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:: 2003 25 October :: 12.01 pm
:: Mood: pleased
:: Music: white stripes

song of the day
white stripes - black math

Dont you think that Im bound to react now?
My fingers definitely turning to black now
Maybe Ill put my love on ice
And teach myself, maybe thatll be nice
My books are sitting at the top of the stack now
The longer words are really breaking my back now
Maybe Ill learn to understand,
Drawing a square with a pencil in hand
Mathematically turning the page
Unequivocally showing my age
Im practically center stage
Undeniably earning your wage
Maybe Ill put my love on ice
And teach myself, maybe thatll be nice
Listen master can I ask you a question?
Is it the fingers, or the brain
that youre teaching the lesson?
Maybe Ill put my love on ice
And teach myself, maybe thatll be nice

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:: 2003 25 October :: 10.18 am
:: Music: hot hot heat

the colors on my computer remind me of ice cream
~*Random*~
College you currently/plan to attend:Chaffey Community/CCS
Favorite band:smashing pumpkins
Cheech or Chong?:cheech
Metallica - yes or no?:no
It's Lars, isn't it?:NO
Random palindrome:a toyota's a toyota
Who's Chino Marino?:my future husband
What does CCR stand for?:creedence clearwater revival
Virgin?:me, no
Favorite Author:wow.. i don't have one. by fave book is by nicholas sparks but he's not my fave.
Dave Matthews Band- yes or no?:sometimes
Will I hold you again?:yes
eBay - like or dislike?:like
What does CPR stand for?:lol i don't know
Hank Williams, Sr. or Hank Williams, Jr.?:either one
Favorite color(s):green and pink
Favorite CD:siamese dream
Clear or white glue?:white.. it dries clear
Favorite food:lasagna
Herbivore, Carnivore or Omnivore?:omnivore
Republican or Democrat?:more independent than anything
What do you want to do for a living?:interior design, or commercial photography, or own my own botique or bakery
Do you like our current president?:he's a hell of allot better than gore
Turn-on(s):shyness, great taste in music, music/artistical talent, cute tummy :o)
When do you want to get married?:when i am ready
Do you love them?:yes
Why?:cause they're fantastic
Do you smoke?:no
Turn-off(s):being an asshole, stupidity, disrespect

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Have you ever hit someone forcefully?:no, just pushed
Have you ever thrown anything at a moving car?:yes
Have you ever been in a fist fight?:no
Have you ever laughed so hard you cried?:of course
Have you ever hit an animal on the road?:no! geez :o(
Have you ever seen a Beatles film?:yup
Have you ever cussed?:lol what
Have you ever been on a subway?:actually no. the closest ones are in l.a., they also have earthquakes
Have you ever taught a little kid to cuss?:no
Have you ever cheated on a test/exam?:yes
Have you ever skipped school?:yes
Have you ever egged someones house?:i wanna say yes..
Have you ever gotten a computer virus?:yes
Have you ever cried for no reason at all?:yea i tend to do that
At last but not least, have you ever missed someone?:of course

Have You Ever? brought to you by BZOINK!
thought::that the last quiz i took was kinda lame
dream::i don't remember my dreams from last night
memory::that one time at allison's party when i pushed roxanne
taste::apple juice
touch::the keyboard
sight::this thing
song::"have a good sleep" hot hot heat
kiss::i kissed my kitty earlier
cry::i know i cried the other day over something, i don't remember what though
wave::carl, my neighbor
smile::i laughed at the comics earlier
word::"psycho" (to the cat)

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fav. feel good song:smashing pumpkins: everlasting gaze
fav. upbeat song:kelly osbourne: disconnected
fav. cruising song:deftones: minerva
fav. love song:incubus: stellar
fav. guilty pleasure song:justin timberlake: cry me a river
fav. tribute song:n/a
fav. song to fall asleep to:tori amos: your cloud
fav. song from a musical:chicago: that mr. cellophane song and the song from the sound of music that the kids sing when they go to bed
fav. song from a movie:amercian beauty: thomas newman: paper bag
fav. disney song:cinderella: so this is love
fav. song to dance to:lol um, i dunno
fav. song lyric-wise:truth doesn't make a noise

