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xobabiphatox

:: 2003 26 November :: 9.07pm
:: Mood: flirty
:: Music: Beyonce`* Naughty Girl

I'm Thankful for...
you*

Why would I die in a horror movie? by toxicninja
Name
Age
Gender
Killed bythroat cut
Killed becauseyou're a jock
Created with quill18's MemeGen!


Haha... Pookie does drugs...! Yes... me and LaShonna had a lil bit of some stuff today...sike nah. spaghetti right after it's boiled wit no sauce or butter is bangin yo!

Favorites
Favorite colour?:silver, pink, blue, black, and white (red's movin up!)
Fave colour to wear?:pink, black, and blue!
Colour you want to paint your room?:coral + aqua
Colour you want to dye your hair?:...dark red?...i like it the way it is tho
Colour of nailpolish?:pink...dark
Colour of your food? (O_O):....beige...PASTA
Less positive now . . .
Least favorite colour?:dull gray
Colour that looks the worst on you?:brown?
Colour that looks good on you but you hate to wear?:...?
Colour that you would NEVER dye your hair?:white
Colour of food that you would NEVER EVER eat?:purple
Just facts . . .:
Colour of the desktop of your computer?:...it's a black and white aaliyah picture
Colour shirt you're wearing?:white wife beater, black hoodie
Colour of the walls of the room you're in?:white...but u can hardly see dem wit all da posters
Colour of the sky right now?:black/navy
Emotions . . . (Just choose the colour that you associate with the emotion)
Love?:red
Lust?:red
Anger?:red
Friendship?:yellow
Sadness?:gray
Suicide?:gray
Hyperness?:orange
Exhaustion?:black
Arrogance?:red
One last question.
Do you have strong emotional ties to colour?:yes...pink!

The Colour Survey brought to you by BZOINK!

why do i have a feeling i already did this next survey....


you don't know the pain that I feel,
you've taken my <3 for granted and u just wanna see it your way,
it's about that time i'm gonna tell you whats on my mind,
i'm fed up with u not being here with me when you know <3 is all i need

i don't really wanna stay
i don't really wanna go
what i really need know
can we get it together?

about you. <3
name::courtney nichole
age::1*
gender::f
hetrosexual?:mmhmm
homosexual or transexual or bisexual or other?:no...
school?:bths
outside world
labels, keep 'em or lose 'em?:...screw them! only labels i like are music ones l-o-l! sike nah
against gay marriages?:....dunno
homophobic?:nah
racist?:nah
have a phobia?:yes
if yes, of what?:spiders
do you want to... <3
kiss?:mmmmmhmmmm
fuck?:mmhmm
kill?:YES
hurt someone or something?:yes
go hiking?:no....
read?:yes
walk around naked?:no
push someone?:onto their bed and screw them...yes
do you...
have sex?:Mary...
do drugs?:hehehe
smoke?:nah
play with fire?:used to
cut yourself?:used to...
try to commit suicide?:-almost- did
laugh like school girl?:how does a school grl laugh
are you... <3
tired?:nope!
sick?:nah
cold?:yes! "maybe ur cold b/c i didn't turn the heat on!" my mom's...smart
hot?:well.....
weird?:yeah...=D a lil bit
working?:sorta
walking around naked laughing like a school girl?:nah
making out?:i wish!!...
having sex?:i wish!!
watching tv?:no
being amused?:yupppp....food is good
killing someone?:i wish
being... you?:yes

the survey of the most...er..people! brought to you by BZOINK!


it's 1o:12 i'm finally finished the survey..tired..and gotta be up @ like 7 tomorrow...buh bye!

