wow what a great weekend??
well this weekend sucked
couldnt go out
sat home and talked on the phone
took stupid test online
boring
soo now i think my brother is going to take me out to get new shoes because i just got paid and stuff and i want better shoes then the gay ones i have now

another once sincei cant go out and its been a boring day!
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 | having kris go to rehab haha
02 | never stoping coke for the rest of my life
03 | not having kris?

THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
01 | kris
02 | Matt haha
03 | Ally

THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | Kris
02 | music
03 | sadly coke

THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 | kerro
02 | girls
03 | liers

THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01 | girls
02 | why people say they hate something but do it them self
03 | why kris has to go to rehab

THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01 | blank cds
02 | cup
03 | cd case

THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | talkin to kris
02 | writing this
03 | sitin

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
01 | um get a job
02 | get married
03 | buy kids

THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
01 | be angry
02 | be wierd
03 | be ugly

THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 | crazy
02 | mean
03 | weird

THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY LOOKS:
01 | red hair
02 | brown eyes
03 | short

THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
01 | um be smart
02 | stop crack haha
03 | not be angry

THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
01 | na yo
02 | kill youself
03 | i hate u

THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
01 | i
02 | dont
03 | care

THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN:
01 | dont
02 | fucking
03 | know

THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
01 | water?
02 | peach snapple
03 | juice

THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
01 | um i reallly dont know
02 | O
03 | O

10 People You Are Closest With (order) i dont want order but kris is 1st
1.Kris
2. Korky
3.Lou
4. Rios
5.Matt.fingers
6.Galler
7.Dan?
8.Ally
9. Peter
10 Joe heheh cuz.

9 Things You're Looking Forward To
1.when i get to go out again haha
2. seeing kris
3.Driving
4. crack
5.killing kerri
6.monday so i can have human contack cuz ive been home all weekend
7.next friday so i can go out haha like i said already
8. geting my stuff that i ordred
9. useing it?

8 Things You Wear Daily
1. shirt
2. hoodie
3. 8ball bracelet
4.ring
5. watch
6. jeans
7. underwear
8. bra....

9 Things That Annoy You
1. GIRLS!
2. people with money
3.niggers
4. global class
5. dad
6. mom
7. goin to work
8. Kerri
9. not goin out

6 Things You Touch Every Day
1. keys
2. hair
3. water when i shower
4. bed
5. kris pretty much
6. i duno lou?

7 Things You Do Every Day
1. sleep
2. wake up
3. shower
4. talk to kris
5. sleep
6. go online
7. use phone

4 People You'd Want to Spend More Time or Hang out With
1.kris
2.lou
3.rios
4.galler
5.fingers haha

6 Movies You Could Watch Over and Over
1.E.T since kirs is in there
2.veggie tales
3.goonies
4. anything with niggers
5.the one at korkys with the bunnys hhahaha


4 Of Your Favorite Songs At This Moment
1. misfts:scream
2. Sublime:scarelt bagonias even if its no that song
3. Chokin victim: 5 finger discount
4.Rancid:salvation

1 Person you want to spend the rest of your life with: kris

Things you love about your body: nothing im an ugly fuck

Things you hate about your body: all of it

Things you like about your personality:
i suck

Things you want to do/have happen to you before you die:i dont know id like to be with kris hahha and um i dont know

Number of times you have been in love: once

Number of times you have had your heart broken: not yet really

Number of hearts you have broken: dont know

Number of boyfriends/girlfriends you have had: 13 around there

Number of real boyfriends/girlfriends you have had: 5?

Number of girls/boys you have kissed in your life: 20something?

Number of people you would classify as true friends: 6

Number of piercings: one?

Number of tattoos: none

Number of things in my past that I regret: dating curry stuff like that

Last CD you bought: chokin vitcim like 5months ago

The last movie you saw in the theater: um i dont know the one with the niggers and kris and carlos

The last movie you rented: dont know

The last book you read: umm macbeth?

