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xobabiphatox

:: 2003 1 December :: 8.04pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: Xtina* I'm okay ----> Bow Wow*My Baby

The same thing...over and over again...time for a change...


Here i am so lonely and blue,
I dont even know how i fell for u ,
I didnt know it would cause me pain
but here iam going insane,
Why did u hurt me? Why did I cry?
I didnt know id curl up and die,
Age is nothing but a number,
I would stand here wait for u in the thunder,
I know u dont care,
Ur hardly there,
But let me tell u ,
It really isnt fair,
Ive got a thing for u ,
I know u dont belive its true,
Uve got a girl, ur alright,
But dont u know, im thinking of u tonight,
So now my heart,is one broken heart,
Its broken into peices, and torn apart.


that was beautiful... now antidepressing stuff...

lushuzXanjel: brb
ItS DaT NiKKa E: Aigght

Auto response from lushuzXanjel: once upon a time...
there was a girl...and a guy...
they had sex...
she got pregnant...
he left her...

the end

ItS DaT NiKKa E: Now Dat Makes Guys Look Bad
ItS DaT NiKKa E: Why Cant The Girl Leave The Gguy
lushuzXanjel: k it's fixed
ItS DaT NiKKa E: Whats Fixed?

Auto response from lushuzXanjel: once upon a time..
there was a girl and a guy...
they had sex. good sex.
the girl got pregnant
the girl's father shot the guy.
the girl had an abortion.

the end

ItS DaT NiKKa E: Daz Messed Up 2...
ItS DaT NiKKa E: Do U Hate Boys Now Or Suttin?
ItS DaT NiKKa E: It Should Go Like Diz
ItS DaT NiKKa E: Once Upon A Time There Was A Boy N A Girl...
ItS DaT NiKKa E: Da Boy N Da Girl Had Sex
ItS DaT NiKKa E: Then The Girl Got Pregnant By The Boy
ItS DaT NiKKa E: The Girl Had A Baby
ItS DaT NiKKa E: The Girl Ggave The Baby To The Boy And Said She Was Going To The Bathroom And Never Came Back
ItS DaT NiKKa E: And So The Boy Raised The CHild All By Himself
ItS DaT NiKKa E: And The Girl Became A Deadbeat Mom And Continued Her Nastay Ways With Many Other Boys
ItS DaT NiKKa E: Then She Finally Turned Lesbian With A Total Of 100 babies
ItS DaT NiKKa E: The End...

storiessss...!

allow me to introduce myself...i'want u to come a little closer...i'd like you to get to know me a little bit better..meet the real me...


i look into the mirror
cringe at what i see
stare into the hollow eyes
that are staring back at me
as i gaze into my empty eyes
tears spill onto my face
and i bury my head in my hands
because i am a disgrace
'm sick of feeling like this
i'm sick of being afraid
i want to escape
all these boundaries i've made..


ima start writing in my books again...it's good for mah soul..


If you are not ready to cry,
if you are not ready to take a risk,
if you are not ready to feel the pain....
then you are not ready to fall in love.

The last time my heart was broken I thought that it was through.
I swore I'd never love again and I believed that this was true.
But then you walked into my life again, and the second your eyes met mine,
I knew that you were worth loving just this one last time


I was just thinking about something. If I'm not getting married and I'm waiting to have sex until after I get married...which is not happening...wtf am I waiting for?! lol I'm so smart!


once upon a time there was a boy and a girl
they loved each other deeply
they couldn't be together
and it sucked

the end


i've got so many ideas just bursting in my head that I wanna go crazy. And i'm getting go many inspirations during school [or when i'm not zZz in geometry or french] and it's just crazy..but I can't do anything. And I've got so many ideas for the colour of my room ..baby blue.. pastel green... yellow..coral... my artsy side is coming back... yessss!!

