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2004 13 October :: 12.25 am
where to begin...1st of all, it sucks to be my roomate this week, bad stuff keeps appeneing to you all...watch out amanda you are next it would seem...I am so PISSED about this stiupid fine shit...i am going to have to rip someone a new one!
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2004 11 October :: 6.22 pm
I wish i was made out of this stuff(picks up candle and smells it,) then i would smell me all day.
-Michelle
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2004 10 October :: 9.15 pm
If her eyes are blue as skies
thats Alicia Kellogg
If shes smiling all the while
thats alicia kellogg
If he walks with a shy little rogue
if she talks with a sly little brogue
sweet personality, full of rascality
thats Alicia Kellogg
this is what Chip would sing to me while we were mopping this summer...it is acually an Irish song called Peggy O'Neil. I miss Chip and BT and Tracy, and all things Camp
This weekend was aweosme. On friday Kate and I went to Cadillac and drove around yown looking at cars with my Grandpa.Then we drove back that night.On Saturday we went to see Raise Your Voice and it was freakin GREAT! Oliver James is so hot and he had a faux hawk and a tattoo! Good stuff. We went to the Blue Dolphin too, and walked around downtown for a long time. Last night, Kate and i danced in the Kitchen and sang Alkaline Trio while getting Drizzunk...I love the Captain! I also went across the hall and hung out, because everything seems better with Aaron...WOOT
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2004 8 October :: 2.49 am
Today was soooooooo good! Tomarrow will be too! I am going to declare my major and minors (Creative writing, and spanish/anthropology), then i have an interview to work at a haunted house, then kate is coming with me to caddy to look at cars. I am excited. I am sorry this is not exciting or interesting, but too bad.
p.s. I am talking to aaron right now...woot! he seems un-mad!
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2004 6 October :: 12.17 am
This is sooo funny...what is the world coming to? (no pun intended)
http://www.pornforprogress.com/
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2004 4 October :: 5.59 pm
I just wrote a long entry and then lost it...i got sidetracked and clicked on something else....damn it! Ok here is the gist of it...
I got a new avatar, it is Ryan gosling because he is soooo ot and the Notebook was such a good chick-flick, nthing compared to the book, but still solid. beards, a cut above the rest...haha...he is also my new desktop...jizz jizz jizz
Anyway, I am wholy avoidng right now, i dont know why since i was on a roll, but i got distracted and it snowballed into me getting absolutly nothing done in like 3 hours...arg
I am very frusterated about the Aaron situation because i feel like a loser for even caring when he obviously doesnt...but it is so weird not going over there all the time...i miss it...
I still have a hella ton of studying to do, so i guess i should get to it...
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2004 27 September :: 10.13 pm
Woot! New Icon...I heart Max! he is just so cute!...anyway...
today didnt go as i had planned...I didnt get nearly enough done, and i fell asleep, so now it is crunch time...
I had a random gross guy email me about a pic i put on the bronco web...the one of me cuddling with joe...he said i "have a nice ass...the kind that is good to spank on the way in"...wtf, i am sitting down in that pic and you cant even see my ass....THEN i went to look him up and he is 25 w/ a pic of cuntzie in his gallery...classy guy...definetly the kind i want smacking my ass...**gags at the thought**...anywho, i have to go get some shit done before i get too far behind...
oh and guess whos on top now bitches?
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2004 27 September :: 1.25 am
Alright, i am not at all sure what is going on, but it seems to have all started with this journal. I never knew i was interesting nough that people would actually want to read about my life...i write this mostly for myself and a lot is coded in Alicia-thought so that no one else REALLY knows what it is about...I am sorry if what i write in here hurts anyone, that is not the intent, it is sort of like a pensieve for me....i put my thoughts in here when there are too many in my head...it helps me clear my mind.