Your biggest fear: losin kris

Under your bed: another one
Birthday: dec 14
school: smithtown
Color of hair: red
Color of eyes: brown

Have you ever...
Called or seen a psychic: yea hahha ally
Had a crush on a teacher: mr needles
Done something stupid to impress your crush: na
Found a cartoon character attractive:no

Ever at anytime owned a New Kids On The Block tape: nope
Watched Punky Brewster:i thinks
Prank called someone: yea i have
Eaten a whole box of cookies and thought you were fat after: no?

but im not a guy
ur posativly a guy.


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bored test
Current Clothes:umm P.Js? Green day sweatshirt

Current Mood: i am bored

Current Music: Kid Dynamite cuz mike told me to download it then i saw it in matts band profile and remebered

Current Taste:mouth?

Current Hair:Red

Current Annoyance: being bored wanted to see kris and Kerri

Current Smell:crack

Current thing I ought to be doing: playing with kris

Current Desktop Picture: Kris i mean E.T

Current Favorite Artist: artist?

Current Favorite Group: sublime?

Current Book: um i dont know if u give a moose a muffen?

Current DVD In Player: Veggie tales

Current Color Of Toenails: i dont have one

Current Refreshment: yoohoo

Current Worry: that im going to have to kill a blonde haired slut next time i see her out in public

Current Crush: Kris bein he is the best

Current Favorite Celebrity: umm mr lunt from vegggie tale movie he really pulls off the pirates who dont do anything

LAST PERSON

You Touched: Kris

You Talked to: Kris

You Hugged: Kris

You Instant messaged: Mesiter

You Yelled At: Kris

You Had A Crush On: Kris

Who Broke Your Heart: Kris when he told russ we broke up cuz hes dumb

FAVORITE

Food: lemmons

Drink: snapple ;)

Color: black

Shoes: vans

Candy: umm crack

Animal: a briana aka a pig or hippo or cow or any other large mammel

TV Show: ummm i dont knnow?

Movie: veggie tales? E.T, Goonies, a walk to remeber hahahhahahahha noo that movie makes me laugh cuz she has cancer

Dance:DDR

Song: anything by sublime is good or misfits:scream

Vegetable: i dont like

Fruit: umm shhhs

ARE YOU

Understanding: yea i guess

Open-minded: Yes

Arrogant: na but kris is ha

Insecure:yea i guess so

Interesting: u tell me

Hungry: fat?

Friendly: pretty much

Smart: na yo

Moody: Yes very much so

Childish: yea i mean i love veggie tales and alway make kris go to the toy store with me but its ok cuz i work with little kids?

Independent:yes

Hard working: i have a job

Organized: na yo

Healthy: yea coke keeps me healthy

Emotionally Stable: na

Shy: na

Difficult: sometimes

Attractive:NAAA YO i mean someone even wrote in my journal thats why i have no friends since im ugly which im guessing was kerri she is shallow after all

Bored Easily: yea

Messy: Yea

Thirsty: sure

Responsible: with crack

Obsessed: na yo

Angry: yea dawg

Sad: yea i think

Happy: sometimes

Trusting: yea of some people

Ill: yea illy

Talkative: yea coke makes me very open hahaa

Original: Yea dawg

Different: yea sure

Unique: if u say so

Ignored: sure

Content: sure

Optimistic: na

Deep thinker: oh yea

Self-disciplined: Not at all

Sleepy: Yup

Lonely: sometmes but i got kris

WHO DO YOU WANT TO

Kill: kerri

Slap:kerrri

Be Like: not kerri like matt *fingers

Talk To Offline: i dont know matt galller since he is god?

