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2004 27 November :: 9.21pm
I ate..
So much for not eating.
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2004 27 November :: 8.49pm
Let it be known: Emily is a horrible person
Also know: Her parents hate her
Know beyond this: No one remembers her anyway so she might as well disappear
Thank you.
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2004 27 November :: 7.48pm
Emily..
Emily is:
Fat
Slutty
Stupid
Hypocritical
Poseur
Perfectionist
Hurting her friends
Dramatic
Dramatizing
Sympathetic
Talking about people
Indecisive
over weight, even proven by the government
slutty
slutty
slutty
slutty
valuing her friends over family
self-centered
hating herself
crying
feeling bad
cutting her ankle
pain-intollerant
not really cutting
thinking about doing it anyway
talking about herself because she's a self-centered, hypocritical bitch who likes to hurt people's feelings and wants sympathy so why are you reading this? You're just doing what she wants, especially if you're feeling sympathetic, so stop it
Yeah.. thought you'd like to know..
All this.. all this.. I can't even explain it..
I'm like never eating again >>
Somehow, I think that'd be better
You know it
Shit.
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2004 25 November :: 7.19pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: Paradise City- Guns and Roses
Damn, Im misreable without her, I dont know what to do. I miss her so much, its not even funny. I will do anything to be with her again. Crap......what did I do........
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2004 24 November :: 9.46pm
:: Mood: indiscribly sad
:: Music: Sweet Child O Mine-Guns and Roses
Hey all,
well, jeez, ok, lets start with Sat.
Saturday, Ok, I got up, and was so jazzed to see Sam again, so I went to the band room at 8 to get ready for the parade, so, we were way late getting to the park to warm up, so then Mr Boyer had the band line up on a turn, because there wasnt enough space. But ofcoarse, they couldnt do it, and me and AJ were just laughing at them trying to get it right. But still, we finally got off and started marching, so then we get to "compititon" and were stopped for like five minutes, and it was like, come on, lets get this moving, so then the HS was at the next corner, and we started, and ovcoares, AJ does the wrong routeen, so I was gonna kill him, then he doesnt salute the HS drummajor, which makes us look like we have no respect, and it makes us look really bad. So then after the Parade, we were walking to the busses, and I tried to talk to Sam, but she just kinda brushed me off, so I knew something was wrong. So, then I was all woried on the way to Castle Park. So when we got there my window was open, and so was the drill teams windows, and they were all, hey Sam, look its your b/f, HI STEPHEN!! and I was like, well, maybe today will get better, beep!, wrong answer! 5 minuites later se dumped me for dance! Jeez, and the dance thing was only for two weeks, so then I was like fine, skrew it, and I left and just played DDR for 5 hours, and tryed to forget about it. The worst part is that her friends were sent to dump me, so, if she was gonna do it, it would have been nice face to face, but that didnt happen. So she found me later, and we talked, and I knew from the minuite I asked her out that dancs was gonna be a major thing, but I was gonna support her anyway, even Mikey told me about that. So, when we were talking she said that she had two weeks to make up 3 dances, and I didnt mind it, but she dumped me because she thought it was too much preasure, and she hasnt been there all the time for me. But I didnt mind that, because I would do anything to be with her. i really want to be with her. but I dont see why we didnt just take a break for two weeks instead of fully breaking up. Jeez, Well, Im gonna go, Im shaking, and im really sad. l8r
Stevo
I <333 Sam
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2004 19 November :: 2.16am
I will make you happy again.
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2004 19 November :: 12.23am
:: Mood: wow..umm...Im not really in a mood right now
:: Music: Break Free- Queen
Hey all,
well, I dont really know whats going on with Sami I mean, Its been two and a halve weeks, and she doesnt feel confortable holding hands, I kinda think somethings going on. Right now, I feel like Im loosing hold of everything I worked for, or liked, or even loved, and it sux, i mean, jeez....I wish stuff would go right once and a while....Sami is acting different, and I want someone i can snuggle up next to, cause most people dont realize Im like that, but I like just sitting there or lying with my gf, thats what i liked about Grace, she didnt mind it. But, I mean, if its been this longm, and we still havnt held hands, how long will it be till shes willing to cuddle up with me? I guess all good things are worth waiting for. jeez,...I found out that Morgan and AJ were talking crap behind my back, and I called Morgan out on it, and he was all,.."Oh shit..." Its was kinda like the type of oh shit you say when someone finds out something they wernt supposed to. Thank you Nicole for telling me. Jeez, Its like david and Morgan are switching personalitys on me, cause last night we had rehursal at Waylins house, and David was there, and we were actually having FUN, its a big thing. He was actually willing to talk to me, and teach me parts, it was cool, so now were cool together. but now, Morgan is acting kinda like David used to act with me. I dunno, but hes changing....
