cried?: | --- | | why did you cry?: | --- | | who has made you feel the most emotions?: | --- | | who has loved you the most?: | --- | | whom have you loved the most?: | --- | | who has made you most angry?: | --- | | what do you think is the worst feeling ever?: | --- | | why? | | why do you have an online journal?: | --- |
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| .::Person::. | | You Hugged: | my bear | | You Talked To: | Edmond | | You Kissed: | ...hmm | | That IMed You: | Ant | | You Said I love you To: | hmm prolly Pookie | | That said I love you: | ^ [but not -that- kinda love] | | .::Random::. | | Shirt You Wore: | my sibling rivalry puppy tank top | | Store You Went To: | K-Mart | | Thing You Bought: | Word Up! | | Person You Saw: | my mom | | Thing You Ate: | ..ham ::Gasp:: i know | | Thing You Drank: | pepsi twist |
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guess what soundtrack the Courtney is listening to... SPACE JAM!! haha..that was the 1st everrrr cd I got..on my 8th birthday with my very first cd player..and it took me a long bootie time to find it..but I found it!
...everybody get up..it's time to slam now... we got a real jam goin down ..welcome to the space jam..here's your chance do ur dance at the space jam..alright..
... i want my ps2 fixed yooooo!!!!!!!..grrrhhh I wanna play the Simpsons..and American Idol..and watch DVD's grrhh! ::tear tear::
I remember back in tha day* when I thought Whitney Houston sang that song until I saw the soundtrack listing. ..come on Green Bay..there were two interceptions in a row..it was funny. ooh..is mah Salt-N-Pepa song up next... utt oh!! how do I love thee..let me count the ways..
hi all my friends! ima start doing that all the time
upside down... boy u turn me.. inside out..round and round.. upside down.. boy you turn me inside out..round..and round...and round..
wooo! my darling A.Paige is on! It's prolly Plashette tho..hmm. dang..she away already lol.
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[jones]
hey it's barry white!
[...obsession.. a burning desire]
barry you want some chicken?!
[the undeniable passion.. the love..for someone or something..]
you know you want some chicken!
[yes he was a victim of a basketball jones]
in fact i was the baddest dribbler in the whole world..
[then one day his mom bought him a basketball]
and i loved that basketball!
And i took that basketball everywhere i went!
You know what..that basketball was like a basketball to me, come on you cheerleaders...
and den dere's da chorus..
[his basketball was like a member of his own family]
in fact better lookin than my brother Tony,
didn't own me money, and didn't piss in the bed
and after the game I always took a shower with my basketball..
..every now and then the basketball would pinch my butt but I didn't mind
..coz me and my basketball had good plain fun
see i am a victim of a basketball jones
i take my basketball everywhere
i even put my basketball under the pillow..
[maybe that's why he can't sleep at night]
..da chorus again...
and da rest of the song...
[baby baby baby it's a craze]
basketball's a chicken!
[an uncontrollable yearning]
do y'all hear Barry White?
[the overwhelming emotions... to a love for someone..or something]
I love the knicks myself..
hey is there a basketball in the house..
is there a basketball in the house?!
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look criStina's on...so ima go talk to her...bye bye!
La Courtney
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2003 27 December :: 9.54pm
:: Mood: irritated
:: Music: A.Keys* You Don't Know My Name ----> If I Ain't Got You
eagles are winning..DIE!!!!
I am not antisocial.. I just like me time! Omg.. I swear if I ever had Hildi as my designed on trading spaces designing -my- room.. I would get off tha tshow so frickin quick! Paint cans on the cieling?! helllooooo!!! woo woo woo! trading spaces greatest moments is on!
omg!!!! that thing was funny!!! dude ran to the door and fell the fuck back coz they slammed the door in his face!! ...but yeah I'm going to bed at most likely 6 this morning... it was fun talkin tho!
i'm really obsessed with these two cds...this is like me + Stripped all ovvvvvvvvverrrrrr again. ...mmmmm!!!...dis shrimp, vegetable, and pasta jawn was goooodddd! with mah fav...alfredoooo sauce!
