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xobabiphatox

:: 2003 13 December :: 11.25pm
:: Mood: uncomfortable

i know what's been wrong with me lately...

"...a bunch of stuff i work my ass off everyday to come home and get yelled at, whenever i'm happy somethin rips it away, some friends are two-faced, and everyone's happy and i'm one of the only ones alone and it .. i don't know i'm just a lot more upset about stupid stuff lately"

... i need a friend before i commit back to the knife again...and you know what..those who I'd expect to help me probably won't give a shit..they'll just sit there be like "haha bitch" and let me die...

screw you

*me

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xobabiphatox

:: 2003 12 December :: 10.45pm
:: Mood: flirty
:: Music: amanda Perez* angel ---> outkast * hey Ya!

go Kings*!!!!... the mavs vs losers/lakers are about to play...but i'm goin to root for da mavs yo! ...that is all..me and chuck might chill at da movies tomorrow..yeah..it'd be fun..or ima just chill wit emu and pookie..so yeah..buh bye.

*c.pla.nichole

BloodLine 9 7 3: U kno it's fast how U got over...
BloodLine 9 7 3: Your a strong Female
lushuzXanjel: thanks :-)
BloodLine 9 7 3: I look up to people for bein strong
BloodLine 9 7 3: usually other gurls woud still be cryin they eyes out
BloodLine 9 7 3: but U different

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xobabiphatox

:: 2003 10 December :: 6.21pm
:: Mood: blah

MiKeS LiL MaMi16: leave his ass in tha dark

i <3 u lee lee thank u :)

& thank u cris, pookie, + emu too y'alls are some real buddies...

bye now...and my finger's better...

*c.p.n.c.j.

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xobabiphatox

:: 2003 10 December :: 9.17am
:: Mood: sad

i hate crying...crying really sucks..mrs. bird asked me what's wrong b/c I'm not talking..that's because the first thing Ima say is gonna make me upset. But hey... that's cool coz I'm still happy with myself. Oh lemme tell you about my dream... I got boobs! lol it was halarious then I went shoppin for a car and got a cheap price for a celica/eclipse..woot woot! I <3 how I can cheer myself up so quickly..yay for me. Yeah...bye now. Gotta do a lab.

blah blah..
*courtney p.nichole

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xobabiphatox

:: 2003 9 December :: 8.42pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: Kelis* Milkshake

highlight
this is on tha way to my locker as soon as I come in...

"jean gonsalez!"
[who wants to shake their tailfeatherrrr!]
"yo yo come here"
"wats really good buddy...my stuff..?"
"yo ur gonna be a celebrity"
"what?"
"your gonna be a celebrity when you're older!"
"why"
"coz u look like one, u gonna be famous"

... I miss him!! ::tear:: and when he come back for gym I leave..damn! lol dat's mah homie Jean Gonsalez!

*pookie nichole

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xobabiphatox

:: 2003 9 December :: 6.28pm
:: Mood: hyper
:: Music: Beyonce`* Me, Myself, and I