So I definately think that I'm gonna seriously start working on layouts and some junk...because it's time for the world to know who I am! And in 21o7... (hundred years after I graduate) my diaries will be published...and the world will know who c.p.nichole is...so

this is the diary of c.p.nichole...

ahh I have a new look on life! my mood is excellent..wow... hell yeah! oh and uhm...brandon wants to go back out with me.. gosh my life is so confusing right now lol... oh well! byeeee!

you got served

*c.p.n.


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xobabiphatox

:: 2003 1 December :: 3.31pm
:: Mood: optimistic
:: Music: DMX* No Love 4 Me... whoops A.Keys* U Don't Know My Name

Blahhhh...
Five people you'd most like to meet based on their beauty::JBOOG!!! * Luda * Ursher * Tyrese * Raz
Five people you'd most like to meet based on their talent/how they've chang:Ruben * Xtina * K.Locke * M.Carey * A.Keys
Five (famous) people who've had the greatest influence on you::Xtina * Eminem * A.Keys * Whitney * Mariah
How old is the oldest celebrity/person you think is totally sex on a stick::26
Where are most of the bands you listen to based(i.e. which country)?::good ol' america!
Bands from places apart from the UK and US that should be checked out?::spice girls! haha
What about any great local bands?::... in Jersey...near me...none!
Out of the music you listen to, is there anyone that's split/disappeared?::Spice Girls
Which of these bands is your favourite?::B2K / Boyz II Men
D'you tend to listen to more 'current' music or older stuff?::both
If you could belong to any decade for its music, which would it be?::60's! Temptations baby!
What about for the amazing clothing?::... now! and 7o's
Is a man (or band's) life his image?::...?
Sid or Johnny?::depp?
In your opinion, who's the greatest dead star?:... barry
Got any links to someone cool and 'famous'?::....
Ever met anyone that could be considered famous?::irving fryer!
Did they turn out how you expected?::i was little...
How would YOU cope with strangers telling you how much they adored you?::... give them a lil stare
Wait a minute. So who's your favourite band/artist, again?::wtf
If you could go to a gig of theirs, would you hold up a banner?::for jarrell
What would it have on it?::I LOVE YOU N*GGA!
To be a real fan, should you know the facts about the people in the band?::yeah to a certain extent...u don't have 2 noe fully
Describe your ideal festival lineup::don't feel like it...
Which actor/actress should have a go at a music career?::none
Which actor/actress SHOULDN'T have tried a music career?::all of em
Do you understand all the genres emerging, or are you just as lost as me?::i guess i'm last
If you owned a record label, what would you call it?::CP Records
Who would you most like to put on this label?::hiphop / rap / and r&b ppls...
What's your ideal concert venue like?::dunno
Would it be okay if everyone loved your favourite band?::they do...
What about if nobody even knew about them except you?::that's good
Which would be worse?::the first one

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lushuzXanjel: :'(
TaylorDuzer: oh please
TaylorDuzer: smile :-D
lushuzXanjel: it's hard
TaylorDuzer: lol.. wit two niggas wantin u?
TaylorDuzer: so hard
lushuzXanjel: lol
lushuzXanjel: u said the n word!! lol
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mah friend!

be here soon..

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xobabiphatox

:: 2003 30 November :: 10.06pm
:: Mood: sexy
:: Music: Wyclef f/ Missy* Party to Damascus

woooo....had a drink...
What's one word that best describes them?:sexi
Have you introduced yourself to them, or do you admire them from afar?:we know each other
Are they a celebrity?:one is...
Are you talking about more than one person right now?:well originally one until the last question
Do they know how you feel?:yup
Do they feel the same way?:...hehe
Do you love them?:nah not yet
Do you want to marry them?:maybe
Do/Did you have a romantic relationship with them?:...no comment
SEX
Do you want to have sex with them?:I guess so...not that badly
Would they be your first?:yup!
Would you want to try anything kinky with them?:oh Lordi...
If the only way to have sex with them was a threesom, would you still do it:...with j-boog too? heck yeah
Have you had sex with them?:nah
Your Future
If they asked you to marry them, would you?:no
Do you know where you would live?:...his house
How many kids you would have?:...lol the way it would be like 6...lol
Their genders?:....girls!
Their names?:Yolanda, Aviance, Dominique...and whatever else
What they would be when they grow up?:...what?!
Are you married to them/do you have children with them?:..to who
Hate
Do they know you exist?:yuppp
Have you discussed your feelings with them?:yeah
If so, how did they react?:=D
Do you ever cry because you feel like you'll never be with them?:nope
Do they like you as "a friend"?:mmhmm...
Did they use you for solely sex?:nah
If so, do you regret being with them?:didn't happen
Is this an online crush?:no
The End
This is the last question... do you like them more or less now?:...the same