You
What is your full name::Courtney Nichole Cross-J***s** [u should be able to guess]
Spell your first name backwards::Yentrouc [sounds like yen truck!]
Date of birth::o4-21-8*
Male or female::female
Astrological sign::taurus
Nicknames::Pookie, Pooter, Cori, Coco, Yolanda, Mizz C, Slim Jim, and more
Occupation::fr3shman!
Height::5'9"
Weight::145-15o
Hair color::black, brown, and gold
Eye color::brown with black
Where were you born::memorial hospital, nj
Where do you reside now::towwwnshippp woot woot!
Age::1*
Screen names::lushuzXanjel * babisistah421
E-mail addy::Xx1inamillionxxX@aol.com
What does your screen name stand for::luscious angel * i'm erbody's lil sis and got 8 older sibs * i'm 1 in a million
What is your greatestjournal name::xobabiphatox
What does your greatestjournal name stand for::what i got is nottin but a lil baby phat..and da clothezZz
Pets::o
Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake::....my last birthday cake [with candles] came to me when i was 1o...
Piercings::
Tattoo's::o
Shoe size::Io
Righty or lefty::righty
Wearing::white wife beater, tite jeanzZz, black hoodie
Hearing::Xtina* Walk Away
Feeling::loved...and like screwin someone...badly
Eating/drinking::just finished mah spaghetti
Guys/Girls/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff
Have you ever been in love::hell NO
How many people have you said:2
How many people have you been in REAL love with::NONE
How many people have you kissed::...5
Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex::on the cheek...
How many people have you dated::5
What do you look for in a guy/girl::personality, let me be me, respect, body
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex::eyes or your butt if ur facin the other way
What type of guy/girl do you usually go for::...someone who's too old [javonne..rib fest!], dark, sport, treats me rite
Do you have a crush right now::uh huh....
If so who is it::nuh uh....
Do you believe in love at first sight::nope!
Do you remember your first love::didn't have one
Who is the first person you kissed::sum1 who lives in city..it wasn't a frenchie tho
Do you believe in fate::sorta
Do you believe in soul mates::uhm..dunno
If so do you believe you'll ever find yours::in some other country...yes
Family Stuff
How many siblings do you have::10 ½ siblings
What are your siblings names::Lord...too many
What are your parents names::Tracy, Albert, Jerry, Seleste
How many siblings does your mother have::birthmother- 2, mom now- 5, 1 died
How many siblings does your father have::my dad- 34, jerry-2
Where are your parents from::da dirrty dirrty!
Is your family close::yeah..some parts
Does your family get together for holidays::...most of them don't celebrate them
Do you have a drunk uncle::uh huh
Any medical problems run through your family::diabetes, breast cancer, [sp] skulleosis [that's how it sounds]
Does someone in your family wear a toupee::nah
Do you have any nieces or nephews::18
Are your parents divorced::never got married
Do you have step parents::soon
Has your family ever disowned another member of your family::not that i know of
Did some of your family come to America from another country::dad's mom- puerto rico, dad's dad- jamaica/barbados
Music Stuff
What song do you swear was written about you or your life::Xtina* Fighter [yeah y'all noe who r u if u did me wrong!]
What's the most embarrassing cd you own::Monster Disco! but it's hot
What's the best cd you own::the ones I make
What song do you absolutely hate::if i hated it why would i listen to it
Do you sing in the shower::yup..dance too
What song reminds you of that special someone::Xtina* loving me 4 me
Okay, I Name An Artist And You Give A Lyric From Any One Of Their Songs!
Pink::mirror mirror on the wall, damn i sure look fine, i can't blame these horny boys, i would make me mine!
Aerosmith::pink is my favorite color
Madonna::like a virgin, touched for the very first time
Korn::forget one...
Backstreet Boys::i'll never break your heart, i'll never make u cry
The Beatles::she loves you yeah yeah yeah....
Sublime::who?
J.Lo::now mr. dj i've asked u three times, PLAY MY MOTHA ::beep:: SONG!
*Nsync::I'm sittin here, can't get you off my mind, I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
Limp Bizkit::We keep rollin rollin rollin rollin uh!
Stacie Orrico::There's gotta be more to life...
Creed::hat ethem
Britany Spears::what would it take for you to just leave w/ me, i'm not tryin to sound conceited but me and u are meant to be, you're a nice guy, i'm a nice girl, let's turn this dancefloor
Good Charlotte::[from brit] into our own lil nasty world:Girls don't like boys, girls like cars and money
Christina Aguilera::I just wanna get away, save it, all your bullshit for another day
Eminem::I am, whatever you say I am
Kelly Clarkson::..for a moment like this...some ppl wait forever...
Kelly Osbourne::papa don't preach...
Mandy Moore::I'm missin you like candy
Eve::baby let me rock with you
Aaliyah::mama always told me to be careful who I <33...
Nelly::pimp juice is anything to attract the opposite sex
Alicia Keys::i wanna rock wit u, no matter what we do
Incubus::...suttin suttin suttin and drive
Favorites
Color::pink, silver, blue, black, and white
Food::too many
Song::basically every Xtina, A.Keys, Aaliyah, Nas, and Ursher song
Show::...trading spaces yo!
School subject::a foreign language or band...but with Madame... I don't know
Band/singer/artist::Xtina...duh , Aaliyah, A. Keys, LUDA, ...and Ursher
Animal::..and wild cat, elephants, and DUCKS!
Outfit::anything that makes me look even betterrr
Radio station::hot 97
Movie::two can play that game * the joy luck club
Pair of shoes::my pink and white k-swisses and my knee high boots! i hit 6 feet wit dem!
Cartoon::too many
Actor::denzel * colin * morris * taye * johnny
Actress::vivica * halle * drew
Potato chip::...Herrs original
Drink::alcohol...
Soda::pepsi twist/vanilla
Holiday::my birthday
Perfume/cologne::COCO CHANEL MADEMOISELLE!!! + Avon-Haiku/Haiku Awakenings
Pizza topping::::cough:: [i'm Jewish now..remember] and sausage
Jello flavor::greeeeen! [remember!], orange, and strawberry!
Lunch meat::turrrkeyy and bologna!
Card Game::Spit! [steph!], spider solitare, tripeaks, and freecell
Video game::Gran Turismo.. and NBA LIVE 2OO3! Monopoly party's hot too!
Website::mine! http://geocities.com/mizzpinkpimpn
Book::The Justus Girls
Computer game::The Sims, Mall Tycoon
Number::1, 7, 8, 9, 21, 69
Cereal::Cinnamon Life! * frosted mini wheats
Comedian::wanda!, bill bay? [dat FUNNY white dude from apollo] , chris rock & tucker, dave chapelle
Dessert::ice cream
Disney character::princess courtney.. nah Adelaide, Megara, and Jasmine
Clothing store::Against All Odds, Jam, Old Navy, and Fashion Cents
Past time::smokin it up wit mah grlz..sike nah chillin wit my home boys
Teacher::mrs. williams/knight/johnson/nisnick/contesti
Childhood toy::that swing ball toy!
Carnival game/ride::...whack a mole?
Candy bar::milky way
Magazine::ebony, essence, vibe, cosmo girl, seventeen, and teen people
Salad dressing::french or honey mustard
Thing to do on the weekend::zZz... or go out
Hot drink::cinnamon apple tea
Season::spring [mah buurthday!]
Sport to watch::football * tennis * basketball!
Person to talk to online::ATP[taylor]!
Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits
What color are your sheets::pink and white
What color are your bedroom walls::white
Do you have posters on your wall::yessss
If so of what::hip hop / r&b starts
Do you have a tv in your bedroom::yes
How many pillows are on your bed::...3
What do you normally sleep in::a tank top and shorts..especially during the winter lol
Describe your favorite pair of pajamas::my pink camo pants, wit any tank ..
What size bed do you have::full..xtra long i think
Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed::...day?
Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom::no
Describe the last nightmare you had::never have them
Do you sleep with stuffed animals::yes
How many people can comfortably sleep comfortably in your bed::...3?
How many people can comfortably sleep comfortably in your bed::... ^
Any unusual sleeping positions::i zZz backwards,
Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling::no...with my mom
Do you snore::maybe a lil
How about drool::prolly
Do you have an alarm clock in your room::yes
What color is the carpet in your room::brown
What's under your bed::organized boxes..cleaned it
This or that
loser/wannabe::loser!
Doughnuts/bagels::doughnuts
Day/night::night
Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west::east side!
Heaven/hell::heaven
Make love/have sex::make love..then have sex
Coffee/tea::tea
Hamburgers/hotdogs::hot dogs
Rap/rock::rap
Britney/Christina::Xtina!!
Swiss cheese/american cheese::american
Real World/Road Rules::real world
Backstreet Boys/*Nsync::n*sync
Silver/gold::silver
Nike/Adidas::nike
McDonalds/Taco Bell::taco bell
Sweet/sour::sour
Punk/emo::punk
Hot/cold::cold
Winter/summer::winter
Spring/fall::spring
Operas/plays::plays
Read/watch tv::read
Cd's/tapes::cd's
Dvd's/vhs::dvd's
Old/new::old
Shorts/skirts::skirts
Pink/red::pink!
Colored pictures/black and white photos::black and white
Meat/vegetables::meat
Mexican food/chinese food::chinese
Commercials/infomercials::infomercials
Scary movies/comedies::both
Bikinis/one piece bathing suits::tankinis