Tralala..the jokes!
Ultimate Opposite Sex Survey (for girls)
--Your Favorite--
Hair Color:: brown/black
Eye Color:: green/brown
(Their)Music Genre Preference:: anything but country
Height(estimate):: 5.9 or +
Age:: 14+
Personality Type:: respect, trustworthy, funny, active, loving, and saxxiii
--This or That--
Older or Younger:: older
Romantic or Horndog:: ...horndog? wtf?
Smart or Stupid:: smart
Fat or Skinny:: in the middle
Skinny but Muscular or Big and Muscular:: WHATEVER and muscular
Punk or Preppy:: ...thuggin
The Big Picture or the Little Things:: a lil bit of both
Flowers/Candy or Big Expensive Present:: bep
Mixtape or Burned CD:: burned cd
Love or Lust:: it's always lust
Emotional or Just Not:: emotional
Sincere or Jokester:: both
Hott and mean or Ugly and sweet:: ugly and sweet
Sexy or Just "cute":: sexy
Arse or Abs:: abs
Hair or Hands:: hands
Dimples or Eyes:: eyes
Biceps or Calves/Thighs:: CALVES!!
Teeth or Nose(some people are just wierd) :: teeth
Clean Shaven or Scruffy:: don't matter
Rugged or Prim and Proper:: ..thugged outt
Countryboy or Cityboy: city
Date alone or With Friends: alonnneee
Mama's Boy or Rebel Without A Cause:: himself
--Have You Ever--
Dumped a guy because he liked you too much:: nah..
Loved a guy because he stalked you:: no..
Loved a guy because he hated you:: no..
Asked your friend's crush out:: nah..
Lead a guy on for kicks:: uh huh lol
Asked a guy out purely because he was hott:: nah
Flirted with guys even though you had a boyfriend:: oh yes!
Lied about not having a boyfriend:: nah
Lied about having one:: nah
Cheated:: not really
Been Cheated on:: don't think so
Had a crush on a gay guy:: hopefully NOT
--Their Clothing(yes/no)--
Boxers?:: yes
Briefs?:: nah
Hat?:: nah
Skater Shoes?:: nah
Pimp Shoes?:: ...
Band Shirts?:: nah
Vintage shirts?:: nah
Southpole/um..other thug clothes..?:: yes
Dixie Outfitters/Big Johnsons?:: nah
Independent/DC?:: nah
Skavenger/UGP?:: nah
Fox/Thor?:: nah
Jeans or Shorts?:: jeans
--Be Honest--
Would you ever date a guy for his money?:: maybe
Would you ever date a guy for his social status?:: maybe
Have you ever liked hanging out with your bf's friends more than him?:: yupppp
Have you ever pretended to like somebody to make them feel better?: ..don't think so
Have you called a girl a whore, when you were screwing lots of guys?:: nah
Do looks matter?:: to a degree
Are you honestly scared of being dumped?:: single
Does size matter?:: depends..
Do you avoid 'situations' with ugly guys?:: sometimes
Are you ashamed to be seen with your ugly friends?:: nah.. i have no ugly friends! we're all beautiful women!
Are you ashamed for being ashamed?(you better be):: nah i'm not ashamed
Do you hide things from your crushes/guy friends/bf?:: sometimes
Do you lie about masturbation for attention or false innocence?:: nah
Do you really want a guy to say if those jeans make your butt look fat?:: ..never ask
Are you dissapointed when your bf doesn't say I love you right away?:: nah coz i don't <3 him!
Wanna be a virgin till marriage?: yeah ima try
Do you really love the guys everytime that you say it?: nah
Do you dream about your crushes/bfs/guy friends?:: mmhmm...
Would you makeout with a guy friend just to get it over with/curiosity?:: prolly
Does this survey suck nuts?: ...it has a mouth?

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XxLaDyC89xX: hey
lushuzXanjel: yoooo
XxLaDyC89xX: was good in da hood
lushuzXanjel: nuttin u noe u noe, jus doin mah thang, g unit! wats good witchu yo
XxLaDyC89xX: lol. jus chillin. bein me. the OG that i am
lushuzXanjel: yeah yeah i feel you!
lushuzXanjel: i feel like blazin sum niggas u up to it
XxLaDyC89xX: u kno it
lushuzXanjel: go to the club, get me sum gin, wooo!
XxLaDyC89xX: tru tru
XxLaDyC89xX: fosho
lushuzXanjel: aiight aiight i'll meet u at the "xyz" at 4
XxLaDyC89xX: koo
lushuzXanjel: yo...don't bring ya means
lushuzXanjel: *mans
XxLaDyC89xX: y?
lushuzXanjel: ..because we gon blaze sum niggas!
XxLaDyC89xX: aight then aight
lushuzXanjel: u thought i only meant grindin? girrrlllll
XxLaDyC89xX: lol
lushuzXanjel: lol aiight lemme stop
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Emu's not mad at me anymore and vise versa woo woo woo! I had a pretty good day! Got out early [when i'd usually be in French]. Uhm..notes galorey! lol... and uhm.. I guess I'll say it consecutively. But yo... me, Monie, & Boo were on the fone and it was halarious. "call jasmine i want a laugh!" and then later I was reading Monie jokes from a website [look forward to that in lunch girls!]. Oh it was fun stuff!

