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xobabiphatox

:: 2004 21 August :: 11.42pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Ursher f/ Je Budden* Confessions pt II "freemix"


wooo..me and taylor are crazy...yo Im mad I jus realized band camp iz in lyke ..2 days! :X .. but yea..yo I gotta get the book

Skinny Women are EVIL -by Mo'Nique

..I was readin part of it from BET.com mannnnn....people are halarious..

"if you wear clothes in the single digits, im talkin to you!" you go girl.. I was sayin amen da whole time I was readin dat.. I gotta go to bn & buy it nowww...and I -really- gotta do me sum laundry tomorrow..

yo dem white boys swimmin :O ! dey look kinda good! haha..but yea..dats all..more tomorrow

its tha 21st! :)

8 monthz til



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:: 2004 20 August :: 11.19pm
:: Mood: nervous
:: Music: Jada f/Ant* Why


dear Lord:
i know usually when I have a dream it comes tru.. but please don't let this one be tru.. some bad things been happenin lately..and Im tearin up jus thinkin about it.. but please don't take my friend..thats my best friend we're talkin about.. iLhim..


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xobabiphatox

:: 2004 20 August :: 7.39pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Locked Up & Me + Taylor laughin


lonely...yea..survey.. look @ dis crap

seXimiLkch0clate: i wuda killed mines by now
BCDAutomatic: i would switch classes if we looked da same
seXimiLkch0clate: lol tru
seXimiLkch0clate: edmond killed it when he was like if i had a twin hed try and get wit both of us cuz i realize mos dudes mite try and pull dat
BCDAutomatic: o yeah dats tru
seXimiLkch0clate: see
BCDAutomatic: i ain't even gonna lie i would too
seXimiLkch0clate: see!! lol
seXimiLkch0clate: dats why shed be dead
seXimiLkch0clate: im all mad at a twin i don't even have..i want da attention lol
BCDAutomatic: lol
BCDAutomatic: yall could both get the attention
seXimiLkch0clate: yea..but wat happens when it comes down to one dude
seXimiLkch0clate: me and her will be fightin and i will be winnin -my- man
BCDAutomatic: well if its me we could have a threesome lol
seXimiLkch0clate: yooooooo
seXimiLkch0clate: u gettin smacked lol
BCDAutomatic: lol
seXimiLkch0clate: twice, one for my non existent twin
BCDAutomatic: anywayz

loser...

where do you live?:jerseyyy...twp
if you live in nj do u like it?:yea
do u own a coach handbag or a fake?:nah
does your closet consist of white teashirts that look like dresses on you?:i got a couple
if your male- do u find yourself wearing the color pink? and liking it?:
do u live next door to a big italian house that looks like it doesnt belon?:we live in condos
is your house the big italian house?:see about
did u develop an accent living in NJ?:ppl say i have a southern accent
do you find yourself going to the mall at least once a week?:used to
are local CVS's your hangouts?:nah..wal-marts and movies
do you take day trips to LBI, Seaside, or Point Pleasent?:yea i was gon go to cape may today
is your house greatly overpriced?:nahh
are you less then 15 minutes away from NY?:i wish
you love NY i kno you do. am i correct?:yea
are you an obssessed fan of the Yanks.:nah
do you go online at least once a day?:yea
do you live either off a main road or on one?:main road
are u less than 5 minutes away from a main mall?:3 minutes
is your neighbors on the phone 24/7 outside walking up and down the streets:haha thats me
are u those neigbbores?:nah
do u feel bad for the kids that suck at sports or do u just laugh?:both..depends on wat happens that dat
if you laugh ur definatly a new jersier/yorker:i do live in Jersey..
do u think your town sucks and u want to get out so bad:HELL YEA..well only sometimes
but you kno u wuldnt rather be anywhere else but ur town right?:Detroit or ATL actually
do u ever wonder why the actors from dif states try to have NJ accent?:neva noticed
does that make you angry?:nah
do u smoke pot weekly in the woods of a UPS parking lot?:nahh
do the cops wave and smile at u even though your doing something illegal?:prolly
do u stand there watching a fight instead of going to get help?:yep
and you enjoy it too i bet?:sometimes unless its my friend..
isnt it exciting when something happens it you towm?:there's always drama
even if its really bad?:no
Was the last thing exciting in your town Hurricane Floyd?:nah
did u go swimming in the streets?:no
did u have to get a tetna shot?:yea
do kids write "free -" all over your school after that person got arrested?:nah
the most exciting thing in the summer is the town carnival?:nope..
even though u feel like such a nerd showing up? but u kno everyones there.:no
do you get all your drugs from the owner of a local restaurant?:no drugs for me
at family parties.. does ur family always end up fighting w/ ur relatives:yep
is ur granma the richest bitch ever and she only gives you $20 4 ur b-day?:nah
even though those music downloads illegal- you still do it?:YEP
u lov watchin those shows w. the f-up families & watch all there problems?:yeaa
do u love Z 100?:nah
do u hate ur ex with every hatred in your blood:nah

