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2004 23 February :: 12.14 am
I was really excited to come back, and I hated being in caddy, but now that I am here i wish I was anywhere else. I am so tired of Drama. I really want someone to talk to...but i find that i tend to censor myself, and it is really annoying, i am annoying myself, so sorry to everyone else cuz it must be 10 times worse for you all...
Today was a good day in eneral though...I got up and my mom made me breakfast, then i went to GR and hung out with Ricci and her Jason, but jason kept making insinuations that i did not like...oh well what can you do? then we came back to the dorms (boo) and i WON settlers!!! It was so exciting...
I am tiredthough...in more ways than one, so i am gonna go to sleep now...
peace
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2004 22 February :: 12.40 am
:: Music: Dispatch...YAY Ler!
I went to The G&G today, and things were ok...not good, but ok...It makes me sad because so much of my past lives in that house, but I am not that little girl anymore, and they still want me to be...I didnt wear my hair down or any makeup today...they didnt say anything about my peicing, but whenever they would talk to me they tended to stare...it was just depressing...
I watched 3 things of importance today...
1.) Identity starring John Cusack: now I was not expecting it to be scary, and when it got a little rough i started yelling at the tv, and here is what i said..."John! How could you do this to me?!?!? What are you doing?!?! How could you do this to me?!?!?"
2.) The Bronco game on espn2...YAY we won...but wtf brian snider! You cant make a free throw worth crap...that is until you are trying to MISS!!!It was a good one though...GO BRONCOS!
3.) The Challenge:Yay for corny Mary-Kate and Ashley movies!And Yay for anne for watching and enjoying them too!
I am listening to one of my new cds from Derek...YAY I heart Dispatch SO much!
I know that i say that things are sucky and then I wrote a journal with a lot of "yay" in it...but i am trying to focus on the good...if i only write about the good then I think about the good instead of the bad...I heart you all on 1st fox and I am happy i am going back tomarrow...see you then...I heart you I heart you I heart you!
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2004 22 February :: 12.10 am
I miss you guys!!
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2004 21 February :: 12.30 am
:: Music: Emotion Sickness
distorted eyes, when verything is clearly dying...
I got up this morning to write my paper because of course i had not started it yet. I got it done in about an hour so i had time to eat breakfast, and take a shower...this may sound weird, but i love my shower at the dorm...the pressure is awesome...here it is like a dribble and also I can take a freakin long shower and not have to worry about the hot water running out or a water bill being high...anyway
I am at home, and I hate it...but what can you do? I got here and saw my step sister and almost fell over...she had a ton of make-up on, and she lost like 15 lbs since x-mas...but it is just not her...she is trying to please her stupid little friends...grrrrrr
I went to Anne's tonight, and we went to the hockey game...it was weird, (and we lost, got spanked actually) and I saw so many people...but i didnt really know what to say to anyone...which is not usually a problem for me as you all know...(nice hockey game eh?) BUT I saw some HS hotties...in a heartbeat I tell you! I gg to bed now...this was too much for me...
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2004 20 February :: 12.40 am
Today...hmmm i got up at 11:35 and went to my 12:00 class, then i came back and ate some foods, then I took a shower, played some Uno, ate again, went to work, got out of work, went to the ZOO meeting, watched some climbers, looked at Ricci's ass, and watched the Usual Suspects. i must say...I didnt do much today, but It was pretty good. I liked the movie a lot, and I must say that I figured there was gonna be something like that but did not guess the extent of the scam...wow. I like Gabriel Burne a lot.
I am gonna go to bed and get up in the morning to write my paper...man i am such a procrastinator...Damn the man...
OMG I don't know what I am gonna do this weekend without being online all the time...you guys will have to call me sometime, cuz i will miss you all so much...but a lot of my misery will just be the fact that I am gonna be at home...I hate that...I am not trying to be pathertic or anything...but home drives me insane, and being here is my escape, so going home is hard...ok that is enough...
night y'all
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2004 19 February :: 12.39 am
ahhhhhhhhhh
i saw my max tonight...YAY
ok so the concert was real good and i got a real cute shirt, and i got max a poster...so he was so excited...it was so cute cuz he got them all to sign his cd, and he talked to them...i am so glad i went...
in other news:
Fall Out Boy is playing in GR on SUnday and he asked if i wanted to go...i said we wouldave to see...
