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xobabiphatox

:: 2003 6 December :: 7.36pm
:: Mood: ditzy
:: Music: Ashanti* Breakup 2 Makeup

I Know You Want Me Baby...
Well...uhm we talked for an hour ish...interesting convo..thank god he didn't call me otherwise I woulda been sounding realllll f*cked up! But..when he does call..I'm just not pickin up the fone! lol

Won’t you kiss me under the stars
And lock me tight in your arms
Won’t you wipe away my tears
And protect me from all harm.

Won’t you take my hand
And whisper softly in my ear
Words I’ve never been told before
3 words I need to hear.

Won’t you tell me that I’m beautiful
And that you’ll love me for all time
Won’t you assure me that you’ll never leave me
And that forever you’ll be mine.

Won’t you open the door to my heart
Only to which you have the key
Won’t you save me from this loneliness
You were meant to be with me.

If in the future we’re never together
And time only tears us apart.
Please never forget me,
and forever keep me in your heart.


So far... I sang and listened to the Stripped & Dangerously In Love cds...completely. Stripped while talkin to Jewelz..and uhm... DIL while I was playing ps2... rugrats! [the first one...see I have all three!] . Black people always startin suttin ::cough::TODD::cough:: tryin to see if I like someone huh..played yaself lol. I think I should work on my diaryland diary since I found all these hottt layouts for it. trading spaces comes on at 9:oo!! rite now I'm watching another episode of while you were out and what not to wear was halarious!

you know what I am so mad at the fact that is frickin snowed...b/c NO I coulda been at the movies right now [again.. i noe i've done that before] doing a lil suttin suttin wit a certain person...but gosh..nooooo...[and this dude is besides chuck...] aaahhh... I realized that the two scrimmages next week are on Thursday & Friday and not Friday & Saturday...so.. I'll go see Love Don't Cost a Thing on Saturday...with...yeah! [whoops...almost dropped a glass... i feel like using my moms laptop just b.c ... good gamezZz]!

my flowers are dying...and so is my love for you....

sike! lol i'm such a dumb one. taylor...damn the snow! lol i want to be there...oh gosh.. but i'm not gonna call...make him sufferrr...hehehe...oh man i wish with all my might that it didn't snow!!!! "coz i had some things in store for you..." good Lord! i wanna be dere! Eeeee!!! Trading Spaces..this isn't tha one I wanted to see...but it's trading spaces!! wooo! I think I'll take a survey...

Baby I'm thinkin bout... just what I wanna do...
I don't care if I'm wrong.. I think I'm in love with you..
And all of my friends say that I'm movin too soon..
I don't care what they say
I wanna give myself to you...

Dreammaker make my dreams come true tonight..
If I close my eyes would u hold me tight all night?
Dreammaker here's what we gon do tonight...
We gon' make sweet love till the morning light...yeah yeah...

I want you to have me all to yourself...
I gotta be with you I don't want noone else...
You've given me everything I couldn't ask for me
I need to be with you
Without I just can't go on...

Dreammaker make my dreams come true tonight
if I close my eyes would u hold me tight all night
dreammaker here's what we gon do tonight ..
we gon' make sweet love till the morning light...yeah yeah...


-Ashanti* the story of 2

Aaahhh... I keep thinking and thinking..and now I kind of wish tomorrow was Monday...but I don't wanna go outside and go "bbrrhhh!" at all! ..I'm listening to Ashanti's sweet baby now...and it's bringing me back to when Cheray was singin that in the hallway all loud...so I joined in and it was tdfunny!!! ..

I just wanna be held by you...
I just wanna be loved by you...
my sweet baby...

oh goodness... you got me screamin anotha language [party to damascus..had 2 thro that in!]

I got a 52

37 - 53 POINTS: AMAZON WARRIOR
Strong, female and proud, you were a mighty Amazonian warrior! Fierce and independent, you protected the weak and thrilled in the glory of battle. Rock on!

i got an 18

12 - 18 POINTS: ARTSY
You enjoy creating things and performing in front of other people. Whether it's playing in a school band or expressing your creativity through writing and drawing, you are all about expressing your thoughts and feelings to an audience. You also crave fame and recognition.
Clubs to Join: Photography, drama club, choir, jazz Band, yearbook
Clubs to Start: A new school magazine, freestyle rap and poetry, jam band sessions

i was right under sporty so it's still part of me! if you come inside i won't mind... yo my moms just scared the shhhh outta me..but she's watching football..hehe...lol... you give me something I just can't deny... something that's so free.. I just can't control the way I feel... inside of me...

hmm... i wanna hear his voice... nah I ain't callin...make him sufferrr like I said...just like I did...aahhh [one more chance at love]..and if I was at the movies right now.. I could be...lalala... ::angel halo::...

You Got Served

<333 alwayz,
*Courtney Pla.Nichole

all I need is... one more chance at love...

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xobabiphatox

:: 2003 6 December :: 4.56pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: DMX* No Love 4 Me [how symbolic...]

Quiz tyme...
I got a tie...