mmhmm..that's rite "explore" lol... I'm still not sure about the waiting thing as much [no this isn't because of chuck so don't even get that frickin idea aiight]... 9+ years is just far away! omg... i am in love with cinnamon life i'd seriously marry that frickin cereal! lol but yes..to serious matters...
lately I been thinkin like "aahh f*ck, my friends are two-faced, i can only trust some people" and blah blah..but like after talkin to Pookie and takin a nap nap and coolin off I realized I do have some really good friends with awesome personalities and we're all gonna be famous someday [well @ least me and criStina.. ::smile::] and it's like I love you all. Let's face it.. I do stupid shit..y'all do stupid shit but i love u..and I mean damn if it's basically oh 4 now..and years have been goin quicker and quicker.. I ain't gonna see y'all no more... ::tear:: so jus saying thanks to all of my friends... i heart you! i mean like...really heart y'all! y'all are so ginuwine...and ur gonna go places..and I'll be like yup! i noe dem negroes! we were tighter than.. uhm.. bark on a tree! lol.. let me stop
aiight it's 11:00 now... watching trading spaces and the eagles just about won..dammit! lol..yo do my survey thingy & comment yo ..thanksss!
La Courtney
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2003 27 December :: 4.28pm
:: Mood: crappy
:: Music: A.Keys* Diary..
damn...
hmm like one of my friends said..
i am the fuck up...
well not to that extent..but shit shit shit shit shit shit shit SHIT shit SHIT...dammit! Okay .. now Ima call him..
y'all noe y'all gotta let out frustration some way..and remember... courtney yells/throws/cusses..so buh bye =D
*courtney
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2003 27 December :: 2.55pm
:: Mood: dorky
:: Music: R.Kelly + Celene Dion* I'm Your Angel
..dammit!
dammit.. I'm tired of waiting..for yanno! lol ... come on..you peoples are smart..you can figure it out..look at #48...now here's the stuff I was working on!
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that you have in common with me.
3. Whatever you don't bold, replace with things about you. anything.
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1. I have a huge obsession with gum
