i dont know
so i talk to rios and lou. they arent mad? but i dont know what is really going on. Matt and me i dont think can be friends he doesnt want to be i dont think. i still love matt but i cant change his mind. and i feel so bad for kris. i mean its ok for matt not to be my friend but with kris its like they have been friends for so long ...it wouldnt be right if he did that. SO rios says ive been more angy latly. i guess its cuz alot of shit keeps bothering me. Ill try and stop i dont want to piss them off

Fingers...
Matt is being very mean. I dont know why. He thinks he is fucking cool or something. He is being all gay to me kris..if it wasnt for us matt still be a shy piece of shit and now he has friends thanks to us so if hes going to be a dick he can fuck off

sleepy
So yesterday was school that girl stoped fighting with me. i got a card from peter. it was funny. went to crazy doctor. he said nothing was rong with me. matt picked me up we went the mall. me and kris got aloot alooooot of stuf..he still has some...we had fun ...were so gay we went to sports plus..went back to sams cuz my mom made me sleeped there. home now

I MISS MY LITTLE MIKEY
today on the buss me and greg where talking about mike kinda. and i realized i really miss him im guna ask him to play with me. i need a good mike time. hes always fun.

homies..
so went to wilision tec it was kinda dumb but it was funny cuz keith and all them left and took a taxi home and we knew but the teacher in charge didnt so we spend like half an hour waiting for them
that hommie girl stared with me i dont get it i dont do fucking shit shes nuts she called me ugly and fat which may be true but coming from he it makes me mad cuz shes so ugly and gay and i dont know why she hates me its so stupid

After long nights of thinking and hard work i have pick two prettyfull names for my two lovely mice. The smaller one, with shiny beautifull black silky hair has been named moose, on account of he makes me smile and makes me think of a moose. Hes so cute. The shiny white one with the spoted paterns name has also neen picked. His name is pineapple. I think it well suits him and i might change it but as of now it stick, i keep calling him brad but ill get used to the change
R.I.P Brad Nowell the mouse

welll my nigga might come through
so today. went to work. then lousis. then home oh yea
and today in school keith tells me hes guna get me my shit before sat, now i dont belive this and i tell him so and he still says it will happen and he did start comin to math so maybe he will he says said hes guna throw in a free gram or 2 now if he does this cait will be very pleased and soo will kris im sure and matt that fucking cracker bitch loves his shit soo i hope it happens but im not geting my hopes up this kid has been a pain in the ass for a good 2 weeks so idont really trust him
also jon called peter. fucking nigger. i hope he calls me soon haha yea right iwant him to stop being gay and pay everyone back
jerrys back tomorrow hahha ..weird

OH daddy ...
i total forgot my daddy knows what an 8ball stands for sooo funny he told my mom so i made him look dumb by saying its a band "88 fingers louie" hahha kris said to so i did and since im listening to it mabe me think of it ;)

dammmm i hate school
had school pretty gay day along with my gay new shoes which i already got rid of a put my old old old ones on not the ones i had before these but older ones but i put new laces in soo its like there new shoes. i got a physical. hahha they made me pee on a stick. it wasnt a drug test tho..at least i hope haha. well i am going to see wilson tex tom periods like 2-5 i think ...should be just great fun. i cant fucking wait to see some niggers tell me about the school . i hope there are alot of niggers. i hear rummers that there are more niggers then a racist girl like me can wish for. going to lousis for band practice after work. thats bout it

gay shoes..i think so
Pretty normal day. Peter sang the stupid song. slaped dan. hit lou. made fun of poser monkia . had work. i got stupid new shoes. red cons. i dont like new shoes. there to fucking new. nigger. made a test. gotta fix it

silly test
i took the test tha matt and kris little boy friend made up and its funny cuz look at i got Kris - you're a punk/cokehead. You're in a band
that tries to play good music, but it's not
quite working out. You steal from your parents
all the time.