Life is fairly pointless to for me. It's a constant cycle of getting captured by Bowser, getting rescued by men who lust after me either due to my looks or wealth, and baking cakes. Any involvement I have in a game is fairly limited. I reinforce the bad stereotype that women are helpless beings. I am made of sugar and spice and everything nice, yet incapable of inteligent thought. Such is the life of Peach.


What Super Mario Bros character are you?

I am a celebrity, a natural born leader, and a mascot. When old people think of video games, they oftentimes get a mental image of me. Countless times I've been called into battle to save Peach from various baddies, even back in the days of Atari, and I have never faltered. Others may be jealous, but who cares? I'm Mario!

What Super Mario Bros character are you?



Take the What
animal best portrays your sexual appetite??
Quiz



I'm Lip Biting
What Nervous Habit are You? Find out!

wowww..that's trueee!

infatuation
Infatuation. You are so totally infatuated with
this guy. You are told to be careful, and you
think you can handle it, but with one smile you
melt, and you fall instantly in love, well you
are definately infatuated.


Which Christina Aguilera Song Are YOU?
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Beautiful
Beautiful. Yes, you are beautiful in every single
way, and you know it. People can't put you
down and that's what the guys like about you.
Keep on being beautiful, and the sun will
shine.


Which Christina Aguilera Song Are YOU?
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time..to go bye bye...


omg...jewelz just imed me..i didn't give him my s/n...aahhhh!!! ima hurt emu!!

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xobabiphatox

:: 2003 6 December :: 1.40pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: ...

I just f*cked up...
brrh... just walked downstairs to get the mail and it was cold..

if my pillow cud talk
it would say so many things
about how i wish i cud get away
and wish i ad wings
it would speak
of all my tears
all my stories
and deepest darkest fears
it would tell
of all those nights
I just laid n cried
and about my dreadful sight
as i am a brave girl
i after b
but the family
cant see what its doing to me
i look so happy
careless and free
but deep down in side
is the real me
there is only one thing
that knows how i feel
that's my pillow
it knows the deal
as each night
i pray cry n talk to it
about how i wish
i cud quit
quit my life
or just run away
but i always stay
t0 face another day
so i dedicate this poem
to my closest friend
my pillow
always with me till the end


- The Depth Of Fear -

I've always been afraid,
Of things i cannot see.
Of cold dark nights, and scary books,
And of what i'm expected to be.
I've always been afraid,
That i'll always be alone.
I run and hide and then i find,
I'm chilled right to the bone.
I want to find a person,
Who sees into my soul.
Who looks into my eyes and says,
'I'll catch you if you fall.'
I've always been afraid,
Of things i cannot see.
I'm scared that when i find that person,
That person won't find me.


...and this is the masterpiece...

::My Secret Lover::

Deep in the night
where no man ever dwells
My secret lover comes
casting wonderous spells

Softly he whispers
indescribable words
Tauntingly dangerous
things I have never heard

With pounding heart
every breath escapes
Waiting for the slightest touch
a kiss or warm embrace

Oh, secret lover
from afar
You have taken my soul
to heights unexplored


I don't know what I'm gonna do now. I'm prolly gonna play PS2 again [test drive...vrrmmm!] or nickelodeon racing or uhm ...I'm done cleaning the bathroom. Or maybe I'm just gonna chill and write. I'm not goin to tha movies with chuck..dammit but hey that's aiight. i'm just stuck here...and I need to buy some reeds..but I obviously can't..

i'm unforgettable.. and in need of a friend desperately right now..but people are occupied...so screw it...

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('*•.¸(`*•.¸ ¸.•*´)¸.•* )
¨`•.¸ *Courtney* ¸.• ´¨
(¸.•*'(¸.•*´ `*•.¸)*•.¸)
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xobabiphatox

:: 2003 5 December :: 5.20pm
:: Mood: wooo...!....
:: Music: Spice Girls...Javonne talkin..and me saying Selena

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIV!

HAPPY BURRRTHHHDAAYYYY!!!!



well uhm...goin to tha movie soon...ahhhh! and i'm at javonne's house... oh my..a lot of people are going to be there but special people are gonna be there too... I'm not sure if I'm still going tomorrow with Chuck ..Tiffi says he looks good...super good lol so I don't know. Emu & my cousine are going to be dere. I can't wait to wear mah pretty hat...yayyy oh gosh...I'm kinda nervous..eeee! Be back soon...!...!

