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:: 2003 23 March :: 6.51pm
:: Mood: tiiiiired
:: Music: well..im singing hooked on a feeling for some reason

Tomorrow I'm going to skatezone from 1-3 to go skating, maybe play hockey after wards. probsbly not though. If anyone is interested in coming just call or somethin. I'm so tired right now, and I really wanted to do something today but I didn't cause I'm a pretty boring person, lol. applied to another place, orange julius..lol. anyhow, im bored, ao ill go in my room now, bye

:: 2003 23 March :: 5.03pm

Mr. Simpson, the MLB did not grant you expressed written consesnt...But I got implied oral consent!

:: 2003 23 March :: 12.53am

Tired, but I have some cool info. that I want to talk about. I found this service where you can request a name of a soldier who is involved with the war right now and write letters and send them stuff, and its people that dont normally get mail from family or friends...http://www.operationmilitarysupport.com/ go here if interested. I strongly urge people to do this as these people do not receive any mail unless somebody requests to write them. Oh yea, i have two emails from my uncle in kuwait if anyone cares to read them ill send you them...

:: 2003 22 March :: 12.32pm
:: Music: cake - short skirt, long jacket

I just came back from the best guitar lesson ever and thats because i sooo played better than Mark today lol. I stayed up til like 3, not watching the news, and got up at 9, but I wasn't sleepy and tired at all as usual and i played very well. my fingers hurt very badly though, and something else involving my fingers happened but its kinda gross and if you want to know just ask, im not gonna post what happened...

:: 2003 21 March :: 11.04pm
:: Mood: good
:: Music: everybody wants to be a cat - Yea...thats right!

Went to go see a movie with Megan, Kel, and her sister, but that didn't work out, so we went skating at the ghetto-fab palace. It was fun, I haven't gone skating just for the purpose of skating in over a year and a half. I think everyone had fun, at least I hope so...well I'm tired, but I gotta listen to the cds Megan gave me...thank you!. Bye all.

:: 2003 21 March :: 10.28am
:: Mood: relaxed

I found out last night the location of my uncle in Kuwait, he is at Ahmed al Jabar Air Base in southern Kuwait, and it makes me feel alot better to know that he is not stationed close to the Iraq border, but of course it doesn't mean that he will be staying there the whole time.

:: 2003 20 March :: 4.29pm

Regarding my Uncle:

Hey! Tim is with the 3rd Marine Air Wing (MAW) based out of Mirimar,
California. He is with the MWHS Marine Wing Headquarters Squadron and
works with TACC Tactical Air Command & Control in the future Operations
Section. So......... If you are trying to watch the news like me and pick
out where he is???? Good luck! There are so many different names and unit
numbers that even if they personally interviewed him it might not sound
like it's the group he's with. So basically I worry about anything
happening in Kuwait. They talk about camps too. Camp Commando, Camp Iwojima
etc... So, if it's a Marine Camp mentioned I'm also concerned. I think I'll
do better just to avoid the news in great length. I stayed up til 3:00 a.m.
glued to FOX news who has just about around the clock coverage.
He's in God's hands.
Laura

:: 2003 20 March :: 12.00am
:: Mood: just not that good

I'm so tired right now, I did way too much today, went to Cici's, and drove around for a long time, now I'm home and tired and now I kinda feel like talking (if that makes any sense). Well, we are at war now, and I don't really think that makes it better, I feel bad that I have family that is actually there, and it makes me really sad when I think about it. I know he feels good about doing his job but it just makes me sad, and it's really hard to not show it...I need to talk about it but it's just gonna make it worse. On top of that one of my friends is going through a weird phase and I realize that I haven't been doing all i can to help, so i have a lot to think about. I'll be awake all night if anyone wants to talk...

:: 2003 19 March :: 5.21pm
:: Mood: hyper
:: Music: lynyrd skynyrd - that smell

Today was alot of fun, went to hang out at the beach with a bunch of people, pat got to make his sand "castle"...went to best buy looking for a rare jethro tull dvd, couldnt find it...went to the mall, couldnt find it...now im home, and im listening to music really loud cause im all hyper, i wanna do something, even though ill probably be tired.

