WiLL You bE mAh NOthINg?

WiLL You bE mAh NOthINg?

:: 2004 14 July :: 12.27 am

Daytona
OMg it was so much fun...... Me and Kayla went to daytona..... Omg the first dya we got there we stayed in this shity ass hotel but it wasnt that bad i guess... We went to Dinner and had to go like all the way down the beahj to find a place to eat at for my sister and my dads B-day.. My sis turned 18 and my daddy turned 42 Old fart... But he next day was really fun we went ont eh beach and tanned for a while and tryed to convince my dad to let us pairisal but of course he diodnt let us.. But instead we went on this ride that was fucking crazy.. I was called the Wild Thang...
Ya it was liek a million catrillion feet in the air.. I was so scared i thought i was gunna pee my pants but instead i cryed lol ..But it turned out to be kick ass...kayla liked it too. But for dinner my fucking braty ass cousins were trying to get me in to trouble so i said i had a bad head ace and me kayla brooke my sis and stephen siss boyfriend sat inside while hte rest of the relatives sat outside...
I think that was the best part of the whole trip... Steve is the funnyiest person alive.. then i dumped my drik on his lap on acsadent then .. Mrs. Clumbsey like shot her cup across the tabke on to steves lap.. lol..

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:: 2004 9 July :: 12.08 pm

I dont understand why people read my

journal who arnt my friends and dont need

know about my life for instance Cassey

Daniella.. Why do u read my journal u dont

like me and i dont like u so um

whats the problem..Well i didnt have a

problem with you daniella before but you

told mia some shit so that pissed me off!!

me and kayla are going

to daytona beach for 3 days...Im scared

to death because i promised Kayla i will

pairisail with her and im afraid of heights...

So it will be interesting..and scary.. lol..

well were on are way so hope everyone has

a good as a weekend as i will .. because

GArrett comes home Sunday and i cant wait

to see him..
luv ya all

even Daniella

-x0x0-
Bailey

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:: 2004 9 July :: 12.08 pm

mAke it last

:: 2004 6 July :: 3.45 pm

hey it's kayla.

bailey gets really nasty comments.

so anyone who wants to leave a lil comment for bailey,

leave your name.

and your address.

and your phone number.

lol. just playin.

me and b went to the mall today.

with dawstin.

i bought nothing, ::gasp::

im bored.

and hungry.

im gonna go get some more chees sticks.

yumm yumm.

leave some love.

love...

-x0.

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:: 2004 6 July :: 1.33 am

Crying till i cant see two feet in front of me.. But nothing new..
Cant tell why because someone will just go off and tell him. But a short version is i dont think me and garrett will be together for much longer.. seeing what he has told me in the last few times we have talked but i guess we will see what happenes when he gets home...I dont want to make the same mistake that one of my best friends has made. Kayla i love you s000 much if it wasnt for you i would have already made that mistake.. WEll i relized thatyour teh only one who really cares enuff to figure out that there was something wrong and to figure out what happened to me ...well im going to go and cry on Kaylas shoulder becauase she is always here for me.. buh bye
-x0x0-
Bailey

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:: 2004 2 July :: 11.59 pm

Today was fun i went shopping with my sister and my mom.. I got a bunch of new stuff.. then i came home and Robbies mom picked me up and took us to the mall it was funny i was so hyper.. lol Then my parents picked us up and the car ride home was interesting.. Robbies going to come with me and my family to Red White and Boom.. Its going to be funny.. we will probably walk around for like hours.. lol.. Everyone is going to be there. Its going to be mad crazy.. lol.. well im gunna go t bed.. good night
-x0x0- Killer Keller

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:: 2004 21 June :: 10.45 pm

Hey today was ok i guess the only hightlight of my day was talking to garrett thats always the hightlight to my day nothing else makes me happy unless im with him or if im with kayla because she always puts me in a good mood.. But shes gone soo im kinda bummed.. But ill live... i finally get my hair done and died and cut and everything it will be a suprise to everyone u will see.. lol.. I went to Robbies today and shawn was there too.. Its was fun but being with them made me miss garrett so much more... Because they all act the same and i was with them and i was being myself and it was really cool and now i miss Garrett more than anyone can amagine.. Im going crazy.. Hey will be home in 22 days and yes i have a count down.. i week and 6 day and 2 hours and 15 min and 35 sec.. no lol j/p not that seriouse. lol.. well im gunna go write in my journal and go to bed.. Good-Night everyone..
Luv ya
-x0x0x0-
B@iley