Aubrey....
WOW....youve been great to me, your always there to talk to me about anything. Im glad people are FINALLY getting the idea that I dont like you like you, but I love you as a sister. Jeez, thank you so much for everything that youve done, Ive been able to tell you about things with Sami, andwith everyone. I just want you to know that youll always be my sister. Ill always be there for you whenever your having problems with Kyle, or anyone else. Im sorry I havent called you as much as Id like to, but my parents are so strict that they wont even really let me. Over the weekend, Im gonna call, and were just gonna talk about nothing for 2 hours, ok? Man, Im so happy I have suh good friends like you, I dont know what Id do if something happened.
Home life,..Jeez lets just say it could be a hell of a lot better. Matt is being a jerk, Lucas bugs, me and my mom are always fighting, and my dad is never home. He says that Im the rebel, and that Im the worst, but they dont even know Matt anymore. i just wish i could have the good old days back, where noone cared what you looked like, as long as you were a good person, I had so many more friends back then than I do now...
Well, hapenings,.....umm....well, we had after school on tuesday, and Aubrey showed up. AJ had the whistle, and Mr Boyer started yelling at me for doing the wrong wistle cmmands, but I showed him that I didnt have one, and he was all, oh, whops, Im sorry, ..AJ! come here! It was funny then we had GATE on wed, and Aubrey was supposed to come over, but she couldnt, and we got all of our magic tricks, so, Ive mastered them all. the instructor thinks I should pursue magic, and make it my profeccion, I dunno, I want to major in music, and become a musician. So then today, we had after school rehursal, andit was ok, but the colorgaurd sux, they cant even stay ing a block formation for 50 counts, its realy quite sad actually... we got acceptd into Disneyland, but we shouldnt have, cause we suck. Castle park is on Sat along with the community parade. i only get to stay at Castle Park till like 4 o clock, because were going on vacation till thanksgiving. So, that bytes, Ill propbally just do DDR. cause Sam wont want to really want to be all touchy feely with me.
More on today... So, before school, it was ok, I got there, and was really exiced to see Sai again, then we walked tofirst, and we had a sub again, so, sence Im a TA in that class, i just chilled out for the time. Second, was the usual boring Science, but we got to actually talk when we were finished, break, Sami was gonna give me a not, but didnt, so I jacked her backpack, and then, third, we ran the mile. Fourth, we had a Bill of Rights test, and it was easy as pie, yet there were only three A+'s, and I was one of them. Adv...nothing new, Sean Kerr sux at the drumset, I could play better than him, we really need Morgan back. Fifth, um.. nothing new, same old same old. Sixth, band, umm they suck! Jeez!! Well, thats all I have to right, Im really missing Sam, so Im gonna right her a note. Later
Stevo
I <333 Sam
"Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."
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2004 18 November :: 4.19pm
:: Music: Rage Against the Machine - Bullet In The Head
Tomorrow I leave for Homestead for the weekend. I'm gonna get to see Pam and everything else will be fun. Next week is close, who knows what it will bring for your's truly.
I have the not so strange urge to be playing live. It has been too long and I'm dying for applause and seeing the energy and enjoyment on people's faces. Even if it's at Sebring with people sitting around our set-up, I don't care. I just want somebody to be happy with my playing. It's truly an amazing feeling. It's such a personal experience. I don't think I could ever be in a normal band. I need that personal nature of it. I like playing with Marky and Tom, that was perfect. Well it seems soon I'll be playing again but with Mark B. Hopfully I wont have to wait until Sebring anyhow...
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2004 17 November :: 9.37pm
This just seems appropriate for what I'm going through right now
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way
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Mama, put my guns in the ground
I can't shoot them anymore.
That long black cloud is comin' down
I feel like I'm knockin' on heaven's door.
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2004 17 November :: 3.43pm
Guess who is NOT going to Daytona for thanksgiving? ME! I am not happy...