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I'm finally appreciating being single to the fullest. Maybe it's all them dreams I've been having lately but it's just that I don't give a u noe what anymore. I mean people can go on and on about who they think I like...but I really couldn't care anymore b/c I know I don't like the person. So if they don't believe me...fine whatever. I'm done...just keep thinkin what you what coz I can't change you. Like Emu said "that's foul shit!" lol

But anyways..about the single ness. Basically...the guys I know are losers (the ones who i'm romantically interested in anyway) ..oops i'm only interested in one person...but they don't deserve me! i'm not gonna be leftovers it's just not worth it besides...flirtin is so much better...it is. but tomorrow...and the rest of this week i've got this feeling that something is gonna happen...and I'll just be in the right position (yayy) for me! But hey...I'm gonna be so busy with basketball and junk...I'll be straight. All I know is that being friends with my [got that MY guy!! lol] is doing me a lot better coz at least we're getting to know eachother.

Okay...enough about my lessons. Ima go watch the Cosby Show and put some outfits together for this week...found some more jeans... [from 6th grade...and they FIT..that's good] and try and look even betterrr [lol] byeee!

*c.p.nichole

omg ...would i really consider having sex with him.... yesssssss! lol...

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xobabiphatox

:: 2003 30 November :: 8.39pm
:: Mood: flirty
:: Music: A.Keys* Butterflyz

Maybe I -do- wanna go tomorrow...
go do my survey on bzoink! It's called

survey form a survey whore (long)

it's got like 2o6 ?z... so...be ready! it's not really that much tho...have fun!

*c.p.n.

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xobabiphatox

:: 2003 30 November :: 4.08pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: 7o2* I Still Love You

See it don't take a rocket scientist to know I <3 u...
WOOOO!!! GO PITTSBURGGGG!!!! WOOOOOO!

sorry i'm watchin the game and me and my moms are screamin coz we were losin and scored again!!! haha cincinatti! THE KICK IS GOOD!! 65 SECONDS OF PLAY LEFT! 17-2o!!!!!

heyy Emu hates the Eagles just like me! ...yoo the bengals are gonna be scorin soon...BOO! omg they're so close to the endzone! boooooo yess they missed the touchdown!... THEY JUST SCOREDD!!! mannnnnnn BOOOOOOOOO!!!!! 23-2o...dang...y'all can kiss mah bootie....24-2o...man!