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eeek
I didnt go to work,becasue its like to late now and it gets out at 430 today cuz of the snow. i fucking hate snow. its matts birthday and i cant go there cuz mom wont drive in the snow. I also hate smithtown alot. they are trying to put me in a retared bio class. there is no fucking way ill go. ill just act like they didnt even switch me and keep going to my reg bio and 5th period class...fuckers cant stop me

UHH
Name: cait
Sex: girl
Birth date:dec/14/86 Location:my house?Height: five foot 1
Eye color: light brown?
Hair color: brownish redish and purple
What does your name mean: that im a faggot
High school graduation year: 2005
Favorite relatives: ally tina those kids
Summer memory:well peters house? na yo vvally streams that one time ....made my life a hole lot diffrent
Favorite TV shows:i fucking hate tv but i like elmo
What\'s on your mousepad:dont got one
In the car- ac or windows: ac
Do you believe in yourself: i dont know what you mean like i belive im real?
Favorite game:i like the blowing in kris's mouth game haha ally showed me haha
Favorite drink: ummmm waater
Favorite food:little boys
Favorite colors:black Favorite sounds: matts sounds
Favorite smell:crack burning Worst feeling in the World:NO CRACK? losing jon?
best feeling in theWorld: YES CRACK? having jon hahha
Favorite thing to do on a weekend:matts house
Favorite soundtrack:umm fuck urself
Where do you see yourself in 10 years:here or at matts
First thought in the morning:open my eyes
sickness:yes? is that a question i get sick alot cuz of my job
Rollercoasters- deadly or exciting:there nice
How many rings before you answer the phone: 2
Future son names:Matt eskbar cant fucking spell it sorry rios....Jon haha
Future daughter names:suzy
Are you a good friend: to some
Chocolate or Vanilla cake: coke
What do you drive:feet
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal:Yea my nigga
Thunderstorms cool or scary: just peachy
If you could meet one person in the World, who would it be: ummmm....i dont know someone cool?
What is your zodiac sign: sagatrus cant spell im fucking retared
What do you wear to bed:8ball pants
Do you eat stems of broccoli: i dont eat broccoli
If a girl ever asked you for the shirt on your back, would you give it to her? umm..yea?
If you could have any occupation when you get older, what would it be: teacher maybe
If you could dye your hair one color, what would it be: i can dye my hair...its purple
If you could have a tattoo, what and where would it be: i dont know maybe the sublime thing or an 8ball and i dont know where on ass?
Favorite brand of gum: i dont care
What is your favorite quote:your a faggot? kill ur self? I hate kris?
Have you ever been in love: maybe
What\'s on your walls in your room: sublime,veggie tale,bob the bulider,nofx/ranid,boucinsouls/antiflag posers? pictures ..shirts from camp. random stuff. rios's shoe and knife
Is the glass half-empty or half-full: fuck ur self
Pick a song that describes yourself or that you can relate to:i dont really know? 2 hookers and an 8 ball
Favorite flavor Snapple: well tahst easy peach :) matt...
Which one, Coke or Pepsi: COKE
Which kind of milk is your favorite: goat
righty or lefty or ambidextrous:righty
Do you type with your fingers on the right keys:sure When you meet a person of the opposite sex, you notice their:ummm i duno
If you could be one gardening tool, which one would it be? umm a pen tube
What kind of shoe would you be if you had an option:i dont know....vans
What's under your bed:a bed
What\'s the best number in the World: 0880
What is your dream car: Jons
Who is your biggest crush right now: Kris?
Nickname:cait
School:shs
Bacon Bits Or croutons: croutons i dont eat meat
Favorite Salad Dressing: i duno
Do you Drink: sometimes..
What type of Shampoo/Conditioner:whatever is in the shower
Have you ever been skinny dipping:yea dont fucking ask..aunt lucie is soo nuts ....she like riped my my clothing off
Do you make fun of people: yes
Have you ever been convicted of a crime:i duno
Best friends online/offline: tnsc?
One pillow or two:1
Pets: MICE
Favorite Movies:i dont know
Favorite type of music: i like emo alot hahahahha no i dont i dont know fuck u
Hobbies:im to dumb
Word or Phrase you overuse:faggot and nigger
Toothpaste: watever
Piercing or tattoos:both
Do you get along with your parents:someitmes
Favorite beer:umm beer..sucks
Favorite song at the moment: i duno
Favorite subject in school: i duno bio? math..its fun in there
Least favorite subject in school: fucking...bio and math
Most humiliating moment: um i dont know matt seams to steel them all
Craziest or Silliest Person You Know: matt?
Least Favorite Holiday: ummm thanksgivem and kris's birthday

