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xobabiphatox

:: 2004 14 June :: 7.08pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Avant* Don't Take Your Love Away

lalala... 2 dayz until..
Im mesmerized by ur sexy eyes and soft & lovely skin...

haha...it's almost over :/ ... Im gonna miss Miguel... he's moving to texas... and yea I talked to Chuckie today...no arguin! Den I went 2 school and I also went to Walgreens to get madd juice juice and batteries!! :) Two of the several things Courtney needs to survive. I think I did really good on my science final.. I studied that stuff..but I hate rocks.. felsic and mafic ish..get outta my face wit dat mess..tomorrow is Spanish.. :( ... oh yes Im bored... stacey and kim..damn all of them..boy i wanna give u everything i can..
been searchin here, there, everywhere and can't find nobody like you... im sorri bout today :( ...
so yea..how are y'all today? Im pretty good...

PISTONS!!!!! 3-1 in series vs Losers/Lakers
it's dat all-star Pistons defense dat makes
kobe, shaq, devan, gary, derek and dem
scurrrrrrrredddddd ..haha

Did y'all sign Pookie's yearbook by da way? Make sure u get 2 mah locker :) aiight I mite be back lata..buh bye

*courtney

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:: 2004 11 June :: 8.42pm
:: Mood: im all hype and i don't know why
:: Music: Naughty By Nature f/ 3LW* Don't Worry Bout a Thing

slide left...slide right...

hey where's my kitty kat, where's my kitty kat at..welcome to our party...

yea..my mom was dancin 2 my music cuz she cud hear it from my headfones...im listenin 2 ol' songs from awhile ago..ain't get to downloadin da pictures...

fR0sH!! dec-feb


december* BASKETBALL SEASON! yeaaa boi... I was a manager...the buzzer @ the scrimmages...oh my good times... things are goin great...gettin closer to my two current best friends @ da time: emu & pookie and i had a boyfriend!! [a cute one] ..so yea Jewelz got mad @ me..but he got ova it..and basketball games we was beastin dem otha folk! ..haha da dude from Delran who looked all grown..Xmas time... crazy!! so many gifts... and texting/talkin on the fone till 5-7am ..hehehe...dat bill....damn that cell fone bill...damn cingular sometimes! aww...we had a 9hr date in the mall & movies...da movies wit da ugly dude from city who invited me to dat party!! and me and emu saw eachotha lyke twice in da mall so we chilled.. "do y'all go out?" no negro! :) yea... met ppls ova da fone too..no more gym ::Tear tear:: no more jean gonsalez givin me gum eitha..p.rican biatch..

january* more basketball! da dude from Holy Cross all slidin around da floor.. we was mean to him yo...but -anyways-
baby u da man, cuz u put it on me, and every mornin i will always feel u touchin on me, i got anotha man but he ain't like you...
so yea..anyways I had health..blah blah.. more class meetings..January Jumpoff cancelled..me & jewelz stop talkin [yes!]...eww..which reminds me gettin pissed off at chuck... yea..my sister died.. i miss u Meka... damn.. uhm happy things..uhm...new semester started @ da very end..finals.. i killed it!! no mo french... haha :) but yea.. now im sad...fuck..sorri..oh yea... I saw my Emu @ da game vs BCIT.. I jumped on him and punched him..haha

february*.. tha month that started it all ... da drama wit Chuck ended.. I dumped him... but me and my baby started talkin :) ... after basketball games and during..best days of my life.. february 10th..the 24th..trouble...meetings..cotillion's coming up! basketball season ends..me and MyChal B are betta friends now..and Im doin okay school wise..the musical's in more swing now...evil boshes!!! "shhhh" "shut the fuck up bitch!" <--- me =D ain't I so ladylike? haha da dude singin so high...my my my..yea I liked February..even @ da end I was grounded for a week and a ½..no fone wit my buddy...oh well u ain't stop me mommi! u can't stop..well u can't stop me

fR0sH! march-june


you can find em at a beauty shop..mall or church...