How New Jersey are you? brought to you by BZOINK!

Whats your name?:courtney
Do you like it?:its okay..spells "cute".. :)
Whats your favorite color?:pink / black / silva
Whats your favorite TV Show?:uhm..none really
Who is your favorite actor/actress?:morris / taye / colin / johnny / denzel
Whats your favorite movie?:two can play that game / lion king
Whats your favorite band/singer?:boyz ii men
Do you have any other favorites? Favorite Smurf?:i have a favorite base... :) not home eitha..
What You Do
Are you in school?:yea
If so, what grade or what type?:im a sophomore
Do you sing?:mmhmm
Do you act?:yep got an award @ graduation
Do you pretend to sing or act but you really cant?:sometimes i sing badly on purpose..
Do you have a friend like that?:yea..
Do you use illegal substances?:nah
Do you party every night even if it is a weeknight?:in my own lil world i do..or somethin
Do you have any pet peeves?:two faced boshes named LT
If so what are they? Pick on famous people here:see above
Do you stay up all night without sleep just to hang out with friends?:no..i jus talk to them on my fone
Is it on your To-Do List?:no
Do You play sports?:yea
Do you pretend you can play sports but really cant?:i did for hockey
Do you spend too much time on your computer?:nah
Do you wish you could spend more time on the computer?:no
Do you eat every meal? Do you eat BETWEEN every meal?:..nope..sometimes..
If you dont do either, Are you anorexic?:maybe in like 5th grade for the tinest time..
Do you dress up to impress people?:sometimes
Are you a poser of any kind?:i pretend to be innocent in classes..but outside of classes :)..
If so, WHat kind of poser are you? Goth? Skater?:none like that
Do you have a crush on anyone right now? Who?:mmhmm.. :)
Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?:not officially..but it's close enough
Do you want one?:got it
If you have one, do you love them?:yes...
Whats the craziest thing you have ever done after midnight?:midnite.. oh..well last thing was bowlin and actin stupid wit my cousins
Whats the craziest thing you have done during the day?:...you don't wanna noe i dont wanna be looked upon as a hoe
Do you have friends?:yes..
Do you have too many friends?:don't think so
Do you have friends you didnt wish you had?:..nah
Do you enjoy taking surveys?:i guess so

The Real You! brought to you by BZOINK!

