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2005 6 April :: 7.50 pm
:: Mood: groggy
:: Music: Perfect - Sara Evans
well, i was all ready to update big because i felt like typing, but im really freaking tired because i just jogged for 40 minutes and im ready to die now, and so i don't feel like it.
im determined to get into shape in the next 2 months, well actually i have the rest of april, may and then a little bit of june...whenever karl comes. no fattness around him. well...maybe a little bit....
anywhores, i've been like barely eatting anymore and i jog and do like millions of exercises all the time now. its insane.
um...yeah, i've still got a really bad cold so that makes working out really painful because i like cough and weeze and can't catch my breath Before i start running or whatever and then it just gets worse when i start doing shit. sucks ardvark penis.
ashley got her new dog today. yay...no. actually, it's really cute. its only like 5 inches tall and its this reddish brown color. its legs are only like an inch tall. Friggin Hill-arious
Ooo sex scene on the tube...
well, i do believe i better go watch some television now. later
Rach
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2005 5 April :: 7.56 pm
:: Mood: energetic
:: Music: Because you love Me - Jo Dee Masina
mom was all exercising in the living room and she was like "come on rachel, you need to do this too" but i can Not exercise in front of people. expecially not going along with a tape or something. i don't know why, but i just cain't. anyway, i decided to go for a walk instead. i was gone for like an hour and a half. i think i got like poison ivy now. Yes!!
i've been getting yelled at for quoting Napoleon Dynamite so much. the bad thing is that i don't even realize im doing it. ill just randomly yell out "Tina! you fat lard, come get your dinner!". apparently not to many people enjoyed that movie. you sad little fuckers.
wow i have nothing to write about. makes me very sad.
I love karl!!
Rachel
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2005 3 April :: 9.06 pm
:: Mood: pensive
:: Music: Whisper - Cold Play
pretty much...today sucked. there wasn't even anything on tv. wtf is the world coming too? 300 channels and NOTHING!!! that's fucking bullshit.
it was to damn hot to be outside, i didn't feel like sitting down and reading, and i couldn't find a movie worth watching. the internet...well no one has been on msn all day, and that's basically all that i do when i get on here.
i think im gonna just go to bed early. there isn't anything else to do.
i Think i want to go eat. i want chinese food...but no. i'll have to settle for a freakin ham sandwich. fuckin yippe
Rachel
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2005 2 April :: 6.48 pm
:: Mood: exhausted
i worked out today for the first time in a Long time. im going to be so sore in the morning, but it'll be great.
joslyn im sorry about everything. didn't mean to make you feel...how you felt. it was just a little joke.
i've had way to much chocolate cake. thursday i made one for dessert and then today gramma had one made for Elija's birthday and she sent the rest of it home with us.
ashley and i are switching rooms again. she said she wanted to so she could just come home and crash on her bed when she got home late from trips and baseball games (shes the manager). i really wouldn't mind being down in that part of the house. it would be even better if taylors room wasn't down there but she's hardly ever in her room anyway, so maybe i can still be away from the rest of the family.
mom said we could fix it all up the way i want it and everything. it sucks though, because im used to haveing a big bed and i'll have to go to a twin size bed down there. its a big room, but everything is set up weird and so it just wouldn't work. depresses me.
ashleys weenie dog was chasing a truck. how retarded can it get?
Rachel
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2005 2 April :: 9.32 am
:: Mood: cynical
:: Music: Head strong - Trapt
dougs back. yay.
i don't think karl called last night. if he did he didn't leave a message.
i was at the elementry(sp) basketball games. trevor's class won and so did taylor's so it was a good night. i got the video camera so that made it all the more better.
seniors got all the benifits from the consetion stand if they worked it. someone stole 200 dollars from them though. that's 4 hotel rooms. they are all pretty upset. it was one of the seniors themselves though. they were the only ones who had access to the money. they all think it's this girl danielle. she was caught stealing money from her job earlier that week and she had also stolen from her parents, sister and boyfriend. all fingers would point to her wouldn't they? she also made 3 unreasonable trips to her truck throughout the night.