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:: 2003 24 October :: 10.31 am
:: Mood: worried

this fire deal is getting really creepy. last night ryan couldn't even go to his house, unless it was to get his belongings, but they had to be escorted to do so. but he lives up in lytle creek. good thing he had his doggy down here! and like 15 mins ago the power went out for 5 mins or so. then my dad's friend called to see if we were ok. very thoughtful :o) but he said they were evacuating up by day creek cause of all the smoke?? i have the news on now but not really paying attention. they just have video of the footage and people blabbing.
you should see the giant clouds of smoke. it's pretty gross. the day before yesterday i walked out of my class, and i was like "what time is it?? only 3!" the smoke was up high in this weird layer over th esun, so the light level outside was equal, to about sunset. naaaaasty. yesterday was the same. i did take a couple of pictures though cause it looked so funky. well i'm going to call my mom now, she works up in that area.

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:: 2003 23 October :: 12.22 pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: the cars

i've always been convinced i'm going to die from ovarian cancer



September 26, 2051
at the age of 68 years old.


On that date you will most likely die from:
Cancer (48%)
Alcoholism (10%)
Heart Attack (7%)
Homicide (5%)

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:: 2003 22 October :: 8.37 pm

song of the day
in honor of stupid ca drivers

offspring - bad habit

Hey man you know I'm really okay
The gun in my hand will tell you the same
But when I'm in my car
Don't give me no crap
Cause the slightest thing and I just might snap
When I go driving I stay in my lane
But getting cut off it makes me insane
I open the glove box
Reach inside
I'm gonna wreck this fucker's ride
I guess I got a bad habit
Of blowin' away
Yeah I got a bad habit
And it ain't goin' away Yeah
Well they say the road is a dangerous place
If you flip me off I'm the danger you'll face
If you drive on my ass
Your foot's on the gas
And your next breath is your last
Drivers are rude
Such attitudes
But when i show my peace
Complaints cease
Something's odd
I Feel like I'm god
You stupid dumbshit goddam motherfucker
I open the glove box
Reach inside
I'm gonna wreck this fucker's ride

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:: 2003 21 October :: 12.58 pm
:: Mood: pessimistic
:: Music: beatles - white album

"count blessings and thank unions"
i'm copying this from "the mail" feature in the opinion section from today's newspaper.

when you get to work today, look around you. do you see any small children? thank a union for child labor laws.
do you get home after eight hours, or get overtime if you don't? do you get paid for more than a few dollars a day?
do you get breaks. are you discriminated against because of race, age, color, religion or national origin? thank a union.
if you are female, thank them again for equal pay. safe at work? go osha and thanks union.
you may not like unions or be union but every single person who works benefits from the struggle of the union members. so the next time you cross that picket line, thank about who's throat you are really cutting.

- linda mc elfresh, montclair

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:: 2003 20 October :: 9.08 am
:: Mood: hopeful
:: Music: tha foos

boring morning
Random things
Do you have your own room?:yes
How many computers?:ummm 4 if you include laptops
How many phones?:4
TVs?:2
How many people live in your home?:3
How many bathrooms?:2
Where is the computer located?:i have my own in my room and i use the main one in the living room too
ceiling fans? how many?:just one actually. i'd change that if i could
how many rooms?:bedrooms?? 2
what is in your fridge?
soda?:coke (my mom is a coke lovah)
alcholic beverages?:not in this house
cheese?:3 kinds
veggies?:of course! my dad and i live here, there have to be veggies

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Movie?:Cinderella
Computer?:I-mac
Band?:Smashing Pumpkins, with the White Stripes a very close second
Song?:"1979" Smashing Pumpkins
Person?:My dad
Solo Artist?:Tori Amos
Sex Position?:That's stupid and personal, so i'm not gonna answer that ok
Food?:Lasagna
Pepsi?:Pepsi One
Animal?:Penguin
Type of Clothing?:Uh.. comfy clothing. I guess jeans, a t-shirt (like a band shirt) and flip-flops
CD?:Siamese Dream all the way
Subject in School?:At the moment: History of Photography; Ever: Photography
TV Show?:CSI: Miami and Family Guy

