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2004 21 December :: 8.48pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: Hawthorne Heights- Dissolve and Decay.
Maybe it is jealousy...
Well, I guess this means my good mood is gone.
I don't see how I can go through such extreme mood changes...
But right now, my heart is torn. It feels awful. I don't know how to describe it, but it's longing for somethnig- someone... It feels so... empty. *Sigh* I don't know...
I guess you can call this jealousy.
But, whatever it is...
It makes me sick to my stomache.
I don't know what it is about... this person... that bugs me so much. I mean, I don't even know them, but I know some things about them, and it makes me sick. My heart sinks whenever I hear about them...
And I have this aful feeling in my stomache.
Guess I have to get over it...
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2004 20 December :: 6.49pm
:: Mood: Owned.
:: Music: PaPa Roach- Scars
Pwnt. ;_;
Well, my ass got owned. John's journal has way better stuff than mine.
Plus, I can't even get the video thing to work... ; ;
(Or the sound...)
Oh well. He was the master of all, anyways.
I wuv my wegro bitch. ;D
Keely Lane is sexy.
...So is John... and I said it first. =P
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2004 19 December :: 8.21pm
Edit: December 20, 2004. 7:20 pm.
I'm adding the Rejected Video to the top of my journal after school... :D (Envy me, John. ;P)
Redid my journal.
Because I felt like copying John. ;P REJECTED CARTOON THEME! I win. Emo kid. :D (If you haven't seen the rejected cartoon, then I bet my journal looks pretty ridiculous... XD)
I'm in a slightly better mood...
I feel like a stupid bitch. I overreact to so many things. -.-;
2 day week at school. Peice of cake...
Too bad I don't have anyone's Christmas presents.
...Or money.
Oh well.
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2004 19 December :: 11.47am
:: Music: HIM-Wicked Game
I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you...
Please forgive me for my words. When I get in one of those moods, I don't think. Half of the things I say when I get like that, I don't even mean. Please, just ignore it.
I'm terribly sorry if I give off wrong impressions.
I'm sorry if I make people feel like they can't come to me about things without me getting angry.
When I get into mood swings to that extent, I get woozy and feel lightheaded. I say things I don't mean. I just need to get that point across, so no feelings get hurt...
I'm not making sense.
Gomen nasai.
Ashiteru; I love you.
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2004 18 December :: 5.40pm
I don't think anyone has completely opened up to me...
They'll tell me most things, then hide some stuff.
...Am I not completely trustworthy?
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