...ghetto girl! they like hot boys....

march* start of softball season..doin bangin in humanities! [i like em g-h-e-t-t-o...] ... so yea ..more fun times runnin around da place.. realizin dat some people are TWO FACED..grrhh! Cotillion..good lord!! oh yea!!! Me & My Lij started talkin in march :) .. oh gosh cotillion... 10 guys @ once..yayy me! "yea __ wanna dance wit you".. mrs. young took my chair!! blah... we stole da fans haha.. me and uhm.. football dude..crazy stuff..jackets & ish comin off..yea..and i had to rescue pookie's hat from harry..dat was my dance.. teehee..when i came back to school...black people got big mouths..

april* THE MONTH OF ME!!
so much to look forward to.. softball games.. Williamsburg! Xavier..good times...dancin on da boat..me almost falling off the boat.. my birthday!! basketball playoffs..carmelo baby... kanye baby... ooh i got beat by brushes and belts... and i got revenge.. i got dj to beat talvin up on our birthday wit kleatz..hehe :) "what did u do on ur birthday courtney?" "i got a hat stolen.. took a nap..talked on the fone..basketball..sleep..ice cream cake tho!" yea... football..woo..naughty boy

may* yea..dat month went by QUICK..da concert.. hearin bout sum1's dick..tmi rite dere.. yea..elections again.. i win! yay [shorty...say wats ur price..jus 2 back it up..u can hold my ice..now lets say u owe me suttin..yea owe me back like u owe ur taxes..] meetings and ish..softball ends ::tear:: FONE THIEF!!! i hate u biatch!..well not hate..dislike wit a touch of hotsauce.. meet more guys!! wooo! :) gooo pistons... so proud of my boys..good try kings..but hey..dey beat da mavs!!!! ...yea..visitors :)... very nice day...one word for science: BOOBIES!! :)

june*..well finals...more intersting convos in science..undawear festivals... I fell in love with my girlfriend French ;) dats mah girl rite dere..and u y'all try takin her from me Ima whoop yo a-squiggle-squiggle! im done wit Football..me and Jewelz are friends again and we havin some interesting convos lately.. yea..uhm I got an attempt @ a lap dance by tony today..yearbooks..seniors going.. this year went by too fast..

Ima miss y'all....[seniors]..buh bye but ima see y'all in da summa anyway! :) so buh bye fareal dis time..i think... i actually got time to write in dis..so I am.. marching band mini-camp tomorrow!

yea..it's gettin hot in here...oh its gettin hot in here..missy!...woohoo..dag it's hot..musta been courtney comin up in da spot..

*courtney

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xobabiphatox

:: 2004 11 June :: 7.31pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Tamia* So Into You [naww not wit Fabolous]

Jus about ova..

I really like ...what you've done to me.. I can't..really explain it..im so into you...

Well boyz and girls..it's June and y'all noe wat dat means... gradution --> my seniors leaving me --> me becoming a sophomore.. no more band --> no more fun times and sports wat am I gon do w/o high school for a couple months???


have a bangin a-squiggle-squiggle summa!


so yea...let's remin...remember!

fR0sH!!! sept-nov


september* i knew mah way around da school pretty good. already knew folk from marching band. i am proud to say i had my period on the first day of high school and survived!! haha and yea wat else.. from the 2nd-3rd week I was a supa mess..why... ELECTIONS..."class historian courtney cross" "oh damn i didn't win" "courtney..." "oh shit!!" ::run out the room:: ..yea and MORP.. da backwards prom..haha always have "memories" 2 sum songs.. class meetings about homecoming.. always got respect for The Jungle Book now..marching band competitions wit Shae & Michele..and my junior sisters! oh yes..and NICKEL BOY!!.. [he's graduating] yea..he talked to me da day I won my election..woo.. I was feelin dat puerto rican boy...damn...

october* homecoming!!!! runnin around da hallways, snappin fotos, pep rallies wit da marching band suckin ass @ Thriller! lol woo..dat was terrible..really..wat else..yea..me and Jewelz start talking..mistake.. [hot damn!...it's a new day!..hot damn...] but yea me & talvin buddies by now..and marching band is the only thing that I did wit my time..because we were "preparing for championships"

november* champions!! haha all y'all stupid mofuggies..yea..me and jewelz letters..me and emu!! my best friend.. no dances..just marching band and football watchin guy's booties and havin "ppl" wave 2 me from da side.. and uhm thanksgiving! step in the name of love.. dat mean white woman yo...i don't like nickel boy no mo by dis point..and me & chuckie talkin more too..aww..he is a cute one..I ain't gon lie.. damn..haha :) oh well!

dats all for now..maybe more later... Ima DL pictures that I lost a lonnngggg time ago..won luv

*courtney
almost a sophomore boooo!!!

here we are face to face..with the memories that can't be erased...


if I can't have you i'll jus be single 4 da rest of my life....