You Got Served

<333 alwayz,
*C.Pla.Nichole

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xobabiphatox

:: 2003 4 December :: 7.27pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Aaliyah* Come Over

...What do you do...
surveys
General Information
Name::courtney pl.nichole
Age::14
Location::towwnshippp
Specify what you're doing now!
Wearing::pink v-neck, navy/black jeanzZz, gray hoodie, and pink +white sneaks
Listening::Jagged Edge- Let's Get Married rx
Song in head::beyonce`* speechless
Eating::..chewing gum
Drinking::nothing
Doing::takin this and workin on mah journal
Wondering::what to do about this guy situation...ugh.. maybe i shouldn't get wit him...
Loving::the fact that he does like me..
Hating::it's tearing me up inside
Wanting::him..
Missing::him..
Touching::the keyboard
Sitting::down
Talking to::erroll + ashley taylor
Annoying::nobody
Where are your feet?::on my chair
Anything in pain?::my heart..and mah stomach feels weird
Last thing you bought::pack of gum and some marshmellows..and pictures
Last thing you did::wiped away a tear
Last person you talked to on the phone::edmond
Last word you said out loud::damn
Last cuss word you said ou loud::damn
Are you going to save this survey in your profile?::yup
Are you going to put it in some sort of online journal?::yep http://www.woohu.com/~xobabiphatox

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well...uhm I guess I'll start by tellin y'all about courtney nichole's day... blah... emotions...tell em who's your lady... ...ahh dang... gym* {uh oh....uh oh....uh oh....uh oh.... i never thought you'd be the one make me shine brighter than the sun...} well we played basketball again..did I win knockout? oh I don't remember. that demon twin ashley paige bent my fingerzZz back and mah nails with that stupid ball lol. oh yeah! i did win knockout coz we played against boys [they're tickin me off at the moment]! yeah and the last two were me and karen facin off so yeahhh! me, ashley, and arielle were talkin about boobs lol.. it was funny! info tech* well uhm... the period went by so fast ...prolly coz we were taking notes. matt is my buddy! courtney loaded the paper in the printer again...woot woot!!band*well uhm.. my reed wasn't workin..coz that one was too small and the other was too BIG! lol and the plastic one split during marching band during the last competition in Allentown. I thought it had bent... prolly ain't gonna work tomorrow. Tony was talkin about how my best friend didn't match today... he was talking about Brandon...demon child [tony]lunch*well uhm the lunch line was funny again. i got $1 from emu but that negro owes me another one. "$1 for the pain..$1 for the torment..$1 for the suspense" "eww courtney what were you doing?!"-that was tony lol it was funny..and "yeah and she was mad that i didn't come back to her" "what?!" lol .. i didn't see that spanish boy. javonne..was I that obvious trying to "find him"? lol i got more info...ahhh...crazyness geometry* well uhm... worked with proportions and similar polygons..[actually did the homework too!] and it was mad easy [one more chance at love...one more chance...] french* Lindsay was talkin to me more about manager stuff..and yeah but uhm.. period didn't go by that slow. we did lil presentations about "mon parent favori".. I did my uncle Del [member him javonne?] ...she said that lady who was observing us said that we were very smart. wooooo for us!meeting* well... I was the secretary for the day. uhm..saw some friends ...hehe..and uhm the bus was halarious. and ooh..Dennis and DaVon were pretending to fight and they were all goin everywhere it was funny as hell suzie kept lookin at us..it was too much. [my milkshake brings all the boys to the yard...got 3! oooohhh! lol not 3 milkshakes...lol] home* yeah well now i'm chillin..thinkin of poems and junk to write.. uhm I did my homework..got a french test tomorrow..blah!!!...only 6 more days of gym left...tear tear .. i have to look cute tomorrow b/c Ashley Taylor told me too. i stopped by the Kerstetters place to pick up some foodzZz... [cinna crunchies!] [mmm] [damn right it's better than yours] ..and I need to work on my site ...aiight...so I'm going now... I'll prolly be back later.

he's driving me insane..building up a wall between us and the others that i love..and i thrive for it..but now i'm feelin that pain..so uhm IM me...i'm workin on mah journal/site... :'(...but the fact that suttin might happen between us brightens my spirit a lil bit.. :-\

You Got Served[for now]

<333 alwayz,
*C.Pla.Nichole

FLIPSIDE IS ON YO!!!! WOOOOO!


what do you do..when you know something's not good for you..but you still can't let go...

i was naive...your love was like candy, artificially sweet, i was decieved by the wrapping
got caught in your way..and i learned how to __ [lol]
i was playing your game...and got devoured completely

ooh..and it hurts my soul...coz I can't let go..
all these walls are caving in I can't stop my suffering..
-Xtina

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xobabiphatox

:: 2003 3 December :: 9.33pm
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: Beyonce`* Daddy [no it is NOT a sex song]

Aahhh...me...virgin? =D I think not
.... just kidding!

Rite now I'm talkin to Emu coz Ray, Jewelz, Pookie, and erbody else left me...Ray u need a nickname. Right now I'm watching Duke vs Michigan State University in college basketball 9-8...woot woot! Oh my...uhm surveys!

i'm feelin sexy.. i wanna hear u say my name boy...

