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xobabiphatox

:: 2004 4 May :: 7.29pm
:: Mood: wudn't u lyke 2 noe!
:: Music: fa-bo-lo-us* can't let u go

blah


all for one
and one for all
lady falcons [freshmen '04]
let's go!

Courtney has been working out her arm muscles...and it's starting to show... alas Im sending my money..but I doubt it will make it in time..so goodbye loves! Maybe I'll work on LJ or suttin else now..::tear tear:: or pay 15 to join..lol dat'd be -stupid- ..but I am stupid!

im tired..but happy...got dirrrtay frum slidin..and in lu..happiness! i get high every mornin.. life is great!


vote for me for class of o07 Historian '04-'05 year!!
please?? :)

*Courtney


I'm goin to the Caribbean on a cruise..and now I mite go 2 Panama/Spain/Costa Rica as a student exchange person! wooo!!
sponsor me =P

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xobabiphatox

:: 2004 30 April :: 9.07pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: Nas* I Can

People! >=O
sniffin up drugs all in the nose --> that's me!! nasonex baby! :)

anyways...ppls piss me off again..Americans! goodness! After seeing the movie bout Lilioukalani it made me hate Americans..but I -am- American...oh well! So yea...tell me why do I defend niggaz...but if dey was in my position..dey prolly wuda joined in makin fun of me and & all dat ish...wtf is that?! And I used niggaz in a mean way...grrhh...my lord...some ppls need home training or somethin to learn how to effin treat others correctly! :)

vote for meee! =D

but yes...it's annoying.. really sick of bein nice on b½ of dem pplz...

Carmelo iz bout 2 play in 20 and in other news



KINGS beat da mavz in a 4-1 series!! woooo!!!!


lmao!!! diz song!!! it reminds me of michael shawn's tribal love song i live in a cave! we have no lites! we lite a fire so we can see @ nite..omgzus dat song was halarious!

Lloyd's voice annoys me..

i noe i ain't do diz long a squiggle squiggle survey and have it perform an illegal operation..bullshit!!!

*courtney

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xobabiphatox

:: 2004 24 April :: 8.41pm
:: Music: Boyz II Men* On Bended Knee

Let It Be Known...

That I am finally 15 and 362 dayz until I'm legal! =D


I waz watchin Babe today...such a good movie..hated it when I was lil' tho..

Now...last week mah daddy sayd he was gon call and pick me up -today- so we could celebrate my birthday..my mom said to jus try and believe him.
Did Courtney go out today??
No
Did she want to go out today??
Yes, but not wit him...
Fuckin liar...

:..**You**.:
Name:Courtney
Age:15! =D
Date Of Birth:oh4*12 backwardz*8ghty9
Hair Color:black & reddish brown..
Eye Color:brown w/ black surrounding
Height:5*9
:..**Have you?**..:
Ever Built a Fort (out of pillows and sheets):yup
Kissed a member of the same sex:on da cheek
kissed a member of the opposite sex:hell yea..
dreamt you were naked in a pool of jell-o:nah
called someone by someone elses name:yeah
bulit a snowman:I've -tried-
cryed during the movie bambie:nah
:..**Do You**..:
Know me:nah
like me:maybe
love me:uh uh
hate me:nuh uh
want me:nah
desire me:nah
want to kill me:nah
wish i would go away:nah
like ice cream:YES
like sushi:yep
like pizza:yep
:..**would u**..:
kiss me:nah
hug me:sure
lick me:nah
be me:i like me
kill a person if they dared u to:depends on who I could kill..
save the life of a puppy even if it meant running into a group of zombies:sure
kill me i really would like to know:nah
:..**first word u think of**..:
ice:cream!
girl:friends
hott:sauce
orgy:fun
hair:spray
glow:n' tha dark
sun:shine
moon:pookie
:..**the end**..:

Many Questions brought to you by BZOINK!