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xobabiphatox

:: 2004 30 May :: 9.54pm
:: Mood: high
:: Music: Kanye* Spaceship

pistons..
after meetin sum fine dudes @ da laundromat [again...dey wasn't 20 dis time..] and talked myself out of da convo so i wudn't feel guilty..
i come home..
take a lil sumthin sumthin..
pass out..
watch softball..
and now basketball..
thank goodness no school tomorrow..

album
1:College Dropout
2:Stripped
3:Never Say Never
album cover
1:LL's 10
2:??
3:??
singer
1:Whitney
2:Mary J.
3:Luther
guitarist
1:Santana
2:
3:
drummer
1:no clue..
2:but ima be nice and say..
3:Jivvy
band
1:BTHS Marching Band :)
2:boyz II men
3:violator
song
1:Diary- A.Keys
2:Jesus Walks- Kanye
3:I'm Okay- Xtina
band name
1:oh
2:come
3:on...
radio station
1:da beat
2:powa 99
3:hot 97
late night talk show
1:don't
2:watch
3:them
soap opera
1:Days of Our Lives
2:As The World Turns
3:Passions
prime time show
1:any primetime NBA game
2:animal face off :)
3:my wife & kids / bernie mac
cartoon
1:hey arnold
2:courage
3:doug
cable channel
1:bet
2:espn
3:nbc
local station
1:
2:
3:
fruit
1:watermelon
2:pineapple
3:strawberry
vegetable
1:carrot
2:okra
3:brocolli
main dish
1:shrimp
2:pasta w/ wateva
3:pollo
drink (alcoholic)
1:daquiri
2:wine cooler
3:bacardi
soda
1:orange
2:dr. pepper
3:root beer
ice cream
1:choc chip cookie dough
2:breyer's vanilla bean
3:baskin robbin's very berry strawberry
cereal
1:corn chex
2:cinnamon life
3:frosted flakes
gum
1:orbit- wintermint / cinnamint
2:winterfresh
3:extra- polar ice
chips
1:doritos- nacho cheesier
2:tostitos scoops
3:pringles
store
1:target
2:wal-mart
3:fashion bug- earrings + hats = <3
t-shirt
1:my pink monkey tee
2:my blue baby doll shirt wit da buckles
3:da red flower shirt from sears i still havent gotten
pants
1:my beige ones that r stretchy
2:my ripped knee lite blue jeans
3:my black athletic sweats from old navy
shoes
1:my blue flip flops
2:my pink & white k-swisses
3:no shoes @ all..
magazine
1:ebony
2:espn
3:j-14
day of the week
1:Thursday
2:Friday
3:Tuesday :)
stuffed animal
1:Jadzia
2:Pookie
3:Bubbles
hat
1:my pink one..
2:my black one..
3:my white one..
magazine cover
1:?
2:?
3:?
movie
1:Two Can Play That Game
2:The Joy Luck Club
3:Soul Food
director
1:lil x
2:david meyers
3:chris stokes
actor
1:morris
2:taye
3:morgan
actress
1:halle
2:vivica
3:vanessa
scent
1:coco chanel- mademoiselle
2:haiku awakenings
3:any vanilla
LYRIC
1:"the people highest up got the lowest self esteem"
2:"hatin ain't gon stop"
3:"bruises fade father but the pain remains the same"

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on my way 2 an xtasy addiction.. so someone says...it ain't happenin..neva even took the ish yet..neva will eitha :)...

go pistons


*Courtney

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xobabiphatox

:: 2004 29 May :: 7.05pm
:: Mood: grateful
:: Music: Brandy & Kanye [!!]*Talk About Our Love


me in class office..
'o3-'o5

don't comprehend??

I WIN!!! x2

o3-o4 officers:

d.walker- pres
a.collazo-vp
m.mitchell-secretary
b.hall- treasurer
c.cross-historian

o4- o5 officers (yay!..and boo)::

d.walker-pres
s.corbin-vp
t.cosmo-secretary
s.enarusai (yay!)-treasurer
c.cross-historian



*me..

GO PISTONS!!

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xobabiphatox

:: 2004 21 May :: 8.15pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Kanye* School Spirit

Softball makes me happy

I wasn't feelin too hot in school..but now Im happy! Cuz I did good in softball... and I got even blacker..my mom is calling me "BB" now.. (black baby)...terrible woman..

i was takin a survey and it deleted again...

blah...


GO PISTONS!!!!
Bucks --> Nets [hahaha Kidd was scoreless in game 7!!]

...but I lyke da Pacers too.. and for western

Wolves best kick da Losers ass since Wolves beat my Kings!!