Sandals/tennis shoes::flip flops!
Dogs/cats::dogs
Unicorns/fairies::unicorns
Water/land::water
Sugar/spice::spice
Black/white::black
ribbons/bows::bows
Chicken/beef::chicken
Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights::white
Cars/trucks::trucks
Austin Powers/James Bond::austin
Popcorn/pretzels::popcorn
Hip/hop::hop [onto the bed...]
Passionate kiss/peck::passionate
WWE wrestling/ real wrestling::..neither
Back rub/foot massage::back
Picture frames/photo albums::photo albums
Pens/pencils::pens
What Is Your Opinion Of The Following
Eminem::he's a lyrical master
Virgins::i'm one..and i'm still saxi as hell and i wanna keep my vcard..but it's gettin HARD
God::he's the reason why i'm not dead..coz if he didn't <3 me he woulda let me kill myself those 7 times I tried
The Osbournes::hilarious
Reality TV::it's aiight sometimes
J.Lo::she doin her thang...but her butt ain't that big..well mine's bigger ! lol
Religion::it's not meant for some ppl
Emo music::..dunno wut it is
Valentine's Day::steph's birthday... day i would NOT wanna lose my vcard
Christina Aguilera's comeback::her Stripped cd is f*ckin AWESOME
Homosexuals::let them do their thang
Abortion::i'm for it, and who's a man to make it illegal...if the baby come from rape...whachu gonna do
Inter-racial relationships::i'm for it..but don't call us black women lower class to more "exotic" races
Murder::screw it
Death::i don't wanna die anytime soon
Obesity::america is fat
Pre-marital sex::..not for me...go ahead and be a red blooded american tho!
Terrorism::screw that too
Pornography::...hey if u makin the $$ go for it
Fortune Tellers::..bullshit...but fun
Threesomes::...Ray!!! remember that joke .. uhm ...woo that's be fun!
Prostitution::like i said if u makin the $$, it's just not for me...just DON'T take mah manzZz
Politics::liars
Country music::eww
George W. Bush::....you don't wanna know
Cloning::definately NOT for it
Britney's boobs::i saw this thing she went from like B-D-C-A-B-C-D-B lol
Gas prices in America::NJ's gettin EXPENSIVE
What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?...
Jack::and Jill / Black
Tiffany::Jones
Ben::and Jen
Maria::Maria...
Jennifer::Love Hewitt
Nicole::Citrone
Amy::...
Adam::Sandler
Richard::Williams
Arnold:: from hey arnold
Tom::hanks
Melissa::come back!
Charlotte::'s web
Harold::Burmen
John::Zaharchow
Joel::...
Vanessa::Williams
Michelle::Giles [one l tho]
Kevin::Smart-Abbey [eep! lol]
Brent::Tomer
Jake::...
Billy::Dale
Sarah::Francois
Natalie::Fazzone
Christy::Meyers
Nick::Matala
Linda::...
Taylor::ATP!
Jordan::Hannah [mah cousine!]
Jamie::Zacca..ya noe
Adrian::Adrea
Have You Ever....
Mooned anyone::no
Been on a diet::yes
Been to a foreign country::yes
Broken a bone::yes
Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling::no
Swear at a teacher::..muttered it
Talked to an gj member via emails or instant messages::..?
Got in a fight::no
Dated a teacher::EWW
Laughed so hard you peed your pants::no
Thought about killing your enemy::yes including my mom
Gone skinny dipping::in my bathtub u perv...
Met another gj member in the flesh::?
Told a little white lie::yes
Told a secret you swore not to tell::maybe..don't remember
Stolen anything::don't think so
Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid::uh huh
Been on TV::yes
Been on the radio::no
Been in a mosh pit::no
Been to a concert::yes
Dated one of your best friends::yes
Loved someone so much it makes you cry::no
Deceived somebody close to you::no
Broken the law::maybe
Been to a rodeo::no
Been on a talk show::i think so
Been on a game show::no
Been on an airplane::yes
Got to ride on a firetruck::yes
Came close to dying::yes
Cheated on a bf/gf::yes
Gave someone a piggy back ride::yes
Terrorized a babysitter::no
Made a mud pie::no
Had a dream that you're falling off a cliff::no
Snuck out of the house at night::no
Been so drunk you don't remember your name::no
Had an eating disorder::yes but it didn't go very far
Felt like you didn't belong::yes
Felt like the 3rd wheel::yes
Smoked::no
Done drugs::no
Been arrested::no
Had your tonsils removed::no
Gone to camp::yes
Won a bet::yes
Written a love letter::yes
Gone out of your way to be with the one you love::yes
Written a love poem::yes
Kissed in the rain::no
Slow danced with someone you love::oooh yess!
Participated in an orgy::no
Faked an orgasm::no
Stolen a kiss::no
Asked a friend for relationship advice::yes..ATP!
Had a friend steal your bf/gf::...no
Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love::no
Gotten a speeding ticket::no
Done jail time::no
Had to wear a uniform to work::no
Won a trophy::yes
Thrown up in public::yes! bowling alley
Bowled a perfect game::nah
Failed/got held back::no
Got perfect attendance in grade school::yes! 8th grade and more
Roasted pumpkin seeds::no
Taken ballet/karate lessons::ballet
Attempted suicide::7 times
Cut yourself::yes
Childhood Stuff
Did you play with Barbies/G.I. Joes::both
Did you own Treasure Trolls::yes
Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210::a lil
Did you play Simon Says::yessss
Did you watch Fraggle Rock::no
Did you wet the bed::no
Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed::no
Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them::yess!
Were you shy::no
Were you spoiled::yes
Were you abused::no
Did you go to the circus::yes
Did you go to the zoo::yes
Were you in a car accident::yes
Did you build snowmen::yes
Did you cry when you scraped your knee::yes
Were your older cousins mean to you::no i was the baby
Did you think slinkies were cool::still do
Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer::yesss
Were you afraid of the dark::no
Did you have slumber parties::no
Did you have New Kids on the Block sheets, pillows, pajamas, sleeping bag?:no
Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany::no
Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy::no
Randomness
Do you believe in aliens::nah
Name three things that are next to your computer::pot holder, celly, light bulb
Do you have any hidden talents::yes
Do you wish MTV would play music videos::yess lol
If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be::black comedy
What would your movie star name be::Pookie Nichole!
Do you play any sports::used to..will again in spring
What's the scariest movie you've ever seen::signs! sike nah
What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently::swat?
What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen::8 CRAZY NIGHTS
Do you drive::illegally
What is your dream car::... a car is a car
Do you think your good looking::yes
Do others think you are good looking::yes
Would you ever sky dive::yes
Do you believe in Bigfoot::no
How many rooms do you have in your house::5
Are you afraid of roller coasters::no
Do you believe in God::yes
Do you believe in Satan::yes
Do you believe there is a heaven::yes
Do you believe there is a hell::yes
Do you own a pooltable::no
Do you have a pool::no
Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen::yea
Do you like chocolate::yea
Who/what is on your 2003 calendar::animals
How many U.S. states have you been to::dunno
Ever wished on a shooting star::yes
Best Halloween costume you ever wore::... my Esmerelda
Do you carry any weapons on you::no
What is your weakness::...dancin wit any dude who grabs me
Name something you can't get enough of::grindin
Describe yourself in 3 adjectives::unique, independent, saxi
How many kids do you want to have::0
Future daughters names::Yolanda Santaiya; Aviance Navaeyah
Future sons names::Deoin Jarrell ; Romeo Jewelz/Jarrell
What is your ideal way to die::..in my zZz
How do you release stress::my journal.. Xtina* Stripped CD
Do you consider yourself a trendy person::i guess
Are you an artisitic person::mmhmm
Are you a realistic person?::when i wanna be
Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off::no
Are you a strong person::yeah gettin stronger..but heavy handed lol
Are you a strong willed person::mhmm
Who is the last person to e-mail you::...
Who is the last person to IM you::Ray + Pooh
Do you hate chain e-mails::yes
Are you a deep sleeper::yes
Are you a good story teller::sometimes
What do you believe is your best quality::..my lips, eyes, and legs
What is your greatest accomplishment::state and all state champs
Do you like to burn candles or incense::not really...afraid of fire...from all the previous ones
Do you have your own credit card::no
Let's say you win the lotto. What do you do with all that money?::college
Do you have a check book::yes
Do you like your drivers licence::no
Do you tan easily::i'm black
What color is your hair naturally::brown/black
How many fillings do you have::0
How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit::0
Worst feeling in the world?:...me being depressed again
Best feeling in the world::...ppl finally accepting me for me
Is the glass half empty or half full::it's half full
Last thing you downloaded::music
Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life?::yes just to be stupid
What do you think people think of you::dunno
Are you a likeable person::yes
Do you need therapy::mmhmm
Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance::no
Do you love your bf/gf::single!
If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge would they call it FED UP::nah, FEPS!
When are you moving::in almost 4 years
What's your favorite phrase::... eff u