You
Name::Courtney
Nickname::too many...
What you wish your name was::something exotic..ima use mah bear's name Jadzia
Age::15
Gender::F
Sexual Preference::Carmelo Anthony, LeBron, or Ben =D
Height::5*9
Hair::answered it before
Eyes::brown w/ black
Fav's
Food::pasta, c-food, ice cream, salad, baby carrots, and fruit
Day::Tuesday & Thursday
Month::April & July
Person::no one..
Saying/Quote::wash me from my inquinsity [sp?], wash me from my sin, wash me & I will be whiter than snow
Band::Boyz II Men
Animal::duckies! pigs, any wildcat, & elephants
Color::silver / pink / black / red / blue
Artist::none really
Poet::Lady Arie
Writer::Slim Lambright
Genre of Music::R&B
Class::oh 7! nah...science!
Memory::this yr... Cotillion..winnin election.. Club VC
Book::Justus Girls..It's The Little Things
Movie::Two Can Play That Game
Actor and Actress::Morris, Taye, Vivica
Show::Trading Spaces, Punk'd!
Cartoon::PPG, Hey Arnold, Spongebob, Proud Family, Ginger
Game::LIFE!!
Gaming Platform::wha?
Season::spring
Flavor of Cough Medicine::grape
Mood::..hehe :)
Toothpaste::Jivvy's orange stuff..and my Crest w/ mouthwash
Coffee Brand::i -hate- coffee
Drink::Carmelattas!!! Lemonade / Kool-Aid
Singer::A. Keys / Aaliyah
Time Period::da 5o's
Time of Day::when I'm sleep..
Website::none
Mesenger Service::aim or yahoo
Email Service::aol
Place::a guy's arm
Now for the Random!
Pick up the nearest book and use it to answer these questions:
Write the Title and the Author of the book you are using::The Ultimate Weight Solution- Dr. Phil McGraw
How would other people describe you? -:strange, dumb, smart, slow, freaky, & loud
What do you think of love? -:boo...
What is your outlook on life? -:musn't die a virgin..& be known for suttin!
How would you describe yourself? -:see how ppl would describe me..and a good liar [ain't dat terrible]
How would you change the world? -:being a bangin lawyer/surgeon..and charities for aids and save the music
How is your relationship with your family? -:it's aiight..
How would you describe your childhood? -:it was a normal childhood?
What would your Mom say about you? -:..which one?
What would your Dad say about you? -:blah.. his baby who he loves "so much"
What would your brother/sister say about you? -:"mommy"
What do you think of war? -:it's terrible..
How would you like people to see you? -:someone who did suttin good
What would your brother/sister say about you? -:--
What do you want to be remembered for? -:whateva...as long as im remembered
Is there a Heaven and Hell? -:yup...
If you have to copy and paste these questions to answer in full, do so!

the [art] of [randomness] brought to you by BZOINK!


...he wanna see me in Prada but I be stickin to mah wife beaters and pretty panties unda mah dickies...

cuz u noe that I want ya...and yanno that I need ya..

Yea... two faced negroes today... grrr...and den ppl say ish ish about u and pretend dey ya friend when dey ain't...and den sum ppl act like they don't fuckin like you period and have the nerve to ask u wats wrong...ugh.. I hate people sumtimes...I'm gonna move away and meet new friends which I mite be doing soon... thankfully fake peoples! ewww.... Kings r losin 2 da mavs..booo...but @ least da Pistons & Pacers won..Ben's a saxi one... :)


*Courtney

da 15 yr old

All for one and one for all! Lady Falcons lets go!

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xobabiphatox

:: 2004 12 April :: 7.49pm
:: Mood: =D
:: Music: Janet* I Want U --> Babyface* The Loneliness

When I was a little one...

I would sit in my room by myself, playing with my Kenya dolls and would pretend to be whateva I wanted to be. I would be a princess in her own little world [shoot I still play that mess...]. I'd daydream about meeting my own Prince Charming and becoming a mommy with lots of
babies!
I'd have imaginary friends named Jazmine, Stefaney, and Princess Crystal Diamond and we would have tea parties with my tea set. I'd play with my black and white Barbies and would have fashion shows and cut their hair. Back in those days me and my mom -actually- got along. Jerry would give me a pony ride or a wheelbarrow to bed and we'd take turns reading stories everynight. I had a massive collection of stuffed animals on my bed and floor [still do...] and I loved life...


Those were the days when I didn't have any problems and I could play manhunt with my friends and especially TAG[!!]. It's like you don't have a care in the world back then and everything was fun and sugar coated [well except that dream before my 7th birthday party when i shot my dad in the head...horrible..]. I miss those days.
growing up sucks!
Nowadays you gotta worry about stupid stuff or others will do it -for- you. You have to protect your reputation. You have to do things you don't want to do. You don't have time to sleep anymore or play with your toys. You're told to grow up. And the scary part is ... if you're like me and bouncing back and forth between what you wanna be...you don't have much time. 3 years...and I'm down South livin near my babi... it's scary... I wanna go back... ::tear::

Nebody else feel dat way??