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2004 16 November :: 9.58pm
:: Mood: Fleeting/Rushed
:: Music: TV
Wow
So much has happened in the last.. how many, 3 weeks? No, four
Let's see..
-I celebrated my friend's 15th
-I finished my costume
-I skipped out on homecoming
-I had a buncha people over for Halloween
-I wandered around some parking lots for 3 hours
-I had my heart broken
-I made new friends
-I found another
-I crushed on some more
-I saw the scariest movie ever
-I wandered around some more parking lots
-I had a boy sleep over at my house
-I chopped off a lot of my hair
-I now often look like a deranged miniature biker >>;
-I'm considering not signing up for band next year
-I tried out for the school play Arsenic and Old Lace
I guess those are the main points. I think I've gained a couple of pounds, which sucks, 'cause I'm almost overweight already.. I should just stop eating <<;
Doubt that'd work, though xD
I'm gonna try out for this girl's band.. I think I'm pretty much in already since I told her I could sing.
Heh ^^; Silly
I need to go do some laundry, you get me, right? Tomorrow's an LTM and I'm planning on spending some more of the night.. reading o.0;; Since I have to be done with this freakin' book by Friday and I'm like.. chapter 15 when there's 30-something chapters..
Poop-chutes.
Christmas is coming and next week is already Thanksgiving o.o;;;;; I have.. A project and a paper due next Monday and Tuesday, and WOMG! I FORGOT THAT.. rEPORT! 0.0;;;;;;;; DEATHHHH
I better try and do that real quick whilst I'm downstairs. Lets see if I got some pants..
Love you, I need milk, BAI!
"Hi, I'm Emily, are you married?"
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2004 15 November :: 8.32pm
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: MAGICAL TREAVOR!!!!!
Everyone loves magical treavor,
cause the tricks that he does are ever so cleaver,
look at him now dissappearing the cow,
where is the cow hidden right now?,
taking a bowe its magical treavor,
everybodys seen that the trick is cleaver,
look at him there with his leathery leathery whip,
its made of magic, and with a little flip,
yah yah, yah the cow is back,
yah yah, yah the cow is back,
back back, back from his magical journey
what did he see in the paralell dimention?,
he saw beens, lots of beens, lots of beens, lots of beens,
saw beens, lots of beens, lots of beens, lots of beens,
Everyone loves magical treavor,
cause the tricks that he does are ever so cleaver,
look at him now dissappearing the cow,
where is the cow hidden right now?,
taking a bowe its magical treavor,
everybodys seen that the trick is cleaver,
look at him there with his leathery leathery whip,
its made of magic, and with a little flip,
yah yah, yah the cow is back,
yah yah, yah the cow is back,
back back, back from his magical journey
what did he see in the paralell dimention?,
he saw beens, lots of beens, lots of beens, lots of beens,
saw beens, lots of beens, lots of beens, lots of beens,
AWESOME!!!!!!!! its my fav, thanks chrissy
Stevo
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2004 14 November :: 1.33pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: and the cradle will rock-Van Halen
Hey all, well, lastnight was cool, i chatted with Aubrey for like an hour, so heres our convo Read more..
So, that was awesome, I havnt seen her for a while, hey, Aub, call me if you can come over on Wed. other wise Ill have to call you, and you dont want me to do that.
So, other than that,
stolen from Firefly_bright (Aubrey)
reccomend to me
1 book
1movie
1 song, artist, or album
now, ask me any six questions, anything you want, and Ill answer then the best I can, then do this with your journal.
later,
Stevo
I <3 Sami
"Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."
P.S. Aub, I spelled our later for you, lol.
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2004 12 November :: 11.56pm
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: unchained-VanHalen
Hey all, well i just got back from Pizza Factory, We had rock rehursal, but Raul didnt show, so Tami, Morg, and I went down to Pizza Factory, and hug out, Tami left at 6:30, and then Morg and i went to the ice cream shop, and he dropped his Ice cream, and had to go back and get another. So then we went back to pizza factory, and played DDR, I was doing Damderian on heavy, and got props from Jessey, and Matt Fox( hes pro at ddr, like rythem and poliece on heavy, which is a nine step) So then I came home, and took a shower, and mohawked my hair, and it looks really good. Now Im chatting with Morg. so heres a survey.
