Things seem to hurt easier. I hope I have enough trust for this. I dont think I could deal with the trust being lost.
"3rd times a charm" I hope this charm is a good tidings one.
Today in a nutshell is as follows in the video.
Just when you think that you're in control,
just when you think that you've got a hold,
just when you get on a roll,
here it goes, here it goes, here it goes again.
Oh, here it goes again.
I should have known,
should have known,
should have known again,
but here it goes again.
Oh, here it goes again.
It starts out easy, something simple, something sleazy, something inching past the edge of the reserve.
Now through lines of the cheap venetian blinds your car is pulling off of the curb.
[Chorus]
I guess there's got to be a break in the monotony, but Jesus, when it rains how it pours.
Throw on your clothes, the second side of Surfer Rosa, and you leave me, yeah, you leave me.
[Chorus]
Heard a joke once: Man goes to doctor. Says he's depressed. Says life seems harsh and cruel. Says he feels all alone in a threatening world where what lies ahead is vague and uncertain. Doctor says "Treatment is simple. Great clown Pagliacci is in town tonight. Go and see him. That should pick you up." Man bursts into tears. Says "But, doctor...I am Pagliacci." Good joke. Everybody laugh. Roll on snare drum. Curtains.
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2009 6 March :: 10.23am
:: Music: The Beginning of the End
Watchmen
Ok so for the past like 5 days pvponline.com has been doing a satire of the new movie coming out today Watchmen
Id like to share that if you even thought about the movie then you read these days of the comic. Think Watchmen meets newspaper comic characters. With a plot to match the characters. Its good stuff. Below is the link for the start of the comics strand.
And...fade to white.
Things got better. This is good.
Stress is melting off me for the moment. Now I only have to deal with it as a pool at my feet that I cant seem to shake off my shoes.
I feel fucking fantastic after wednesday. I know Im not a shapely person but I already see results of my small muscles being toned out against my even smaller bones.
Gah! Why didnt I always do this. SOB.
Gonna come back as a ripped lanky motherfucker when all said and done.
April 13'th 2009
I ship out on this day. So anyone wishing for my address contact me.
The more the merrier.
To prove myself, I must beat the biggest object in my path. Me.
I want to be a Marine.
Workout starts tonight. x60 situps, pushups, pull ups
It felt good. Having the drive felt even better.
"One of these mornings
Won't be very long
You will look for me
And I'll be gone" -Moby "One of these mornings"
LOL Spamhandler
So I got bored and this was funny, so I couldnt pass up the wow humor.
Improved Lay on Hands + *NEW*Glyph of Lay on Hands -- Reduces the cooldown of your Lay on Hands spell by 5 min.(Old: Increases the mana restored by your Lay on Hands spell by 20%) + Set bonus 4/9 from T3 redemption = every gcd a paladin is giving someone +50% armor and healing for the paladins max hp.
Thats 4min(talented) + 5min(glyph) + 12min(set bonus) = -21min of cd Lay on Hands =20min
SO
Take 1 paladin spec 60%prot/40% holy
Add 4/9 T3 (chest/ring/shoulder/leg ideal)
Spam accordingly
Today... could quite possibly be my "moment of truth."
10 years after the fact.
7 years after the first step to my beginning of the end.
One week after finally making the decision to end this once and for all.
I'm nervous. Anxious. Shaking. Nauseas.
I really want a hug, and I don't want to cry.