:: 2003 17 March :: 11.07am
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: RHCP - Soul to Squeeze

Yay I finally got up at 10, which is pretty late considering ive been getting up at 7 every morning in sebring. Last night I was bored so i went bowling with kel and got beat, of course ;-). Got some dinner and then went home to go and play my step dad's golf game on playstation, i dont know what made me want to do this but i played that all night, lol. Now I'm up trying to get my sportscar racing games installed on this computer.

:: 2003 16 March :: 5.42pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Mellencamp - The Authority Song

Well, I'm back from the 51st 12 hours of Sebring and it was so much fun. My tenth year going was certainly the best, and i thought there was no way it could beat last years event.
If you don't want to read racing stuff skip this part:------

The races on Friday werent that great, my friend Randy finished 2nd in his race. A factory based Audi prototype won overall in the saturday race for the 4th year in a row, with the Champion Racing Audi(based out of WPB!) finishing 2nd for the third time. Randy's other team won its class in a Porsche 911 GT3, winning with a two lap margin of victory.
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I got into Sebring Thursday around 4, watched some practice as we set up, then walked around to go look at different merchandise and many of the little car shows set up around the track, saw the nicest 67 mustang ever, and some nice corvettes. At night went to watch this band "F-Troop" practice. Now these guys are nuts and know how to start a huge a frenzy so i didnt stay long. Got back to the camp and was surprised to see my friend Daniel who wasnt at the race last year. Friday i got up very early to watch more racing, baught a Porsche flag, put it up with my Italian and American flags. Watched Randy race, then walked over to the "spring break zone" thing and watched another really good band. Just around 5pm a mini-hurrican hit us. heavy rain 40-50mph winds and our camp was destroyed...i have pictures. by the time it stopped i was ready to go party (responsibly of course), so i went over and watched "the megaphone guy" make fun of all the beat-up cars and such. Got back and went to bed around 2. Saturday got up for the race which started at 10:30. around 12 i started walking the track. Now realize, this track is over 4 miles long, so it took me about 2 and a half hours. got back rested a while, and went back to the inside of track to watch some of the race on TV, and then back to camp to finish. around 11pm i went to another party, watched the huge bonfires and loud music that drove me nuts. 100,000 people in a small outdoor area plus cars, fires, and loud music=fun but also very much craziness. Nobody got hurt this year and generally no underage drinking which is good to see. went to bed around 1am.... I applaud anyone who read all that. I'm sorry i just love sebring so much i couldnt stop typing. I have lots of pictures if anyone wants to see them. I miss it already, but im glad im home. Oh yea, during this trip i was totally turned off to the idea of ever eating oysters due to the people in the camp next to us inhaling them during the day.

:: 2003 12 March :: 3.48pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Bobby Freeman - Do You Want to Dance?

Sebring in 1 day!
This is going to be a long entry just cause im really happy and feel like typing a bunch of stuff. I\'m making a CD right now with only 50\'s, 60\'s early rock stuff for in the car tommorrow...so far ive got this:
Richie Valens- come on lets go, la bamba, donna, sleepwalk, youre mine
Bobby Freeman - do you want to dance?
chuck berry - no part. place to go, johnny B. goode (yo johnny b., its da cops! lol), rock n roll music
Perry como - papa loves mambo
foundations - build me up buttercup
I will continue looking for more...
Some cool Lynyrd Skynyrd quotes (not that anyone would care i guess):
\"It was [Al] Kooper\'s decision to leave on the record Ronnie saying \"turn it up\"...To this day that request is still chanted by Skynyrd\'s audience when [Sweet Home Alabama] is performed in concert.\"
\"When I was in junior high, \'American Pie\' was a very popular song...For all of us Skynyrd fans, October 20, 1977, was the day the music died.\"
\"One of these days, guys, you keep working hard like this, you\'ll have it made in the shade\" (later became inspiration for a song)
oh man, how could i forget summertime blues? thats def. gonig on the cd...and that\'ll be the day. man i forgot so much good songs...Hey Baby (would you be my girl?)...thats good for now. I havent been excited about sebring until recently so it seems weird that ill be leaving tomorrow, and we might get to stop in Daytona on Sunday if i ask hard enough..lol. I\'m gonna try and volunteer at Sunfest this year, it\'ll be fun and i get free tickets so it sounds like a good idea. I doubt anyone has read this far so i guess ill just stop now, lol. If anyone has..where is your favorite place to go on vacation? daytona and sebring for me...