Phantom Planet is gonna play Miller and I have to check on tickets to that little mother...
Max makes me the kind of happy where i cant stop smiling, and it is smile #2...my max smile...
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2004 18 February :: 2.22 pm
Yes
(Disclaimer: This entry is not meant to imply that friends can be replaced or that i have done anything to attempt to do so. It is also just a corrolation between personalities and roles in my life. The people are NOT cast by the amount or way I like them. It is just fun to think about this kind of crap. Crap in no way implies that freindship is crap. Well...)
Ok, here is the cast of my college life:
Steve as Ryan
Walter as Max
Ricci as Anne
Krystal as Katie
Big Mike as Charlie
Michelle as Kenzie
Amanda as Julie
Chas as Pat
Jason as Derek
Brian as Mark
Little Mike as Chad
Kate as Emily
Molly as Jamie
Brad as Josh
Megan as Karly
Ok, so most of you have no idea who any of the Caddy people are, but that is ok, cuz this entry is for me. EAT THAT!
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2004 18 February :: 12.42 am
:: Music: JC is on Leno right now...
Alright boys...I have seen Lost in Translation, and here is my take on it: I like the movie a lot, but must view it again sometime in order to see the parts i missed while ricci was being distracting. I agree that it was a little slow, and the fact that he commits adultery is irreprehensible, but the images were great and it was funny in the subtle way that takes you a split second to process before you can laugh.
I changed my jewelery tonight...the new one is real tight...as in restricting. I like it a lot though. I must get some more...including a retainer...they have little multipacks with retainers included for like 14 dollars at the mall...but I am poor. Damn the man! wait...I am the one who gets out of work all the time...Damn the WOman!
Ok...Rock made a list for me, and it is a pretty good one, I am going to write it here. (these are not in order of greatness...i dont know what kind of order it is...rock order i guess...)
1. Punch Drunk Love
2. Monty Python and the Holy Grail
3. Run Lola Run
4. One Flew Over the Cukoo's Nest
5. Philadelphia
6. The Matrix
7. The Big Lebowski
8. Fight Club
9. Pulp Fiction
10. Dr. Strangelove
11. Magnolia
Ok, so I had a lot of fun tonight, and I hope you are all happy that I wrote a nice, drama-free entry, cuz I am happy that i had nice drama-free things to write.
Have I told you lately that I heart you?
Well I do.
Night.
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2004 17 February :: 4.26 pm
YAY!!!
I get to see my MAX tomarrow!!!!!!!
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2004 16 February :: 11.06 pm
:: Music: The Who-My Generation
Man....they dont make music like this anymore!
Here is a wonderful list of random things that rock the hiz-ouse:
One Tree Hill
Creamy Chicken Ramen
Chocolate Hearts
Summer Camp
Skipping Classes
Last Minute Papers
Espanol
Macaroni Valentines
Colored Straws
Characterisics of Alicia's Perfect Hottie:
Green Eyes
Tattoo "sleeves"
Facial Piercings
Facial Hair
Musical
Funny
Interesting
Can Manly for Hours
Knows what Manlying is...
Creative
Fun
Tall
Glasses
Bams!
Trustworthy
Compassionate
"Friendly"
Caring
probably more, but I am drawing a blank...
OH A FAUX HAWK TOO!!!
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2004 16 February :: 1.19 pm
:: Mood: sickly...body and spirit
:: Music: Madonna...I heart Mean sometimes!
Cherish the thought of always having you here by my side
you ever not realize something is botherin you until your subconcious does something about it? well i think i put a little bit of a mental block up about certain things, and my subconcious blew a hole in the wall last night...i am not sure what repercussions will happen now, but it is probably best that there are no blockages in my mind...
Now I just have to sort out what is true. I have so many scenerios and sides to the story out and about that i am confused. Do I or dont I? Am I or am I not? Does it or doesnt it? Should I or shouldnt I? Would they or wouldnt they? Is she or isnt she? Does he or doesnt he? Was it or wasnt it? Is it or isnt it? Wow, that is random...sorry all.