X the ones you have done:
( ) I have been drunk
(x) I have kissed a member of the opposite sex
( ) I have kissed a member of the same sex
( ) I crashed a friend's car
( ) I have been to Japan
( ) I rode in a taxi
( ) I have been in love
( ) I've had sex
( ) I've had sexual relations in public
( ) I've shoplifted
( ) I have been fired
(x) I have cut myself on purpose
( ) I have smoked pot
( ) I still smoke pot
( ) I've had a 3-some
(x) I've snuck out of my parent's house
( ) I have been tied up. (yes...in THAT way)
(x) I pissed on myself
( ) I have been arrested
( ) I've made out with a stranger
( ) I've stolen something from my job
( ) I've celebrated New Year's in Time Square
( ) I've gone on a blind date
(x) I've lied to a friend
( ) I've had a crush on a teacher
( ) I've celebrated Mardi-Gras in New Orleans
( ) I have been to Europe
(x) I've skipped school
( ) I have thrown up in a bar
(x) I have purposely set myself on fire
(x) I have eaten sushi
(x) I have been snowboarding
(x) I have been happy with myself
( ) I have met a movie star
( ) I had sex in a pool
(x) I went to a dance with someone of the same sex(as friends)
( ) I've bungee jumped
( ) I have been to a pop concert
( ) I have dated someone for over a year
( ) I sold naked pictures of myself
( ) I have been in a car accident
(x) I have slept in the nude
(x) I've eaten cheesecake
( ) I've had jury duty
(x) I've hated someone without knowing them
( ) I have given oral sex
( ) I have recieved oral sex
(x) I've shot a real gun
(x) I've ran around with my trousers around my ankles
( ) I've had sex with someone within a week of meeting them
( ) I've done ecstasy
(x) I've gotten my ass kicked
( ) I've been caught smoking
(x) I've worn boxers
( ) I've milked a cow
(x) I've got in a verbal fight with a teacher
( ) I've cheated on someone
( ) had sex with a best friend
( ) Lied one time in this survey
( ) Lied more then once in this survey.
(x) Lied to a friend you see everyday
( ) Kissed a person that has a g/f or b/f
( ) Used ice cubes as a foreplay accessory
(x) Wasted time filling this out instead of doing something productive
( ) Have nude pics of yourself on your computer
( ) Walked across 8 lanes of interstate highway
(x) Have been to camp
(x) Have read a book(s) more than one time
( ) Have eaten cat food
( ) Have been pulled over by a cop
( ) Own porn
(x) Am a Republican
(x) Likes classic movies
( ) Own a kitty
( ) Carried a lunchbox in high school
(x) Buy gumballs to watch them swirl in the machine
( ) Likes to be dominated
(x) Likes to dominate
(x) Likes to drive with the windows down and the music turned up
(x) Eats PB &J for breakfast because there's nothing else
so, theres that, now heres something for you.
What Would You do if...
I cried:
I said I liked/loved you
I kissed you:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
I got dumped:
I pissed you off:
I died:
What Do You Think Of My...
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:
Friends:
Decisions:
Would You...
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Have Sex with me:
Ditch me:
Use me:
Date me:
Rape me:
Beat me up:
comment me and tell me the answers.
EDIT!: Heres another one! lol!
Opinions-
Am I nice?:
Am I Funny?:
Am I Weird?:
Am I Loveable?:
Am I Caring?:
Do I have a nice voice?:
Am I Cute?:
Am I Cool?:
Do I have a good heart?:
Am I a good person?:
...WOULD YOU...
Hug me?:
Miss me if I was gone?:
Help Me?:
Be there for me?:
Ever go out with me?:
Kiss me?:
Marry me if you could?:
Be with me?:
HOW WELL DO YOU KNOW ME?
When's my birthday?:
What school do I go to?:
Who is my best friend?:
Who do I like?:
Favorite animal?:
Favorite sport?:
Favorite TV show?:
Favorite song/songs?:
Favorite music group?:
Favorite movie/s?:
Can I rave dance?:
Do I play any instrument?:
Do I have a soul?:
+IF YOU COULD+
Give me a new name-What would it be?:
Give me one thing-What would it be and why?:
Do one thing with me-What would it be?:
Be with me would you?:
_-JUST A FEW QUESTIONS-_
What do you love about me?:
What do you hate about me?:
What is my best quality?:
If you could change one thing about me-what would it be?:
What is your honest opinion of me?:
What is your worst?:
Rate my Look 1-10:
Rate me 1-10:
Change my hair color to?:
Well, party on pplz!
l8r
Stevo
"Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."
