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2006 12 April :: 1.19pm
Why am I so tired all the time?! I woke up at 10:30a, it's not even 1:30p and I'm already falling asleep. Yeah... I'm going to go nap for an hour or so. *turns down the air*
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2006 10 April :: 10.23pm
Today after school was better than usual
Instead of the usual hangout trying to figure out what we were going to do we actually had an idea
We went to the 8 Ball to play some pool. Keep in mind I haven't played in years. We played some 9 ball and guess who won 6 games? Me!
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2006 8 April :: 11.37pm
Well
The night started out terrible
Then I went to the first party at Amanda's and had a wonderful time with skip-bo and ice cream
Second party started out very hectic, walking 6 blocks for cups then another 4 to figure out why my boyfriend left me. That of which I'm still not sure of.
I have a tremendous amount of presure constantly put on me. Unlike Thaddeus whom is loved by all of my friends and my family, my situation is the exact oposite. It kills but there are some things I'm just going to have to deal with. After all I really shouldn't worry about them anywhoo, I'm not wearing their ring on my finger. I guess I should look at it that way. It didn't stop Thad from 'poping the question' now did it? Still it is hard to think that way when you are in the present situation.
I guess I'll see what tomarrow may bring.
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2006 7 April :: 9.38am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Bella Morte - As Night Calls
So I was at work yesterday (my last day there) and I got this customer with a little girl. Her doctor denied her pills so she was bitching to me about how much she needs it and this little girl walks up and says, hi or something to that extent and she bitch just fkn snapped on her. So I finish ringing her out and the lady starts skreaming at her for putting a metal loop on the counter... Which... Was... You know... Actually attached to the counter. She felt like a fkn moron after figuring that out. So the girl wanted to use her 3 dollars to buy some kandy, and did so. She got yelled at the whole fkn time. I just kind of smiled at her before they left.
*sigh*
Anyways, I woke up rather early this morning and have been looking over this math handout. I have a test at 11:00. Sooo... Wish me luck or something. I wish it wasn't so bright in here all the time, a nap would probably do me well.
I want you near.
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2006 4 April :: 12.09am
:: Mood: content
Well I've gotten everything sorted out.
I'm looking forward to tomarrow morning. I love to wake in the arms of my love, though we have troubles at times like every other couple doesn't mean it will change what I feel twoards him.
I do love Thaddeus, with every inch in me I suppose I worry to much. But I have every reason to. Seeing him practicly die once over the very thing he wants to do most, well it can really mess up a person. Now I have a terrible fear of booze, and fear of losing him to it.
If I've learned one thing from Thaddeus throughout our relationship other than he's dependable, caring, and clumsy, but that when he does something he tends to overdue.
Well I'm off to talk with a dear friend of mine. I wish she were here. *sigh* Its been to long. And I'm afraid it will be long before I see her once again.
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2006 3 April :: 1.02pm
So someone came into my apartment last night and took my 2 liter of Mountain Dew and a can of Fritos. Seeing as only 4 people have been here the past 2 weeks, and my mom doesn't like either, I've narrowed it down to a fat girl, a prick, and an ex-best-friend.
Thanks for nothing
Absolutely nothing
Thanks for all your bullshit too
Thanks for everything you didn't do.
On a lighter note - my armys are manly.
My myspace is gone. I can't delete it because the e-mail address they have for me is no longer active.
There's also a good chance that you've been removed from my buddy list. Sooooo if you never hear from me again, that's why.
We're taking a train. :)
-LosrNancr
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2006 31 March :: 6.27pm
:: Mood: aggravated
Thank god for Michelle
If she wouldn't have been at my house today to keep my from losing the rest of my sanity
Someone would have found Thaddeus in my backyard
....or at least parts of him
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2006 17 March :: 9.01pm
A few pieces from the trip...
Read more..
Round trip to Michigan: $1300
The 69 Eyes concert tickets: 13.00
The Lost Boys DVD: 19.99
... Leaving your girlfriend's house at midnight with a bloody lip: Priceless.
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2006 12 March :: 7.37pm
Guess what!
I made out with my girlfriend all weekend in Michigan! Hah. Fuck you! I'm going home with a bloody lip. How hot are we?
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2006 11 March :: 10.30am
:: Mood: annoyed
Well.
It seems our plans didn't quite work out huh?
My plans were to go hang out with Thaddeus and Michelle at Paint a Pot then go to a movie theen to Felt Mansion.
We began to paint our pots and laughing at the fact it was a friday night we're all young and we're in a pottery studio. It sempt like it was all alright until Thad looked at the clock and said that the movie was going to start soon. Michelle and I both agreed that we could go to the next showing, but that wasn't good enough "it was supposed to be a whole "friend" thing." Completely being a buzz kill I looked at Michelle then back at Thad and told him he should leave. Seeing how now he was increadably annoying with the look of disappointment both me and Michelle felt really quilty. So he leaves at 7 and doesn't come back til' sometime after nine. Yeah we were both irretated he left in the first place, knowing neither of us had a phone but I try to look at it as if it was just a nice jesture by me to let him leave. That way really I can only blame myself. Well when he finally arrived he complained about how nobody was there at the movies but he decided to watch it anyway and then we were no longer able to go to the Mansion. Why? I have no fucking idea. My whole night was shot to hell. Thanks to Michelle I retained a little bit of the sanity I had but this kind of dissapointment happens all to often.
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2006 7 March :: 10.42am
Darling, I feel like a god when I am next to you.
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2006 6 March :: 9.27pm
I think I like my school schedual the way it is right now, I only have my first three hours I actually had a fourth but my teacher kicked me out of her class saying she didn't want any "failures" in her class. Eh, *shrug* it wasn't just me she kicked out so I didn't feel completely singled out. I tend to look on the brightside of things at least I don't have to sit next to someone who finds it nessasary to scream when upon talking to you, and I don't have to put up with a bitchy teacher. Well that one anyways.
So today I had gotten out one hour early from class, Thaddeus picked me up and we went out to the mall where he bought me a few things consisting of a corset, a HIM shirt ,and some awesome gloves. He spoils me. I don't find it fair I'm not able to buy him things when he goes out of his way to make me happy. But I'll tell ya, if I could buy the world it would be his. Buut since I cannot I went out and bought stuff to make dinner with all the dimes in my house. My way of repaying him until later.
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2006 4 March :: 10.00pm
I'm almost to the border of Tennesee right now to visit Miss Abby for her birthday party. Other than my mother and I nearly losing our minds because of the three year old screaming my aunts name in the seat directly across from us it was a good day. I went to the mall with Trever and Abbs so of course we had to go through the pet store.
Abby: I want a puppy
Me: you just got a new one hun for your birthday, she's waiting for you at home.
Abby: I want another one.
Me: I cant afford that, plus your going to get sick of it as soon as you get it home
Abby: no I wont
Me: fine then you can clean its poo
Abby: nevermind
By the way though we are not on good terms I would like to give thanks to Sirus for the layout, though I've done it before I thought I'd give credit again for his wonderful work.
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2006 4 March :: 9.52am
You spread my arms to fly
When walls arise between us
I could lie inside your arms, the stars won't shine again
When walls arise between us
Let us fly away again and vanish in the sky
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2006 4 March :: 9.42am
I did it all just for her...
...Just me and my poison girl.
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