Boreddd
i am bored so i ordered stuff with my moms creit card like a misfits belt buckle and a sreaching weasel shirt and some pinssssss '
i want kris to come over again tonight but i doubt it will work since my brothers home and stuff....

so i didnt go out last night
i didnt go out it sucked i sat home and talked to kris all night since he couldnt do anything besides have me or matt over his house and since matt was at the battle of the bands and i was home he didnt have anything to do hahah
sooo he came over later on that night .....and the weirdest thing happen with my dog some how it got out....when all the doors where closed and someone got over the fence and was stuck in my next store house and was barking for like 20mins till i went and got him
thats it goood thing we didnt get caught

poor kris
kris has to go to rehad it reallly sucks i dont want him to go
and jill i dont know u or like u for that matter so stop reading and writing comments in my journal its really gay and immature but then again u are 14

yoo nigga
guna kick kerris ass he and nick called my house and told my parents i do coke and got her boyfriend to and its not my fucking problem korky does it .
kris got in trouble at school with weed not goodat alll hes so dumb
got caught cuting global hahah after mouths of cuting
im guna kill kerri think but i dont know if i should punch her because i dont need to get in trouble with school that wont make stuff better at home since they already wanna send me toa girl schoool and we all know how much i hate girls
im really unhappy
i never get this way i found my self almost cryiing 2 nights in the row once on the phone with galler and once rios ...well maybe i was crying not something im proub of but i cant take this stuff no more my mom hates and treats me like shit
i wanna stop coke but i know i cant im stoping this week at least since i cant go out
maybe kerris right i do have a problem but she has a bigger one...me
hahha

hey jill puched me but its ok now
that girl jill got 5dollors which was stolen from kris to punch me last night at the show but she a dumbass cuz she ran after sge dud ut but later on i got her back and her friend pulled me off of her

hey
soo lets see last night was crazy! reallly crazy and i have really red hair now and i hate it
bouncing souls show today hehe hope i can still go

guesss what my little kris did
we got 600 dollors? or kris does? geting 11grams? crazy?!?
last night was alright went to kris's with people....tonight should be better

oh my goodness
i hung out with my fingers after work
oh how i missed that kid hes the best heheheh i gave him a great big hug and kiss but he hates me so says rios and so does everyone else im really mad at him he says im a crazy bitch and no one likes me and i dont fucking understand why he is being such a dick lou galller fingers and peter say i am a crazy bitch like rios said but they like me and i think dan said he doesnt really care to much soo rios can suck my fucking dick
oh and seeing fingers made it better
oh and the little girl jakie at my job asked me if i was married....so funny

havent updated
SATURDAY
me and kris went into smithtown. then we took the trian to st.james. we saw tara and areille cant spell it. and we where guna get them shit but the dude never came and we waited to like 9 30 and after that forgot it. oh and we saw dan...talked about jon. lots o fun
SUNDAY
grandmas sucked
MONDAY
galller said something mean to me i got mad. went into town with kris. not to work. funny shit. some lady called us assholes for laughting at her dumb runing then went to beat up kris but didnt do a great job. got kris pezzzzz cuz he loves pezzz
TODAY
i ddidnt go to schoool because schoool sucks. kris camne over we waited till 8 out in the woods then went to my house till like 1 30 then left and i went home and im going to work soon

ekkers
i got 1.5 well im wait i put it in a cd case out side the money that is and kris is guna put it there and take my money haha then ill go get it

geting a grammy?
kris is coming here with the kid to give me a gram since i stole money from mom and i hope i dont get caught but i dont think i wil since i alway get the wierd feeling when i think i will...better not get caught