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Basic Crap
Name:courtney pla. nichole
Birthday:april 21*
Nationality:jamaican [what what!], barbadian/bajan, & puerto rican
Zodiac Sign:taurus... cusp wit aries
Who did these things last
Called You:my mommy
Made you cry:my mommy
Yelled at you:my mommy
Have you ever
Been to California:nah
Been to Hawaii:nah
Danced Naked:in the shower
Took Naked photos:nope
Had A preminition:a whats?
stalked someone:nah
milked a cow:nope...I got milk from a cow though
Which would you prefer
cats or dogs:dogs
Walmart or target:both!
god or satan:god
good or evil:both
Last _____
song you heard:Wyclef + Missy- Party to Damascus
song you sung:Beyonce`- Speechless [ray...the note.. =D]
movie you watched:lifetime- death of a cheerleader
oh really ? was it good?:heck yeah!
last noise you heard:commercials
last smell you smelled:mah deoderant
last thing you ate:Applebees- Riblets and a brownie
Favorites
band:b2k / boyz II men
movie:two can play that game * the joy luck club
song:beyonce`* naughty girl [currently at the moment..hehehe]
color:silverrr, pink, blue, black, and red
food:too many
fruit:strawberry, pineapple, watermelon, grape
candy:milky way or GUM
store:old navy * against all odds * jamm * fashion cents * value city
sport:wayyy to many
sport team:KINGS ALL DA WAY!!!
actor:denzel * johnny * morris * colin * taye[mm]
actoress:vivica * halle
Last few
famous guy or girl you would fuck:JBOOG!!!! oh Lord!
food you would eat for the rest of your life:shrimp
bye:payce!