Long Survey brought to you by BZOINK!

...i'm holdin my red flower now... my god..and it smells super good... i might zZz with that thing! =D

goodnight to my new friendzZz Jessica and Lauren! And I'll see the rest of my negroes ova the break!

oh i saw my KayKay and Thomas..and Dejae, and Jordan...they're all so cuteeeee! i need oodles and noodles for tomorrow..hmmm... no i am not gonna fall for this boy again..Jewelz is gone...dayum

<333 alwayz,
*Poooookie / Courtney Nichole

I'm thankful for God for <333'ing me..b/c there were 7 chances when he coulda let me kill myself but he didn't....and now I'm happy and grateful..for him giving me the will...

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xobabiphatox

:: 2003 26 November :: 1.01pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Xtina* Makeover then M.Carey* My All

Imagine me looking you in your eyes...like before...you miss that?
TaylorDuzer: *i <3 u again...well maybe not... <<--- what the heck is that... do u want me to hurt u?... lol OH COURTNEY!

Auto response from lushuzXanjel: i miss you boo... :-*

im me...writin in mah journal..leave me sum luv http://www.woohu.com/~xobabiphatox

*pookie/courtney nichole

lushuzXanjel: taylor! :-(
TaylorDuzer: Courtney!
TaylorDuzer: whats going on here?

Sorry coach! lol

Layer.one
Name:Courtney Nichole
Birthdate:April 21, 198*
Birthplace:Memorial Hospital Mt Holly, NJ
Current location:Toowwwnnnshiipppp [woot woot, not you!]
Eyes:brown with black surrounding
Hair:black, brown, gold and wavy
Height:5'9...¼?
Righty or Lefty:righty
Zodiac Sign:Taurus [on da cusp wit Aries]
Layer.two
Your heritage:jamaican, bajan/barbadian, & puerto rican
Your weakness:gum
Your shoes you wore today:white & navy k-swisses
Your fears:dying soon
Your perfect pizza:::cough:: and sausage
Goal you'd like to achieve:Remain a Mary thru high skoo'...mite not happen =D
Layer.three
Your thoughts first waking up:guess who I get to see today..helllooo world...do I really have to get up now?!
Your best physical feature:my "dramatic" eyes [makeup person said dat] * mah leggies
Your bedtime:don't have one
Your most missed memory:having pineapples and strawberries being fed to me... having Jewelz hold me..
Layer.four
Pepsi or Coke:Pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King:don't matter
Single or group dates:single..i want tha man to myself
Adidas or Nike:Nike
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:Lipton!
Chocolate or vanilla:both
Cappuccino or coffee:coffee coolattas / carmelattas
Layer.five
Smoke:no
Cuss:trying* to stop
Sing:yes
Take showers daily:yes
Have a crush:...uhm I guess so =D
Think you've been in love:hell no
Want to go college:yes
Want to get married:maybe
Believe in yourself:sometimes
Get motion sickness:on some swings
Think you're attractive:yeah
Think you're a health freak:no
Get along with your parents:sometimes
Like thunderstorms:yes
Play an instrument:yes , 3
Layer.six - in the past months
Gone to the mall:yes
Eaten an entire box of Oreos:no
Eaten sushi:no
Been on stage:yes...well not a real stage
Gone skating:no
Made homemade cookies:yes...just finished!
Gone skinny dipping:does a bath count?
Dyed your hair:got a dif coloured weave
Stolen anything:no
Label.seven - ever..
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated:no
Been called a tease:maybe..
Got beaten up:no
Layer.eight
Age you hoped to be married:if i do get married 27
Number and name of children:0 if i must, no more than 4 Yolanda Santaiya, Aviance Navaeyah, Deion Jarrell, Romeo Jewelz
Dream wedding:a huge wedding, in a black church, with city lights behind us @ nite
How do you want to die:in my zZz
Where do you want to attend college:clark atlanta, uni. of michigan, princeton, havard, georgetown, howard, maybe UCLA..
Dream job:music producer
Country you want to visit:France, Italy, and Japan
Layer.nine - In a guy/girl...
Best eye color:green
Best hair color:black
Short or long hair:short or long cornrows
Height:5'9 or taller
Best weight:don't really matter as long as u got it
Best clothing:don't matter as long as u look good
Best first date location:beach @ nite, or theme park
Best first kiss location:somewhere in the rain....
Layer.ten
Number of drugs taken illegally:none
Number of people I could trust with my life:2 [including me]... no 3
Number of CDs that I own:too many
Number of piercings:
Number of tattoos:0
Number of times my name's been in the news:....3/4
Number of scars on my body:none
Number of things in my past that I regret.:2

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what we've got is between me and you

*courtney

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:: 2003 26 November :: 9.16am
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: Kelsey talkin and Nookie laughin'

=D
Hey, this entry is just for Ray, ATP, Pookie, my big sis Sydney, and Jewelz


merci!!!