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She is beautiful and there is nothing wrong with that...
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2004 5 November :: 10.05am
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: Black Mountain Side-Led Zeppelin
Hey pplz, Well, Im leaving in ten minutes to got to school, and then to my gparents for the weekend, Aub is going to Vegas, and Im gonna miss her, and I dont get to see Sami, or even call her. Oh, well, I say the HS band preform last night, it was very cool, then after wards, Aubrey wouldnt stop giving me hugs, but she had to leave early, cause something happened. So then shawna had like 5 peices of pie, and was hauling through the halls. It was pretty funny. Well, Ill update later!
Stevo
"Live is not measured by the breaths that we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."
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2004 3 November :: 9.56pm
:: Mood: ummm...
:: Music: Stairway to heaven-Led Zepplin
Well, Im feeling really good about this whole smai thing, cause I like her a LOT! but she thinks Grace is mad at her, cause, appearently, she was giving Sami dirty looks, for a while, but Grace says shes fine with it, so, I dont know which way is up with that subject. Next Sat, we might go on a triple date, Me, Sami, Presely, and Jessey, and Mikey and Kirsten to go see the Grudge. Thatll be cool. Well, Sami wants to take it like super slow, which Im fine with that, her ex is Kevyn, so that explains it.No offence to him or anything, but I guess Kevyn didnt treat her the way she deserves, and that is, beyond what I can give too. I dont really diserve someone as great as her. Shes really down to Earth, and really fun to hang out with, not to mention REALLY pretty. I dont know, but I conside my self the luckiest person within in 10000000000 miles. well, I g2g, dinner.l8r
Stevo
"Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."
P.S. Comments and hugs please!
P.P.S. For some strange reason, Im feeling really lonely. HHHhmmmmm....
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2004 2 November :: 9.52am
I voted like it's hot
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2004 1 November :: 8.57pm
:: Mood: Happy as heck
:: Music: Black Dog- Led Zepplin
Hey all,
Just a really short up[date today, our band has a gig on Fri at the harvest fesivle, and its at Withrow elementry.
I am now Sami's bf, its awesome!! AAAaaaahhhh!!!!!!!
Stevo
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2004 1 November :: 12.46pm
I'm eating sushi for two...no, I am not pregnant.
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2004 1 November :: 12.00am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Master of Puppets- Metalica
Yo pplz!
Holy crap, tonight was awesome, my band played out in Morgans drive way from 4:30 till 7:30, it was awesome!!!!1!! AAaaahhhh!! So , Raul came, and he had this HUGE mohauk, and it was like ..DAMN, he looks like a rocker!! and then after about an hour of playing, these hot chicks come up to us, so we start playing Dased and Confused( its our best song, and were pro at it.) So after that, they leave, only to come back 5 min later in the middle of Communication Brakedown, and says something to Morgan, and all of a sudden, the drums stop, and Im like "WTF?!?!" and the chick is all, will you autograph my ass? and of corse, Morgan did what any normal human being did, and got a pen, and asked, "which cheek?". I was funny as hell, you had to be there, so then we play somemore, and some high school pplz come, and the old symbol guy for the high school from last year came, and we hung out. It was cool. Then Kate Marteniz came over, and was like, you guys are good, we herd the whole thing, cause we live on the other street, and so then we talked. Oh, ...Raul used 1/2 of a bottle of Elmers glue on his hair. Then we tried to go trick or treating, cause we wanted to go over to Melissa's hous that was like a mile away, so we were walking, and Raul starts flashing pplz on the street, and then it went pitch black, and Raul was all of a sudden walking in the middle of the street, and a car was coming, and he was all, whats that light? and Morgan are like Raul, thats a CAR, MOVE!!!!!!!!!. So that was our awesome night, but Pres and Mikey didnt show, oh whell. Se yas all at school tomorrow! l8r,
Stevo
"Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."
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2004 30 October :: 11.46pm
:: Mood: sad/ but yet somewhat happy
:: Music: Babe Im Gonna Leave You-Led Zepplin
Hey all,
holy crap, ....a LOT! has gone on. Well, Ill start off with Friday.