Yea...da umpire on da field was so nice! We were singin and tellin jokes and stuff and we'd be talkin bout da otha team and stuff (who was da home team) and he was sayin I was doin really good and stuff..yep yep

Lets skip the intro...do you...?
Smoke?:nah
Drink alcohol?:occasionally
Do drugs?:nah
Have sex?:nah
Like to party?:yes
believe in God?:yeah
believe in life after death?:yeah
have a job?:nah
like it?:
have a best friend?:yep
think guys and girls can 'just be mates'?:yep
keep a journal?:yea
go to school?:yea
have a pet?:used to... Lily & Prince :(
Relationships
Tell us about your best friend:she funny..like me..and loves her NBA
Do you have a b/f or g/f?:nah..
If yes how long have you been together?:
...and how do they make you feel?:
Straight/bi/gay?:straight
Ever been in love?:nah...not yet..
How does it feel?:
Do you regret any relationships?:nah..well YES
Do you prefer to be dumped, or do the dumping?:i'll do da dumping
Do you think it's possible to love two people at the same time?:yep
Do you prefer to hang with your friends or b/f / g/f?:depends on da time
Ever had your heartbroken?:not completely broken
Ever loved someone so much it made you cry?:nah
Do you wish you could change anything about your relationships?:nah..
Sex and stuff
Are you a virgin?:club VC!
Are you currently in a sexual relationship?:nah
How many sexual partners have you had and can you name them?:0..can't name dem
Ever had a one night stand?:nah
Do you think sex is neccessary in a relationship?:not really..
Ever done anything with the same sex?:nah
When do you think sex is best?:when Im in Carmelo's room..
Ever outside the bedroom?:on his porch...
When do you think it's the right time to lose your virginity?:wheneva u ready
Any funny sex stories?:nah..but memba da idea of funny sex
I love...
1.:Kanye, Jarrell, & my NBA husbands (Carmelo! LeBron, Jermaine, Ben, Tony P)
2.:seafood, chicken, and pasta
3.:colouring!
4.:jewelry!! (& shopping)
5.:me (who else will?)
I hate...
1.:two faced people
2.:girls who steal cell fones..
3.:not being a lil kid again
4.:not being old enough
5.:Sleepy Brown..
I miss...
1.:seein Carmelo and da Kings play
2.:da days when I cud colour and no1 made fun of me
3.:old Nickelodeon shows
4.:da days when I had no fone curfew
5.:Mrs. Williams, Mr. Huebner, and Mrs. Johnson
Who was the last person you...?
Spoke to face to face:my mom
..or by internet:Taylor
text:Edmond
spoke to on the phone:Cherelle
Kissed:one of da twins on da cheek cuz dey did da same..
Hugged:Talvin
Had sex with:no one!
smiled at:da friendly umpire on da softball field..we friends
who made you smile:my mom
you lost:my sister
thought about:woo.. a whole lotta stuff
watched a film with:Javonne
shared problems with:Alyssa
cried with:no 1..
Right this moment...
Are you going out today?:nah
What are you wearing?:a tank and shorts
Listening to music?:yup! mah hubby Kanye
Food or drink?:clear american key lime water
Describe yourself in 5 words:happy, tired, hot, shaky, and hungry
Current thing thats pissing you off:a girl who stole my fone!!!
Favourite band:Boyz II Men
You are most happy when...:im playin/watchin a sport, wit my friends
Write a message for your b/f or g/f:not yet
Write a message for someone else:not yet
What are you going to do when you finsh this?:take anutha one of dese

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I'm happpyyy....go Wolves 2nite... @ 9:oo!!

maybe more later...

*Courtney

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:: 2004 18 May :: 8.50pm
:: Mood: grr....
:: Music: Kanye* Spaceship

"Courtney you seem unhappy"
How about you get out of my room and I will be

"why don't we ever talk? you always get a face when I try and talk to you, if you don't wanna talk to me tell me and we don't have to talk"
because you get on my fucking nerves and hell no I don't wanna talk to you..and I wanna talk to -other- people..not you

"courtney i know im rite in front of the door and your all the way over here but can you come here and shut the door"
why the hell don't you get off your ass for once and do something

grrrhhhh!!! she keeps irking me w/ stupid shit like that!!!

"you can't take the trash out in shorts"
WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT.... now Im forbidden to take the trash out in shorts that aren't even short -anyway- b/c I don't even really like shorts...shut the fuck up bitch..

"why don't you start an all girl band"
get the hell out of my face

"oh i thought u were coming here to give me a hug, not put the fone away"
oh..sorri.. ::walk away:: i'm not fucking sorri! and that's why i ain't give you a hug or nothin else..

bt lady falcons frosh softball 'o4..i'll miss (some of) y'all..

im sure there's more stupid stuff..but Im tired..and I need to write some poems and paint or somethin.. bye

*Courtney

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xobabiphatox

:: 2004 16 May :: 7.09pm
:: Mood: NOT sick =)
:: Music: Mob Deep* Got It Twisted --> Kanye* Jesus Walks

you know wat da midwest is..