*Pookie

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:: 2003 25 November :: 8.49pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: R. Kelly f/ Cassidy* Hotel [!!]

thou' shall not <3 no me no mo'!
15 things that make you happy
1:MUSIC
2:being alive
3:not being grounded
4:not <3ing Jewelz as much
5:ATP! [thanks for alll the girls' room talks! lol]
6:AIM
7:Pookie
8:Basketball
9:knowing Jesus <3s me
10:seeing the Williams' sisters win
11:Sacramento Kings
12:Xtina's CDs
13:Spice Girls CDS [DON'T ask!]
14:being wit mah grlz, my negroes, my broz, and my sistaz
15:playin wit makeup, doin mah nails...being a girl!
10 things you are thankful/grateful for
1:being alive
2:not being an orphan
3:my family
4:my friends
5:myself for making it thru my "dark days"
6:Jesus
7:having a home & food
8:Jerry
9:marching band ... i <3 y'all =(
10:MY COMPUTER
5 things that inspire you
1:Xtina
2:Alicia Keys
3:Oprah
4:Music
5:being out at night...bangin poems
3 things you enjoy doing
1:working on my site/journal
2:listening to music
3:hangin wit mah negroes
3 ways you will better yourself in the upcoming year
1:stop cursing
2:become more focused
3:find my inner self even more [note me & my mismatching socks]
2 things you are looking forward to in the upcoming year
1:cotillion [march 26!] / winter formal [jan 16!]
2:WILLIAMSBURG for marching band [near my burrrthddayy!]
now don't you just feel good?

*a feel-good survey* brought to you by BZOINK!

I am sooo proud of myself. Go Pookie! The other Pookie's leavin me yo! He's goin to Fl. without me, I'm mad as hell. I want a souveni..r... and I wanna talk to Amir again. He is funny as hell! dey was freestylin about havin sex with me... "yo i'm wit courtney... yo... nottin rhyme wit courtney... well uhm...we in the bed...she give bangin head" stuff like that it was halarious hearin dem sing too. Rite now I'm watching An Americal Idol Christmas..and I'm bout 2 see who got kicked off of Average Joe...

it's alright if u wanna come with me...and fulfill ur fantasies...baby in my hotel suite...and it's okay if u wanna party nite till day...i will do anything you say...just come to my hotel...boy u wanna come to my hotel, maybe i will leave u my room key....

John and Alex got kicked off Cris... I wanted John, Alex, or Michael to go off. If Zach wins I will die! I want Adam to win!!

Lord...Pooh didn't know when Thanksgiving was...poor babi...Ima see him on Thursday! woot woot!

depressed
Your to depressing to have love. Cheer up emo kid!
=D Stop trying so hard and love will find you..
and remember.. Only you can prevent forest
fires!


Are you destined to be alone?
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okay since i answered truthfully about not having a man... i'm depressing? screw that! lol

coz i don't wanna cry... i don't wanna cry... nothing in the world can take us to where we used to be..though I'm giving u my heart and soul...I must find a way of letting go...coz baby I don't wanna cry

That's to you noe who!
freshmint
You are Fresh Mint.
You are caring and friendly. You have a nurturing
personality and always help out a friend in
need. You are fairly outgoing, and always show
a friendly face. You truly care for other
people, and you show it. However, you may
neglect your own responsibilites or become over
involved in your friends' personal affairs.
Most Compatible With: Orange


Which Tic-Tac Flavor Are You?
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You're either really horny or the ganstah.You're
very ghetto and probably mean.If you're the
horny one then I'd advise you stop humping the
computer...now.If you're ghetto...then dont pop
a cap in my ass.please!By the way,please vote
for my quiz!


What clique do you belong in?
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What song...
Fits your life as it is currently the most?:Mya* Fallen
Reminds you to be grateful for the little things?:Bow Wow* Thank You
Makes you wanna get up and dance?:David Banner f/ Lil Flip* Like a Pimp [!!]
Makes you reach for a box of kleenex?:Babyface* Nobody Knows
Reminds you of something you've lost?:Jagged Edge* Goodbye
Is the one you secretly like but would NEVER admit?:Good Charlotte* Girls and Boys [boys and girls? lol]
Reminds you of your crush/boyfriend/girlfriend?:Xtina* Impossible
Is the most depressing?:Xtina* I'm Okay
Can put you in a horribly depressing mood?:Xtina* Walk Away
Can put you in a hyperily happy mood?:Destiny's Child* Happy Face
Causes your imagination to soar?:Xtina* Spread Your Wings and Soar
Makes you want things you can never have?:Mary J. Blige* Real Love
Inspires you?:A. Keys* Caged Bird
Makes you kinda horny?:Ginuwine* So Anxious [haha]
Is your all-time favourite?:Aaliyah* All I Need
Makes you calm and rather content?:A. Keys* Butterflyz
Has personal meaning to you?:Xtina* Make Over

Sing a Song... brought to you by BZOINK!

Miiikkeeee....come bacckkkk....

I can't believe what u did to me....down on my knees and I need to be free..all these years you violated me.. I don't know why I can't feel inside..tryin to hide can't make it alright, it's overkill, now I'm ready to fight... I need nobody tryin to make me* over.. I just wanna live simple and free....

I just wanna get away, save it, all ur bullshit for another day...

Feeling confined, like I'm being forced in
My vision's blurry and I'm lost in regrets
It's overload, and I'm out of control

So sick and tired of feeling so misused
Taking me down with all your mental abuse
I must say, gotta get you out of my head...

Everybody's always trying to look me over
I just wanna live simple and free
I just wanna get away
Save it, all your bullshit, for another day
I'm the only one who can rescue me from me

Leaving the house another quarter to five
Slipped on my boots and I'm ready to ride
And I feel so high, I feel so alive

Let down my hair, feel the wind on my skin
Crossing the water where my new life begins
And I close my eyes and take it all in

I don't need nobody trying to make me over
I just wanna live simple and free
I just wanna get away
Save it, all your bullshit, for another day
I'm the only one who can rescue me from me


I just wanna get away
Save it, all your bullshit, for another day
I'm the only one who can rescue me from me

I'm gonna go talk to Erroll now...buh bye! BBS...maybe...most likely!

*courtney nichole

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:: 2003 23 November :: 9.17pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Edmond + Amir singin

Lordi...
They r singin N*Sync & Backstreet Boys and they sound horrible...do I have a ghetto accent...lolllllll Amir's rappin to jump around.. lol... now I'm a Muslim...Lordi...bbs

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:: 2003 23 November :: 7.37pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Jay Z* Change Clothes den... R.Kelly f/ Cassidy* Hotel[!]

skoo' tomorrroooowww...and surveys!
Have you ever hit someone forcefully?:yes
Have you ever thrown anything at a moving car?:uhm...a snow ball
Have you ever been in a fist fight?:almost with james this year...but with cousins yes
Have you ever laughed so hard you cried?:in lunch everyday
Have you ever hit an animal on the road?:i don't drive
Have you ever seen a Beatles film?:no
Have you ever cussed?:yes
Have you ever been on a subway?:yes...and it went on the side of the ben franklin bridge..and i was near the window seat..it was scary as hell but funnn
Have you ever taught a little kid to cuss?:nah
Have you ever cheated on a test/exam?:don't think so
Have you ever skipped school?:no
Have you ever egged someones house?:no
Have you ever gotten a computer virus?:yeah..well not really morpheus crashed it tho
Have you ever cried for no reason at all?:yeah...last time @ marching band
Have you ever missed someone?:missing sum1 rite now...

