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2005 6 July :: 5.10 pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: American Baby - Dave Matthews Band
alright, karl came down on saturday and stayed until monday morning. it was the craziest weekend of my life. he brought a friend with him to keep him awake because he sat out on his little 9 hour journey at midnight. yep. made me feel bad because he basically got no sleep for 4 days. we cat napped and stuff but that was pretty much it. i got no sleep for only 2 days. ha.
um...yeah. we sat around and watched old movies and cuddled and ... oh! lmfao we had a little fourth of july deal up at the church and they had to go to it. it was so awkward but it was funny. and then they had to go to a birthday party at my grammas. trevor beat the shit out of him and clark (the guy that came with him) and that was quite amusing.
found out that he gets shipped out to iraq in a few months so that killed me...oh, nope. sorry kell, that slays me.
anyway, im gonna keep all the yummy details to myself...lol.
Rachel
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2005 30 June :: 10.03 pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: Heart Breaker - Pat Benetar
i talked to karl tonight!! he was talking about how he's broke because of plane tickets but then he says that he bought a truck...yeah...lol. anyway, he's all prepared to drive down here, he just has to get a pass from the army people. anyway, he called me on his way to Hooters. Yep. i was like "well,i hope you have fun..." and he was like "Oh! no, i'm just going because im the one getting conned into driving the guys there" or something like that. it made me laugh. it doesn't really bother me, i mean hey, anymore you go out into the street and you see girls dressed like the ones at Hooters.
*sigh*
oh, anyway, we were talking and then the damned fire phone cut into our conversation and when that happens it automatically hangs up on the other person and so i didn't even get to hear an "i love you" tonight. god damned fire phone can eat shit. anyway, he didn't call back but then again he was on his way somewhere...so yeah.
anyway, i'm done with this. later
Rachel
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2005 30 June :: 10.03 pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: Heart Breaker - Pat Benetar
i talked to karl tonight!! he was talking about how he's broke because of plane tickets but then he says that he bought a truck...yeah...lol. anyway, he's all prepared to drive down here, he just has to get a pass from the army people. anyway, he called me on his way to Hooters. Yep. i was like "well,i hope you have fun..." and he was like "Oh! no, i'm just going because im the one getting conned into driving the guys there" or something like that. it made me laugh. it doesn't really bother me, i mean hey, anymore you go out into the street and you see girls dressed like the ones at Hooters.
*sigh*
oh, anyway, we were talking and then the damned fire phone cut into our conversation and when that happens it automatically hangs up on the other person and so i didn't even get to hear an "i love you" tonight. god damned fire phone can eat shit. anyway, he didn't call back but then again he was on his way somewhere...so yeah.
anyway, i'm done with this. later
Rachel
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2005 29 June :: 3.15 pm
:: Mood: cranky
:: Music: With this Knife - Smile Empty Soul
ashley had a planter's wart - or 3 - on the bottom of her foot and she had them froze off yesterday (majorly disgusting i know, i'm sorry) and she cain't even walk now. well, she decided that "we" should all clean the house because it's mom and dad's 20th anniversary today. well funny how "we" doesn't include ashley. taylor and i got to do everything down to washing the windows by ourselves. bullshit. she's such a fuckface.
anyway, ashley sucks.
hopefully karl calls tonight cause i miss him.
anyway, it's to hot to write anymore
Rachel
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2005 28 June :: 6.56 pm
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: Rape Me - Nirvana
tessi's having a little "get together" like she does almost every week. it's usually about 15 people sitting around talking, eating and watching movies and this week mom refuses to let me go. i asked why, and she was like "because i'm feeling pissy" and that was that. what a fucking bitch. is it mean to wish bad things would happen to her?
(Me)
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2005 26 June :: 11.11 pm
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: I probably wouldn't be this way - LeAnn Rimes
So Karl called my house today and I was at my grandma's swimming. Dad answers the phone and gives karl the number. um...weird. i picked up the phone, and it said pay phone on the caller id and so i just gave it to gramma. she answers it then gives me the phone and was like "it's a feller..." and gave me her evil gramma eye. i laughed and then she smiled and i ran off to talk. something was Way wrong with the phone and i couldn't hear him hardly at all, but the volume was all the way up. so, i told him that i couldn't hear him and that i was just going to go and then he asked when i'd be home and i said maybe 4:30 and he was like "ok, i'll call you at 5:00 just to be sure" and i was like "ok, i love you and i'll talk to you later" and he was like "haha, tryin to get rid of me that fast huh?" and then i felt bad, but i was just like "yes! i caint hear you and i don't want to just sit here and laugh at what little i can hear you say" because he always makes me laugh. or tries to make me get mad at him because i'm "sexy" when i'm mad. Ok...anyway lol. Oh! back to the story! we swim for a while longer because it was only 3:30 when we got off the phone. anyway, ashley fell asleep and didn't wake up until like 4:52 and then dad called and was like "karl called, i told him you'd probably be home in 15 minutes" so i was like trying to rush ashley and trevor out the door and ahh it was crazy. i get home and i just sit there waiting for the phone to call and then i was like "...maybe he forgot how to tell time..." because i was kind of depressed and felt like being mean, and then he Finally calles at like 20 after 5 and we're all talking and everything and then mom like bursts into my room and is like "get ready we gotta go to church!!" and i told her that i didn't want to go because i was on the phone and i hadn't talked to him in forever (ok so i talked to him friday, 2 days is a long time!!) and she was like "well you're going, change while you're talking to him" i was like ahh wth no way...so i was changing while talking to him and then the phone like cut off and all i had was the dial tone and i started crying, my make up was runnin down my face, but i went to church like that anyway. i don't know if he called me while at church, but he Definitly didn't call me afterwards. it makes me sad but i love him and hopefully i'll talk to him soon and you guys can read my going on's about him some more. lucky yall!
on with other news...wait, there is no other news besides about karl. ha. silly me.