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Tell Us A Little About Yourself:
Although your name is::Courtney Pla. Nichole
You usually go by::Pookie, Cori, Coco, NeNe, and otha stuff
Technically, how old are you::i am 14! 15 in 4 months, 2 weeks and four days
Mentally, how old would you say you were::15+
Are you male or female::i am the owner of a vagina if that helps..but sum dudes are..yeah
What do you do for a living::i'm a fr3shman at BTHS
Is family important to you, and do you have good relationships with yours::yes it's important, I'd say we do
Do you have any sisters or brothers? In what order do YOU come in::in my dad's 9 kids i'm da baybi [woot woot] in mah mom's i'm da oldest..and in mah guardian i'm the only one!
Are you a part of any other site other than GJ - If so which ones::than what?
Have you ever done anything that someone else would label as:yes...they label me GHETTO...lol Nookie
You can now change your eye/haircolor - What suits you::eyes..green..haircolor it's fine with the gold
What characteristic would you say is uniquely you::i have a constant need for something in my mouth.. i got a double jointed tongue, fingers, and toes
What can you do physically that you believe makes you stand out::mah tongue is..unique! and good for otha stuff..haha
What word do you use most frequently::negro
Describe you and your life in two words::better now
Would you be anywhere else than where you are right this minute::mmhmm... in Japan..seriously
What is the one thing about yourself that you are most critical of::my face
What is the one thing about yourself that you are most proud of::my lipzZz and mah bootay lol
What is your greatest accomplishment::marching band champs...and not being depressed no mo!
Do you believe in second chances::yeah..in some cases..a killer with a second chance..how about NOT
Look at yourself from a friends perspective and describe yourself briefly::dumb smart person
What is the ONE thing you would never change about yourself::my personality
What is the ONE thing that you would change if you could::mah cheeks
Do you think anything is possible::sort of...
Would you consider yourself to be a good friend::yeah
Would you consider your friends worthy of your friendship::some...
Who is the person you look up to most::no one really...
Do you feel antagonistic toward anyone in particular::..if I -knew- what that meant
Are you happy with who you are and where you are going::very happy...
Miscellaneous Information:
What sort of person are you (Extroverted/Introverted)::...
Do you prefer being the center of attention, or do you perfer to blend in:::edge: ME :edge:
You go to a party and know no one, do you mingle or wait to be approached::mingle and grind
Finish this sentence::: My heart is _______::CONFUSED
Can you pat your head and rub your tummy at the same time::just did it..yup
Can you do anything wierd with any of your body parts::yup.. i mentioned that above..my tongue
What is the one thing that someone can do that grosses you out::pop my bone out in mah stomach..Sha to tha ne`! lol
What do you think is completely unforgivable::1st degree murder or RAPE
Have you done anything YOU think is unforgivable but have been forgiven::don't remember
Are you a neat freak or a "Leave it where it lands" sort of person::in the middle..depends on what it is
How do you see yourself (explain briefly)::a person who's going somewhere
Is it any different from how others see you (explain briefly::they think i'm stupid... or a hoe lol
You just got into the shower/bath, what do you do first::smell which gel i wanna use
You just got out of the shower/bath what do you do third::wtf..lets see...dry..dress.. brush my teeth!
What under garment goes on first when putting it on::the panties lol
Does it go off first as well::nah mah brasierre [sp] does
What is the sexiest attribute a guy can have::...sexiest... abs or eyes
What will you most likely compliment a girl for - Looks or personality::both
Regardless of your gender which are you most comfortable with::guys, i get along with them better and i'm their lil sis
Would you rather be on time and look "OK", or late and looking "Great"::late..
You don't love either, but who would you marry your friend or your lover::friend
How many kinds of cereal are there in your pantry::2
Create the ultimate dish...What is it and who would you make it for::shrimp. pasta. alfredo. chicken. broccoli. carrots. angel hair. crawfish. crab meat. lobster meat. i'd make it for me
Do you twirl your spaghetti or do you cut it::twirl
Dishes - Let it soak or wash immediately::dishwasher or rinse off then wash later
Describe the perfect sandwich::dunno
What is the LAST thing that you would eat no matter how hungry you were::peas!
What is the wierdest combo you have ever eaten::dunno
Do you watch how you eat or are you happy it even ended up in your mouth::i watch it
Grooming (Let the games begin):
How often would you say you brush your teeth::twice or 3
Is toothpaste the farthest you go in dental care::nah
How often do you bathe - And do you take showers or baths?:at least once
How long would you say you take in the bathroom::½ an hour at the most if i gotta go somewhre
Have you ever pee'd in a swimming pool::no
Have you ever pee'd in the shower/bath::nah
You're out of the shower:: Do you dry and dress or do you pamper yourself::dry..pamper
What does your bathroom look like::it's coral with green ...and it's small
Have you ever worn anything two times in a row::not lately..
You showered and have no clean underwear what do you do::oh god...that would never happen so i don't have to worry
When it comes to hygiene what is the one thing that can't NOT do::brush my teeth/shower
When it comes to hygiene what is the one thing you feel you can let slide::floss
What do you think is worth bad breath or body odor::BOTH
Do you bite your nails::nope
What is your most attractive attribute::smile/eyes
What is your most unattractive attribute::... ugly teeth
If you have any fetishes what are they::...hehe...woooo!
What are your top 10 peeves::stupid people, slow walkers, rich people, ppl who look at me weird, geometry, and otha stuff
How long does it take you to leave the house in the morning::½ hour lately
How long does it take you to get ready for a special night out::an hour
Are you high maintenance or are you low maintenance::middle
Your nails:: Are they real or fake::real!
How long is your hair, and do you wear it up or down (usually)::it's past mah shoulders [currently] and both
What is your favorite article of clothing::pink striped sweater
What is the last thing you will share with your best friend::gum
Makeup:: 'Barely there' or is your motto:barely there
What is your favorite scent - Do you use anything else aside from perfume::deoderant lol.. haiku/haiku awakenings..COCO CHANEL MADEMOISELLE!
Shave or Wax::Nair
Have you ever sunbathed nude::i'm black sweetie
Let's Get To Know You Better:
Are you superstitious::nah
Have you ever skinny-dipped with the opposite sex - when::nope
What is in your CD player right this minute::Beyonce`* Dangerously In Love cd
Who is the one person you speak to the most on the phone::prolly Edmond
Do you use an alarm clock getting up or do you get up without one::alarm clock..sleep wake up on time everyday
You're on an airplane - which do you prefer window or aisle::window
If you were an animal what would you be::any wildcat..or a duck..
If the animal you chose isn't domesticated can it (YOU) be::wildcat...
Do you have any stuffed animals and do you sleep with any of them::yeah i have many... i zZz w/ Dipsy & Pigooh
You are laying in bed, what is on your right-hand side::Pigooh and the floor
Do you leave any lights on when you go to bed::the tv..
Do you have any routines before going to sleep::shower...drink...cd player...journal..zZz
If you have a partner do you share any routines before checking in::nah
What is the first thing you do when you get in bed::switch positions like three times
What is the first thing you do when you get up::look at the clock then lay the heck back down
Are you a heavy sleeper or a light sleeper::heavy
Are you noctrunal (Night prowler) or are you Diurnal (Day prowler)::noctrunal and a lil diurnal
Describe your typical day::zZz...good morning...school...Jewelz...home...comp..homework...comp..nite routine..zZz
You get home from work/school what is the first thing you do::food + call my mommy
Do you know the difference between loving someone and being IN love::yeah..i'm not -in- love and i love .. mah buddy/ies
When Was The Last Time You:
Had a meaningful conversation - with whom::Erroll, Ray, & Stephanie