There is one good thing about growing up though...
You meet new and better people. And they impact your lives in ways...well they jus do. It can be good or bad but ya get stronga..and ya deal with stupid ish that comes along. You appreciate *musiq* ...best of all
you meet boys!!
So it ain't -so- bad...cuz ur life would ultimately suck if you didn't have them special ppls in ur lives like a *me* =D or a Pookie or any best friend in the effin world that you have... call ur friends and tell em u luv em or suttin..cuz sumtimes they don't feel appreciated ::cough:: sike nah..or maybe they jus feel like u don't like them anymore..take them out to feed duckies for all I care... and I'm done bein a rev..

*Courtney

3 dayz until VA!
9 dayz until 15!


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xobabiphatox

:: 2004 11 April :: 9.51pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: Busta & Flip Mode Squad* What It Is Part II

I'm okay...

Maybe some people ain't dat bad...

describe your hair.:black and reddish brown in a ponytail
what are you wearing?:a t-shirt..sweats..and no earrings ::sweat::
what mood are you in right now?:a fite mood! jus heard "i'll beat dat bitch wit a bat"
before you came here what did you do?:played spider solitaire
what was the last thing you ate?:some lasagna and choc cupcake w/ vanilla icing from Acme
do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:not officially, but yes
whens the last time you spoke with your parentals?:4 minutes ago
how long have you been online approx.?:off and on all day
what CD is currently in your stereo?:mix CD i jus burned
do you play any instruments? if so how long have you played?:clarinet- 5-->6 yrs, tenor sax 2-->3 years, piano 2/3
if you have "faith", when's the last time you attended church?:it's a shame I can't remember..
are you barefoot right now?:yup
is your room clean or dirty?:it's clean
am i boring you?:not really..

at this moment... brought to you by BZOINK!

ecstasy
You're addicted to.....

Ecstasy!
Whoooooo partay! Also known as the hug drug
ecstasy makes you crave human touch. People on
ecstasy also like glowsticks and shiny things.


What are you addicted to? (pics!)
brought to you by Quizilla

how symbolic!! they said im addicted to ecstasy! That's only the same drug a certain cop thought I was hooked on.. speaking of which.. I have 2 call Alex buddy..Cookie needs a smoke.. and the "other birthday present"..jus playin..but Im still goin ova. But anyways... I'm kinda tired..I still got a legal hour of fone convos...but Im sleepy...woo woo...


4 dayz until VA!!!

1o dayz until mah day... and I get a smoke! =D

*Courtney

haha... Excuse me miss remix jus came on ... whoeva gon be smokin dat lalala...how symbolic..again

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xobabiphatox

:: 2004 10 April :: 9.38pm
:: Mood: same
:: Music: Kanye* All Falls Down

I noe wats wrong wit me..

I've got "the one year older blues"... cuz I was walkin around today realizing I don't know what I wanna be anymore and if I still want the same dreams I'm gonna have to go thru a lot of shit because of FAKE PEOPLE who act like they ur friends, two-faced, stuck up..nvm... and it sucks cuz that's the way the world is now.. I wanna start ova..but if I did I -so- would not be a virgin anymore..less pressure for ish [any smart mouthed comments to that and I slit ur throat]..this is why i been cussin a lot lately..cuz I'm sad, lost, confused, happy, and thankful all at the same time..

on the brite side.. im not getting nething from my mom on my bday... im gettin a new camera..

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xobabiphatox

:: 2004 10 April :: 9.30pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: Kanye* School Spirit

hmm..
wow...u have 2 pay for woohu... world's becoming effin crazy..but moving on it's hard 2 look in the mirror nowadays because if you keep pretending to like something day after day you are lying to yourself... so no matter how hard you try to be friends with some people... you know it's not gonna work out... I wrote a poem out of anger towards today..but it had some good in it too... I'm still trying because the ppl are good hearted and stuff..but they cause so much pain for me and make me cry when they don't even know it..well not cry cry..but yanno wat I mean.. it's hard..


*Courtney


11 days till my birthday... like ya care..

yeah that's the kind of ppl Im talkin bout ..those who don't give a shit bout me nowadays and say evil shit behind ya back and smile in ya face..

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xobabiphatox

:: 2004 28 March :: 9.23pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: J-Lo & R. Kelly* Baby I Love You (remix)

hmm

Buy Lena Williams' book called It's The Little Things it's bangin... and relating to that..


You see we living in the American Dream
The people highest up got the lowest self esteem
And the prettiest people do the ugliest things
For da road to riches and diamond rings...

or most importantly..

Even if you in a Benz you still a nigger
-Kanye

*Courtney

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