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2005 25 January :: 6.57pm
:: Mood: <3
:: Music: Letter Kills- Hold My Heart
Think of me when you're dreaming, and know that I'm wide awake, thinking of you...
Wow. Today went surprisingly well.
Mr. Riel was in a really bad mood, but we sang a lot, so I was happy... But when it came to the Small Ensamble thing, I was the only Soprano 1. So... I was by myself singing that part. It wasn't too bad. But I kept getting off pitch. Oh well.
I sat by myself during gym. We were outside. Just Wadsworth's class. I have no friends except for Marcus in that class, and he always plays basketball. I'm scared of basketballs. (I'm being serious.) So I sat on a bench and read my book, and wrote a paper for Riel. I felt like a NERD. I like the word nerd a lot now. Ha.
Mrs. Johnson is gone! YAYY!
Mr. Moore's class was cool, as always...
Didn't read for AR time! Woo.
;_; Mean people pushed me down at break. ):
Mrs. Glasgow wasn't here today. (: I didn't read at all. I messed around online for the whole class period. Haha.
Mrs. Connors isn't taking our notebooks up, the one time I have it all together. Just my fucking luck. -_- Oh well.
I love John more than he loves me.
He is my bit... I mean, love. (:
~Zennousha
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2005 24 January :: 7.55pm
:: Mood: *sigh*
:: Music: Crossfade- So Far Away
Note to self: I miss you terribly.
Today was alright. I hate Mondays, though. I was so exhausted... In Chorus, we worked on Lullabye. I like it a lot. And I have the Soprano 1 part. ^_^ I'm excited, but nervous. I'm in a small ensamble, and Rhianna and I have a duet. We have to perform them at some PTA meeting. o_o;; TEH NERVOUSNESS.
Started Health class today... We went to the weight room that I didn't even know we had... Then, Mrs. Johnson wasn't there. Substitute teacher for 2 weeks. w00t w00t.
We had a really deep conversation with Mr. Moore about drugs and stuff... About how life was going to be different in High School, and those were the years that determined your future. He also told us that lots of guys use girls in relationships, haha. But, yeah... It was neat.
Mrs. Glasgow wants to talk to me about a paper I wrote... She didn't seem mad... And she gave me an A+, but I'm still nervous.
I think I did good on the test in Mrs. Connors class. I totally cheated, though. Haha. I wrote all the formulas on a peice of paper. Oh well. ^^;;
Apparently, my new name is Delicious Dana. Along with Super Staci, Joey the jew, and Jolly Jesse. "DAGGON, DELICIOUS DANA!" "That man is DEEEADDDD! Lemme, tell yuh!"
...Completely different note: I'm somewhat nervous about John starting public school. Haha, I feel like a mother sending my kid off to their first day of Kindergarten. :P But yeah... o.o Paranoia. Gah.
Speaking of which, he called today. We didn't get to talk much, but it was good to hear his voice. (Yeah, I'm lame... Shut up.) I think I have free long distance. I'll check with my dad. I really miss talking to him...
I have Phantom of the Opera songs stuck in my head... and it's kind of depressing me. Oh well. =/
We never said our love was ever-green, or as unchanging as the sea, but if you ever find a moment, stop and think of me.
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2005 23 January :: 10.32pm
:: Mood: I love John?
:: Music: Eminem- Ass Like That
There will never be a day when I won't think of you...
Saw Phantom of the Opera today. It was so good. I saw it on Broadway over the summer, and I'm reading the book. None of them are the same. Ha. It was really good, nontheless.
I'm talking to John. Yay. I can't wait til I talk to him on the phone again, though...
I'ma talk to John then go to bed. Monday tomorrow. Ugh.
Note to self: I miss you terribly. This is what we call a tragedy. Come back to me, come back to me, to me...
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2005 22 January :: 8.22pm
:: Music: Screeching Weasel- You Are My Sunshine
Please don't take my sunshine away...
I just reread that last entry, and accidentally bolded "I still love my ex", which is completely not true. Ha.
Aisha came over, and straightened my hair... And I looked for things I could get John for his Birthday. Aisha and Rhianna both have their dresses for formal, and it's not until April. Ha. Losers. (I'll probably get mine last minute. Oh well.)
I miss being able to talk to John often. It sucks. I miss him a lot. I'm really sleepy. Carly woke me up at like, 7. Ugh. I probably won't go to bed anytime soon, though.
I've felt pretty much emotionless for the past couple of days. I mean, for the most part. I got to talk to John a few times, and then I was happy. Otherwise, I felt... blah. I donno.
I don't have much to update about.
I love you, John.