warning u i wrote a fuck of alot here cuz i am ya no good?
so tonight was really nice and so was today really. lets see i hung out with my sister i got black and white flim cuz i figgure i should start taking picture again if im going to that school for it haha i got my cheek cashed only 50 dollors but it was ok cuz i had like 100 something already which made my night nice but thats not right now to talk about haha.we got pizza llike fancy pizza well she did i kinds just siped snapple. so anyways we tired to go to the a flea market but coouldnt find it to bad lets see what else haha (notice how much im typing ;) ) oh we went to the mall so she could get her eyebrows waxed got a cool picture that she wants to kill me for its the lady with her knee in her thing cuz she was close to her and her face in the mirro looken funny haha. she made fun of hommies it was funny and we listen to sublime really loud and it was nice. haha oh yea we stoped at the bull to take pictures cuz she lives in maine and she "wants to show the maine people what smithtown is really about" haha and some 10 year olds where like your gay your gay your gay your gay haha on a mini buss. anyways brother came home also we went to get stupid food for the family i didnt eat just watched
went to kris's got stuff korky came he didnt do any cuz he says he doesnt want to anymore cuz kerri made him think about how he shouldnt and he doesnt wanna lose her but he still hangs out with us haha suprised he didnt give in cuz i think i would. wish i had more sucks alot but i might get more i duno scared to leave cuz moms home now
ya no wats funny we got stuff from that kid by kris and then from jon haha but hte other kid is alot better but jon we got 1.5 and the kid a ball and they where both the same amount so i duno who i like better cuz jons is just alright but nice and hooked up and the other kids isnt hooked up at all its even a little less but its soo good like nimo maybe better
also im thinkin maybe i need to stop but then again i duno its hard kris says it also but ive done it for so long now thats its hard to not do it . i even wanna smoke again now which sucks alot i dont want kris to give me any haha he says he will stop if i stop the stuff but i cant and i doubt he can haha

crazy family
so my sister is home she soo crazy haha she got me a journal type thing and told me i should right in it and cut and paste things that will help me remeber stuff weird

phohooh

Which Sesame Street Muppet Are You?

kris came to schoooly
kris went to my school we had stuff it was fun didnt go to work also fun
i hate my family moms crazy nigger

waiting for kris to get here
final this fucking thing works
we got stuff friday....went to korkys....got friday
riped off again but the kid told kris he make it up to us.
saturday
no one was home kris came here
sunday
saw ally at my aunts it was so boring there feel asleep watching dumb movie
monday
went to work then hung out with kris then we went back to his house and jill and mellissa came over with bricks saying they were guna smash his window since he cause jill boyfriend to brake up with her...stupid
today?
worked made cat mask kris is coming and i think he is going to my school tommorow

i knew id get this for some reason
now i dont know why i took this or put it here haha

Macbeth's:
Lady Macbeth -
Macbeth's wife, a deeply ambitious woman who lusts
for power and position. Early in the play she
seems to be the stronger and more ruthless of
the two, as she urges her husband to kill
Duncan and seize the crown. After the bloodshed
begins, however, Lady Macbeth falls victim to
guilt and madness to an even greater degree
than her husband. Her conscience affects her to
such an extent that she eventually commits
suicide. Interestingly, she and Macbeth are
presented as being deeply in love, and many of
Lady Macbeth's speeches imply that her
influence over her husband is primarily sexual.
Their joint alienation from the world,
occasioned by their partnership in crime, seems
to strengthen the attachment that they feel to
one another.


* Which Tragic Shakespearean Heroin are You? *
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E.T was at my house tonight i love him

maddness
daddy slaped me haha then left now kris is coming over
found my ccds....cooooooooooooooooooooool

sooo
Yesterday.i didnt go to work.me and kris did shrooms. it was alright. got my glasses.saw a miget or little boy fall and it was so funny he was dressed like he was going to work
today got pushed into the wall as vinny and james where fighting i mean jimmy it was funny. gave everyone fishy stamps. went to global all week but i didnt wannna go today so i didnt thats about it

shrooms
i did shroooms?

im geting shroommys
so today was ok lou gave me a magic 8ball. failed bio test. got in mad trouble at home. hurt my leg. mom says cant go out friday but im sure that will chance. i am geting shrooms from matt tommorow and i have to pay 5 more bucks since he is bringing them to school. kinda scared to do that. but if kris is there im sure illl be fine

peter is stayin!
peters test came up for crack.cocaine and weed but its ok because he gets one more chance but after that its off to brentwood with the niggers he better be good
thats it today sucked i went to school which sucked went to global shes so buged out
going to hang out with kris after work i think
i hope we get our money back
oh and i might be geting shrooms

ohhhhh jesus
peters test came up postive. he is going away and im soo fucking sad

no schoool for cait
i didnt go to school today and kris came over. we has a nice time. we made cookies hehe. then he walked with me to work and we saw fingers lou and galler stayed with them for like 20mins then i had to go to work and kris walked me there then i think he went back to galllers