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xobabiphatox

:: 2004 16 December :: 10.03pm
:: Mood: indescribable
:: Music: Ashanti* U

To my future man [whoever it'll be]:


Dear You,
whoever you are. Please don't try to impress me with the stupid things that so many little hoes fall for. If you have the most expensive clothes or are a sex addict, I'm really not going to be interested. I'm lookin for Mr. D-Type. Have a conversation with me, a real one. Don't worry I'm not an all-talk kinda chick, I get down when the time is right. I need someone that's gonna appreciate me and who's gonna love me for my flaws. Oh..and if you're gay..please let me know in advance, we could always be friends. But like I said, I don't need these little superficial things when it really comes down to it, I just need a man. A brother or not, don't care. They're all men at heart. Look me in my eyes and see me for the beautiful person I am and I'll see it in you right back. Take a walk with me, better yet just get to know me period. Because when I find you, I'm definately gonna wanna see you. I don't even know if you're a person I see in my life all the time, but do know once we find eachother, it'll be beautiful. Don't break my heart either..

*Courtney

me
You're like me! The intelligent loner. You're shy
at times but friendly, and you are never weak
and always independent. You are incredibly
intelligent (wise beyond your years) and have a
talent for many things (sports, music, art).
You have a kind and warm personality and enjoy
the simple things. Like hanging out with
friends and watching movies at home. But you're
sometimes quiet nature makes you a bit of an
outcast and a mystery to people. No matter how
pretty you are or smart or athletic, you just
can't seem to break into the crowd and be
noticed. Don't worry, try to be more outgoing
and speak out when you have more to say. Don't
hide behind your books and sports and computer,
get out there and get noticed. You also have
deep desires in life and feel vunerable and
alone at times. Don't feel sad either, What
helps me to express feelings and dreams that I
can't say to people, is through my writting.
Maybe you should try.


What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)
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Your World (Part One): What is your world made of? [girls]

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Your World (Part Two): Your social world [girls]

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Your World (Part Three): How do you see your world [girls]

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Mystery
E:

Your Beauty lies
in Mystery. Captivating, mysterious and alone. You
are the girl in the little
black number that no one seems to know, the eternal
mystery girl. You make it a
point to never let anyone know more about you than
you want them to and do a
very good job of it. You're there one minute and
gone the next leaving them in
wonder of who you really are. A mature and normally
calm individual, quiet and
enjoy spending many hours of the day on your own,
most likely preferring night
to day . You love the dark and some may find you a
bit strange. You seem to be
rather distant and cold making hard for people to
get close to you, though you
probably like the distance they usually keep. You
probably wear make-up, but
concentrate more around your eyes than anything.
You know the effect you have
and enjoy keeping people in wonder.



Some Things
That Represent You:



Element:
Dark, Water Animal: Panther Color:
Black, Maroon, Dark
Tones Song: In The Shadows by The Rasmus
Expression:
Sly Smile



Gemstone:
Black Diamond Mythological Creature: Demon,
Vampire Planet: Venus
Hair Color: Black Eye Color:
Garnet



Quote:
"In the shadows for all time."




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Congratulations! You are Lynette Scavo, the
ex-career woman who traded the boardroom for
boredom, mixed with moments of sheer panic as
the mother of four unmanageable kids.


Which Desperate Housewife are you?
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NEGATIVE...Courtney don't want kids..blah blah
NO NO NO! I give up fa real this time and I'm gonna go sleep on the couch again.
Nite.

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xobabiphatox

:: 2004 16 December :: 8.57pm
:: Mood: drunk
:: Music: Ashanti f/ Lloyd* Take Me Tonight

Nah, I'm not drunk, but I think I pulled a muscle in my back..really badly..BASKETBALL STARTS TOMORROW...awww bi...Let's get it boysss JV & Varsity manager who's gonna be screamin but not dancin for y'all tomorrow..cuz of the injury lol. It hurts like hell. I sat w/ a heat massager for an hour, and I've been off it for 45 minutes. "aint no feeling like being free" ...aint that the truth DC!

Y'all..my hair done grew and I'm gon cut it again. It's due for 6 months. ::ouuuchhh... pain:: So tomorrow's the winter pep rally and then the basketball game..I get in freeee... =D

Township vs Moorestown.. let's go babies.. [and my friends who gon get it on Monday]

Yea the Varsity team dinner was last night. It was so funny, they act so gay around eachother sometimes. Yea I pretty much got "raped" in the van by 4 dudes cuz they kept touchin me and I was wylin out! lol But more about that later. I finally bought myself headphones ..haha yay me.

I met a guy and I think he's gay Pourquoi??!!! Il est tres beau...intelligent..amable... And I got my PSAT Results back .. I'm smarter than like 72% of sophomores in Jersey..and I wasn't proud of my results.. so Jersey folk stupid! =D Yay us.

..helloooo Ben Wallace & LeBron

I went to the Lockheed Martin Minorities In Engineering Parents' Meeting on Tuesday nite.. I saw another D-type guy..he was Danny short man! But that's okay...cuz he seems cute & smart too. I wanna have an educational conversation with a guy.. I think that'd be so damn sexy.