Well..I made a whole list of da bad things that happened to me dis week and I can add one from yestaday and today:

-Spurs were eliminated
-my computer crashed --> meaning I lose Kazaa --> equalling 821 songs --> and my pictures of Carmelo --> and all my schoolwork --> and my bookmarks --> and a story I was writin...

but hey..

when I find the bitch who stole my cell fone ur ass iz DEAD...unless da Lord is wit me @ dat time...

fair warning rite? :)

At least I went shopping today and got 7 new shirts, 4 pairs of earrings, sunglasses, and two auntie anne's pretzels! Plus I bought a big azz box of Frosted Flakes yestaday @ Wal-Mart...and
KINGS WON!!!! 3-3
Dat was da craziest game I've seen in awhile. I'm still mad dat when we beat P-Town friday (2o-19) I was trying 2 -dodge- the pitch and not get hit and I end up gettin hit dead in da ass...but hey I scored off of dat..and amazingly even tho I was sick and it was hott I played 7 innings = da whole effin game. y'all niggas got it twisted huh... but yea I'm gettin a flip fone next week or da week afta dat...so it's all good. I shud go plan sum outfits..but it's been awhile since I've done a survey..gotta redownload EVERYTHING...grrrhhhh!!!! @ least my comp is faster now...

18 [?] dayz of skoo' left and den I'm a sophomore..freshmen year was..wooo Ima use wat Jasmin said 2 define my age of 14 "year of the slut"... it was sposed 2 be craziness but she changed it..oh well :)

y'all eat pieces of shit?

...aah it didn't delete...

.::basics::.
Name?:courtney
Nickname?:too many
Age?:15
Height?:5*9
Eye Color?:brown w/ black on da outside
Eye color you wish you had?:pretty shamrock green
Hair Color?:black / brownish red
Hair color you wish you had?:like it da way it is
.::school::.
How many classes do you have in a day?:7
What classes do you take?:humanities, band, spanish II, earth science
Who is your favorite teacher?:dr. priestley / mrs. bird
What is your favorite class?:science or spanish II
What school do you go to?:BTHS
What is your schools mascot?:Falcons
What are your school's colors?:black! white! and! gold!
Friends
Funniest:Monnie
Craziest:Jasmin
Happiest:hmm..dunno
Shortest:Tish / Miya
Tallest:Emu
Best Friend(s):Taylor
Blondest:me / Boo / Karlee
Smartest:me / steph / ashley
Dumbest:hmm..
Zaniest:tata
Most lyssophobic?? Lyssophobic:afraid of becoming Insane:prolly me
Who Have you:
Known the longest:alyssa / todd / morichetti
fell in love with:no one yet..
become sisterly/brotherly to:Emu & Todd
provided a second home for:..if it's da otha way around Jivvy
last called:my auntie
last IMed:Alex
This or That
blue or pink:pink!
boys or girls:boys
red or green:both..oh 7! but da colour red is betta
me or you:me..as in -me-
happy or sad:happy
tears of joy or happiness:joy
<33 or da crush
being crushed on or crushing?:
sleeping or awake:sleeping!
grass or clouds:grass! you can eat it
cows or ducks:brown spotted cows? sike..duckies!!
Do You:
wear glasses/contacts:nah
like labels:nah
feel comfortable in front of crowds:yup
like to be around people:yup
have alot of friends:yup
believe in second chances:yup
think im weird:nah
Word Association
red:hot
hungry:man
orange:county
ape:monkey
donuts:baskin robbins
cars:sex
HERTZ:wat
me:special
shave:nair
venus:aphrodite
homework:lunch
hairspray:jamm
herbal essences:she's got the urge
scissors:glue..jerkin off
johnny depp -drool-:dayum
Favorite:
band:boyz II men
color:pink / silver / black / blue / red
food:pasta, c-food, ice cream, grass, collard greens w/ brown suga
person:carmelo..
animal:duckies / piggies / any wildcat / elephant
movie:two can play that game
scent:coco chanel* mademoiselle
class:science / spanish II
book:cloudy w/ a chance of meatballs & the justus girls
author:Slim Lambright / Maya
website:blackplanet
quiz creator:none
clothing brand:all of em
store:walmart / target
Closing
did you enjoy this quiz?:yeah
am i good at creating quizzes?:guess so
am i random?:not really
well have fun:thank ya
goodbye now:one
toodle oo:loo

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GO PISTONS!!! beat da nets

and now Im out..thinkin bout wat 2 wear dis week and gonna go be a girl and play wit jewelry and take anotha 40 min showa/bath in which I take nap naps..buh bye


*Courtney


bye ms. sokol =/... bye ms d!! :`( ::tear::

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