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oh let me tell all you haters that i don't have my ghetto headfones anymore!!!! lol... I went to wal-mart with my mom... lost a shirt @ tha laundry mat... uhm got stuff...and my special Ohm Jasmine Rose body scrub ..mmm! And healing garden stuff...and nair lol...and more schtuff!

i still believe...someday you and me....

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Name:Courtney Nichole
Nicknames:Pookie, Pooter, Coco, Cori, and more
Age:14
Birthday:April 21*
Nationality:Jamaican, Barbadian/Bajan, & Puerto Rican
Current Height:5'9... or taller
Hair Color:black, brown, & gold
Eye Color:brown with black surrounding
Family:...too complicated
Location:jerseeyyyyy
College:Clark Atlanta University or Spellman
Piercings:2 in 1 ear, 1½ in the otha
Red or Blue:both
Spring or Fall:spring... mah birthday
Santa or Rudolph:rudolph [mah uncle's name]
Math or English:math
What are you going to do after you finish this survey:take another one and keep talkin on aim
What was the last food you ate:spaghetti
High School or College:college...but high school currently
Last movie you saw:bring it on
Last noise you heard:hotel on my headfones and trading spaces* theme
Last time you went out of state:last marching band comp...the 8th!
Things you like in a girl/guy:eyes, personality, butt, calves, and smile
What book are you reading now:$$$ Hungry
Favorite board game:Life!! + Candy Land
Favorite magazine:J-14, Cosmo Girl, Ebony, + Seventeen
Worst feeling in the world:being depressed again and chillin wit knives on my wrist
First thing you think of in the morning:hellloooo world [& jewelz] and hoping my night prayers come true
Future daughter's name:if i have kids... Yolanda Santaiya [made dat up] : Aviance Navaeyah
Future son's name:Deion Jarrell : Romeo Jarrell
Chocolate or Vanilla:both
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal:hell yeah
Dream job:music producer
Whats under your bed:nothing but organized boxes...jus cleaned it! go me!

Overview Survey brought to you by BZOINK!

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Basics
Name::Courtney Nichole
Birthplace::Memorial Hospital in Mt. Holly
Birthdate::April 21*, '89
Current City of Residence::Twp.
Family Members::too many... but gotta say my babies Thomas & Kaitlyn
Favorites
Color::silver, pink, blue, black, and white
Beverage::pepsi vanilla, milkshakes, smoothies, Tropicana, alcohol, & sparkling cider
Movie::Two Can Play That Game : The Joy Luck Club
Musical::Cats!!
Board Game::Life!!
Computer Game::Mall Tycoon and THE SIMS!
Game to Roleplay::uhm... no idea
Animal::and wild cat, ducks, and elephants
Sport::too many
Book::Cloudy With a Chance of Meatballs and Tiki Tiki Tembo [shane`!!]
A Day In The Life..
School::kick bootie in gym, see jewelz, info tech, band, see jewelz, lunch, see jewelz, geometry...sumtiems see jewelz, french, see jewelz! lol and all my otha negroes
Typical Mood::very very happy lately
Usually Found?::hustlin ppl for gum
Collects::gum... and PINK WRITING UTENSILS!
Have You Ever
Been kissed::yes
Done drugs::... motrin?
Eaten an entire box of Oreos:... in a week...
Eaten sushi::think so... i've eatin rabbit + alligator!
Been on stage::plenty of times
Been in a car accident::yes...
This or That
Cold or Hot::cold... a reason to get hot
Blue or Red::both
Rain or Snow::rain
Wool or Cotton::cotton
Private or Public School::public
Chocolate or Plain Milk::strawberry
Celsius or Farenheit::farenheit
Spring or Fall::spring [mah burrrthdayyy]
Science or History::history
Math or English::math
"Love Life"
Do you like somebody?::yes
Do they know?::yes!
Do you want them?::yes!!
Are they hot?::yes!!!
Random
Who do you e-mail the most?:the twins
Who do you IM the most?:most definately Taylor + Pookie
Who are you talking to now?::Shane`, Erroll, Lee Lee, Todd, Tiffi, Moza, + Brandon H
Are you currently in love?::"in love".. no...but i love my friend... in lust... hell yeah!
Is this survey lame?::not really
Isn't bzoink! nifty? =) ::it's ... snazzy
In 24 hours have you...
...Showered?::duh
...Had a serious talk?::no
...Hugged someone?::my stuffed animals
...Gotten along with your parents?::yes
...Fought with a friend?::no
...Done something kind for someone?:yes
Do You Like To...
Give hugs?::yes
Give back rubs?::mmhmm
Take walks in the rain?::yes... i go outside and sing in the rain on purpose
Cook?::yes
Eat?::yes!
Sleep?::ANYONE who knows me well knows that this is a definate YES
Who..?
..Knows you the best?::Taylor, Steph, Alyssa, + Javonne [maybe pookie...]
..Have you known the longest?::Lee Lee, Alyssa, Shawn, Renata, Tiffany, Todd, Ashley A... uhm
..Do you know the most about?::...hmm Taylor... no prolly whoever noes me the best xcept pookie
..Do you consider your friend?::uh... pass
..Is most likely to end up in jail?::me + steph... for jackin up any dude who hurts us the wrong way
..Can you go to with your problems?::Taylor + Pookie
..Do you want to get to know better?::... I guess Pookie/Taylor
..Do you spend the most time with?::myself on the fone... Pookie lately
Have You...
..Been to a concert?::yesssss
..Loved someone so much it made you cry?::I've never been in love yet
..Cheated on a test?::don't think so
..Ever stalked someone?::yes... lol
..Done something you regret?::yes
..Been in an online relationship?::yes... lol in 5th grade...with Adam... he lived in the city i was gonna move to... lol
Random Questions
Single or Hooked?::single
What is your worst habit?::not matching socks anymore!
Scariest moment?::dunno
Do you swear too much?::not anymore! i'm stopping! go meee
How do you feel about homosexuality?::i don't think it's right...but i don't have a prob wit u if u are, it just ain't for me
Where are you right now?::home
Are you sitting by anyone?::no
What song are you listening to?::Party and Bull 2oo3
What is the last thing you said?::"have u seen my shirt? it's pink"
What's on your mousepad?::tweety
What are the last four digits of your phone number?::4o28
What was the last thing you ate?::spaghetti
If you were a crayon, what color would you be?::pink or silver!
How many buddies do you have on your list?::aim list? 17o..deleted sum
What's the weather like right now?::it's a tad bit chilly
What do you feel like doing?::f*ckin someone
What is your favorite quote?::i know i got it, but don't flaunt it even though brothas want it

Lame-Stupid-Random Survey brought to you by BZOINK!