Rachel
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2005 24 June :: 10.58 pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Shine - Collective Soul
i have to wake up at 6:30 and clean out the barn so we can put the new hay bales in there that we just bought, and then spend ALL day picking green beans and then all night snapping them. i like snapping them but i Really don't like picking them. i guess i'll get a better tan...but tan lines aint so hot...ehh
want some great news? of course you do. a few minutes after i wrote my last update, i go to watch Spanglish and cry a little bit because, well hey, i was in one of those moods, and then Karl calls. i know, amazing right? right. ok. anyway, i hadn't muted the tv so Spanglish is on the disk menu (so everyone can laugh, i just typed "dick menu". i know, haha) and for some reason they have some GAY ASS MUSIC playin and he made fun of me forever because of it, but i kind of...lost...our cordless phone so i was on the wall phone and could'nt just leave him ther alone so we delt with it. of all the places to call me he was in the air port. lmao it was so loud and like at one point like 5 phones started going off and apparently they belonged to people with no fingers because they DIDN'T ANSWER THEM. what kind of people sit there and let their phones ring? i mean you bought them so you could talk more, but then you ignore them? what the hell? stupid people.
eww ashley just asked if i wanted to watch Carrie with her...gross. that was a weird ass movie.
anyway, trevors dumb and still cant get the water temperature right so i'll be on my way
Rachel
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2005 24 June :: 3.35 pm
:: Mood: sad/sick
:: Music: One Thing -(do not remember...)
my baby's gone
So basically im dying today thanks to the menstral cycle. yay.
i've seriously only gotten out of bed once, now twice i guess because hey, im at the computer, and i've not gotten on the computer until now.
alright, what im leading up to is that i missed my chance to talk to karl on here and now he left for kentucky or However you spell the damned state. i feel Soooooo horrible. he even sent me three emails. my favorite one?
Subject: " just a little email to say..."
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!"
and then it said some little private stuff that i won't include but i was like god damnit! and eventually bawled my eyes out. yep.
oh, 2 nights ago we made it official. like we h ad never really asked eachother out, or declared to be a couple, but it was assumed and we didn't want to be with anyone else, so wednesday night we were talking about it and decided that we would make it to where we Were a couple and it was Such a wonderful night and i was happy and didn't sleep at all.
anyway, im gonna go die now so later.
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2005 22 June :: 5.48 pm
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: Scars - Papa Roach
i actually think i stole this icon from someone...i don't know who. probably ashleigh though, like a long time ago. thanks to whoever though, and when i find out who's got all the cool ones again, i'll more than likely be back to steal even more unless you kill me now.
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2005 21 June :: 11.07 pm
:: Mood: moody
:: Music: Iris - Goo Goo Dolls
well...i figured it was time i drop a big bomb on yall....
my baby brother is the coolest little dude any of you guys will ever meet. at just the tender age of 6, he has stolen the hearts of girls just a few months old to experianced women. he is a mastermind, and all men should bow down to him. with his big ol' blue eyes and platnium blond hair, not many can resist him. he is sweet and a Huge spiderman fan, and he can kick the ass of about anyone he wants too with his amazing moves he got from none other than Walker Texas Ranger, and Jean-Claude Van Damm. Though he has a slight lisp, it just makes him more desirable. He can hit the hell out of a baseball as well. anyone who has the opertunity to meet him will be changed forever.
as for taylor...stay the fuck away from her.
anyway. i haven't talked to karl for 2 days unless he gets on later tonight, but im goin to bed at 12 because i have to get up early in the morning and do stuff. stuff meaning getting up at 8 to not get dressed and not put on makeup and go spend the day lounging around my grandmas and eating her food because, omg, does she have good food. hmm yes, tomorrow does look like a good day. hmm oh yes, back to the love of my life...i miss him and that makes me sad. not sad because i miss him, but sad because he's not around and so then i have to miss him. i don't think that i get that either so: Don't read that last bit of the sentence. if you already have, disregard it.
um...ok, that's about as interesting as my life has been lately.
ooh for any of yall that aint been there, Everyone needs to go here
www.maddox.xmission.com
aka, the best page in the world (next to woohu of course...*runs away*)
ok, im done with this.
wait! apparently i have an inner black person begging to get out because i've been watching a lot of barber shop, and saying things like "tru dat" and "oh snap". yeah...it's gettin to be bad. i would so get the shit beatin out of me if i were to actually run into a black person. i am way to white for this shit.
ok, now im done with this.
Rachel
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