Oh joy
im glad to report that the mice are geting along. They kissed and made up. They had a talk in the giant strawberry and all is well in the world of mouses...ahhh thats better

awwwwwwwwwww shit
the mice where fighting. I really hope they dont kill each other. The white one was biting the black one. Just cause hes a niggger. I hope there just playing. Id be so pissed if they died already. Id get a fish. They dont fight.

why caits not nice
see how caring cait gets.
xxDumbBurnOutxx: hi
MrLunt135: hi
xxDumbBurnOutxx: do u think if u have a needle and u shot air in ur vains ull die?
MrLunt135: no i dont think it really works
xxDumbBurnOutxx: what abotu water?
MrLunt135: na
MrLunt135: maybe if u like blow in to it
MrLunt135: or like ..cleaning stuff haha
xxDumbBurnOutxx: i stole madd needles from the doctors office
MrLunt135: haha y
xxDumbBurnOutxx: so i can shoot stuff in my vains and see what happens
MrLunt135: oh
xxDumbBurnOutxx: yes
xxDumbBurnOutxx: lol
xxDumbBurnOutxx: maybe ill die
MrLunt135: carefull
MrLunt135: dieing can be messy
xxDumbBurnOutxx: not if its with a needle and fast and simple
MrLunt135: true that
xxDumbBurnOutxx: yes

HMM
oh i freeked out good tonight when it was deaded. SO we got more haha and i owe matt 20 dollors. We only had 30 and his grams are 55 and he let us have the full gram. Its illy

HMM
oh i freeked out good tonight when it was deaded. SO we got more haha and i owe matt 20 dollors. We only had 30 and his grams are 55 and he let us have the full gram. Its illy

funn?
today i went to fingers. We went to the mall and stuff. Got "stuff" : ) the fucking kid was all nice again and spoted us. I dont get it. He must be dumb and/or rich. Kris drank and did it and is silly. It was funny.

HMMM
i think that we are going to matts. The i dont know what kris says mall. I dont know. I hate the mall but for fingers ill do anything. Hahah

Just woke up..
Yea i just woke up. I think my parents are going to some party thing today at my godmothere house. Luckly i dont have to go. They leave me home all the freekin time. Its no fair haha. I think i am aloud out this time. I dont know if matt wants me there with lou and galler but if he does i guesss im gonna go play with them. If not i have noooo idea.

BORED ???? DUMB TESTS

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life. Please stop, the clowns'll eat me...


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Kris left
SOo kris was here tonight my mommy and daddy went to a play so he came over. Didnt really do much. Watched Muppet Treasure Island,music,nimoed it up :) ;) some understand and if ally sees and is like why NIMO well ask me ill explain hahah. SO did that ...dude kris's little homie friend hes nice he like helped us out. My parents still arent home and im pretty bored. Kris should have just stayed but i was geting way to scared. Dont want mommy and daddy coming home.
You know this "journal" it stared out as a "joke" ;) but i seam to have nothing better to do with my time then fucking bull shit and write here
Rios has been kidnaped by his family. Bret stole him and is making him ski in a far away place. Rape and otther things such as rape may take place. Im guna put his name on the milkcarton

blah tests bored i hate snow

Ketamine is your fun trip. That's all good though,
after all it's safer than PCP! my aim sn is
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i got 2 new mice yo