Jealousy, turning saints into the sea...
So I'm not really sure why I just sit here... Caring so damn much about people, knowing I obviously don't mean too much to them.

I mean, every day, I walk on eggshells, trying to make sure I don't do anything to upset anyone... And whenever someone does something to upset me, I just let it slide by. As I'm sure I have said before, I'm just too fucking forgiving.

I don't know why all of this hurts so much...

I'm not sure why the little things upset me, either.

I'm just really fragile... And so much shit has happened lately... I just don't know how to deal with it really. I'm sure I'm not really making sense, but this is all just what's coming to my mind...

I'm so scared, since he's so far away... Some perfect girl is just going to walk into his life and sweep him off his feet... And he'll go back to his old lifestyle... And I'll just fade into nothnig and be forgotten.

I don't know why it bothers me so much... The things he does... (Or used to do, moreso...) It makes him happy, but it fucking tears me apart... I just don't want him to fall apart.

I don't want us to fall apart.

I love him so much... And this just keeps getting harder and harder.


Living my life's not hard enough. Take everything away.


It just goes to show, things can't go right.

The End.

Broken Hearts