2. I am in love with the Xtina Stripped cd
3. I own 8 pink hoodies
4. I have a bangin jewelry collection
5. I only have 3 real piercings in my ear, coz #4 is closing
6. I thrive on being busy
7. I love sleeping on the floor
8. I've got 10 brothers + sisters
9. I go to the beach once every summer
10. I'm also in love with TLC especially Trading Spaces
11. I'm born on the cusp between Aries + Taurus
12. I can be very stubborn when I want to be
13. I hate getting 99's but 89's even more
14. I think geometry is the worst form of math I've had so far
15. I have been given over 20 nicknames
16. I love the smell of shoe stores..
17. I go online a lot
18. I have over 700 songs downloaded on Kazaa..and never got a virus
19. sometimes I wish I was 4'11
20. I would die if I didn't have my written journal
21. I have a good track of time and counting down things [ask edmond]
22. I love lip gloss
23. I hate coffee
24. I think some people in Mt. Laurel + Cherry Hill are evil
25. I love dancing..especially in the shower
26. I have an obsession with mascara, but hardly use it
27. I've got a huge collection of nail polish
28. I hate feet to the death of it sometimes
29. I don't like it when some black people wear brown..
30. I used to have a big obsession with cookies from lunch
31. I love kool-aid
32. I wish I had freckles or glasses sometimes
33. green eyes are the prettiest to me besides brown
34. I want to live in a beach house
35. I love the Sacramento Kings
36. I hate the LA Lakers
37. I'm falling for Carmelo Anthony
38. I love the NBA and NFL
39. I despise the Eagles
40. I think life sucks sometimes but I'm enjoying it now
41. I think if I had a twin [sister or brother] the world would be a horrible place
42. I think Kobe did it
43. I think Michael is innocent
44. I think LeBron looked saxi in his new commercial but his shoes are BOOTIE
45. I want the pink + white G-Unit sneakers
46. I love Old Navy jeans
47. I love silver jewelry and white gold the most
48. I'm proud to be a virgin
49. Babyface's song Nobody Knows makes me cry EVERY time
50. I want to be a video whore for a little bit
51. I wish I had more than 1 friend who I can trust with my life
52. Sometimes I wish I could turn back the hands of time
53. I can talk a lot
54. I can zone out very easily
55. I want my own clothes line
56. I'm gonna go to a good college
57. I live in New Jersey
58. I'm deathly afraid of being in car accidents but I love being in fast cars
59. I like traveling
60. I like sitting in my closet and just doing nothing
61. I like reading under my covers with a flashlight
62. I have a NJ/Ghetto/NY/Southern accent put together...so ppl say
63. I love my complextion
64. I enjoy being black [and rican]
65. I think Xtina's gonna be around for a longgg time
66. I've got a huge collection of teddy bears
67. It's really hard for me to trust people
68. I've tried to commit suicide
69. I must always have a pair of earrings on x-cept when I'm sleeping
70. I get my period at the worst possible times [first day of high school..]
71. I am in love with Jarrell Damante Houston
72. I still love the Spice Girls
73. I'm gonna miss not havin lunch with my girls after high school
74. All my brothers have spoiled me in at least one way
75. I'm a damn good liar when I want to be one..lol
76. I can keep a real straight face
77. I don't think I'm ticklish anymore
78. I want to be famous for doing something really great
79. A decent amount of people have told me I will be famous
80. I wish I was a model sometimes..
81. And I wish I was a -tad- bit prettier..but I still think I am
82. I think jealousy's a bitch
83. I'm obsessed with drinking stuff
84. I sometimes get a constant need for something to be in my mouth
85. Sometimes I think I'm too independent for my own good
86. I hate listening to people b/c I want to find out things on my own, I don't care if they right or wrong
87. I'm really good at foreign languages for some reason
88. I want to be an ambassador in France/Italy/Japan/China...
89. I don't like our president
90. I thought Bill Clinton was the shit
91. I love being hugged, especially by my brothers
92. I want a lil Maltese puppy named Lil Pookie!
93. I'm a dumbass on the weekend
94. I wanna marry all my guy friends so I'll never leave them after high school..::tear::
95. I wanna go back to the age of 5 when I didn't care about things
96. I think rapers should be shot
97. Out of the blue I'll start singing or dancing [lol..marching band! I was a mess]
98. I want to be assistant drum major in junior year, head manager, and the winner of a beauty pageant
99. I want to work at six flags next summer
100. I love myself a lot! ::smile::
uuuu noeee u liked my stuff..I thought about more..but 100's mah limit!
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A big list of different ways to spell my name
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1. Courtney
2. Courtnie
3. Courtnee
4. Courtni
5. Cortney
6. Courtne
7. Courtneey
8. Cortnie
9. Cortni
10. Courteney
11. Courtenie
12. Courtenee
13. Cortnee
14. Kourtney
15. Kourtnie
16. Kourtnee
17. Kourtni
18. Kortney
19. Kourtne
20. Kourtneey
21. Kortni
22. Kortnie
23. Kortnee
24. Kourteney
25. Kourtenie
26. Kourtenee
Yeah I know... I'm a loser for thinkin of this lol... oOo well! haha!
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well..anyway it's like 2:57..and yes we are still talking.. I don't know why we don't pick up the fone..but yeah whateva. I'm still kind of missing that .. "something" that's gone..but f*ck it! lol i believe i can fly.. i believe I can touch the sky.. I think about it every night and day...spread my wings and fly away... I believe I can soar... I see me runnin thru that open door... I believe I can fly.. I believe I can fly... oh I believe I can fly...coz I believe in me... woo! this CD is HOT! lol...hmm I'm not sure if I wanna go out tonight or not. Oh well..