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2005 21 January :: 5.16pm
:: Mood: Moderate.
:: Music: The Exies- Ugly
Melted bread.
Put everything that's true about you in bold type.
01. I miss somebody right now
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love olives
04. I love sleeping
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses
07. I love to play video games
08. I've tried marijuana.
09. I've watched porn movies (...Only 'cause they're funny.)
10. I have been in a threesome
11. Ive had psycho-ex in a past relationship
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy
13. I have acne free skin.
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton
15. I curse frequently
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a hobby
18. I've been told I can suck the chromes off a trailer hitch.
19. I carry my lighter everywhere with me at times
20. I'm really, really smart at times.
21. I've broken someone's bone/bones
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal
23. I love the rain
24. I'm paranoid at times
25. I own a 90's pop CD
26. I need money right now
27. I love Sushi
28. I talk really, really fast sometimes
29. I have fresh breath in the morning
30. I have long hair
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister
33. I was born in a big city
34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis
35. I have a twin
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look sometimes
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months (No big lies)
40. I have brown eyes
41. I am usually pessimistic
42. I have a lot of mood swings
43. I think prostitution should be legalized
44. I think Britney Spears is hot
45. I have cheated on a test
46. I have a hidden talent
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
48. I think that I'm funny
49. I am currently single
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex (Not like made out or anything...)
51. I enjoy talking on the phone (With people I'm comfortable with)
52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants (Most of the time... Or whenever no one's around.)
53. I love to shop.
54. I would rather shop than eat
55. I would classify myself as ghetto. (Hell yes, my brothers.)
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders
57. I'm obsessed with my online journal
58. I don't hate anyone.
59. I'm a pretty good dancer
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
62. I have a cell phone
63. I believe in God
64. I watch MTV/Vh1 on a daily basis.
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
66. I love drama
67. I have never been in a real romantic relationship before (Hopefully this one will change that...)
68. I've rejected someone before
69. I currently have a crush on or in love with someone
70. I don't know what I want to do for the rest of my life
71. I want to have children in the future
72. I have changed a diaper before
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
76. I'm not allergic to anything
77. I have a lot to learn
78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes
81. I am online a lot
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved
83. I have tried alcohol before
84. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past
85. I own the South Park movie.
86. I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum
88. I enjoy some country music
89. I want to beat britney spears with a rock for over an hour
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story" close 96.
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
98. I have dated a close friend's ex
99. I'm happy as of this moment
100. I was born in the 90s but I am truly a child of the 80s
101. I haven't showered in two days. . . and I like it.
102. I'd rather be in Germany than anywhere else.
103. I’m obsessed with getting manicures/pedicures
104. I want to visit Italy either for the first time or again
105. I'm one of those types who is easily amused; the stupidest of things can make me laugh.
106. I have cried in the last week
107. I have flirted with someone I didn't like just to get something out of it.
108. I like at least three British Comedy TV Shows
109. I've lived in one place for more than 10 years
110. I have overslept and missed my classes
111. I've been on TV
112. I listen to music no matter what I am doing
113. I yell at the tv when I watch sports
114. I miss being homeless
115. I am obsessed with WB dramas
116. I was in a situation where I almost died.
117. I think that Burger King has the best burgers
118. I still love my ex
119. I voted. (HELL YEAH! I RAN FOR PRESIDENT, BITCHES!)
120. I'm really shy around the same sex sometimes.
121. I am partially gay and very much proud of who I am
122. I’ll sing no matter where I am or who I’m with
123. People generally confuse me.
124. I'm a stoner and proud
125. I'm in love.
126. I am really mad at someone right now but will probably get over it...maybe
127. I love someone that will never appreciate how much i care for them
128. I want to be somewhere else right now
129. I love Al Green and George Clinton & Parliament Funkadelic
130. I love downloading illegal music
131. I have the best friends in the entire world
132. I love my car more than life itself
133. I'm part of American University Class of 2009.
134. I like the way black nailpolish looks.
135. I love using the word "ya'll".
136. I play a musical instrument and enjoy it
137. I'm dead sexy, and conceited.
138. I would like a new life at some points.
139. Anything would be better than this right now.
140. Some one has chosen Halo over me
141. I enjoy classical music.
142. I have been to at least five other states (and driving through them doesn't count).
143. I would rather read than watch TV or play video games.
144. I'm addicting to Live Action Role Playing
145: I've payed monthly to play atleast 3 online video games (not all at once though, mind you)
146: I think penguins would make one of the best pets
Today was alright. Sulva made me feel really smart. There was dough, and he said, "What is that, melted bread or something?" Ha. He was being serious, too.
I love John. (:
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