this weekend was great though...on thursday i went to a house party w/ Jen brian and aaron and i saw STUMPERONI! it was crazy he looks sooooo differnet and i almost didnt recognize him. then on friday kate and got up real early and went to pick up ryan.when we got back here i cleaned the apt. and got ready for the party. I must say thank you too all who came to my shindig...as much as i act like i am self sufficient...it was nice to know that so many people care about me...the only bad part of the entire evening was when i went off on aaron for being a jerk...me feelings were just, but my actions were a little on the bitchy side...instead of dealing i kinda went brutalbrutis on him...eeeee...on saturday ry and i woke up and went to lunch with mike and michelle, then vegged out with kate and played othello(he kicked my ass) and watched tv...then Haley came over and us girls watched DD2(thanks Michelle) and Ry watched tv with Michelle and Mike (i heart you guys for including hm and being so damn awesome!) then i tried to be across the hall but it was too overwhelming so M& M & Ry & I watched some more Harsh realm and then went to bed...today my fam came down and took Ry and I out to lunch, then kate and I took him back to MSU ...:(... then i cam back and uploaded some of my b-day pics on the bronco web... http://www.thebroncoweb.com/photo_folder.aspx?user=817 and now i am going to bed...it has been a crazy and wonderful and lazy weekend and i feel very blessed to have all of you. I know i was different and in a lot of ways happier this weekend, and it was because of all of you...
ok enough mushiness, here is a thought i found on Jen's profile and i think it is sooooo true...think about it...
"dont let someone become your priority, when you're only their option"
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2004 25 September :: 1.23 am
Thanks guys!
I heart friends! ( That oios all that needs to be said)
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2004 19 September :: 4.57 am
ok, I know it has been a while since i have made an entry, but tonight deserves one if ever anything did. Tonight rocked hard core. I almost got busted by the cops, I went to a kegger, almost got busted again, saw a fight, got a drunken hug, met some people, saw another fight,got another hug, got hung up on, and laughed til i cried numerous times throughout the night. I was a little drunk, but not super, and it was so fun. I spent some quality time with my peeps from across the hall, and got to watch the drama without being involved. other peoples drama is the best kind.
sidenote: it is a real turnoff to not remember how many girls you have slept with, it is an even bigger turnoff to name them all, having it add up to a huge ass number, and talk about them constantly...guys are retarded
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2004 13 September :: 8.51 pm
I am 47% evil.
I could go either way. I have sinned quite a bit but I still have a bit of room for error. My life is a tug of war between good and evil.
Are you evil? find out at Hilowitz.com
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2004 3 September :: 7.58 pm
ok, I am sitting in our apartment by myself and it is really cool, but i still like it better when we are all here together laughing way too much and making fun of eachother. I do have my computer in the livingroom though, and that is pretty cool. In general, i like having roomies around better.
Here is the synopsis of my first week of classes.
Tue-Thur
11am-Spanish 316 Composition...the instructor is insane and hilarious and hard to undersatnd, but i think it will all be ok in the end...hard though...muy dificil para mi.
12:30PM-Anthropology 120 Peoples of the World... it is all lecture and note taking and reading, but overall it will be interesting and pretty easy.
2pm-English 266 fiction writing and poetry...very awesome class, easily my favorite...teacher is awesome and i feel really comfortable with the other people in the class
6pm-English 210 Film Interpretation...cool class, easy, with little bitch (Brian)
Wed.
4pm-Honors 490 Utopias in society...very awesome class, professor rocks, walter is in the class...i felt a little below the intelegence level of the others in the class...but i am ok with that, because perhaps in time my inferiority will lessen and i will be able to contribute something worthwhile.
615pm-honors 490 into to world cinema...professor rocks, moved the class back just for me...this was the class i was thinking i was gonna drop, but i guess i cant now since he moved the class back just for me.oh well.
20 credits with 4 day weekends...rock on.
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2004 20 August :: 7.20 pm
Ok, so A LOT has happened in the last week and i am not sure what my entry about it should be. I am confused and stressed out right now...I think it is time for me to go back to k-zoo and hopefully after a while my head will clear and i will be able to write about all of this. Sorry about this pointless entry but i felt the need to write something even if it was about nothing. See you tomarrow, and hopefully it will be a better day than today, but i doubt it because i have 2 cars full of stuff to drag up 3 flights of stairs and my mother will be with me...that definetly does not bode well for my mood tomarrow...i heart you all though...
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2004 12 August :: 10.20 am
:: Music: Bt is serenading me...vindicated...woot!
How sad it is all ending...*sigh*
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2004 11 August :: 2.51 pm
Michelle call my cell so i can get your number and talk to you about the apartment...i lost your number.
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2004 8 August :: 8.56 am
:: Music: Vindicated
ok, memorable quotes from this summer:
"we've never heard of him hurting anyone...but he is big."
"I love icecream"
"Someone stole my nickels." Reply: "I'm Sorry"
"Sky Collendars"
"Has Bryan ever actually ever done anything wrong?" Reply: "Well no, but he is tall."