I'm still really confused about waiting..but I'd hate the person to death afterwards lol... "5 mins of pain.. 5 hours of pleasure"..lol Ima remember that for awhile..
some people want diamond rings..some just want everything..but everything means nothin..if I ain't got you.. hmm..good song..but yes..it's like 4:21 now coz i'm re-editing and I have to charge mah fone so we stopped talkin. ..hmm.. yesterday my side was hurting really bad..and where the hell is everyone..and tiffi's away message up is saying she's out.. I swear if that girl went out with them and ain't call me...ooh! lol I got a new Avon magazine..woo woo woo!! haha Ima have fun yo!
hmm..now I'm gonna go.. ooh..Diary's on now..<33 dat song so much..tralala..my ps2's broken and I'm lost w/o it yo! I'm gonna call him..be back later..
La Courtney
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I won't tell...
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2003 27 December :: 1.11pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: A.Keys* Diary
wow...
well..uhm..good afternoon.. it feels like evening to me though...you wanna noe why?... coz I went to bed @ six this mornin coz I was talkin to Edmond thru texts after we got off da fone from like... hmm..9-midnite. He fell asleep on me too..and woke me up at like 9..3 hours of sleep..niiicee Courtney. My god... I'm zZz-y now..but my showa + soda is helpin me a lil bit...oh god.. I'm gonna be dead at the basketball game on Monday lol.
you used to be my closest ally
in this cold cold world
of deception and lies
we would defend and protect one another
now i can't tell if we're enemies or lovers..
damn..we been textin for..12-1:3o ish... 11½ hours.. good greif lol..well actually not from 6-9 but whateva...but anyways... I been missing something lately due to a certain subject of conversation around like 3 maybe but anyways.. can't go back.. I made the right choice..nottin to do now...but yo thank god I didn't go out with Jewelz!! I am sooo frickin smart! hahaha...and now he's comin at me..nigga please!!
::in love with that song!:: i'm having a hard time deciding what I wanna see tonite..either Lord of the Rings coz that movie is long [criStina!!] as hell..and if Chuckie goes.. I wanna be wit him as long as possible..or Mona Lisa Smile...coz I really wanna see that. But I neva saw any of the first two lord of the rings..haha oh well! ..I have to work on suttin for my journal..and I think Ima change the look again and I just edited the look a lil bit yesterday. ..so yeah.. I should be back like around 2 ish... I really wanna see him*...ahaha I was bout to draw this picture coz all of a sudden he just popped in my head with the conehead hairstyle...lol..u had to be dere..
criStina call me if u still wanna go out tonite... or anyone else!
La Courtney
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2003 26 December :: 5.16pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: R.Kelly* Sex Me [part 1]
Hey....
lol.. I still can't believe I had previously been married..and now I'm engaged again... lol... thanks for reminding me criS... but we neva went out..thank goodness lol.
| Getting to Know You | | First off, what is your name?: | Courtney p. Nichole | | And how old are you?: | I am 15 in 3 mo + 26 days | | What does your hair look like?: | it's in small braids, black, brown, and gold | | And your eyes?: | they're this pretty brown with black on the outside | | Who did you get most of your appearances from?: | ..erbody xcept my rican granma..but i got her ass lol | | Your Parents | | Do you know who both of your parents are?: | ..yup.. all 3/4 | | Are both of your parents still alive?: | they're all alive | | Are your parents divorced, or experiencing one now?: | my birthparents never married..my guardian divorced..godfather divorced | | If they are already divorced, how old were you when it happened?: | 0 | | If your parents are already divorced, whose house do you usually stay at?: | my guardian/mom | | Who do you get along with better, your mother or your father?: | Jerry / my birthmother | | What was the last argument you had with one or both of your parents?: | with my mom..a watch | | What do you usually do after an argument with said parental units?: | let them come to me / call edmond | | Do your parents ever apologize to you after they've calmed down?: | yup | | What kind of things do you usually fight about?: | a whollle bunch of stuff | | Do you think these arguments could be avoided?: | ..maybe | | Your Siblings | | Do you have any brothers or sisters?: | 10 ½ siblings | | How many sisters?: | 5 | | Names? Ages?: | Deborah[?], Nicole[?], Jameka, 27, Aliyah, 21[?], Kaitlyn, 2 turnin 3 soon | | How many brothers?: | 5 | | Names? Ages?: | Albert Jr., Troy, Calvin, Andre, + Thomas [4] | | Are you the oldest, the youngest, somewhere in the middle or an only child?: | ..youngest on dad's side, oldest on mom's side, only child of my guardian | | How many of your siblings no longer live with you?: | 10 | | Do you generally get along with your siblings?: | yeah | | Which of your siblings do you argue with the most?: | none | | Any step-siblings or half-siblings?: | all 10, 2 soon to be step sibs | | If you could get rid of any of your siblings, which one would it be?: | ...i don't see them enough to get rid of them | | General Family Questions | | Do you like your family?: | yeah it's interesting | | If you had the option to trade families with someone else, would you?: | nah | | Do you feel like you can go to your family members for support or advice?: | ..uhmm if i wanted to.. i got myself and my friends | | Do you think in fifteen years you'll feel the same way about your family?: | nah |
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| You and Your Boyfriend | | What's your name?: | Courtney | | What's his name?: | Charles/Chuckie | | How old are you:: | 14 | | How old is he:: | 14 | | Briefly describe yourself appearance-wise:: | tall/thick-thin/black+rican/dif coloured hair | | Briefly describe his looks too:: | freckles/good lips/cornrows/light/my height | | Has anyone ever told you that you two belong together?: | mmhmm, Ant + Tiffi did | | Do you think it's gonna last a while? (Honestly!): | actually..yes | | Personal Stuff | | So whats your favorite thing about him?: | he's like me | | Whats his favorite thing to do?: | watch Scarface | | Why do you like him so much?: | his looks + personality | | Did you like him when you guyz first met?: | ..we flirted a lot | | What drew you to him?: | [look up 2] | | Do you know what drew him to you? What?: | prolly the same thing | | Whats his best physical feature?: | i love his freckles i don't see many black ppl wit em | | Whats his best feature overall? (can be physical or not): | a lot of stuff...his body? i dunno | | The Sex Stuff | | Have you two ever had sex?: | nah | | Are either of you virgens?: | i am.. i'm pretty sure he is..lol he a freak so it's hard.. | | Do you want to do him right now?: | lol hmm... | | Are you going to?: | he ain't here..so nope | | Does he ever pressure you to do things?: | nope | | Do you ever pressure him?: | nope | | How long did you wait to, or are waiting to have sex?: | ..no idea | | Is your relationship fading?: | nah | | Are you in strong like or love?: | prolly strong like | | If you guys ever "break up" are you going to date another guy like him?: | yup | | Was my quiz boring?: | not really.. i started thinkin about him.. |
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that's why fake ass niggas get fake ass digits and fake ass playas get a real playa hatinem [loha]...
I wish that I could hold u* now
I wish that I could touch you now
I wish that I could talk to you
be with you somehow..
Youre the Spring Fairy> you are beautiful happy
cheerful, the perfect friend or soulmate.
Anyone would love to be in youre pretty Spring
fields!! Plaese vote for me as a reward for
working so hard on it!!
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duhh...gotta represent spring yo! =D... i miss him...he better be dere tomorrow...
Your sign of frustration is....Yelling!!! The best
way for you to let out all your frustration is
to yell. A good temper tantrum, is your
solution to all your problems. The bigger the
tantrum, the better. You're a very expressive
person!
What sign of frustration are you?
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yes.. it's that and throwin stuff in my house..yup yup..good times lol.
i want to buy a camera phone...
Ima start lookin at prices..
And maybe I can get a picture of my sweetie and all my friends..it'd be wonderful!
Protector Fairy
Please rate my quiz I worked really hard for this
thanks
Which Fairy are you?(for anyone many out comes)
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Like me you are totally in love.You try to hide it
but you cant.You are nice and pritty in your
own way and you are a bit of a daydreamer.Have
fun and please rate my quiz....If you want to
talk to me on AOL or AIM my SN is:Fire moon190
Are you in love?
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..no I'm not... never been in love and won't be in love for a long time.. or am I in denial? coz I really don't think I'm in love rite now.. oh well!