Basic
Name:C.P.Nichole
Nickname:NeNe...Pookie...Pooter...Coco...Cori...Court Court...Lil Sis...Babi Sis...Slim Jim... and more
Age:14
Location:tooownnshippp
Gender:F
Hair color:black*brown*gold
Eye color:brown with black surrounding
Height:5.9
Weight:uhm...145-15o?
Shoe Size:lo
Hobbies and stuff
What do you like to do?:sports * paint/draw * read * work on my site * hang wit mah ppl
Whats some of your favorite bands/artist?:b2k * a.keys * aaliyah * ursher * luda * boyz II men
What type of music do you listen to?:rap * r&b * hip/hop
School and things
What grade are you in?:fr3shman
What kind of grades to you make?:A's yo!
Do you like school?:oh yes
Are you involved in any sports?:in the spring
Whats your favorite subject?:...gym / band
Whats your least?:GEOMETRY
Friends
Do you have alot of friends?:yup!
What type of people do you hang out with?:shoot...different types
Personality
Do you make friends easily?:yup
Are you outgoing or shy?:outgoing
Do people find you funny?:yeah lol
Do you have a positive out look on life?:I do now
Do you like to listen to what people say?:no not really... I like to figure things out on my own even if they were right..but I will listen sometimes
Favorites
Color:silverrr and pink! [and blue, black, and white]
Food:too many
Drink:too many... i'm fond of alcohol
Sport:too many
Car:toyota celica...or mitsubishi eclipse
Clothing:...a pair of jeans and I'm straight and a v-neck shirt to go wit it
Store:fashion cents, jamm, against all odds, old navyyyy, and value city [holla!]
Shoes:...boots or my pink & white k-swisses
Movie:two can play that game & the joy luck club
Book:cloudy w/ a chance of meatballs + the justus girls
Opposite Sex
What do you look for in a relationship?:treat me right and appreciate me
Looks or Personality?:both
Whats the best color eyes?:...green
Hair?:black
Does it matter that he/she is a different race?:heck no!
Goals in life.
What do you plan on doing for employment later in life?:something music or health oriented
Do you want to get married?:no not really...
Have kids?:adopt yes...maybe... I dunno
If so, how many kids?:0... or if i must no more than 4..prolly 1
What do you want to name your kids?:... deion jarrell/ romeo jewelz/ yolanda santaiya / aviance navaeya
If you dont want kids why not?:the pain...the fact that ima be stuck with them for 18 years... the $$...and they bug meee!
Do you plan on going to college?:heck yeah!
Random
Do you like cheetos?:YESSSS
DO you do drugs?:no
Drink liquor?:occasionally!

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.Basics (As irritating as they may be).
The name you wish you had?:Aviance
Your inner age?:15+
The place you wish to be at?:someone's house...
Your ideal family?:I kinda like mine...
Your ideal career?:music producer
The cult you belong to? (In other words, religion):ooh.... it's confusing...
(Don't take the 'cult' thing too harshly)
Your weight minus all that belly flab?:i don't have belly flab...it's my ass...THANK U
Your -natural- hair color?:brown/black
.Back to the Past.
Your childhood aspirations?:doctor
Your favorite teacher?:nisnick
Domestic enviroment?:..
First kiss?:...blah
Most memorable pet?:Hondo
Most memorable year?:this year..
Happy child vs. depressed child?:i was depressed
First taste of alcohol?:don't remember
First time behind bars? (if any at all):..neva
Place of birth?:mt. holly
.Your Opinions On... .
Abortion:i'm for it..i'm never gonna do it though
George Bush:blah
Left wing politicians:...
War:"what is it good for...absolutely NOTHIN"
Reality TV:some ppl crack me up..they know they don't act like that!
MTV:...i <33 sorority life and rr/rw challenges!
School uniforms:i'm for it...i'd look -too- cute in them skirts lol
Catholics:do your thing
Lawyers in general:i might be one
The PETA:the what
Salad dressing:bangginnn
High school chemistry:don't have it yet
Racism:screw it
The bible:i don't read it enough
sPeLiNg LyK dIs:annoying
Harry Potter:blah
Philosophy:don't really care
Suicidal teens:i was almost one..so yeah
Obesity:america is fat
Donation:go for it
The pope:..do your thing
Vegetarians:
.Versus.
Meat vs Veggies:meat
Liberal vs Conservative:liberal
Time vs Money:time
Wisdom vs Love:love
Cats vs Dogs:dogs
Computer vs Television:computer
Le Tigre vs Death Cab :D:le tigre
Physical illness vs Mental illness:mental
Outdoors vs Indoors:indoors
Fantasy vs Reality:reality...it can seem like a fantasy
.Random.
What color are your socks?:not wearing any
Do you love me?:i love -me-
Can you paint the sky purple?:i could...but it would drip away

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i'm a survey whore...oh well...mm smells like cornbread!

dang...New England just scored on Indianapolis ....wooooo! colts aren't doing good at all!