Staci & I were walkin around middle school at 5:00, it was fun. Woo..Lebron! "how bet I neva break ur heart I'll neva let u down, for better or worse I'll always be around". Such beautiful words, I need to brush up on my poetry again. Omg..the bus I'm dreadin it sooo damn much tomorrow. WHY DID THE PO PO CHARGE 11 FOLK AT MY SCHOOL ppl stupid...and 9/10 were stupid freshmen haha.. oh well I'm extremely tired of typing and my back needs more "therapy" plus sexy men to watch..peace

Go Township, Go Township GO! "Take a chance u stupid hoe"..and BEAT MOORESTOWN!


c o u r t n e y


And because of u I know how it feels..

hehe.. On Weds I walked around pointed at my stomach and said "baby!"..funny

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xobabiphatox

:: 2004 11 December :: 5.39pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: Nasir Jones* Briding The Gap

Mystery Time: WHO TRIED TO KILL MY MOMMY [wasn't me this time]

"In little Africa is where we live, better known as Queens"

See I come from Detroit City, I was young and real real little. Ended up in New Jersey, where I met first love. He said "cookie will u marry me?", so happy I said yes. And then 9 months later..all of it's gone away.

**not all true lol, it aint all go away, it jus fit

So yes, today was uniform day for the boys...so I got up early on a Saturday..but I already took my hair out last nite. Then I had to walk for 10 minutes cuz my mom's car had an accident. The po po said they think suttin hit it/was shot @ the car. Luckily it was in the back but what had happened was THE WHOLE BACKWINDOW SHATTERED...it was one biggg ass hole! So we went to the glass place...and then came home saw a little of Far And Away. Me & my ma realized she cuda died. We're gonna blame the school cuz if I aint hafta go to practice it wudn't of happened, lol.

Went to the mall from 11:45-2:30. Got my nails done..went shoppin for **'s X-mas gift for the party, went shoppin for ME, went to the hair store. I got a flat iron! and weave! :) When we got home my mom realized she lost the fone, she actually noticed it at the nail place. So, then she pressed my hair. It's longerrr...haha..I wanna cut it tho! Then I flat iron curled it. And it looks so damn cute but now it's wrapped up in my new magic scarf..it's purple.. the old one's pink. Javonne saw my friend [yummy..] and my ma cooked me chicken!

So now I'm off to go get ready for the party and listen to MORE Spanish Reggae & Rap..it's so hot and crazy. Yesterday wuda been 10 months y'all... at least I have the team dinner to look forward to :)

4months & 1o days til 16!

c o u r t n e y

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xobabiphatox

:: 2004 8 December :: 12.28pm
:: Mood: groggy
:: Music: Jada & Mariah* U Make Me Wanna

Well, I'm in SRE and I've got like maybe 10 minutes left. And I'm bored...and tired but it's so damn loud and here you wouldn't be able to. Lunch was fun, and I'm dumping my date on Saturday for a party but I see him every day [which is -oh- so nice]...so it's all good. Maybe we could chill and..he cud go shoppin with me! *ding ding ding* that'd be fun...but yea I've got FBLA...I don't wanna leave Staci @ practice but Madmoiselle Secretary's gotta be there..yep yep. Everything is so good right now...except my thumb hurts extremely bad and I got a semi case of soup burn on my tongue. We had a talk about colleges in lunch [me, Taylor, Inara, & Kazeem] and bio was fun...pre calc was boring.. in Spanish I took a quiz...we already know how French's gonna be. I gotta buy Edmond's present soon. It's only been 3 minutes of typing, that's crazy. I know sum soldiers in here... lalala okay I'm gonna go read some more on the message board. Bye.

"Taylor, f*ck findin a black guy, I wanna date a white guy, it's been awhile" "You're not attracted to them" "...wat..." "They couldn't handle you" "what" ... ::turn to my brother's table:: "Poll time, can a white guy handle me y'all?" "No.." "yes" "yes".."thank you..now why cant they handle me taylor" "because you're not attracted to them" "i love them!" ::pat rubs my back:: "see" I love them.

*Courtney

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xobabiphatox

:: 2004 7 December :: 8.46pm
:: Mood: giggly
:: Music: LuDa [!!]* Poison

4mo & 2wks til 16!
Yo...me & Taylor are super crazy. That's why I'm gonna marry her, I don't care if she's a girl I f*cking love my wife...got a problem...SQUARE UP! =D But yes...I got the Nasir Jones CD...the Destiny's Child CD..only one left ChRiS bRiDgEs aka LuDa! But I've decided I want a good, smart black [strike that, boy in general] boy that's like me but actually dedicated & we get along. A D-type of fella!