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What is your favorite....:
food:Lasanga
place to eat:Olive Garden
fast food joint:In-N-Out
ice cream:Ben and Jerry's Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough and Dreamery Raspberry Brownie
cookie:Snickerdoodles
candy:Red Vines please. Or for chocolate Milky Way
pie:Raspberry Cheesecake with Brownie crust at Olive Garden (technically cheesecakes are pies!)
cake:Yellow with cream cheese frosting
meat:Gotta love the wonderful meat of a pig... come on, ham, pork and bacon, that rules
veggie:Lettuce
fruit:Raspberry
sandwhich:I like making veggie stuffed sandwiches :o9
drink:Raspberry Lemonade (catching on here?)

Food Favorite Survey brought to you by BZOINK!

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:: 2003 19 October :: 10.12 pm
:: Mood: blah

no songs lately. too unmotivated. have a survey instead
First best friend: The boy who lived next door. I never remember his name! Kinda sad
First real memory of something: My dad
First date: Movies/mall with Micah
First real kiss: Noah
First break-up: Micah dumped me, rude.
First job: Babysitting
First screen name: samiamsplv
First self purchased album: No clue. Most likely n.k.o.t.b. like Stephanie :o)
First funeral: Never been
First pets: My own pet, D’arcy. We’ve always had a dog and more than one cat in the house
First piercing/tattoo: Haha well…. My mom said when I got my ears pierced I screamed so freaking loud. I was little though, I barely remember it. And my first tattoo was last year, I loved it.
First credit card: No thanks, not yet
First true love: Laura
First enemy: Mm I dunno
First big trip: When we drove to Texas with the 5th wheel trailer. I think I was 4 or 5
First play/musical/performance: Don’t know for sure. It had to be for school though. I hated doing stuff like that, I was so shy.
First musician you remember hearing in your house: Led Zeppelin
Last cigarette: The one I tried in 8th grade.
Last big car ride: The drive down from Sacramento after the accident. I don’t think Pig lives far away enough for it to be a “big” ride
Last kiss: Richard
Last good cry: A good one?? Hmm, that’s been a while
Last library book checked out: I just turned in some photojournalism books
Last movie seen: I started watching Ordinary People yesterday. Seen it before, and I definitely recommend it
Last beverage drank: Aqua of course
Last food consumed: Tortilla chips with Papa John’s cheese dip
Last crush: Deftones boy from my art class
Last phone call: Tamara
Last TV show watched: I’m watching The Practice right now
Last time showered: This afternoon
Last shoes worn: Black flip-flops
Last CD played: Tori Amos – Scarlet’s Walk
Last item bought: Bracelet. What else do I buy besides bracelets and flip-flops?
Last annoyance: D’arcy whining
Last disappointment: Visio not being installed on my computer. How else do I do furniture layouts on the computer >:o|
Last soda drank: Root Beer
Last ice cream eaten: Vanilla
Last time wanting to die: Hmmm
Last time scolded: I assume my mom said something mean to me today. I do remember arguing with her earlier
Last shirt worn: Red KoRn tanktop and white glitter rimmed tanktop underneath
Last website visited: Stephanie’s Journal

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:: 2003 17 October :: 6.22 pm
:: Music: the cars greatest hits baby

song of the day
the cars - just what i needed

i don't mind you coming here
and wasting all my time
'cause when you're standing oh so near
i kinda lose my mind
it's not the perfume that you wear
it's not the ribbons in your hair
i don't mind you coming here
and wasting all my time
i don't mind you hanging out
and talking in your sleep
it doesn't matter where you've been
as long as it was deep
you always knew to wear it well
you look so fancy i can tell
i don't mind you hanging out
and talking in your sleep
i guess you're just what i needed
i needed someone to feed
i guess guess you're just what i needed
i needed someone to bleed

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:: 2003 17 October :: 11.16 am
:: Mood: restless
:: Music: i can't stop listening to tori and the deftones!

a sorta fairytale
friday = chore day. that sucks.
my dad and i already spent time hanging out and it was his first day of vacation. this is gonna rule. i love my dad :o)
i need to go on a road trip maybe i feel a little less dorky when listening to "scarlet's walk". i doubt it.

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