Wells.. uhm... gym* we played basketball.. I did good..we didn't even finish our knockout round... I did a decent amount of pushups..and I woulda done more but Pookie did all of her scissor kicks! Wooo! Omg... ASHLEY AND ARIELLE were halarious they were all hittin and pull eachother and runnin with the ball. Me and Ashley A were dyinnnnn! info tech* Mrs. Bird said I coulda stayed during 7th but there's no way Madame would let me. Matt swears I "snort crack". It was halarious and he gave me some chalk dust and said that I was in paradise when I saw all that white power outside. le francais* uhm..we did the warm up for over an hour..and then the rest..did vocab..so me, Lindsay, and Emily did our homework..ain't we smart! Wrote notes..got online and checked the BB schedule for Lindsay also.

band* Mastin was bein a jerk in the beginning all yelling and junk. But wooo...no site reading! yayyy for me and Taylor! I can play my solo again...yayy.... I wanna conduct yo! But I can't coz I gotta play some stupid part in both songs..but hey..maybe I'll get Old Brenton Carol someday! lunch* oh myyyy! lol it was carazay! First thing I did was sit and talk to Eric buddy because he was sad and was sitting at his table alone. =( Poor friend! I was scopin out $$..which is what I always do =D...but I seriously wanted it for tomorrow..so I guess I gotta search again tomorrow! I cut in line...like I always do..lol ppls don't be noticing. But yeah... Tony took my dollar..so we were fightin to get it back..but I was on the wall holdin it..so he'd try and get close and ugh..and Art was like "Tony's in paradise right now..get her in the corner and he'll really be happy..look at him smilin" "art shut up and help meee!!"- that was me lol. We were fightin for it for awhile. [far away from here...far away from here...-kindred] geometry* ..uhm yeah the period went by kinda fast. Took a quiz.. I thought it was real easy. I'm gonna be real depressed if I don't get a 1oo% on that... I mean really depressed [prolly for like 5 mins lol] Then we went over homework.. I was so close on getting #24 right! Oh guess what.. no homework woo woo woo! the bus ride home was fun. talkin about ericson not being a slave no mo' it was fun.

Like I said earlier when I got home [laaa!]..talked to ppls online. Worked on my site...changed my journal look as thou' can see! Uhm.. got on the fone...omg Boo + Simone + I are funny. Oh I even talked to Frankie with Simone lol. Ima go talk to Emu, Pookie, and Taylor now, Buh bye!


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:: 2003 9 December :: 5.40pm

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xobabiphatox

:: 2003 7 December :: 2.19pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: Cassidy f. R.Kelly*Hotel

Woo...good afternoon!
*About You*
What is your name?:Courtney P.Nichole C-J
What are your nicknames?:more besides tha following- NeNe, Pookie, Pooter, Cori, Coco
How old are you?:j'ai quatorze ans
What color is your hair?:brown, black ,gold, and highlighted in bronze yesterday
What color are your eyes?:brown with black surrounding
Where do you live?:tttoowwnnnshippp
Do you have any siblings?:yup
What are their names?:Albert Jr., ___, Deborah, Nicole, Troy, Jameka, Andre, Aliyah, Thomas, & Kaitlyn
How tall are you?:5.9
What kind of car do you drive?:toyota celica
What color is your car?:silver
What color is your house?:it's brick and i live in an apartment
*Favorites*
Television Programs:rr/rw challenge, Las Vegas, Fear Factor, and TRADING SPACES
Ice cream flavor:choc. chip cookie dough & banana
Color:silverrr, pink, blue, black, and red
Time of day:nite
Movies:two can play that game * the joy luck club
Song at the moment:..basically every song on the Stripped cd... Beyonce`*me, myself, and I
Musicians (Singers, Bands, etc.):A.Keys, b2K, Aaliyah, Luda, Usher, + Xtina
Foods:too many
Beverages:o.j., smoothies, snapple, kool-aid, and alcohol
Sport to play:volleyball
Sport to watch:basketball/tennis/football
Hobbies:write/draw
Day of the week:Thursday
Academic subject:..gym i guess
Lunch meat:salami
Season:spring
Perfume/Cologne:coco chanel mademoiselle!
Soda:pepsi twist/vanilla & orange soda
Place to be:out
Animal:duckies! elephants and any wildcat
*Love & Junk*
Have you ever cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend?:not really...
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:nah..not yet...keyword
Are you straight?:yup
Best eye color in the opposite sex:green/brown
Best hair color in the opposite sex:brown/black
Best height in the opposite sex:5.9 or above
Initial thing you look for in the opposite sex (appearance-wise):.. eyes/smile
Qualities (personality-wise) you look for in the opposite sex:trustworthy, treat me with respect, funny
What would your perfect date be?:beach @ night
How old were you when you had your first kiss?:
Where was your first kiss?:
Did you enjoy or dislike your first kiss?:dislike
What do you like best about your boyfriend/girlfriend (if you have one)?:well he ain't my man but we can talk
*Your Future*
Dream vehicle:mitsubishi eclipse
Dream job:music producer
Dream college:clark atlanta
Where do you want to live?:penthouse in nyc
Do you want to get married? If so, at what age?:nah not really..but i prolly will
Do you want children?:not really..
How many?:...
Boys or girls?:....
Names?:...
What can you see yourself doing in ten years?:music producer
How about twenty years?:...music producer..and planning weddings
*More Random Junk*
Your pets and their names:they're dead ::tear::...Lily + Prince were froggies
Have you ever gotten something stuck up your nose?:nah
Have you ever jumped off of your roof?:nah
Have you ever streaked in broad daylight?:nah
Do you get good, satisfactory, or horrible grades in school?:good
Have you ever gotten into a fist fight?:nah not yet..almost a couple of times
Have you ever stolen something?:don't think so
How many detentions would you say you have gotten?:0! =D
How about suspensions?:1
What did you get suspended/detended for?:...no comment
Do you consider yourself a mean person?:nah..ignorant
What are your bad habits?:..dunno
Any fears/phobias?:spiders
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?:yeah sometimes
What was your childhood dream?:to get married
Who was your childhood idol?:whitney
Have you ever snuck out of the house?:nah not really
Who/what comes first in your life?:me
*Opinions*
Do you support the second amendment (the right to bear arms)?:... i guess so
What do you think of President Bush?:BLAH
What do you think of homo and bisexuality?:it ain't for me
What is your view on abortion?:i'm for it..but i'll neva need it
The death penalty?:..nah let them suffer in life..but they can always get out..which is BAD
*Etc.*
Do you have any tatoos?:nah
Do you have any piercings?:yup