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2004 16 February :: 1.14 am
I thought this weekend was gonna suck hardcore, but it actually turned out pretty good. There was a lot of drama, but 4 real good thngs happened too.
1. Peices of april and the company i had while watching it were very good.
2. the Vagina Monologues rocked and spawned many new jokes...oy oy OY!
3. I talked to walter for a long time, and then hung out with him and steve, and i hadnt done that in a long time, so it was nice to chill with em.
4. Talkin about sex is so funny...I didnt realize how uninhibited i had become until tonight. And ricci totally made my night by being so cool. YAY!
oy oy oy oy Oy OY OY oy OYOYOY VEY!!!!!
I heart you all
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2004 15 February :: 12.30 am
there are two stories to tell...
One.
My heart is breaking for you, I know that this night was not what you had hoped and I know that you are not in any state to really appreciate this but: I Heart you SO much and if you need someone, I am here for you.
Two.
Tonight was real fun. I had 2 dates and we went to a movie and dinner...The movie was REAL good too...so glad i got to see it...YAY
Ok, so tomarrow is The Vagina Monologues at 2, but I should also write my english paper...hey boy! You never got your valentine, and i left my papers in your car!
List of movies I have to see:
Lost in Translation
Boondock Saints
Lock Stock ...
Big Lebowski
Usual Suspects
Best in Show
A Mighty Wind
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2004 13 February :: 10.14 pm
I don't know why such a small thing put me in such a bad mood, but I really wanted to go see that movie...I am mad that she did't at least let me know that she wasn't gonna want to to go anymore instead of making me wait around...
ANYWAY...
I wish I had something or someone to do tomarrow ...it is a day filled with possibility, but no plans...hmmm
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2004 13 February :: 1.49 am
:: Music: Incubus-Megalomaniac
Do you ever get so frusterated you can't move? I do.
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2004 11 February :: 1.56 pm
YAY Espanol! Me gusta mi clase de espanol. Oy, nosotros jugemos jeopardy, y mi equipo ganen. Mi Profesora es muy simpatico tambien, porque ella piensa que nosotros aprendemos mas cuando los actividades son divirtidos. Yo necisito practicar con my hermano, o c-rock porque mi espanol es muy malo, pero me gusta mucho.
Ok, so today was a good day...I hope it goes well for you all as well!
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2004 11 February :: 12.11 am
Major Pet Peeve: People who exclude you from a conversation by talking in another language instead of just waiting to talk in private later...I don't care if you have private buisiness...but acting like that is just rude. Grrrr! Who Does That!
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2004 10 February :: 2.05 pm
:: Music: My 10th grade mix...
Wootwoot to back in the day!
I am noticing a pattern to my entries...I only write when I am upset about something...but today is a good day, cuz I got to sleep in then when I went to spanish and the only thing we did was make valentines...all hour...it was SO fun! So I made 2...one for each of my little spanish learners...yay Krystal and Jason for picking such an awesome language!
Oh yeah, I talked to my brother and he said they are going to PR to visit the family, so I wouldn't have been able to visit them anyway...I don't feel like I missed out on that now...I am excited about springbreak, I don't care that I don't have plans, cuz I just can't wait for the break...I think I will visit my girls at Ferris...wootwoot!...D-rok too...
OMG...Dave Matthews is on this cd...yikes...I don't mind his music...I just don't like HIM...I don't know why...I am such a freak...
I heart you all!
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2004 9 February :: 10.01 pm
Ok, here is the word on this upcoming weekend...
Friday: the Indie Movie Crew needs to see Pieces of April at the Little Theatre. Now if you know you are a part of this group, and you happen to have a penis, then you know that you have not told the females in the group whether or not you are going, so get on that stupidhead!
Here is the only other thing I know I really wanna do sometime this weekend:see molly perform in The Vagina Monologues...YAY MOLLY!!!
I know it is still early in the week, but I have to get a jump start, cuz this week is shaping up to be sucky...
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