Felt like you learned something from someone - who is it::yup- Cris
Told someone other than your family that you loved them and meant it::yup, Pookie, but not like how y'all think
You wrote something to someone and took the time to send it in writing::..mah note back to Jewelz
Heard a song that actually spoke to you - what song was it::Beyonce`* Naughty Girl/Me, Myself, & I
Showed someone how you truly feel, and felt words weren't needed::school today
You laughed at something until your sides ached::everyday at lunch!
You did something humiliating - what was it::JUST now realizing what they meant by shake it like a polaroid picture
You looked at yourself in the mirror and said:damn [lol seriously] my hair was messed up coz i was zZz
You fought with someone - what was it about::my mom- stupid stuff prolly
Told someone you were sorry and meant it::Erroll not seeing B tomorrow
You hugged someone for absolutely no reason::yes...my lovely Katie [vanworth]!
Someone called you just to say "Hi"::prolly Edmond..nah it was Ray! but we had suttin to talk about lol
Someone gave you something & Expected nothing but your happiness in return::the boy in lunch who gave me $$ and i don't know his name
You let someone see you at your worst and felt comfortable::[ashley] Taylor
You let your guards down and let someone in::Erroll/Jewelz
You let someone love YOU::..Jewelz
You said "Goodbye"::..to ...ray?
You took a risk::today
You did something just for the fun of it::today
You met someone and felt like that was the best thing that ever happened::today!
Let yourself cry::yesterday
Told someone you appreciated them::yesterday
Said "Thank you"::today
You fell in love::not yet..
Enjoyed your own company::all the time..
Finish This Sentence:
I want (And told them whatever it is you wanted)::Jewelz, you to stop being a you know what.
I wish that::i told brandon how i felt about no sooner
If I could only::be in Japan...
The one thing that bothers me is::slow walkers
I think that::my life's going great
Looking at ______ makes me laugh::James and the ice cream!
When I think about _________ I smile::my friends
I am in love with::-----
I love::my friends
You cannot define::love
Emotions are::unique with each person
The only way to succeed is::try
Success is::priceless [MARCHING BAND!!]
Home is what::where the heart is? lol
I can't explain it but::i'm so into you...
Memories are::priceless
I regret that::..dunno
If I could tell _______ how I feel I would tell him/her that ________::that boy I meant : I wanna get to know him
The last time I::did my homework @ nite was last week
Tomorrow I will::have a talk with someone who needs it
The next time I see ________ I will::Aime`e : hit her if she touch me again lol
________ pisses me off::James/Mr. Diamond! lol
You know what, I::need to go to bed
Category: Music::
Write the first sentence of the song that describes your life::well i thought that i knew you thinking that you were true
What song do you swear was written about your life right this minute::Beyonce`* Speechless
What is the song you believe will be played at your wedding::At Last.. or My Girl
What song describes you when you are sad::Xtina* I'm Okay/Walk Away
What song describes you when you are happy::Destiny's Child* Happy Face
You are angry/upset/down - what are you listening to::Xtina* fighter/make over
Its graduation day - what song is playing::vitamin c- friends forever
If your personality where a genre what genre would it be (ie: R&B, Pop...)::r&b
What song would you not be caught dead listening to::dunno..don't even bother
Are you open to new types of music or are you set in your ways::i kinda like..punk/rock.. =D
Favorites:
What is your favorite quote and why (briefly)::i got a lot
What is your favoite smell (ie: Rain, Gasoline, Lighter fluid...)::rain : SHOE STORES! lol
Choose one sense what would it be (ie: Touch,Smell,Sight,Taste,Hearing)::touch
What is your most cherished childhood memory::singin barney songs
What was your favorite stuffed animal as a child::my pink and blue elephants
What was your favorite show/cartoon growing up::johnny bravo!
Who was your best childhood friend - Are you still friends today::alyssa, renata, tiffaney, + ashley a- yupp
What could you do over and over again::listen to the stripped cd
What is your favorite dessert::ice cream...
You're out on a date and you are doing what you love most - What is it::singin in the rain to him
Where would you be if you weren't where you are right now::somewhere rainys singin to him...
What country would you love to revisit::Japan
Which do you feel you could live without - Intelligence or emotion::intelligence
If you had to which would you sell - Your body or your soul::my body...plastic surgery..duh!
Which cuss word finds its way out of your mouth most::sh*t...
What is your favorite past-time::workin on my site..
Describe the perfect outting with friends::amusement park
Which do you prefer (generally) to go out or stay in::stay in
Who would you say is your "favorite" person on this earth::my lil sis..girl is crazy
Who is your least "favorite"::james..
If you weren't doing THIS what would you wish you were doing::watchin the game with undivided attention
Which breakfast cereal do you prefer::cinnamon life or frosted mini wheats!
This Or That (You have to choose ONE)::
Sunrise or Sunset::sunset
Loving someone or Being in love::loving someone
Passion or Compassion::passion
Insight or Humor::humor
Intelligence or Wit::intelligence
Funny & Plain or Superficial & Exciting::s+p
Eggs:: Runny or Scrambled::scrambled
Water:: Room temprature or Ice cold::ice cold
Go to sleep early or Sleep in late::sleep in late
A day out on the town or A night on the town::nite
Silk or Cotton::cottom
An actual drink or A shot::drink!
Meat & Potatoes or Stir-Fried Veggies:meat and potatoes
Salty or Sweet:sweet
Ice Cream or Frozen Yogurt:ice cream
Potato Chip or Corn Chip:corn
"I love you" or "I want you":i want you
Meat, Chicken or Fish::fish
A nice big hug or A long sweet kiss::hug
Books or Movies::books
Card games or Board Games::board
Traveling in style or Camping::style
Bugs Bunny or The Road Runner::road runner
Tattoo or Piercings::tattoo
Magazines or Newspapers::magazines
TV Series or Reality TV::reality
Smoothie or Milkshake::both!
Comfortable or Sexy::sexy
Romance:: Exhilerating & Short-lived or Long-lived & Dependable::...
More Of YOU:
What is your favorite Disney character::jasmine
Who was your favorite teacher::nisnick
What is your favorite candy bar::milky way
Which element would you choose and why (ie: Fire, water, air, earth)::fire..it's sexy but water's fun
Who is your favorite online buddy (Pick 5 MAX)::oh that's hard... Pookie, Emu, Taylor, Ray, Cris, and Jiv [i noe it's 6]
What salad dressing:a lot
What was the last dream you are annoyed you didn't get to finish::me and ::cough::
Love::
Have you ever been in love::nope
Do you feel like you can describe what love feels like::nah
If so has your perspective/definition changed over the years::haven't really loved
Do you think you are loveable::i dunno
What do you want in a relationship (briefly)::trust
What do you believe is harder - To attain or maintain::maintain
What is a relationship to you (briefly)::trust..
Do you like jumping into romance or do you build friendship first::friendship
What is romance -The thrill of the chase or being with the person you want::both
Do you believe there is a difference between fate and destiny::...sort of
Do you know who you want - If so who is it::..no one
Can you see yourself with this person in the next 5 years::possibly..college tho..
Is he/she someone you can imagine yourself settling down with::maybe
Do you believe in soul mates::not that much
Do you believe this person is yours::not techinically mine
How do you feel about this individual - Tell me in 10 words::we <3 eachother but can't be together for difficult reasons
Describe how he/she makes you feel in 5 words::he makes me feel special
Do you love him/her or are you in love with this person::..neither
Have you ever cheated - If so do you regret it::..hehe
What is the most important ingredient in any relationship::trust
Without _______ I cannot have a relationship::trust
Who is your best friend - And is this person also who you want::got a lot- i don't want any of my best friends
Do you like yourself when you are with this person::yeah
Are you happy::yupppp
Where do you feel you are headed::college..then my penthouse in nyc
I am this person...In 3 words tell me how you feel::i feel GREAT
The quiz is over *grins* wooohooo:
What is your reaction::zZz!!
Would you subject others to this quiz::dunno...
Whether it is a "Yes" or "No" - Why::....