Long, Random Survey brought to you by BZOINK!

About You
First Name:courtney
Middle name:p.nichole
b-day:april 21
age:14
sign:taurus..aries ish
eye color:brown with black
hair color:brown, black, gold, and bronze
nationality:jamaican, barbadian, and puerto rican
herritage (ex. Irish):black lol
This Or That
Strawberry or Cherry:strawberry
Dr. Pepper or Vanilla Coke:dr. pepper
being rich or being famous:famous
driving in a car or flying in a plane:driving a car
carrots or corn:corn on the cob? :)
chocolate or vanilla (ever classic question):..both
dog or cat:dog
rap or rock:rap
Left or right:right
up or down:up
hot or cold:cold
rain or sun:rain
inside or outside:both
which is worse
sleeping in on a school day OR waking up early on the weekend:weekend
losing $50 OR having your mom take it ($50) away as a punnishment:mom takin it
being grounded from the computer OR being grounded from going anywhere:computer...coz i'm still allowed to go places
having after school detention untill 6 or having saturday detention (10-3):saturday
glasses or braces:braces
eating a worm OR eating a spider:spider
watching someone throw up OR being the one throwing up:being thrown up on
Being pregnant OR just plain being fat:fat..but i don't wanna be preggy either
Craazy stuff that entertains people
Have you ever gone skinny-diping?:in my bath tub...
what about smoked a ciggy?:nah
anything worse then a cig? (weed):nah
ever mastrabated?:nag
had unprotected sex?:virrrginnn
serriously thought about committing suicide:yup
hit a family member:yes
dyed your hair dramaticly (blonde to black ect.):..well .. uhm black to brown and gold?
do you drink alcholic bevrages?:when i'm wit mah drinking buddies from da marching band
if so how often?:... ^
ever been drunk?:nah not yet
random stuff.
How tall are you?:5.9
is this to tall or to short?:i guess i'm tall for a girl..
how much do you weigh?:145-15o
do you think you are thin?:uhm.. not really ... if mah ass wasn't so big i'd most likely be more on tha thin side
ok, how bout normal?:yeah
or ... over weight?:nah
Can you touch your toes with out bending your knees?:yup
can you make your socks match?:i don't feel like matching socks no more
so you have AOL, MSN, or ROAD RUNNER for internet access?:aol & comcast
do you like cheese?:yup
wine?:yupppp woo..stuff is bangin
whats your favorite holiday?:mahh burrrthday [four months two weeks!]
favorite flavor:...vanilla or chocolate
... last question, cuz hands hurt. Do you like yourself?:yup

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in the mornin. in the evening. in the night time gotta have it. it's a feeling i can't fight it.
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