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2005 5 January :: 9.40pm
:: Music: Straylight Run- Existentialism on Prom Night
I know you're getting sick of it.
*sigh*
I'm sick of feeling so alone.
Feeling like I need to have someone to call my own.
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Looks like Michael might come back down. There's like, no way I can make everyone happy this time, so I don't know what to do. It looks Keely, Eli and Carly really want him to come... And I have a feeling that Aisha, Rhianna and John... and a few other people might be upset with me...
I hate it when people are upset with me. Looks like it's going to be that way, no matter what I choose.
*sigh*
...And my God, I feel so lonely.
I don't know... Blah.
Sing me something soft, sad, and delicate... Or loud, and out of key. Sing me anything...
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2005 4 January :: 7.59pm
Ahhhh, those cupcakes are deformed!!
Haha I'm at Rhianna's house. We were doing Science Fair stuff. We're making cupcakes for it!! ^_^ Yay. But some of the cupcaked came out deformed and stuff. One batch tasted like pretzels, hardy har har. We got, like, nothing done at first. XD We wrote our hypothesis and made 2 of the batches of cupcakes. Haaaaaa.
Aisha came, and we looked at stuff for formal. :D Yay.
I am soooo sleepy and I went back to school today, and I are sad... ;_;
And I've been waiting for so long just to hold you in my arms...
*sigh*
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2005 3 January :: 12.58pm
:: Music: Utada Hikaru- Simple and Clean
Wish I could prove I love you- But does that mean I have to walk on water?
I feel like I'm losing touch with the people I love again. I hate how I always feel this way, though...
I am going to be really upset if I waste my last day of break doing NOTHING. *sigh*
Yeah...
I'm just starting to give up on some things. =/
I have a feeling I'm going to mess this up. Again.
I'm going to try and make something work out for today.
So maybe I won't be so pissed at myself.
Spare me just three last words
"I love you" is all she heard...
I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever
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2005 2 January :: 4.08pm
:: Music: Slipknot- Eyeless
How many times have you wanted to kill everything and everyone- You say you'll do it, but never will.
Well yeah...
I've gone back to my regular emo self. Once again. -.- Damnit.
I'm sure I'll be feeling a little better by later today. I think I get to see my Prilly midget.. (Alek Prilliman is in town, bitches.)
But yeah...
People around me think I might have found someone new...
But, despite what they think- I'm still stuck on you. =/ *sigh*
Oh well.
Fire missiles.
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2005 1 January :: 12.00am
New Year. Same rotten lonely feeling.
I love Aisha and Keely and John so much.
Seems like Randy and I are kind of getting closer, too?
Wow.
Looks like I'm going to formal with Marcus. Well yeah.
Later.
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