Kaylor's Not So Little Quizzie. brought to you by BZOINK!

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band* did a lil essay thingy..Mastin said mine was good..finished my French homework [go me!] ..did I deliver messages..nah ... had to defend myself a lil bit but had fun in the most part... lunch* i had fun in the lunch line..just cuttin galore..got a dollar from Emu and from a boy that i didn't know! wooo... ima get some more $$ from him he be givin u nice dollas! haha... lunch..the usual stupidness..was bout to hurt 3 negroes...lol geometry* I think i did pretty good on the test..yayy for me! that extra worksheet was difficult though! i tried talkin to brandon after class but he just walked away! lol french* the usual..Lindsay wasn't there..we were being observed by some chick..she was goin around askin ?zZz and some junk...did a group thing.. Robert Perkins is mah brotha now. He's so fun. Just like Alex buddy [or mah pimp] haha. after skoo'* lindsay and mr. ellis taught the managers how to use the book... OMG someone looked sexy as hell in their shirt....wooooo muscles galore from erbody on the jv/varsity team..yup yup! and i got home.. watched dr. phil..fell asleep at 6...mom got home at 7:45..woke me up..at my applebee's..got online.. later...still online now..lol going to zZz...gotta look...uhm kinda "special" tomorrow I guess...buh bye!

I am in love with you..you set me free...

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:: 2003 3 December :: 9.05am
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: mrs. bird talkin'

ugh...
I'm trying to let go of Jewelz...but in the hallway he was on me...I mean I knew he was behind me but I just wasn't talkin to him. Then I feel a dude on me and their ::COUGH:: near me like I'm dancin or some stuff..and hands on me "man you walkin to slow girl"... stf up negro

In gym* it was hot as hell! played basketbal..team ain't do that good..but I won knockout twice...and we played twice...yayyyy... uhm bbs...takin a survey...lalala

never mind!

you got served
<333 alwayz,
*C.Pl.Nichole

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:: 2003 2 December :: 8.41pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: The Fugees* Ready or Not

Y'ALL GOT PUNK'D!
I have a sick soul..but woo..the fun I had!

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Surveys

Specify if you have done (have), are doing (are), would do (would), or not.
Kissed a boy?:have
Kissed a girl?:have [on the cheek...]
Gone to a different country?:have
Different continent?:would
Held a job?:not
Quit a job?:not
Gotten fired from a job?:not
Attended colledge?:would
Given birth?:would / not
Had an abortion?:not
Had unsafe sex?:NOT
Dumped?:have
Been dumped?:have
Failed a test?:not [it was a quiz]
Aced a test?:have!
Owned a cell phone?:are
Owned your own "place"?:would
Cut your own hair?:have
Liked how it looked?:have
Been on an airplane?:have
Been to Disney Land?:would
Been to Disney World?:would
Been skiing?:would
Been surfing?:not
Gotten first place?:are!
Gotten last place?:have
Gone through a fat phase?:have
Been married?:not
Broken a bone?:have
Stalked anyone?:have
Been stalked?:have
Had a celebrity crush?:are
Met a celebrity?:have
Dated a celebrity?:wish
Claimed a celebrity was your soul mate/future husband/future wife?:are!!!
Written fan mail (not e-mail)?:have
Dated your best friend?:not
Your close friend?:have
Wished you hadn't started taking this survey?:are

Have you/Are you/Would You... brought to you by BZOINK!