What makes you laugh?:lots of stuff...jasmine...
Who is your hero?:dunno
Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?:hehe.... jewelz..but it's basically like that at dances..coz u are -on- the person
How many pairs of shoes do you own?:quite a bit...
Seriously... Where does the other sock end up?:que?
Who do you blame for your mood today?:i'm in a good mood...soo..me!
If the Internet were sex... I would:be overly screwed
Have you ever seen a dead body?:yes
What is something scientists need to invent?:automatic popcorn
What should we do with stupid people?:keep em..otherwise we won't have smartp pl
Have you ever broken a bone?:yes
Do you watch local news? Why?:yup...it's interesting ...and i laugh @ how they always talk about "the rain! it's soo much" stf up!
What happens after you die?:i'll be with the Lord
How big is your bed? Big enough?:it's full...it could be longer
How long do you think you will live?:i'm going to college in atlanta...so prolly not older than 23...

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When you die in battle you go into a new body
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Fifteen hundred dollars for a leather boustiere? On
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you're all valley girl. But, I mean,like, who
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and i love that oneee!!! lol


okay..ima go talk to Emu and Todd now..buh bye!

*c.p.nichole

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xobabiphatox

:: 2003 29 November :: 10.55pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Eminem* The Way I Am

Heyyy!
::talkin to... Michele, Bobby, Javonne [yayy], Emu [erroll], Yuki [yayyy], Todd, Annie Shylon, and soon Brandon S::

so many pplzzzzz! I'm watchin clean sweep coz trading spaces is off [BOO!] In other bad news...

spurs lost to the losers (whoops lakers 87-1o3)

but hey... I'm done mah French...woot woot!