Ok, Friday was good yet bad, ummm..I got to school, and my costume was cool, so then, Morgan and I dicided to be Wayne and Garth from Waynes World for holloween, so thats gonna be fun. So, In 5th per, (LA) we had to make an imaginery item, and try to make a sign to plubisize it, and I used the "suck and cut" from Waynes World, it was soo funny. So, then we had to march during 6th(band), even though we were in our costumes, It was pretty cool. then we went to the band room, and my rock band rehursed in the band room till 2:30, and one teacher gave us props on our music. At 2:30, we went to the dance, and way too much went on, it was a hell of a lot of drama, and drama bytes. So, there was a huge thing between Melissa and Morgan. ( I wont get into that till I get permission from Morg.) and I really like this girl named Samantha, but we call her Sam, so, I was gonna ask her to dance with me, when all of a sudden Krista shows up, and asks me to danc, so, I had to say yes, cause its not right to say no. So it was like the last 30sec of the song, so we find a spot, and I put my hands on her hips, and she just stands there, so I was like,....ok... um, do you know how to dance?, and she was all, um, yah, so we finally danced for like 15 sec, and by then I was glad it was over, then later on, there was another slow dance, and I asked Sami, and she said yes, and we were in the middle of the dance, and she was like," Wow, you are a way better dancer than Kevyn." and I said," I wouldnt know, Ive never danced with him", it was funny. so thenI came home only to find my friend here, so we hung out.
Then today, we had a parade, and the ride there was awesome, Jordan, was all "bow to the albino" and hes black, it was pretty funny. We got a 78.4, and out of middle schools, we got third, of our divison, second, and drill team got second, AJ got second, and colorgaurd got third. So, I was talking to Presly, and she wanted to know if I liked Sami, and I was like, yes, cause Ive liked her for a while, but I never thought that I would have even close to a chance with her, but i guess things change from 3 years of Middle School. so I asked Presly to talk to her on the way home, and she did. So then i found out that Sami likes me more than a friend, but not as much as a boyfriend, so I was pretty crushed, but I had to deal with it, cause you have to move on, I mean, I really like her, and I want to go out with her, but ...i dont know....so, I just got off the phone with Pres, and I told her about our gig tomorrow. Speaking of that, Tomorrow night for you pplz that know where Morgs house is, were playing in his drive way, but it might be in the back yard. So stop by if you want to hear a live classic rock band. Well. thats all.
l8r,
stevo
"Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."
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2004 29 October :: 9.28pm
:: Music: Barenaked Ladies - Light Up My Room
Damn, how come every time I drive by ATL I get nostalgic? I hate that feeling, because it makes me miss things, and I don't like missing things. But I do miss that school. All the bad things, and all...uh...the other bad things. I like being home.
Life, I have found, is not simple. But it is the simple things that matter in life. I want everything to feel right for a change. I want to know that I can always stay the same and be happy.
Oh and for those that didn't know....so i guess all of you since I don't talk to any of you really, heh, I had to leave UCF. I got a complete medical withdrawal, that's all I will say. Tuition, books, housing....all refunded completely. I think this turned out to be a good thing, because I realized I had no place being at UCF. I started realizing I didn't want to be there, and that I basically was gonig the wrong way in life. So now I'm here, I'll be taking classes at FAU in the spring, while I decide how I'm going to further my music education. That's right, I'm going to study my passion...music. Whether it's production or performance, or both, this will be much better. I've been in contact with Berklee Music in Boston getting as much info. as possible....and now I can only hope.
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2004 28 October :: 10.15pm
:: Mood: Sympathetically touched
OH MY GODDDDDD!
0.0 I can't believe this! TT
IT WAS SOOOOO SAD!!!!!! JJ, my little brother, came in and asked if I had my little shavey thing, and I'm like, why?
And then he started crying! OMG!! The poor kidlet! He was embarrassed about his unibrow! TT!!!!!!!!!
I know how he feels x3 So I fixed him up. It really is embarrassing, but there's not much you can do otherwise.
I love J TT He's such a darling, and I'm sorry he has to go through such torment, like me, because.. it's not very nice.