:: 2003 8 March :: 4.49pm
:: Mood: bored

went to best buy to look for a recorder, couldnt find one so i went to cicuit city, the ones i found were too expensive so i went to borders and instead spent my money on a Lynyrd Skynyrd book, lol. I wish i had an excuse for being bored. but im happy at least...

:: 2003 7 March :: 11.47pm
:: Mood: tired

Ok, so I decided to just come to my mom's since i have a 10am guitar lesson tomorrow in west palm, so i just got home at 11:30. Watched "The Ring" at Kel's with megan and corrie which was fun, then some drivin around...crustacean lol...it's cool that we decided to do this every week, but megan must not be allowed to pick the movie! hehe j/k. sebring in 5 days, i cant wait to see everyone again...

:: 2003 2 March :: 7.33pm

at a friends house so i cant be long...This weekend was a little bit better than my week in general, thanks in part to listening to bob dylan songs that were perfect for my mood. I need to focus on getting more sleep too.

:: 2003 1 March :: 10.57am

This week was very different for me. It's hard to explain and I'm not complaining but i've jsut been constantly bored. Everything i do is boring...even when im having fun. The best thing ive come up with to do is come home do homework and go in my room and stare at the ceiling while listening to the radio. I know that i cant wait to go to sebring in two weeks, but anybody who REALLY knows me would know that im usually so hyper about a month before and im pretty much indifferent right now. Somebody told me that it might be slight depression, but i dont want to think that i might have that. But for anyone who cares i just want to reassure you that I'm not sad, and dont feel bad in any way...im just very bored all the time. Spring Break is gonna suck, thatll mean just sittin in my room bored all day..

:: 2003 24 February :: 3.39pm
:: Mood: not good

Ok I got home today to find my mail now working so i had 319 emails to sort through and delete most. If anybody at all sent me anything that i completely ignored im sorry i havent been getting mail for over a month, but it works fine now.

I havent really had a period of being happy for a while but at least im not angry and sad like i was earlier in the year. I just kinda feel like i need something to come along that will make it better. I just feel like something is missing but i dont know what. I can't wait for next friday, i love going to concerts...and then Sebring is the week after. Because of that this time each is usually the happiest for me, but not this year. Going to Sebring helps me forget about everything, i wish someone could relate, but im the only dork who would ever want to go there...time to go to my dad's and stare at the ceiling...

TBOBLP

:: 2003 23 February :: 10.39pm

I'm so mad right now...I have to go to my mother's house to finish my world lit. Only two days but she has to wait for me be in the middle of just talking to some friends to make me realize why ive been at my dad's in the first place. So, because i turned off a fan in my room that she wanted on, i can't keep talking, so i'm sorry to the people i was talking to...

:: 2003 23 February :: 7.33pm

tclonyl: i wish i could just go 4 months into the future and let some third party take care of my lfie until then, cause caring about world lit sucks
Gypsy10071: what if that third party is jeffery dahmer and you end up in a small apartment w/ his half-eaten, post-coital corpses in 4 months?
Gypsy10071: i bet he sucks at world lit too
tclonyl: lol
tclonyl: can i put that in the profile?
Gypsy10071: please do
tclonyl: excluding the sexual reference of course
Gypsy10071: c'mon
tclonyl: lol
Gypsy10071: pleaseeeeee?
tclonyl: no!

wouldnt fit in profile anyway...