"Do you know where the binoculars are?" Reply: "What are you going to be looking at?"
"Alicia, are you going to sleep there?"
"Vomit...Vomit vomit vomit"
"If you fork me one more time i'll bring it to you."
uh oh...i am getting distracted...btw i got a new phone...it is awesomer than the old one but it has the same number...but i lost my phonebook, so if i had your number it would be awesome if you could post it or call me so i can put it in my new phone...see you all soon!
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2004 1 August :: 7.35 pm
:: Music: Alkaline Trio
It is nice to have time...
Alright here is the update i know you have all been eagerly anticipating.
caddy: Better than i could have ever hoped...i almost don't want to leave...almost...
Family: the biggest reason i DO want to leave...
Boys: generally good...more specific details below...
Work: AWESOME i love it here and i have the best co-workers ever...once again more detailed analysis below...
friends: They are great, i am terrible about hanging out and calling them though i am sort of a deserter...
Alcohol: every weekend plus some
Cigars: WAY more than i should...tried a cigarette, but did not like it...I buy Dan tons though...eeee
Alright here is the lowdown, I know no one else even knows any of these people, but i do, and this journal is for me mostly.
BT: so hot, but too skinny and likes katie...BUt he did learn some songs for me, and we talk a lot...i think katie is just playin him, but he is totally retartded for her, so i try to just be supportive
Ryan: way better than i ever thought things would be...he drank with us too, which was weird, but good...i don't know what it is about that kid, but i feel safe and comfortable with him. he is going to MSU in the fall though...no more K-College for him...it is sort of sad, but i thinkit will be better for our relationship for him to be farther away.
Max: havent heard from him all summer, but i am ok, and it has opened me up to other possibilities...still miss him like crazy though
Dan: SO HOT...we have gotten pretty close too, he is retarded for his GF too though...goddamn it i have not hung out with one eligible guy this summer...i mean i have made some aweosme friends but i was hoping to have some sort of relationship this summer...my last hope is...
Chip: strange and funny, but he is my boss so he would never even think about it...he is hot and nice and really sweet to me though...
Alright here are some random stories...
singing hands down while drunk is superdifficult...the tempo needed to be SO slow...it was funny though
painting indians with alkaline trio symbols is NEVER a good idea
forking someone who went to military school is never a good idea...he WILL win
hello my name is Hiney Peeper
hello my name is Fuzzy Beaver
hello my name is Blue-Eyed Tail-Mopping Squirrel
Taking a giant fork with you wherever you go always provides many entertaining stories
arcades are fun especially when you get to watch 2 guys dance REALLY badly
marker fights are not as fun when the markers are permanent
kids are retarded
and finally...you NEED a good bottle opener for heineken but if you dont have one, you need a drunk friend who is not afraid to tear t shit out of his hands to open the bottle for you
I hope this has been enlighteneing, and i am looking forward to seeing you all soon.
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2004 30 July :: 6.50 pm
:: Music: Alkaline Trio
Camp Torenta
Alright. one more week left. Resident Camp is over , next week is day camp. I am so tired and i am going to have to take a nap before i can partake in any of the fun to be had this evening. I was going to write a long entry telling you all about camp, but i lost my momentum already, so i will talk to you all very soon. Heart you. Miss You.
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2004 20 July :: 11.14 pm
wow it has been way too long. so much has happened...I will have a lot of stories about camp for all of you and you will forget a time when i was not telling camp stories...but i am happy....really happy and it feels like forever since i have been so truly happy and it is so nice. I miss you all but i am also sort of afraid that when this summer is over this feeling will go away. I am going to try to just concentrate on the present and not think too much about the future, or the past. Living in the here and now seems to be working for now. OMG though...last weekend was wicked awesome! we all got trashed out in the woods around a fire and bonded like mad...and it was probably one of the best times i have ever had...intoxicated or not...gg it is getting late and i have a lot to do tomarrow
Heart you all and i miss you!
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2004 6 July :: 12.36 pm
been real busy lately...have to work this week even though i thought i was gonna have it off. things are going awesome, next week resident camp starts, so that means BT will be here...should be interesting...A lot of my family is here too...the cottage is looking awesome...sorry i havent written anything in a while, and sorry this is so short, but i miss you guys and i hope everything is going well...BTW, i caught a little of your last entry Rock, and if you need anything let me know...even if it is just and ear to vent to...heart you all...
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