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[ series 1 ]
Name:Courtney Nichole
Birthday:April 21*
Birthplace:Memorial Hospital, Mt. Holly, NJ
Current Location:Twp.
Eye Color:brown with black surrounding
Hair Color:black, brown, + gold
Righty or Lefty:righty
Zodiac Sign:taurus on the "cusp" with aries
Font:Vivaldi
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
[ series 2 - your favorite ]
Music:hip hop : rap : R&B
Cartoon:proud family : arnold : sbsp : ed edd and eddy : ppg : DARIA
Color:silver, pink, blue, black, and white
Car:toyota celica
Slushy Flavor:strawberry?
Magazine:answered that already
TV Show:trading spaces!, real world, sorority life, fear factor
Song at the Moment:Xtina* Obvious, Xtina* Makeover, Mariah* I Don't Wanna Cry, 7o2* I Still Love You, Alicia* You Don't Know My Name
Language:French/Spanish
Spice Girl:all of em except baby but mainly scary
Food & Beverage:too many
Subject in School:any foreign language...but Madame is killin my <3 for them
Weekend Activity:zZz'n, chillin by myself, goin out wit mah negroes
Frozen Yogurt:vanilla + chocolate put together
Roller Coaster:... nitro or batman
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
[ series 3 - what is ]
Your most overused phrase:negro
First thing you thought when you woke up:helloooo world
Last image/thought you go to sleep with:jewelz
First feature you notice of opposite sex:eyes + smile
Best name for a Butler:Jaques!
Wussiest Sport:pool!/billiards
Your best feature:my "dramatic" eyes + my lips {remember when y'all called them duck lips!}
Your greatest fear:dying within the next 2o years... i refuse to die a virgin
Your greatest accomplishment:winning state + all state champs with my marching band family!
Your most missed memory:marching band comps... and sum old friends..
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
[ series 4 - you prefer ]
Pepsi or Coke:pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King:both
Single or Group Dates:single
Adidas or Nike:nike
Chicken nuggets or Chicken fingers:nuggets
Dogs or Cats:dogs
Rugrats or Doug:douggie! and old rugrats eps
Single or Taken:single!!
Monica or Brandy:monica but brandy's latest cd
Tupac or Jay-Z:both
Shania Twain or LeAnn Rhymes:shania
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:lipton!
One pillow or Two:two
Chocolate or Vanilla:both
Hot chocolate or Hot cocoa:hot chocolate
Cappucino or Coffee:neither... coffee coolatta .. or CARMELATTA!
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
[ series 5 - do you ]
Shower everyday:yes
Have a crush:it's not technically a "crush"
Think you've been in love:never
Want to go to college:yes
Like high school:YES
Want to get married:not sure...
Type correctly:yes
Believe in yourself:yes
Have any tattoos? Where:no where
Have any piercings? Where:my ears..
Get motion sickness:on some swings..
Think you're a health freak:no
Get along with your parents:sometimes.
Like thunderstorms:yesss
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
[ series 6 - the future ]
Age your plan to be married:... if i get married past 23
Number and names of children:if any... no more than 4.. i said it already
Where will you be at age 20:marching with Clark Atlanta
Dream wedding:in a black church with the city lights behind us
How do you want to die:in my sleep after doing everything i need to do in my life
Dream job:music producer
Country you'd like to visit:japan + france
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
[ series 7 - opposite sex ]
Best eye color:green
Best hair color:brown / black
Short or long hair:short... or nice long cornrows
Best height:5'11 or higher
Best weight:uhm... 150 or higher...but not -too- much higher
Best clothes:don't matter as long as u look -good- in them
Best first date location:somewhere in the city
Best first kiss location:at the park in the rain
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
[ series 8 - other ]
Last time you slept with a stuffed animal:last night
Rings before you answer the phone:2
What's on your mousepad:tweety
How many houses you've lived in:4
How many schools you've gone to:5
Bedroom carpet color:brown
Shave your head for $5,000?:NO i am black
Stranded on a desert island. Take three things. No people:blanket, picture album, + gum
Best time of your life so far:homecoming! and graduation [pineapples... my GOD!]

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bbl...doin da site now... bye bye

see it don't take a rocket scientist to know that i <3 u

*courtney nichole

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:: 2003 23 November :: 2.32pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Mariah Carey* I Don't Wanna Cry

2morrow is Monday.... =D
FAVORITE:


..day of the week.: Thursday
..least favorite day.: Tuesday
..flower: carnations : roses : daisies
..jelly flavor.: strawberri
..special skill/talent.: clarinet : my double jointed toes/fingers/tongue
..shampoo: cream of nature
..summer/winter.: winter
..trampolines/swimming pools.: trampoline


LAST PERSON WHO

..slept in your bed.: me and Dipsy
..saw you cry.: Lee Lee + Shane`…due to happiness might I add
..made you cry.: Jewelz…see above
..went to the movies with you.: damn...can’t remember
..you yelled at.: myself + my mom
..sent you an email.: ashley

HAVE YOU EVER

..said I Love You and meant it.: to a boy… uhm yes, my bestest buddy..b/f … hell no
..gone out in public in your pajamas.: yup… marching band
..kept a secret from everyone.: mmhmm
..cried during a movie.: yes..the Rugrats movie…so sad!
..planned your week based on the TV Guide.: of course
..been on stage.: many times
..been to New York.: many times… and I’m going on the 6th! Woot woot!
..been to California.: nah
..Hawaii.: nah
..Mexico.: nah
..China.: nah
..Asia.: nah
..South America.: nah
..Australia.: nah
..wished you were the opposite sex.: yeah…coz if I was there is no way I’d still be a virgin
..what time is it now.: 1:59
..blue or red.: both
..walmart or target.: both
..spring or fall.: spring [my burrrrthhday!]
..what are you going to do after you type this.: write a letter/note… thing
..what was the last meal you ate.: breakfast… mcdonalds @ the laundry mat!
..last noise you heard.: sum1 get shot on Lifetime tv

FRIENDSHIP/LOVE

..do you believe in love at first sight.: hell no
..do you want children someday.: no... well maybe
..most important thing to you in a friendship.: trust
..do you speak any other languages.: Spanish, pig latin, + French
..last book you read.: $$$ Hungry
..name some of your favorite things in your bedroom.: god… all of it! My bed, my tv+ ps2, and my music
..things you dislike most about yourself.: my cheeks and my hips
..worst feeling in the world.: my being a depressed one or an “overdoser” again [amazingly I never had a seizure]

OTHER INFO..