:: 2003 23 February :: 3.42pm

I don't need no walls around me.
And I don't need no drugs to calm me.
I have seen the writing on the wall.
Don't think I need any thing at all.
No. Don't think I need anything at all.
All in all it was all just the bricks in the wall.
All in all it was all just the bricks in the wall.

More and more each day I fall in love with this song. It also makes me feel more and more sorry for Roger Waters, losing your dad in WWII as a child must be the worst situation to be brought up in.

:: 2003 23 February :: 1.06am
:: Mood: soaking wet

strange night...went to clematis around 6:45, got to the concert place at about 9, but unfortunately they didnt start til 10:15. Saw the first band..pretty good, havent really seen any style like what they played, many diff styles with i guess a little metal. Then gargamel played 3 songs before quitting due to the "its raining hard and we dont want to get shocked" factor. so yea i just got home and am still soaking wet...

:: 2003 22 February :: 10.02am

ok, i have now seen the strangest movie ever. let me see if i still have this right: paul likes sean, sean likes lauren, lauren likes victor, victor likes himself, they all like smoking...lol.

3 don't really. | give a fuck

:: 2003 17 February :: 12.24pm

Goin back to my dad's house now, seeing my cousin and aunt was nice, but i wanna leave before my mother gets back, so bye...

:: 2003 16 February :: 11.08pm

waltrip won the race, and it was ended early due to rain...jimmie finished 3rd, gordon 12th....pretty good showing...party was good, even though i was really bored at first.

:: 2003 16 February :: 3.56pm
:: Mood: happy

daytona 500
yay! Jimmie Johnson is leading and Gordon is in 4th...im so happy. Too bad tony stewart is in second....

:: 2003 16 February :: 1.42am
:: Mood: why am i still awake??

I just came across this site and i must share it. supposedly this guy translated some rock songs into his language and then lost the originals and translated them back to english...well anyhow ill let his translations say the rest:

Pink Floyd - Money
Money, receive away
receive a good job with more payment and you become GUTGEHIESSEN.
Money, is it a gas
seize the fact that cash with both hands and forms you a Stash
new car, caviar, star four dream
think me buy me a football crew

Money, receive back
I am good, Jack, hold your hands away from my pile
Money, is it a success
do not give me, which do goody good bulletin hit
I am in hello loyalty first category traveler sentence
and I imagine need a Lear jet

Money, is it a crime
divide, it rather however take you not a disk of my Pie Chart
Money, thus it say
is the root of all evil today
but, if you ask for an ascent, it is not a surprise that they are
none away give away away

:: 2003 15 February :: 12.12am
:: Music: remember the mexican hat dance?

Am i the only one who was kinda freaked out my the valentines day cards from ms schillit? its funny that she forgot to make one for will...poor will, lol.

:: 2003 14 February :: 5.57pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Rush - Tom Sawyer

well...im back at my mother's house because my aunt and cousin are over. She wont be home this weekend, just them and my stepdad so i decided to come. got a cool new rush cd so im havin fun with that, gonna be bored tommorrow, daytona 500 sunday and then a birthday party so ill be busy then. Oh and btw if anyone read my last entry...I did terrible bowling, plus my dad getting near 200s everytime didnt help.

:: 2003 8 February :: 12.14pm
:: Mood: tired

able to update since im at a friends house...Just took ACT and it was harder than the SAT in my opinion. Was gonna go to marley fest but since its in miami my dad wont let me stay late so im not goin cause theres no point, i wanted to see george clinton there but oh well...im not too disappointed, ill probably go bowling...dont bother replying, i wont be on a computer for a while to see them...

:: 2003 31 January :: 3.17pm
:: Mood: feelin fine...

just updating my last post...i was pretty much kicked out last night for forgetting to put something away, and i'll be at my dad's for a lot longer than a week, probably 2 months or more. I've finally realized that i am happy about this, because even if my mother suddenly did become nicer it would not change the past, so...i can't wait to move in tonight/tommorrow morning.