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:: 2004 15 June :: 11.36 am

Im at Kristis and Kellis right now... FUN... We watched a scarry movie called ~~around the ben~~ ... Talked to Ethan Last night for the first time in like forever... Then I talked to Robbie like always... Wow guess who called me yesterday morning Garrett we talk for a lil while because he called me so early in the morning and woke me up... Yup he doesnt know any of the bad news yet though so... I will wait till he comes back to fill him in on that.. OO ya and supposibly he thinks hes got my rapped around his finger we will see how that goes whenn he comes back too... I miss him so much though along with Robbie too... Well i cant wait till i go on vacation but then again i dont know how lkong i will be gone with out Garrett..... At least i know it wont be a month to put him trought this he probabaly wouldnt care thought.. lol... Guys what can i say.. lol ... well im gunna go because me kelli and kristi are going to go to my house.. And Nick might take us somewere.. KK luv ya all
B@iley

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:: 2004 13 June :: 11.58 pm
:: Music: Usher

Pitty
WOW where should i start.. Well last night i cryed my eyes out at Kaylas because if shit i herd about Garrett again. I dont know what to believe literly this is everything i have herd so far.. I herd from about 12 people that he said at his party that if he does get ~~head~~ from me in the first two weeks that he would break up with me..Then theres he is a player.. Then there break up with him before you fall in love.. Then theres well he said he didnt want a long realtionship what does that mean to you... Wow then theres hes just going out with you to get some.. witch pretty much summs up all the shit or is it even shit ..is it the truth or is it not its like my life on a ~~fucking~~ f-ing trivia game but you know what everyone is loosing.. i want to know the truth does he want me for me, or me for whats in my pants, or me for what i can do in his pant....SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME .. Well then me and Kayla went on a walk and my tears dryed up because she always makes me feel better.. ALWAYSwell wow here we ago again tonight just like every other i cry and cry until i run out of tears or a fall asleep and hopefully dont wake up this time.. g2g luv ya B

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:: 2004 12 June :: 1.50 pm
:: Music: Usher

Sad
Im so sad i dont know what to do Garrett is gone for a ~~fucking~~ f-ing month.. Im so bored and im hungry..The whole time he has been gone i have slept pretty much.. Every were i go i take my cell phone because eventually he will call me.. I slept till 2:30 yesterday then woke up went got my dad a fathers day gift came home and went back to sleep.. Wow what a life right!!! I CANT TAKE MY MIND OF OF HIM.. And i would say i would go and hang out with my best friends because they always make it better but they really dont like me to much well sept kayla she likes me sometimes.. lol Kristi and Rachel could care less but thats beside the point.. Im bored.. I HATE THIS.. Im listening to Usher and it reminds me of Garrett because its his favorite singer and he sings the songs all the tie. Everythign i do reminds me of him . Damitwell im gunna go
luv ya all if anyone wants to call and talk u know the digits

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:: 2004 30 May :: 4.47 pm
:: Music: Usher

Saturday Night
WOW pretty much says it all ...only if you all knewwhat im talking about.. lol... Well I had a great weekend lets put it that way... Rachel & Kristi i love you so much and i miss you and being with you two i used to be with you every weekend before i meet Kayla and i just wanted to let you know i still love you all.. Very very much We have to spend time together this summer still tho... Kayla goldman i love you to sooo mucho and after Basketball stops maybe you will have time to hang out with me again. lol.. me Have lots of fun... Robbie you will find th4e right person eventually You will always be my playboylol....
Markis is gay dont worry about it ~~Garet~~ Garrett... lol Garrett dont hurt me..Dont play with me PLEASE I went to the gym today to loose wieght and to loose my butt... I Hope but i dought that it will happen....Lucky GARRETT..lol .. well Heather and Lauren i had fun friday it was fun other than the fact that i like broke my ankle well i didnt Frankie did .. lol.. I love you both and i hope to see you again sometime this summer and Lauren good luck with Frankie... Hope everyone has a good MAmorial Day Everyone....
luv ya B@iley

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:: 2004 27 May :: 11.52 pm
:: Mood: Crying
:: Music: Blink182