TaylorDuzer (8:33:56 PM): lol we should go to the mall and test this new technique out
Lushuz X anjeL (8:33:57 PM): ..::cough:: ::censor:: he looks good, but he's SO not the D type! lol
Lushuz X anjeL (8:34:00 PM): yessss
TaylorDuzer (8:34:06 PM): lol sorry girl
TaylorDuzer (8:34:07 PM): hes not
Lushuz X anjeL (8:34:14 PM): i was being serious tho lol
TaylorDuzer (8:34:20 PM): and i disagree wit the first part
TaylorDuzer (8:34:23 PM): but anyway
Lushuz X anjeL (8:34:23 PM): hey..i've got until december 27
Lushuz X anjeL (8:34:26 PM): okay heifer lol
Lushuz X anjeL (8:34:30 PM): mr. ::censor:: is sooooo gorgeous
TaylorDuzer (8:34:37 PM): and he is the D type
TaylorDuzer (8:34:39 PM): lmao
TaylorDuzer (8:34:40 PM): suckaaaaaaaaa
TaylorDuzer (8:34:46 PM): lma
TaylorDuzer (8:34:50 PM): u kno im right
Lushuz X anjeL (8:34:53 PM): ahhhhh
Lushuz X anjeL (8:35:07 PM): no he's not at least u noe d type boy has a freaky side
Lushuz X anjeL (8:35:15 PM): wit mr. gorgeous, he's preppy and cute that's it
Auto response from TaylorDuzer (8:35:15 PM): lmao - BUT U KNO HE IS THE "D-Type"

TaylorDuzer (8:35:52 PM): im sure georgous has a freaky side

Auto response from Lushuz X anjeL (8:35:52 PM): TAYLOR! He may be D-type but he's a no type too..my situation he's a yes but not a d-type...lol

TaylorDuzer (8:36:04 PM): LMAO
Lushuz X anjeL (8:37:54 PM): :-)

So yea, I held a Mr. BTHS meeting today. It was nice and everything. Top 9 @ 9 is comin up..yay but yea...our school ran out of the damn cream of chicken soup..Ima kill somebody ova that. I had to choke Daniel up because he got the last one. I think I cut him too...he said I did. Boys beat Flo-town in the scrimmage..and then Me, Michele, & Bobby talked for like a couple minutes and I took them home. I love Shelly too but yea..uhm I guess that's all. Yo... I wanna see Fat Albert & Ray! AHHH!!!
rollout!! i love Chris!!

LadiePerfection (8:51:14 PM): hi
LadiePerfection (8:51:15 PM): lol
Lushuz X anjeL (8:51:16 PM): hey
Auto response from LadiePerfection (8:51:16 PM): talkin to ISA, who is more important than u. LOL (no one is more important than u)

Lushuz X anjeL (8:51:22 PM): :-)
LadiePerfection (8:51:25 PM): :-D
Lushuz X anjeL (8:51:31 PM): aww booboo... :-[ im blushin..
Auto response from LadiePerfection (8:51:31 PM): talkin to ISA, who is more important than u. LOL (no one is more important than u)

LadiePerfection (8:51:36 PM): lmao
LadiePerfection (8:51:37 PM): ehehe
LadiePerfection (8:51:39 PM): i love u
Lushuz X anjeL (8:51:42 PM): muah :-)

Yes, that's my f*ckin bestest buddy, well one of them, two future drum majorettes [hopefully!]


*real eyez...realize...real eyez*
my eyes are tellin me it could be you..
One <3
c o u r t n e y
goodies make the boys jump on it

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xobabiphatox

:: 2004 4 December :: 6.46pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: Ja, Joe, & Jada* New York


Aiight let's put this out right now. If any of you got a problem with me or what I'm doin put it on the table right now. FRIENDS don't talk shit about their "friends" or even best friends behind their back and expect the person they talkin about to be cool wit it. Ima stay quiet til I get completely calm and then I'll put my shit on the table. But yea, if you wanna square up, let's go, if you wanna talk, write me or stop at my locker, but whateva you do be a fuckin man/woman about it. But all of you know DAMN well I hate two-faced people so don't talk and be all goodie goodie with me..EVER!! >:O

Let it be known, Im not trustin you with any of my shit ever again.

Anyways..

::breathing::

LETS GET IT BT FALCONS BOYS' BASKETBALL!!
Varsity/JV Manager, let's get it boys, playoff bound
Good luck to my girls too!

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xobabiphatox

:: 2004 30 November :: 6.57pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: Destiny's Child* Girl


It happened...

Now I just gotta breathe....

On another note..
I GOT ACCEPTED INTO THE LOCKHEED-MARTIN MINORITIES IN ENGINEERING PROGRAM!!!!

breathing... smiling... and breathing some more

*Courtney

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xobabiphatox

:: 2004 28 November :: 8.45pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: Ciara* Ooh Baby





You Are From the Sun



Of all your friends, you're the shining star.
You're dramatic - loving attention and the spotlight.
You're a totally entertainer and the life of the party.
Watch out! The Sun can be stubborn, demanding, and flirty.
Overall, you're a great leader and great friend. The very best!




You are 73% Aries






You are 60% Taurus







Yo...go get the Destiny's Child CD and listen to #10 Through With Love!!




That's so hot how it describes me -perfectly- :)

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