What is your name?:courtney nichole
Are you named after anyone?:...no
What's your screename?:lushuzXanjel * babisistah421
Would you name a child of yours after you?:...yolanda santaiya...that count?
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?:jarrell
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?:Dominique or Shane`
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?:...amazingly sometimes
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?:prolly... i like tha one nameness
Basics
Your gender::f
Straight/Gay/Bi::straight
Single?:yup!
If not, do you want to be?:
Birthdate::o4-21-89
Your age::...14
Age you act::14+
Age you wish you were::17
Your height::5.9
Eye color::brown w/ black surrounding
Happy with it?:yup
Hair color::black, brown, and gold
Happy with it?:yup!
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous::gettin ambidextrous! woot woot
Your living arrangement::me & my mama
Your family::...too many ppls
Have any pets?:used to... I miss Lily & Prince! (mah froggies)
Whats your job?:fr3shman yo!
Piercings?:
Tattoos?:nah
Obsessions?:music...earrings...mascara!...and uhm sum1
Addictions?:having sumthing in my mouth
Do you speak another language?:french, pig latin, & spanish
Have a favorite quote?:...too many
Do you have a webpage?:yup! http://geocities.com/mizzpinkpimpn
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?:yeah
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?:to some ppl
Do you have any secrets?:yup
Do you hate yourself?:not anymore
Do you like your handwriting?:uhm...
Do you have any bad habits?:...I guess so
What is the compliment you get from most people?:mah lips/eyes or i'm hilarious
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?:The Diary of C.P.Nichole
What's your biggest fear?:dying soon
Can you sing?:yup
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?:not no more..if u don't like me screw u too!
Are you a loner?:sometimes
What are your #1 priorities in life?:living every day like it's the last
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?:yeah
Are you a daredevil?:sometimes
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?:..uhm not anymore
Are you passive or agressive?:both in different situations
Do you have a journal?:yup..if i didn't someone woulda been dead
What is your greatest strength and weakness?:don't really know
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?:i don't know... i like me now...why couldn't u hit me up with this when i was depressed huh
Do you think you are emotionally strong?:I am not
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?:...gettin suspended.. and not telling some things to ppl that I feel now
Do you think life has been good so far?:yeah..but it's had its ups and downs (some realll downs)
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?:appreciate everything you've got and don't change yourself for anybody
What do you like the most about your body?:eyes/lips/legs
And least?:cheeks
Do you think you are good looking?:yes
Are you confident?:yup
What is the fictional character you are most like?:a lot..
Are you perceived wrongly?:sometimes...coz ppl are surprised to find out that i'm smart and don't smoke or nottin
Do You...
Smoke?:nah
Do drugs?:motrin
Read the newspaper?:yup
Pray?:yes
Go to church?:occasionally
Talk to strangers who IM you?:not really
Sleep with stuffed animals?:yes
Take walks in the rain?:yessss
Talk to people even though you hate them?:..some
Drive?:illegally
Like to drive fast?:on gran turismo
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?:yes
Hurt yourself?:yes
Been out of the country?:yes
Eaten something that made other people sick?:..dunno
Been in love?:NO
Done drugs?:Motrin
Gone skinny dipping?:in my bathtub..
Had a medical emergency?:no...
Had surgery?:no
Ran away from home?:yes
Played strip poker?:nah
Gotten beaten up?:nope
Beaten someone up?:soo frickin close
Been picked on?:yes
Been on stage?:many times
Slept outdoors?:heck no
Thought about suicide?:7 times
Pulled an all nighter?:couple times
If yes, what is your record?:..what?
Gone one day without food?:no
Talked on the phone all night?:not all night
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?:only for a couple minutes...
Slept all day?:oh yeah
Killed someone?:in my dreams
Made out with a stranger?:not yet..
Had sex with a stranger?:not yet...
Thought you're going crazy?:hell yeah
Kissed the same sex?:on the cheek...
Done anything sexual with the same sex?:no
Been betrayed?:yes
Had a dream that came true?:all the time
Broken the law?:i guess
Met a famous person?:mmhmm
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?:no
On purpose?:no
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?:don't remember
Stolen anything?:don't remember
Been on radio/tv?:no
Been in a mosh-pit?:no
Had a nervous breakdown?:yes
Bungee jumped?:sorta yes
Had a dream that kept coming back?:no
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?:not as much anymore
Miracles?:i guess
Astrology?:not really
Magic?:no
God?:yes
Satan?:yes
Santa?:no
Ghosts?:kinda
Luck?:not really
Love at first sight?:no
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?:...yeah I guess
Witches?:no
Easter bunny?:no
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?:maybe for some people
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?:-i- haven't seen it
Do you wish on stars?:mmhmm
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?:yes
Do you think God has a gender?:no
Do you believe in organized religion?:sort of
Where do you think we go when we die?:heaven
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?:no
Who is your best friend?:....too many
Who's the one person that knows most about you?:me
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?:taylor.. never settle for second place
Your favourite inside joke?:..too many
Thing you're picked on most about?:my ass! lol
Who's your longest known friend?:Alyssa/Ashley A/Todd/Renata/Tiffy
Newest?:Katrina?
Shyest?:Ciera?
Funniest?:ooh all of us
Sweetest?:...
Closest?:...
Weirdest?:Tata/Taylor
Smartest?:Taylor
Ditziest?:Boo (or Boo & me put together at lunch)
Friends you miss being close to the most?:no one really
Last person you talked to online?:Michele/Bobby/Daniel/Emu/Todd/Yuki/Javonne/Edmond
Who do you talk to most online?:Edmond or Taylor
Who are you on the phone with most?:Edmond
Who do you trust most?:Taylor
Who listens to your problems?:Taylor
Who do you fight most with?:Ray & Edmond
Who's the nicest?:Shane`
Who's the most outgoing?:Renata
Who's the best singer?:a lot of us
Who's on your shit-list?:lol... no comment
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?:yeah..talk about it all the time
Who's your second family?:Javonne
Do you always feel understood?:hell no
Who's the loudest friend?:all of us
Do you trust others easily?:hell no
Who's house were you last at?:Javonne's
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in::....Jewelz
Do your friends know you?:...not as well as they think...
Friend that lives farthest away::Yuki
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?:sometimes
What do you find romantic?:...kissin me on mah neck
Turn-on?:see above
Turn-off?:...askin when ima let them hit "dat"
First kiss?:ugh...
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?:...weird
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going:what?
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out:yesssss
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv:mmhmm!
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?:yup
What is best about the opposite sex?:everrythingg
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?:oh god..dicks are so UGLY lol
What's the last present someone gave you?:...the 6 flowers from this week?
Are you in love?:nope!
Do you consider your significant other hot?:...well he ain't mah significant other..but yeah
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?:Aimee`
You wanted to kill?:...JAMES
That you laughed at?:me
That laughed at you?:Edmond and my Mom
That turned you on?:...hehe
You went shopping with?:...
That broke your heart?:Sean G!
To disappoint you?:no comment
To ask you out?:...don't remember
To make you cry?:my mom
To brighten up your day?:Erroll
That you thought about?:someone...
You saw a movie with?:don't remember
You talked to on the phone?:my aunt/Edmond/his aunt
You talked to through IM/ICQ?:i said that above
You saw?:my aunt + cousin
You lost?:...Jewelz
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?:nah
Will it be with your significant other?:...uh huh!
Or some random person?:nah
What are you wearing right now?:tank top + shortzZz
Body part you're touching right now::arm
What are you worried about right now?:not having a purdy outfit for winter formal
What book are you reading?:the justus girls..again
What's on your mousepad?:tweety
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling::alone * happy * flirty * saxi * special
Are you bored?:nah
Are you tired?:uh huh
Are you talking to anyone online?:yup..
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?:no
Are you lonely or content?:both
Are you listening to music?:yup! R.Kelly f/ Cassidy * Hotel [!]