Basic Shit
Name:cpncj
Age:15
Sex:f
Single/Taken:..middle
Height:5.9
Weight:no idea
Eye Color:brown w/ black on the outside
Hair Color:currently deep red/purple and black
Ethnicity:basiajamerican [figure it out]
Ultimate Dude/Dudette
Ultimate Hair Color:dark brown / black
Ultimate Eye Color:green / brown
Ultimate Skin Color:..a nice brown..don't even gotta be black eitha
Ultimate Personality:funny / smooth / genuine
Ultimate Likes:me of course.. sports mainly basketball/tennis.. somethin otha than drugs and hoes
Ultimate Dislikes:hoes..LT.. too much drama
Ultimate Label:..?
Ultimate Gender:i thought we was talkin bout ur ultimate person..
Ultimate Favorite Color:..red
Experiance
Dates You've Been On:..4 official ones..
People You've Kissed:3/4
People You've Done It With:0
People You've Fingered:i'm straight
What do you usually do with your partner:see them @ tha movies..
Longest Time Going Out:"6 goin on 7 months"..still in it
Longest Makeout Session:..wow..uhm bout 3½ hours?
Longest Relationship:see two above
Favorite
Food:pasta / seafood
Color:red / black / pink / silver
Animal:and wildcat / duck / elephant
Body Part:neck
Type Of Kiss:any kiss on the neck
IM Program:aim
Journal Community:lj
Porn Star:me...sike nah..
Book:jutus girls..i wanna get skinny people are evil
Band:boyz ii men
Singer:alicia / aaliyah
Friends
Best:ashley taylor / edmond
Nicest:jivvy
Bitchiest:no comment lol
Meanest:ash
Nerdiest:me and taylor!
Coolest:moi :)
Hottest:jh
Flirtiest:nookie
Funniest:tay
Girliest:ash
Friend You'd Want to Fuck the Shit Out Of Besides Your Girl/Boyfriend:..woo.. jh :)
Most likely to become a prostitute:nc..she likes to fuck..and i prolly will too when i finally do
Most likely to succeed:cris
Most likely to become a journalist:me!! thats my job
Most likely to become a lawyer:ciera
Most likely to become a president:me / cris
Most likely to become assassinated:me / cris..first black women pres and vice pres.. :)
Most likely to die young:joe.. he be stayin out too late..
Most likely to flip burgers at the local Wendy's:oscar did for awhile..
Most likely to become a fat slob who still lives with his/her mother:aww thats mean..
Preferances
Coke or Pepsi:pepsi
Cosmetic Surgery or a puppy:surgery =P
lipstick or eyeshadow:eyeshadow
cats or dogs:dogs
religion or athiestism:religion
movies at home or at the theatre:home..theres a bed
Loner or Social Butterfly:butterfly
Beauty or Ugliness:beauty
Greenday or Blink 182:blink
Shania Twain or the Dixie Chicks:shania
Nirvana or The Foo Fighters:..
Britany Spears or Christina Aguilara:xtina..mos def
Justin Timberlake or Lance Bass:i used to like lance.. :)
Bush or Kerry:kerry
Books or movies:both
Cute w/bad personality or Ugly w/good personality:ugly w/ good personality u can always make yaself look betta nowadays
Short, Tiny, Long, or Huge?
Skirts:..above my knees..not too short
Shorts:dont wear em
Watermelons:sweeeeettt
Shit:non stinky
Was this survey....?
funny:yea
fun to take:yea
boring:nah
a time passer:yes
perverted:nah..
Would you be interested in dating me? I'm male and from California!
Date me?:no...i love my luva sorri :(

Long, Descriptive Survey brought to you by BZOINK!

more later..

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xobabiphatox

:: 2004 19 August :: 4.41pm
:: Mood: u dont wanna noe..
:: Music: Mase* Welcome Back


...*sexually frustrated* ..terribly.. i need to go out today..seriously..

Lushuz X anjeL: i noe..but im still in the "omg ..how the hell" phase
Kis5eD BI a RoZe: LO!L!!!

---im a tart :) ..


but yea..i talked to folk today..interesting ..worked on my reading packet..dere was like 1o black folk in my house yestaday..crazy..i need to go out..

DAMMIT IM FRUSTRATED!!... jus thought y'all would like to know ..i don't feel like typing anymore

*me

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xobabiphatox

:: 2004 18 August :: 12.16pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: Beenie* King of the Dancehall

yanno wat..
Y'all lyke da new look?