you konw when people defend themself just a little to much? she did just that, talking about how she had no money, all she had was change, how we could call her mom because she knew she had no money blah blah blah. it was like omfg everyone assumes you did it and you know that so just shut the fuck up.
watch it turn out to be an April Fools joke by a teacher.
ashley usually cleans Jackies house (the one we stayed at for them 2 weeks) on saturdays and gets paid for it. she's not been able to do it lately because of FFA stuff. mom volunteered me to do it. yay.
gotta get to that. later
Rachel
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2005 31 March :: 10.13 pm
:: Mood: cheerful
karl called today. i hadn't heard from him since the 18, so obviously i was happy. all the other times he called i was to...not really shy, but nervous to talk and say something stupid. anyway, he gave me crap about it and told me to start talking and not just sitting there silent, so i talked his ear off this time. we've only ever been able to talk for like 5 minutes but this time we got to talk for pretty much an hour. it was wonderful.
He's actually graduated now. hes going to alabama tomorrow. i swear, after i get this address, i will have memorized 3 addresses for that man. he owes me so big.
so basically, what it all boils down to is...i love him.
(me)
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2005 30 March :: 8.53 pm
:: Mood: indifferent
:: Music: Strawberry Wine - Dena Carter
I love Kelly for telling me I should start a journal here.
The problem with America is stupidity. I'm not saying there should be a capital punishment for stupidity, but why don't we just take the safety labels off of everything and let the problem solve itself?
- Amen -
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2005 30 March :: 12.15 am
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Jumper - Third Eye Blind
feeling a bit quizish....at 12 in the morning
 the studious student. You are definitely pressured and suffer from side effects from built up stress. You are constantly occupying yourself with books, studies, or some other hobby. You feel squeezed in place and have litte movement. Most of the time you are busy with work and family, and would love to spread your wings and relax. One like you needs to find a certain time of the day to just sit and release the tension. However, you are doing fairly well in school, but that does not mean that you can continue stressing yourself out. Take a breather and head out with some friends. You can consider going into a field like librarian, polotician, journalist, Archeologist, scientist, or lawyer. You have a brain...NOW USE IT....but please...spare yourself the pressure and create some down time for yourself. Or develop a hobby that releases tension, such as knitting (it worked wonders for me)
What type of teenager are you? brought to you by Quizilla
surprisingly only one...but just because i have to go so i don't get grounded. *sighs and glares at parents*
its weird though, i always get made fun of for looking like a librarian. personally i don't see it, but whatever., i thought it was cool that it said i should look in that direction or whatever
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2005 29 March :: 10.25 pm
:: Mood: bored
joke
(i don't know all the details, i got told this in like thirty seconds over the phone)
this little boy was outside playing with some friends while over at his grandmas house. he comes in and he askes her what it's called when two people sleep on top of eachother. she decides to be truthful about it and tells him that it's sexual intercourse and she went into great details and everything. the boy looked at her with shock, then slow understanding, thanked her and went back outside. about 10 minutes later, he comes back inside and says, "gramma, you were wrong, its called bunk beds"
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2005 29 March :: 7.46 pm
:: Mood: thoughtful
-Richard Cory -
Whenever Richard Cory went down town,
We people on the pavement looked at him:
He was a gentleman from sole to crown,
Clean favored, and imperially slim.
And he was always quietly arrayed,
And he was always human when he talked;
But still he fluttered pulses when he said,
"Good-morning," and he glittered when he walked.
And he was rich - yes, richer than a king -
And admirably schooled in every grace;
In fine we thought that he was everything
To make us wish that we were in his place.
So on we worked, and waited for the light,
And went without the meat, and cursed the bread;
And Richard Cory, one calm summer night,
Went home and put a bullet through his head.
That is such a great poem. It's just truth leaking out and making you realize that you never Really know someone, no matter what you think.
i never did go sleep....now its to late to...life sucks
.:.Me.:.
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