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What would you say if...
I told you that President Bush died?:woot woot!
I told you your Mom died?:i'm an orphan now..
I spit in your face?:::smack::
I dissed someone you care about?:::smack::
I bowed down and began to worship you?:hell yeah!
How do you react to the following situations?
Bad grade on a test/assignment?:"damn.."
Asked out by someone you don't like?:uhm...
Not having enough money when you checkout at the grocery store?:can u take ___ off
Finding something embarassing in someone elses room/house?:laugh my butt of silently
Answering the phone to a telemarketer?:hang up
Dialing the wrong number?:"oh i'm sorry sir/ma'am"
Wow this is over!
Remarks/feedback?:..short

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wooo! guess who's gettin muscular! i see the abs and the arm muscles...woot woot! uh oohhh! in better news Florida State beat Florida woot woot! me, my moms, and mah auntie C were crazyyyy. screamin and junk lol ...oh dang it's eleven twenty 3... i need to go zZz zZz!!

oh god!!! this fool is gettin ...yeah...steph... i know who u were talkin about noww....oh myy! lol.. 2o 5... I'm going to zZz now ...fa real

I don't need nobody trying to make me over....I just wanna live simple and free..I just wanna get away, save it, all you bullshit for another day... i'm the only one that can rescue me fro mme

*c.p.nichole / NeNe {couresy of Emu}

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:: 2003 28 November :: 9.36pm
:: Mood: dorky
:: Music: Edmond talkin'

helloooo
What comes to mind when you hear..
..snow?:winter
..rain?:april*
..tornado?:wind
..summer love?:i wish
..Jon?:zaharchow
..Mike?:zaharchow
..Shea?:butter
..banana?:split
..dizzy?:motion sickness
..Laura?:winslow
..Juan?:Sean
..car?:drive
..white?:virgin
..peppermint?:gum
..New Found Glory?:rock
..placebo?:what...
..orange juice?:tropicana
..candid camera?:smile
..sister?:sister
..brother?:thomas
..hate?:me now
..school?:band
..President?:clinton
..football?:game
..rap?:music
..pop?:xtina
..rock?:music
..punk?:avril
..sex?:now
..death?:no
..baby?:never
..duuude?:yooooo
..the end?:bye bye