Its a damn shame that no one's gonna give a "treet" bout me til I die.. Cuz that's the case it usually it wit otha folk. Wat makes me different? I guess its cuz Im Courtney..or suttin like that. Yes...last nite was fun..uhm yea Roc came..we had to smell him to make sure he wouldn't stink up tha car cuz he came from football practice. Yea..Vincent..grrhh gotta beat him up again lol.. but yes.. I had fun :) beatin up folk..runnin round..chillin outside.. seein my cousin Michal [mih-call] not michael..

ilk band camp is next week..now i noe im not seein sum1..Saturday my ass will be zZz.. but yea.. Im off to work on otha mess on my computer..uhm yea leave me a comment or suttin..still needta do more shoppin...the highlight of my day so far mom is gettin me Chick Fil'A.... and I dunno.. buh bye :)

8.o3mo


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xobabiphatox

:: 2004 17 August :: 1.56pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Erroll talkin

welcome back...welcome back..welcome back...

to me :)

computer's fixed..gonna chill wit amanda, vincent, my sister Sydney, ATP, Bryan, and my boo .. :)

*me

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xobabiphatox

:: 2004 4 August :: 11.08pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: us laughin

:)

tomorrow!

iLu :)


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tomorrow = michigan
8.17mo til 16

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xobabiphatox

:: 2004 2 August :: 6.43pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: A.Keys* Karma

yay..

its official
tomorrow I will finally be officially a redhead =P... so happy..not too red..but if ya wanna be technical..itz red...

"courtney I don't want you having red hair"
"not even like that? ::points::"
"no"
"okay"
::courtney picks up a color::
"ooh I like that Courtney"
"it looks red"
"no I think its brown"
"i like it too..brownish red"
::buys the color::

1 hr later

::Courtney looks @ it in the good bright lite::
"mother its red" [no i don't really call her that..]
"let me see... ooh..well I like that red.."

...point being..
it was the same color different style and length!!!!
..black people..sike nah

good byeeee jet black! uh Uh..can't listen to If I Aint Got You anymore..Quadra played it out for me..Javonne noes..marching band tomorrow..I might see my boo..that makes me smile..ahhh red red red..I wanna wear red..

attention: for once in my life no cute bois in the laundromat

nor tha mall..

but I saw my sister Sydney..and Whit..and Melvin. Ahhh!! Im going soon..tomorrow Im gettin a silk wrap for my nails done..ilk.. I ain't noe U Remind Me was on this CD.. I do like the remix tho so I'll listen to it. Only bad thing bout tomorrow is dat I gotta get up at 6 suttin..but it's worth it. Gosh.. I needta pack...fa real..and get more bootleg dvd's for da van we rentin.. :)..backseat to myself..

yea boi.. my own suite!!!! micro..fridge..bathroom..couch..tv..fone..desk..yes! All for -me-.. I swear.. if Old School [my cuz Gary], Avery, and Cory all gotta sleep in my room again there -will- be problems..Brittany and Colonia can stay..but da couch is mine.. I hate that drive across PA man.. ..got my camera in case I spot Ben :)

"he's ugly but he's sexy"
damn rite!.. jus like music.. jus like music..oh baby..I wanna go to Neshaminy..to relax my mind so I can be free.. yo.. I aint noe Shyne was part of dat J.Lo/Diddy gun scandal in NY..and HE is in jail for 10.. I WILL be seeing dat interview on MTV.. Im puttin it on my fone rite now..even if I am in Michigan.. I got cable! =D music makes a happy day..jus like music...ur music makes me wanna sing doobe doobe doo..

music is my heart and soul..more precious than gold....bangin song.. dadadadadadadada .. doo doo doo doot doo.. its a Midwest Swing y'all!...yeeaaa...whachu think we live on a farm? ..haha..yes Nelly, we do.

..Aiight yea..I don't have nuttin else to say fa now..red hair! Im not seein the Village anymore since Stephanie said it was gay [king arthur was too..] but its two hours..damn dats a lot of time to..well u don't need to know ;) ..sikeee.. ilk... 1 rapper..2 "wangs" ..and 3 chains...ilk Murph. yea my eyes be red..my lips a lil dark..bad smokers..but dey cool peoples. Aiight..buh bye :)

8.18 mo..
2 mo dayz @ home!


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