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2004 31 December :: 5.47pm
:: Music: Evanescence- Lies
Nothing can just work anymore.
Well, so much for the "party". I think I'll call Marcus and Brennen up, see if they can come. Like, no one's coming, because someone else is having a party. It'll be like 5 people. Oh well. At least I'm not just sitting around this year?
I really want someone special to spend New Year's with. -.- Holidays always make me so emo and lonely feeling (Haha, like that's any different than usual.) But I really want a boyfriend. I've never really been in an actual relationship. The two "boyfriends" I've had... One lasted a week, and the other... Well, we talked on the phone... 3 times in a 3 month period. -.-
*sigh*
I know relationships are dumb and pointless at this age... But it really does feel good to have someone you can call your own.
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2004 30 December :: 6.09pm
:: Mood: Accomplished.
:: Music: Brand New- Okay, I believe you, but my Tommy gun don't.
I am Heaven sent.
I am officially THE best.
I got the Rejected Cartoon up top now, my ninjas.
Hell yeah. I am awesome. :D
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
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2004 29 December :: 12.14pm
:: Music: The Killers- Mr. Brightside
Jealousy turning saints into the sea. Swimming through sick lullabies.
I fell asleep on the phone last night. Oops. I was supposed to stay up until 5 and listen to some radio show with John, haha. I ended up crashing at about 12:30 I think. Woke up at 4:30 to a dial tone, so I'm assuming John fell asleep, too.
Yesterday was one of my mood swingy days. I was all emo feeling in the morning... Then I got kind of angry with my mom for making me 45 minutes late...
But that's okay. Because Randy was 5 hours late. ;P
I somewhat attempted DDR. Then we watched all the good people play...
"Uh, how do you get upstairs?" :D
Then I talked to my most favorite wigger on the phone. Then he left me to talk to someone that I hate. Then he called me back and I fell asleep. Ha. Oops.
Good morning, America!
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2004 27 December :: 10.40pm
You could've made me not alone.
I just keep waiting for you, but you're never available.
I can't just sit around and wait forever... I can't.
I didn't need to say what I said. I hate updating my journal then deleting the entries.
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2004 21 December :: 10.18pm
Yes!!
Emo-ness is worn off again. It's funny how talking to John makes everything better.
I just went downstairs, bracing myself for a huge bitching, but my daddy gave me Christmas presents!! :D
Haggard and CKY 4, bitches.
Happy ChristmaHannuKwanzIkah to you!
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