i didn't really have a song for yesterday (friday). hmm... maybe "hexagram" by deftones.
but anyways... thanks to joe for visiting me :oD it made my day sir. it was good seeing kyle too ;o)

today's song will be "it's oh so quiet" by bjork. enjoy.

(shhhh shhh)

it's oh so quiet
(shhh shhh)
it's oh so still
(shhh shhh)
you're all alone
(shhh shhh)
and so peaceful until

you fall in love
zing! boom!
the sky up above
zing! boom!
is caving in
wow! bam!

you've never been so nuts about a guy
you wanna laugh, you wanna cry
you cross your heart and hope to die

'til it's over and then
(shhh shhh)
it's nice and quiet
(shhh shhh)
but soon again
(shhh shhh)
starts another big riot!

you blow a fuse
zing! boom!
the devil cuts loose
zing! boom!
so what's the use
wow! bam!
of falling in love

it's oh so quiet
it's oh so still
you're all alone
and so peaceful until

you ring the bell
bim! bam!
you shout and you yell
hi ho ho!
you broke the spell

gee, this is swell, you almost have a fit
this guy is "gorge" and I got hit
there's no mistake
this is it!

'til it's over and then
it's nice and quiet
(shhh shhh)
but soon again
(shhh shhh)
starts another big riot!

you blow a fuse
zing! boom!
the devil cuts loose
zing! boom!
what's the use
wow! bam!
of falling in love?

the sky caves in
the devil cuts loose
you blow
blow
blow
blow
blow your fuse
(aaaahhh!)
when you fall in love

(ssshhhhhh...)

song for the day - you're pretty good looking
Oh yeah youre pretty good looking for a girl
but your back is so broken
and this feelings still gonna linger on
until the year 2525 now
yeah youre pretty good looking for a girl
your eyes are wide open
and your thoughts have been stolen by the boys
who took you out and bought you everything you
want now
yeah youre pretty good looking
oh yeah
youre pretty good looking
yes youre pretty good looking
oh yeah
for a girl
lots of people in this world
but I want to be your boy
to me that thought is sounding so absurd
and I dont wanna be your toy
cause youre pretty good looking for a girl
my futures wide open
but this feelings still gonna linger on
until I know everything I need to know now
yeah youre pretty good looking
oh yeah
youre pretty good looking
yes youre pretty good looking
oh yeah
for a girl

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i hope today is a good day...

my song for the day - death letter
I got a letter this morning, what do you reckon it read?
It said the girl you love is dead
I got a letter this morning what do you reckon it read?
Said, Hurry hurry, because the gal you love is dead
Well I packed up my suitcase, took off down the road
When I got there she was, laying on the cooling board
Packed up my suitcase and I took off down the road
When I got there she was laying on the cooling board
It looked like ten thousand people standing around the burying ground
I didnt know I loved her, til they began to let her down
looked like ten thousand, people standing around the burying ground
I didnt know I loved her, til they began to let her down
You know its so hard to love someone that dont love you
Dont look like satisfaction, dont care what you do
so hard to love someone that dont love you
Dont look like satisfaction, and I dont care what you do
Well I got up this morning the break of day
just hugging the pillow, she used to lay
got up this morning would you believe the break of day
just hugging the pillow, where my baby used to lay

hey why don't you all go fuck yourselves. thanks.