You're tarty! Sorry but there's just no other word
for it! You'll wear anything to catch a boy's
eye, you want to be careful there are alot of
creeps around! You wear mostly red and very low
cut! A trip around the town with you and you're
most style-wise mate should help break the ice
with you and style conciousness! Please r8 my
quiz!
What's your clothes style?(Girls only)
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lol..tarty actually i'm not really that bad..yeah I do have an obsession with v-necks tho..and I only wore one lowww cut shirt that one time! lol..and at graduation the flower covered it even if mike tried to take it off lol.
And then u will see
the morning will come,
and all of your days will be bright as the sun
..so all of your fears just cast them on me, how can i make you see,
I'll be your cloud up in the sky
I'll be your* shoulder when you cry
I hear your voices when you call me
I am your angel
and when all hope is gone ___
now matter how you far i'm near
it makes no difference who you are
i am your angel..
and when it's time to face the storm
i'll be right by your side
grace will keep us safe and warm
and i know we will survive..
and when it seems as if
you're end is drawing near
don't your dare give up the fight
just put your in on the sky [? lol]
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I used to think that I could not go on...
and life was nothing but an awful song
But now I know the meaning of true love
i'm leaning on the everlasting arms
If i can see it
then I can do it
if I just believe it
There's nothing to it...
I believe I can fly
I believe I can touch the sky
I think about it every night and day
spread my wings and fly away
I believe I can soar
I see me runnin thru that open door
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly...
I believe I can fly
...see I was the verge of breaking down
sometimes silence can seem so loud
there are miracles in life I must achieve,
but first I know it starts inside of me..ohh
if i can see it,
then I be it,
If i just believe it,
there's nothing to it...
I believe I can fly,
I believe I can touch the sky,
I think about it every night and day
Spread my wings and fly away
I believe I can soar
I see me runnin thru that open door
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly...
Oh I believe I can fly..
coz I believe in me
if I can see it
then I can do it
if I just believe it..
there's nothing to it...hey
I believe I can fly
I believe I can touch the sky..
I think about it every night and day..
Spread my wings and fly away...
I believe I can soar...
I see me runnin through that open door...
I belive i can fly [i can fly]
i believe i can fly [ i can fly]
I believe I can fly [ i can fly[
if i just spread my wings [ i can fly]
i can fly..
i can fly...[i can fly]
i can fly [hey]
if I just spread my wings
I can flyyyy...yyyy...yyy...yyy...yyy..yyy...[lol]y..yyy..yyy...[i can fly]..yyy...woo! [i can fly]
fly..
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You are the naughty but nice bra! You are a flirt,
but in a cute and innocent way. You love being
with friends, and your always on the look-out
for cute guys!
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The flat out lier, you will do anything to make the
jury blieve you, down to the fake teary eyes
and everything...you sicken me..but in a cool
way
What Kind of Lawyer would you be?
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lol that result was funny..
I need to start planning my wedding.. I want a huge wedding party for each of the four weddings.. yup.. four! haha..but I need to get divorced first [lol criS].. yeah and my brothas and my sistas are gonna be in it... not all biological brothas + sistas..Kaitlyn is so gonna be the flower girl lol. Her and Alyssia [my cousin] prolly.
Oh shit..who would be the best man?! ...Hmm... prolly emu/edmond.. oh crap.. or todd..or even blank because unfortunately... we're pretty good friends now..or even some other person..
i wanna make legal cocaine .. i'd be rich
yes... I said that lol.
Hey! You're a clarinet!
What Instrument Are You?
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DUHHHHHHHHHHHH lol... I named my frickin clarinet..so of course Ima be one..but sax is okay too coz I also play that...but I don't have a name for my sax yet.. I think Ima name it Sasha..but if it's a boy... I dunno but nottin comes close to Clairiece!
I think I'm gonna go play The Simpsons hit & run..beat up some cops..and some lil girlies and boys.. jump over stuff..drive thru buildings...houses..run over ppl..and have fun! bye bye!
la courtney
lay your.. head on my pillow...here you..can be yourself..
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