..how old do you look.: 14-2o
..how old do you act.: old enough but not granma old
..glasses/contacts.: 2o/2o
..braces.: never
..do you have any pets.: nah
..you get embarrassed.: uhm… after the 1st note I got last week…yes
..what makes you happy.: Jewelz… and the note
..what upsets you.: the note I gave him…

FINISH THE SENTENCE

..i wish.: I would grow fasterrr…but I’m coming along
..i hope.: I don’t die soon coz my life is too damn good
..i am annoyed by.: murder inc
..i am.: enjoying my life
..i want to be.: a female black pres, doctor, lawyer, and music producer
..i would never.: have unprotected sex b4 marriage
..i'd rather be.: with sum1 right now
..i'm tired of.: keeping something quiet

LAST

..movie you saw.: Bring It On
..last show you watched on tv.: TLC While You Were Out

HAVE YOU EVER

..thought you were going to die.: yea
..wanted to run away.: yea
..flunked a grade.: I got a 9 on a quiz in 7th grade…retook it and got an 86… woot woot
skipped a grade.: pre-k [don’t really count] and almost for anotha…but I don’t wanna be oh six… oh seven…yeahhhh!

Next survey…

HAVE YOU EVER...

1. Kissed your cousin: on da cheeks
2. Ran away: yes
3. Broken someone's heart: I think so…
4. Been in love: hell no… but I do “love” my buddy
5. Cried when someone died: yeah
6. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: see I could have … uhm … not really
7. Broken a bone: yes
8. Lied: Yes
9. Cried in school: Yes

WHICH IS BETTER:

10. Coke or Pepsi: pepsi
11. Sprite or 7UP: sprite
12. Girls or Guys: both
13. Flowers or Candy: candy flowers… white chocolate flowers are awesome
15. Blondes or Brunettes: brunettes
16. Bitchy or Slutty: there is no such thing as bitchy lol

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX:

19: What do you notice first: eyes, calves [if u got on shorts], and smile
20. Last person you slow danced with: uhm… it was either bobby/edmond/whitney …
21. Worst Question To Ask: When you gon’ let me hit that?

THE LAST TIME YOU...

22. Showered: this mornin
23. Had Sex: not yet….

WHO:

33. Makes you laugh the most: shane` [we are retarded in info tech], pookie, and monnie
34. Makes you smile: jewelz, pookie, mike [haha…], steph, ray, jiv, shane`, lee lee[!], twins, too many ppl
35. Can make you feel better no matter what: pookie
36. Has A Crush On You: it’s a secret
37. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: it’s not a crush anymore…but it’s a secret lol
38. Who Has it easier? Girls or Guys?: Guys
39. Gives you A Funny Feeling When You See Them: does a funny feeling include “if I didn’t have morals u woulda been f*cked by now?” and if so… no comment =D

DO YOU EVER:

40. Sit by the phone waiting for a phone call all night: of course not
41. Save MSN conversations: yes
42. Save Emails: Yes
43. Wish you were someone else: nope… I <333 bein me
44. Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: no..
45. Perfume: yes
46. Kiss: mmhmm
47. Romantic memory: oh yes… =D

HAVE YOU:

48. Fallen for your best friend?: no
49. Made out with JUST a friend?: uhm… I don’t think so
50. Been rejected: yes
51. Been in love?: never
52. Been in lust?: … allllll the time
53. Used someone?: most likely
54. Been used?: most likely
55. Cheated on someone?: hehehe….
56. Been cheated on?: better not have been
57. Been kissed?: yes
58. Done something you regret?: …not lately

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...

60. You talked to?: Ericson [outside]
61. You hugged?: Dipsy & Pigooh
62. You instant messaged?: Taylor
64. You yelled at?: my mama it was funny
65. Who broke your heart? SEAN ESCRIBANO! Sike nah … uhm… no one really “broke my heart”
66. Who told you they loved you?: … that someone … and it was recently too… go me… go me

DO YOU...

67. Color your hair? Weave count?
68. Have tattoos? no
69. Have piercings? yup
70. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Nope!
71. Own a webcam? no
73. Ever get off the damn computer? Yes…to zZz and go to school… duh…
74. Sprechen Sie Deutsch? : no [universal word!]
75. Habla espanol?: si
76. Quack?: quack quack!

HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU...

77. Stolen anything? maybe
78. Smoke? no
79. Schizophrenic? no
80. Obsessive? A lil’
81. Compulsive? no
82. Obsessive compulsive? no
83. Panic? Used to
84. Anxiety? nah
85. Depressed? Used to be

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just saying...helloooooo..... gotta go put my clothezZz away now... comment to tha survey if u want... oh merci cris!

*pookie

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:: 2003 22 November :: 10.44pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: Mariah Carey* My All

....damn
Wooo...I'm wiped...


I'm thinking of you*... in my sleepless solitude tonight, if it's wrong to love you, then my heart won't just let me be right, coz i'm drowned in you, and i won't pull through without you by my side....

i'd give my all to have..jus one more nite with u..i'd risk my life to feel...ur body next to mine coz i can't go on...living in the memory of our song i'd give my all...for you your love tonight....


I wrote this heart wrenching poem today...and I showed it to Taylor..and it's everything that I didn't wanna tell myself...so I guess I have to zZz on it ..and write another letter...considering the fact that I never responded to the dude's first one...where the f*ck is Taylor..I need to talk to her now... ::tear::

The fact that I got a picture...ugh and it's on my computer...[he do look saxi tho...]

you* look in my eyes...and I get emotional*..inside..I know it's crazy but you still can touch my heart...and after all this time..you'd think that i wouldn't feel the same...but time hasn't done nothing..nothing has changed

... i still believe....someday you* and me...will find ourselves in love* again [yeah that's what sum1 told me...his name was...ya noe...] i had a dream..someday you and me..will find ourselves in love again

....each day of my life...i'm filled with all the joy i could find...you know that I, I'm not the desperate type, if there's one spot of hope left in my grasp, i'll hold it with both hands, it's worth the risk of burning...to have a second chance...noo....no no no no... i need you baby... i still believe that we can be together...if we believe that true luv never has to wait..then we must know that we will love again....

I still believe...someday you* and me...will ourselves... in love* again...oh baby yeah.. I had a dream..you* and me... will find ourselves in love* again....


boy you wanna come to my hotel..babi i'll leave you my room key...i'm feelin the way u carry yourself boy...and i wanna get wit u coz u's a cutie..so if u wanna come to my hotel, all u gotta do is holla at me, coz we're havin an afterparty, checkin out 6 in the morning

it's alright if you wanna come with me...and fulfill your fantasies..baby in my hotel suite..and it's okay..if u wanna party night till day..i will do anything you say..just come to my hotel



boy haven't u noticed the gleam in my eye, b/c of you i'm hypnotized ...

I'm gonna go listen to sad songs...or some hypeness coz I can't be sad on my free saturday nite of being grounded...i'm going to write my letter..and this mess will be long...hopefully i won't cuss no one out! ::angel halo:: [amazing how i can cheer myself up so quickly..damn i'm wonderful...lol]


*pookie : courtney nichole

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