Anyways, just thought you'd like to know. BAI! ^^
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2004 24 October :: 12.18am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Have a Drink On Me- AC/DC
Hey all,
Well, not a whole lot has gone on, ummm.....me and Grace havent talked all week...Big Whoop! (for all you dumb ppls, that was scarcastic) Geez..um, I was up at 6:30 this morning, and I went to Mr Bates ranch, and went on a 5 mile trail clean up, we had to go and trim every bush in sight, it took us six and a halve hours. So, now Morgan is over at my house, and were hangin around, playing video games, and going on the comp. Its cool, oh, We think Morg has a secret admirer. So, Ill see ya all l8r.
Stevo
"Life is not measured by the breaths that we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."
P.S. Comments Please!
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2004 20 October :: 11.08pm
:: Mood: ..
Yeah.
My head hurts.. why do I get depressed so easily?
And I have such.. wonderful days. o.o
Tomorrow's UTurn, Battle of the Sexes. If you spell that backwards, you get the same thing << That's so great. Anyways, I going to go..
Now..
I love you.
Make my heart stop hemhorraging over my insides.
I love you.. anyways.
<3
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2004 19 October :: 6.35pm
:: Mood: Okay
:: Music: The rushing of outside.
Some Day. And stuff.
Augh, another crazy day xX;;; Mmkay, let's start
The Drop-off:
- The point where my mom leaves me to the cruel world of fate, and a street crossing o.0;;; But today, I just HAD to be late 'cause I was wearing a mini-skirt ._.;; So yeah, we go to the drop-off, and GUESS WHO'S THERE?!
If you said Abraham Licoln, WHAT ARE YOU ON?! o.o No, it was hot goth kid Keith, smoking (TT Noo) with his girlfriend and two other boys. I was like "Mom.. keep driving" and she's like "I can't! I'll hit them!" so I said "But.. that's Keith!" and she's like "Oooh.." So I had to get out any way and I tried to move quickly xX; When I was at the stop light, I glanced back and he was staring at me xx;; Awkward..
Algebra 1:
- I didn't get to sit with Amanda 'cause I was late, so I went straight to class.. They had this PTSA for Toga Day, which was hilarious. It had two kids dressed in togas, sitting there, with the pondering pose, one saying "Socrates.. why are we dressed in togas?" the other "Maybe.. because it's toga day?" and both went "HMNNNNNNN!" XDDDD It was SO GOOD! I was laughing ^^ 'Cause it was so good! So yeah, that was that.
Personal Fitness:
- Classroom day. I turned in my perfect folder and took the chapter 4 test. I think I did pretty good. Nothing else really happened.
Integrated Science:
- Julio was raping Erin again o.0; She apparentally bit his shoulder and he picked her up off the ground by the pants. It was amusing ^^ But looked painful at the same time. Poor Erin. I soon learned that I had forgotten my water bottle.. and it sucked xX; Oh well, I lived.
World Geography:
- Heh.. Mr. Bianchi. <<; I learned today that our project on Africa was due tomorrow, soo.. I made plans to take Keith home with me rather quickly. ^^; Ahh, flexibility and chance of high school. Anyways, took another test in herr. Nothing else.
Band:
- First time I've played in a week. I didn't like marking time in a skirt 'cause my shirt kept pulling it up, and when I'd pull down my skirt, my underwear would go with it o.0;; Now.. that's.. just wrong, my friends.
Lunch:
- XDDDDDD Emily, making a phone call on her cell during lunch. I INCONSPICUOUSLY layed my head on my back pack to call my mommy. It was pretty funny ^^ After lunch, we, of course, went over the the goth table. I hugged my tall friends and Mizz, the darling who invited us in the first place, annnd.. Naomi saw Keith talking to his girlfriend, who then looked at us..
Oh yeah.. we're on the hit list >>; Now she knows what we look like, so we're SOOOO dead. OmG TT;
Pre AP English:
- Heh, hearing and vision tests. We went to the Little Theater for most of the period. Zach and Eli knocked the pretzel cantine over inside the tickets booth and I was running around, showing off my moustache (the handles tied together hanging just below my nose >>) It was great. I love Ms. Spurgeon ^^
TV Production:
- He STILL hasn't played our tape, or even watched it, I think. We continued watching The Birds by Alfred Hitchcock today, god, I love that movie XDDD It's like.. genius. Especially when the birds are chasing the kids. It's not like the kids MADE NOISE or anything!