What is the first thing you think of what you hear...:
boy:jewelz
girl:courtney
sad:rain
rain:wet
pool:fun
kiwi:strawberry
virus:peptol bismol
kitten:sex
enemy:gun
cookie:monster
words:shut up
basketball:manager
french:madame
party:sex
music:grind
dark:sex [i'm obsessed! lol]
bubbles:buttercup
pirates:of the caribbean
ditzy:blonde [sorry...]
dream:cast
thunder:storm
fast:and the furious
hate:me now
commitment:never
tounge:what
angel:me
hair:fake
lobster:crab
random:anonymous
flamingos:pink!
milk:and cookies
special:ed
alarm clock:sleep
stink:skunk
noodles:ramen
crush:jewelz
video:india arie
drink:alcohol
macbeth:shakespeare
rude:naked
pants:off now
shell:station
food:cart
gift:mine
going under:evanescence
mouse:pad
scared:y cat
rip:off
life:time television
shiny:silver
diamond:earrings
pain:pms
crying:tears
stereotypes:ghetto
shave:mah legs
fly:open
bed:get on it
friend:love
tomorrow:today
raspberry:tea
catapult:jump
ape:gorilla
photographs:historian
janitor:clean up
pie:eww
hug:me now
foothill:say what
volcano:eruption
boots:knee high
cut:my wrists
reindeer:rudolph
emotional:rollercoaster
ice cream:choc chip cookie dough
flashlight:bright
apple:caramel
match:miss
fairy:tale
kangaroo:jack
jelly beans:jelly belly
blood:red
castle:sand
safety:orange
regret:sadness
internet:aim
dance:grind
shopping:fun
lyrics:eminem
shower:smell good
pounce:leopard
easter:bunny
tickets:play
notes:music
vacation:needed
halloween:mischief
hot:and wet
end:happily ever after
Okay... and now the firs thing you think of when you hear these names...
Bob:barker
Kelly:clarkson
Jordan:hannah
Steve:l
Rachel:haines
Lauren:varga
Alice:in wonderland
Jack:daniels
Mitchel:son
Emily:stafford
Calvin:klein
Jon:zaharchow
Tiffany:lance
Eric:petner
Jeff:beach
Brittany:hadley
Cornelius:cornflower
Dan:jones
Hannah:soccer
Christine:hickey...
Whitney:russell
Elizabeth:palmer
Hurrah, tu as fini!

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Hmmm... my day...woo!!! I had fun today. Let's make this...however as long as I want it to be. gym* well we did more basketball stuff..played knockout ...talked to mah sweetz on the way there for a lil bit...yayyy...info tech*well in info tech we did our lab and stuff...katrina and brandon had me, Sha to tha Ne` and Shawn crackin up "boy play that game wit me and i'll knock you whiter than michael jackson ...woo! Girl is crazy. i actually loaded paper in the printer.. I've never done it before! Saw sean[ahhh...he's sexiiii!!!] band*.. spent the . delivering messages ::cough cough:: lol and uhm...the site reading was mad easy for me today..holla! then I saw brandon afterwards..and then I had to hit a certain black boy..and I saw mah Sha to tha Ne` in gym! lunch* didn't sit @ Erroll's table...so I gots ta do it tomorrow. Halinsco ova there startin stuff lol it was funny. James and tha ice cream!!!!! ...ewww ... I don't wanna chew my gum no more!! lol geometry* did a practice test.. had a substitute Mr. K... uhm yeah finished the work..did mah French homework..there wasn't a proof so it's really not helpin' me at all coz all the stuff I frickin need. french* had a quiz...some ppls had to do 2... but not me..woot woot! but uhm... I don't really know what else. it was the usual. bus ride/off tha bus*Oh of course Aaron & Ericson were crackin us up again. "yo eric...you see my middle finger? oh yeah..dere it go!" then off the bus eric was bein smart again and aaron told me he called me a pink teletubby [wouldn't that be hott though?!] and so we was bout to be fightin [fist fightin almost] it was funny. he took out his earrings and his coat and everything.

well uhm... I got my pictures developed from the party...uhm was on the fone with dif ppls... punk'd a whole bunch of negroes! woooooot! wooootttt! yeah.. uhm somethin kinda ticked me off but I'm ---- [straight lol] now...actually I was really pissed off!! [haha..whoops] but yeah I'm straight... my red and yellow flowas are still doing good. see I talk to them everyday like i'm sposed to coz they'll live longer..and they got biggerrr too! and they still smell good...but the red one smells the best... [or maybe coz i <333 it so much!] ... oh yess I <33 it! Ooh... I didn't work on me site today! Bad Meee!

Guess who I saw at Target with Jerry and the dude was walkin all mean like till I said hi and shook Jerry's hand and the whole "happy holidays thing".. Mastin I was thinkin "who is that scrooge?..oh it's Mastin..." lol I have to write on the back of my pics now... leave me a comment if you want..no dammit... i want a comment =D

I love you... I honestly love you

you got served
<333 alwayz,
*C.P.Nichole

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