uber long survey i stole from laura
get to know brandy turner

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 | death
02 | car accidents (well um death)
03 | clowns and spiders
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THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
01 | tamara
02 | conan o’brian
03 | really any of my friends, you guys all rule
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FIVE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | love
02 | music
03 | nature
04 | my friends and family (including pets)
05 | being happy/content
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THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 | idiotic people
02 | bad drivers
03 | violence
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THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01 | bigotry
02 | close-mindedness
03 | my mother
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THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01 | sunglasses
02 | lots of writing utensils
03 | bracelets
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THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | typing this
02 | listening to dashboard confessionals
03 | eating yummy yummy in-n-out
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THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
01 | travel to europe (london, paris, italy)
02 | be truly happy
03 | feel as if my life was worthwhile
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THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
01 | take weird routes while driving
02 | love unconditionally
03 | give an opinion on just about everything
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THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 | loving, sometimes smothering (just ask my cat)
02 | ugh i hate giving my take on myself
03 | weird
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THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
01 | play guitar
02 | sit completely still
03 | sing properly
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THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
01 | an elders advice
02 | your heart
03 | good music
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THREE THINGS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
01 | the media
02 | people you can’t trust
03 | the media (they suck that much ok)
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THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
01 | “ummm”
02 | “no”
03 | quoting anything/anyone
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THREE OF MY ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
01 | lasagna ( i haven’t had it in so long cause my tummy hates meat now.. oh gawd ::sob::)
02 | raspberry lemonade… really a drink but oh well
03 | any brandy comfort foods
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THREE THINGS I'D LIKE TO LEARN:
01 | write/play fab songs
02 | how to please people, while keeping myself happy
03 | other languages fluently
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THREE BEVERAGES I DRINK REGULARLY:
01 | water
02 | juice (usually orange, apple, or cranberry)
03 | hm… i guess slim fast would be next up
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THREE SHOWS I WATCHED WHEN I WAS A KID:
01 | smurfs
02 | sesame street
03 | whatever my parents happened to have on
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RANDOM QUESTIONS.
1. Spell your name backwards: Renrut Esiuol Ydnarb
2. How did you get your livejournal name? cause buttercup rules, duh
3. Are you homosexual? actually no, i’m bisexual
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DESCRIBE YOUR...
[ x ] Wallet – well i have like 4, but the one i use now is a light brown vinyl type, with chococat!
[ x ] Hairbrush – it’s a black paddle brush
[ x ] Toothbrush – green and clear..
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily -- i can gaurantee you i will always be wearing bracelets. and maybe a necklace if you’re lucky
[ x ] Pillow cover – my actual sleeping pillow? well it’s naked right now :oO laundry day
[ x ] Blanket – it’s pink..
[ x ] Coffee cup – n/a
[ x ] Sunglasses – they’re kinda nerdy black frames and have a blue/green/brownish tint
[ x ] Underwear – they’re paisley in red and orange colors
[ x ] Favorite shirt – black smashing pumpkins “end” deal t-shirt
[ x ] Cologne/Perfume – it’s body spray actually, pig’s mom said it makes me “smell like hawaii” hehe she’s cute
[ x ] CD in stereo right now –
1 – white stripes: elephant
2 – dashboard confessionals: a mark, a mission, a brand, a scar
3 – korn: issues
4 – bjork: post
5 – michelle branch: hotel paper (shush, allison made me a copy!)
[ x ] Tattoos – the smashing pumpkins heart
[ x ] Piercings – 3 in each ear… never wear earrings though. they don’t go to well with curly hair
[ x ] What you are doing with that bucket – getting ready to wash my car
[ x ] In my mouth – my teeth are moving
[ x ] Wishing – everyone could just be happy
[ x ] After this – tamara is coming over to work on her paper
[ x ] Fetishes – i don’t have fetishes, just things i like sexually ;o) seriously, there is a difference
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now – it’d totally kick ass to see laura or joey
[ x ] Is next to you right now – a bright yellow towel, lots and lots of flip-flops, mountboards (some with pics, some not), sarah’s portfolio she left here, my slippers
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month – uh.. if there’s a holiday coming up, then that
[ x ] The last thing you ate – a french fry
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of - clowns
[ x ] Do you like candles – um yes. as long as they don’t smell bad
[ x ] Do you like incense – it’s ok
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood – it’s just blood..
[ x ] Do you believe in love – duh. and if you don’t you have no soul. seriously
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates – of course. i believe in more than one kind too.
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight – i believe in love at first spark. whether that be the first time your eyes meet, first time you kiss, or whatever
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven - yes
[ x ] Do you believe in God - yes
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die – please don’t burn me or put me in the ground. put me in one of those giant marble walls. thanks
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be – a penguin hehe
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up – um well i was dumb last week and never went to bed till the next night
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - yep
[ x ] What are some of your favorite candies – creamsavers! yum. and caramels by brach’s… and those funky restaurant mints. butterscotch too
x ] What's something that you wish people would understand – that life sucks, and you should worry about yourself and the people you love
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better – how people can go through life w/o exposure
[ x ] Who is someone that you really wish was still around - my aunt susan
[ x ] Who is your favorite cousin – nicole.. she’s in paris, she rules for that

so the other night i had a totally fab dream featuring me, of course, and jack white. yee! i enjoyed it very much. even though the best of my dreams always have some pretty messed up parts too. my brain is lame like that. but overall, it was nice.
now everyone go d/l "it's true that we love one another" by the white stripes. and if you don't laugh, you have no soul ;o)