Damit
Nothing ever goes ~~Wrong~~ right.. My life is so fuckedup sometimes i feel like the little nerd who sits in the corner all by himself who has only one friend that he can trust and that will never make him bry or unhappy or mad or sad or scared. Always Possitive never brings them down and i alwasy thought thats what best friendsdo. But tongiht i learned that even sometimes your Best Friends let you down. So this goes for everyone believe whats inside not what other people think at times like this all you want is yourself noone else matters because noone else Cares. Ive learned this in the last year from many people doing things that only i can help i dont care what anyone else tells me or tryes to make me feel better it doesnt word.. And to make fun of every little think i say or do ... THE WAY I LAUGHT THE WAY I CRY My come backs Me saying something i think i herd, (Please dont sing that lissy magire song again) Im sorry but i just have to say i get so sick and tired of being made fun of and cridisized every single day for every single thing i do.. Im sorry for everything i have. Done from Brainwashing people to making a mean comment. Im sorry and i luv you all
B@iley

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:: 2004 25 May :: 7.38 pm

Friday was the best day of my life
I went to the movies to see Shrek 2 and i went with Mia Kayla and Heather we saw people there thought... But the one person i saw there and made my life feel like a dream was Garrett.Me and mia Went into the movie with him and all his friends kayla and heather stayed in the other theater. Me and Garrett Found out that we both like each other there I still dont believe it to this day. lol
I like Garrett

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:: 2004 16 April :: 9.47 pm

WOW this really sucks this weekend is going to be the worst ever wait let me tell you aboutt eh worst day of my life first!! Well it was Thursday yesterday ... First i got a little amount of time to get ready fro school.. Then in first period i found outthat kristi l was mad at me.. Then i went to teh orthadontist and my dad was ion a very mad mood. He took me back to school and i ran the mile and the fucking lady didnt stop the clock till like 20 secounds after i was done and said i got 6:35.. I WAS MAD THEN I WENT INSIDE TO PLAY VOLLEYBALL WE BEET bryans team but i played like shit... Then the next period i had a test and i failed it.. And i got yelled at for laying my head down... Then at lunch i sat by myself andf robert screamed across the lunch room I hate your mom. Then we got back and had a big isignment that we had to finish in the shortest amount of time.. Then in eighth period it was supposed to be the hightlight of my day.. But tyler wasnt there and will was mad.. So then some kid got into trouble and she moved him next to me right were tyler sat before.. So i was pissed. Then i got into trouble and mia was mad at me becaus ei forgot to bring kaylins belt for her... Then the bus ride home i sat by myself and almost fell asleep. then we got home and my mom called and bitched me out.. Kayla did my hair and a little of mias.. There is one splotch of blond but i will get it fixed i guess.. Then i had to chnage in the car at my game my coach put me in center field, i did horibel at batting and my cousin was there it was so imbarresing.. Then My parents wanted to go out to dinner and i didnt.My cousin got pissed off at me .oo well worst day ever.. If io had a penny for every thing that went wrong that day i would be a millionare
luv ya B@iley

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:: 2004 8 April :: 9.55 pm

~LifE~
ToDaY wElL LeTs JuSt SaY iT wAsNt ThE bEsT!
I HaTe KeEpInG SeCrEtS! OnLy AbOuT MySeLf AnYwAy.. Im BoReD LiFe SuCkS So BaD mOsT oF tHe TiMe! ~LoL
ThIs WeEkEnD WiLl Be FuN.. Me AnD KrIsTi ArE GoInG tO wEsT PaLm BeAcH.... To SeE hEr ReLaTiVeS iN a 2.5 MiLlIoN DoLlAr HoMe WiTh 7 BeDrOoms..~loL My LiFe SuCkS iTs AlL SeCrEaTs & LiEs.. I cAnT sTaNd It AnYmOrE! WelL I nEeD a MaN BuT tHeRe LiKe IsNt OnE fOr Me ThEy ArE eThEr AlL oVeR mE wItCh I lIkE SoMeTiMeS bUt Not AlL The Time!! Or ThEy ArE JuSt PlAin JeRkS!! I GuEsS I WiLl JuSt HaVe To WaIt FoR ThAt RiGht PeRsOn!! I Will fall in love like all my friends aventually i hope so anyway!!
WeLl At LeAsT i HaVe SoMe FrIeNdS tO lIvE fOr.. WeLl SoMeTiMeS I sEcOuNd GueSs ThAt.. But then again i think i was only put here for softball but then i secound guess myself becaus ei love the sport but i suck at it!

hey g2g luv you all well evenr toughti am talking to myself becaus e noone ever ready my journal becaus noone cares and yes most of the time i believe that!
B@ILEY BUGGA

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