But it was great ^^
After school:
- Met up with Keith and dragged him to Publix. We bought a peice of black poster board and waited for my mommy. This guy kept giving people flyers to vote for Kerry, which perplexed me.. But oh well. Stuff will be as stuff does.
We went to my house and worked on some stuff before I made him go home. Poor kid, I was like "Keith, you're going home, I'll be right back" >>;; Yeah, but I finished it. And it's pretty.
Sorry, Keith, I didn't use the Jackal picture.. but I was thinking about it XDD I printed out pictures on the Zulu culture fest and one of South African land scape. Our A is in the bag, my dear.
So yeah, talked to Jenn for a little bit, I love her to beans ^~ I've been talking to Evan A LOT more since the movies, he's really a sweet kid, if you get past the part when he shot people and went to military camp.. <<;;;
But what can you do? It's a crazy world.
I've decided that Jade, Lo, Jenn, and I are going to the Spanish River Homecoming on Saturday the.. umn.. 24th. There's also a home game on the 23rd (Friday) so if you want to see Emily in her lovely, pointing, ass-defining band uniform, COME ON DOWN! o.o; It's in the 'Shark Pit' at 7:30, I think. I don't know for sure, but I'll update you, 'cause I know you're just dying to root for the Sharks, right?
Even though they haven't won a game of foot ball yet..
~snicker~
But yeah..
I shaved my arms last night.. What a silly feeling ^^ And they look so much nicer with out the long, dark arm hair <<; I feel like a lady?
I dunno. I think I have homework, but I really don't want to do it.. Gosh, I sure do type a lot.. I need to wash my shorts.. AND! I need to get peices for my Jack costume (Jack Sparrow are gooderest ^^) Anyways, umn, yeah..
BAI!
"I LIKE YOU ALOOOTTT!!!"
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2004 18 October :: 9.13pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: Ramble On- Led Zeppelin
Hey guys,
Well, Grace and I broke up, and if you want the story on that, email me. I called it too, just look back 2 or 3 entrys. Uummmm...Im not to upset about it, I mean, whats done is done, and we have to se whats going to happen. My bro backhanded me yesterday, so he might have some payback coming, cause paybacks a bitch, and so am I......I love that. Aubrey is coming over on Wednesday, cant wait for that. Um, my band has a website, its open, but its under construction, check it out. www.freewebs.com/manualoverride
thats my band^^^^^^^^^^
She said she wanted me to leave, but Im gonna do more than that, Im gonna leave, and never come back, so, I hope you have a nice rest of you life. And I hope your successful, but thats all, I dont care about anything else. I also hope that your friend gets her nose out of were it doesnt belong, cause one day shell be walking down an alley with a stranger, and slip up with something she wasnt supposed to say, cause it wasnt any of her business, and shes gonna be skrewed, cause noone will help her, cause she backstabbed them all. you know who you are, you yelled and screamed at me, but all you did was light the fuse in me, and now, the fuse is getting shorter, and who knows when im gonna blow.
Stevo
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2004 17 October :: 12.45am
:: Mood: special
Babe Im Gonna Leave You-Led Zepplin
Hey,
this didnt work last time, so lets try again, and get to 1000. PLEASE!!
Give me 1000 comments in this entry. Or whatever, really. YOU, in particular, don't have to supply the whole 1000, but a tiny contribution would be nice. Then post this in your journal and I'll return the favor.
So this is your chance to spam me with anything! Pictures, lyrics, the word spam over and over. Feel free to tell me something about yourself, or screen your comments. Do whatever you want! It's all up to you.
Okay, so I realize 1000 is a big number so,...just spam away and we'll see what happens. Please entertain me!
l8r,
Stevo
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2004 16 October :: 6.04pm
:: Mood: weird
:: Music: Bring it on home- Led Zepplin
Hey all,
Well, nm has gone on over the update break, so, umm...Im feeling really insecure about Grace, I think she wants to break up with me, but I hope not. Last time I thought this I was right, so Im really worried about that. nm to say, I cant wright in my notebook anymore, cause my mom has been reading it, so thats not cool at all. Ill update when something else comes up, moms kicking me off the comp. l8r,
Stevo
"Life is not measured by the breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."
P.S. Comment, and give me hugs!!! Thanx chrissy.
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