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Love or Lust?:lust
Sex or Making Love?:making love
New love or old love?:new love
Bud Ice or Corona? (You better say Bud).:corona
A kiss WITH tongue or without?:withOUT
Sex or Foreplay?:sex
Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms?:worms
Cheese or Pepperoni?:cheese
Crabs or Shrimp?:crabs
Jeans or Khakis?:jeans
Silver or Gold?:silver
Sweet or Spicy?:spicy
Brown eyes or Green eyes?:green
Chocolate or Vanilla?:both

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What is your favorite..
gum:orbit
restaurant:red lobster/ olive garden
drink:alcohol
season:spring
type of weather:rainy
emotion:....desire
thing to do on a half day:zZz
late-night activity:dance
sport:soccer/bball
city:...NYC/Detroit
store:...a lot
When was the last time you..
cried:...today when I found out my mom spent thanksgiving alone... =(
played a sport:weds
laughed:today... just now on da fone
hugged someone:today
kissed someone:wooo.....
felt depressed:wooo....
felt elated:dunno
felt overworked:weds
faked sick:dunno
lied:...today (whoops)
What was the last..
word you said:that
thing you ate:m&m cookie
song you listened to:pass the dutch remix
thing you drank:pepsi vanilla
place you went to:..javonne's house
movie you saw:swat
movie you rented:don't rent movies
concert you attended:...
Who was the last person you..
hugged:my mom
cried over:my mom
kissed:dunno
danced with:bobby/edmond
shared a secret with:..taylor
had a sleepover with:javonne
called:edmond
went to a movie with:my friendz
saw:my mom
were angry with:..can't say
couldn't take your eyes off of:...woooo! it was yesterday @ tha game...
obsessed over:woooooo
Have you ever..
danced in the rain:yes
kissed someone:yes
done drugs:nah i wish
drank alcohol:yeahhhh boii boiiii
slept around:no
partied 'til the sun came up:no
had a movie marathon:yes...today!!
gone too far on a dare:....lol
spun until you were immensely dizzy:oh yes
taken a survey quite like this before:yup

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Name:c.nichole
Age:o14
Sex:f
Location:tooownnnshipp [woot woot not u]
Any secrets?:yup...
Tell me one. Now. Go on.:...how about no
If your life were a movie what would you call it?:The Diary of C.Nichole
You know I have to ask. Are you a virgin?:yes
Name one famous person you want to have sex with.:wooo! i can name a couple! 1. Jarrell 2. Taye 3. Morris 4. Ursher 5. Luda
One none-famous person you want to have sex with.:1....jewelz or.... wooo nickle boy!
What's your WILDEST sexual fantasy. You have to tell me, don't skip.:..watch me
Mmk.. moving on. What kind of music do you listen to?:rap/hip-hop
Is my obsession with music unhealthy?:nah
Have you ever been in love?:nope
Done any drugs?:motrin
Do you have to go to therapy for anything? What?:nah
Are you a bitch? Lover? Child? Mother? Sinner? Saint?:i'm c.p.nichole
What does it sound like when doves cry?:the prince song
Have you ever sat on the dock of the bay?:yeah
Have you ever loved somebody so much it made you cry?:never been in <333
Does your love cost anything?:nah...well a lil
Do you wish it would rain down?:yes
Tell me one thing that people would be surprised to hear.:..dunno
Generally, are you a good person?:I think so
Do you like your life?:yup
Describe your fingerprint.:dunno
Is religion a good thing? Why or why not?:religion..uhm mixed feelings..believing in the Lord..yes
What's your favourite movie?:two can play that game : the joy luck club
Book?:cloudy w/ a chance of meatballs
Song?:too many
Band?:b2k

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i'm talking to Taylor, Erroll, and Edmond (it's 1o:35)...Spurs (yayyyy) vs Lakers (booooo) .... tonnnyyyyy pparrrrkkerrrrr woot woot!

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:: 2003 28 November :: 6.11pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Nelly* Batter Up

Hmm...
Note:

Don't start no stuff won't be no stuff

important lesson in life b/c now someone's spreading false information...so I kind of have a right to be a lil bit ticked right? But since it's not true I'm not really all that mad...cooled down quick for that one. Adios.

*C. Nichole

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