i wrote this today under a tree at school :oD
it's weird how in society you should be with someone. whatever happened to focusing on being happy? and who says you need to be with someone to be happy? that's crap. right now i'm fine with not being with someone. actually, i prefer it. that whole process of getting to know some inside out. it's so intimate. i mean, that should only happen a few times in your life. and it takes so long. i don't want to do that at all right now. i don't have the need to put the effort into it. and it's a process that should just happen. it should be over time too. i also think it should happen out of friendship. whatever happened to being friends first? the way people date nowadays s forcing that process. nothing like that should be rushed. but then i have always believed that falling in love just happens. especially when you least expect it. don't look for it. be patient. and so far, i've been right ;-)

paper tigers
i'm not sure what my song for the day should be. i was thinking "wednesday" by tori... but i dunno. it's so fucking cute though. this cd is the BEST. and i'm still amazed by the concert.. and that was months ago.
speaking of concerts, i'm still very very bitter about missing the white stripes. and the deftones are gonna be here. missing that too. not having money blows. don't lecture me on the job thing either. i know okay :oP
ok my song of the day is "your cloud" by tori amos

nifty survey
A - Act your age: in spurts
B - Born on what day of the week: sunday.... tuesday. something lame like that
C - Chore you hate: anything that involves me picking up after other people
D - Dad's name: frank
E - Essential makeup item: chapstick.. if that's really makeup
F - Favorite actors/actresses: john cusack, james spader, maggie and jake gyllenhall
G - Gold or silver: silver
H - Hometown: rancho cucamonga
I - Instruments you play: uh
J - Job title: student bitch
K - Kids: no
L - Living arrangements: with both parents
M - Mom's name: tracey
N - Number of socks you own: not that many actually, i'll have to buy some more before winter starts..
O - Overnight hospital stays: i wasn't the patient, but i was there
P - Phobia: clowns, spiders, death
Q - Quote you like: it's up there ^
R - Religious affiliation: umm
S - Siblings: nope
T - Time you woke up today: 8:00ish
U - Unusual Habits: messing with my eyebrows, hair, nails
V - Vicious thing you have done: vicious? i'm not like a tiger or something
W - Worst habit: procrastination
X - X-rays you've had: nothin
Y - Your favourite season: summer
Z - Zodiac Sign: cancer

song of the day
the hives - knock knock

This time you got it all figured out.
Think it's gonna work okay but I'll make sure it won't cause I'll be standing in your way.
So wait a minute if you will.
I ain't got no time but time to kill.
When the ground starts getting hot it doesn't matter if you run or not.
This time you've seen it done before.
This time you're gonna get it right.
Once more you fail miserably and then,
then you do it all over again.
So wait a minute if you will.
I ain't got no time but time to kill.
When the ground starts getting hot it doesn't matter if you run or not.
You're once a failure and twice a fool.
I will - knock knock.
If you won't - knock knock.
You're damned - knock knock.
If you don't - knock knock.
You did fine - knock knock.
Now you're mine - knock knock.
You avoided everything except for me.
I'm busting in won't pick the lock I'm busting in - knock knock.
I've seen your sort before.
You are nothing new cause my name is failure and failure is gonna come to you.
Save me lord and I will.
This time I got the time to kill.
When the ground starts getting hot it doesn't matter if you run or not.
You're once a failure and twice a fool.
I will - knock knock.
If you won't - knock knock.
You're damned - knock knock.
If you don't - knock knock.
You did fine - knock knock.
Now you're mine - knock knock.
You avoided everything except for me.
I'm busting in won't pick the lock I'm busting in - knock knock.
knock knock I'm busting in knock knock

aleeve cold and sinus is your friend