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:: 2004 26 November :: 7.24pm
:: Mood: Bleh.
:: Music: Hawthorne Heights- Ohio Is For Lovers

I can't make it on my own..
Today//Woke up at noon... Miserable. I felt sick. Sat around for a few hours. Went to the mall with Carly and Amy. Got the Hawthorne Heights CD. Cane home to get bitched at by my dad. He yelled at me. He kept blaming stuff on Michael. I was yelling so loud, there were tears in my eyes. I honestly don't know why I stick up for him. -.- I hate having fucking yelling matches with my dad. He told me I made him wish he had used a condom, and that I tear the family apart.

Don't want to get into it.

The Almighty Dana

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:: 2004 25 November :: 5.45pm
:: Mood: Tired...
:: Music: Slipknot- Vermillion Pt II

My weakness is that I care too much.
Holy shit... I love living here. It gets old always being in the house after awhile, but I love looking out the window at night and seeing the moon reflecting of the ocean.

I live for things like these.
The simple things.

Yesterday//Keely and Aisha came over! Took pics that sucked, because my webcam is shitty... But they're on my photo album now. [[ photos.yahoo.com/xeuphoricsoulx ]] We dressed up (Yes, childish, I know.) in skirts, and stuff. It was fun. I got my green knee high argyle socks and my Ninja Turtles shirt. :D Yayyy. No Dave. Mr. I'm-too-cool-for-You was not online and would not answer his phone. So he missed out on the Aisha+Keely+Dana webcam experience. XD They went home ( ;_; ) and I stayed up until almost 2am on the phone with John... Couldn't really sleep, but what else is new?

Today//Woke up at fucking 7am. That's too early for a day I don't have school. -.-;; Showered and whatnot, then got in the car and drove to Sanford... Of course my family cannot sit together in a car for 2 hours without a few arguments breaking out, but whatever. Got to my grandmother's house. She was crying. Her condition is terrible now... It's very depressing to see her always so worried. Tammy doesn't even do much to help her. All she does is make sure she takes her medicines... It hurts to see my Grandma how she is. She's sooo weak and you can like see her bones through her skin. It was nice seeing all my family down in the south though, heh. Went to Judy's and saw Lea and Tyler. Was nice... Got in the car and drove back home... I was pretty happy. I forgot about the lonely feeling for a while... Then my brother had to hit me in the head witha bottle for singing. I usually have a high pain tolerance, but that broguth tears to my eyes. Just got home. Head still hurts.

Happy Thanksgiving.

The Almighty Dana


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Long Friends Survey

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SmartestProbably Keely.
DumbestTaylor Shaw.
Funniest...All of them are pretty funny.
Morst BoringNone of my friends are allowed to be boring.
Most PopularAisha, or Taylor.
QuiestestBethany.
LoudestTaylor.
Laid BackHm...
OutgoingMichael.
SweetestNot sure...
EvilestMichael.
PrettiestKeely.
UgliestMe.
Best Parents
Worst ParentsRenee.
Best DressedUh, probably Aisha.
Worst DressedDylan... XD
Biggest PotheadDale. Or Christy.
PrepAisha. :D
Goth...KEELYYYY
PunkSeth or Taylor.
GeekKeely. "I could be doing homework right now!"
Most Annoying...Most of you probably know this one, because I complain about her alll the time.
Most LoveableKeely.
SexiestDave :D
HotestDAVEEEE :D
Loves MoneyJohn. Haha.
Most DepressedHm...Not sure.
Wants a CowSHAMMEH.
Knows everything about youJohn.
Wants to know everything about you...Don't know.
Has the most siblingsHakki. XD
Best EyesIku.
Best SmileDave has a pretty smile...
Follows YouRhianna. :)
You FollowTaylor.
Ignores youEh... All of them at times. Dave mostly?
LiesAmy.
HonestHmm...
Most KinkyKinkaju. John. XD FUZZY HANDCUFFFSS
Most Self CenteredHmmm...
Most GivingJohn.
Most Caring...John?
Richest...
PoorestHakki.
Biggest EgoRiley.
Smallest EgoRhianna.
Smallest HouseHakki. (Actually, I haven't seen his new house...)
Biggest HouseHmmm...
Lowest Self EsteemMe.
Most ConfidenceMarcus.
Flirtiest...Taylor or Marcus.
Hits on your Girlfriend/BoyfriendKIM MILLER!!! >:|
Watches cartoons too muchKeely. XD
Most HatedHmm...
Most Loved....Hm.
Hates PeopleMe.
Would go goth...Eh?
Most ObessiveRhianna :D
CorniestDylan.
TallestProbably Andrew.
ShortestRhianna. My wittle midget. ORRR Alek. :D
NicestI don't know.
Meanest*sigh*
Deepest [thinker]...Probably me? I think TOO much.
Shallow...I am not at liberty to say.
Best for AdviceKeely/John/Aisha.
Worst for Advice...
One you'd dateJohn, probably.
One you'd screw...XD
Known the longestAlec Romulus.
Met most recentlyJesse. Although he's not really my friend yet.
Worst Taste in MusicHmm...
Best Taste in MusicLots of them.
Worst taste in Clothes...
Worst Taste in Clothes...
One you couldn't live withoutKeely, Aisha or John.
One you could do without...*cough*
ClumsiestRhianna. So graceful.
Most Prude...Not sure.
Most PerfectAisha is a perfectionist big time.
Most Slutty.....
The BadassTaylor.
Best PersonalityLots of them.
Worst Personality...
Most TalentedEh, donno.
Would Die forKeely, John, Aisha, Rhianna... Pretty much all of them.
Would Let DieNone of them...
Can always suprise youUh...
Most MysteriousPeople have said I'm pretty mysterious.
Gives you the Lamest GiftsNo one really gives me gifts...
Seeks AttentionHm... Rhianna. :D Well, she used to. XD
Most GutsAre you calling me fat?!
Want to be Closer WithBethany/Dave
Starts ArgumentsBleh.
Solves ThemMe. I glock the muthafucka.
Goes to You for AdviceNo one likes my advice, although I'm good for venting to.
BitchiestHeh... heh heh heh.
Most FememineMichael. -.- Or Aisha Waisha :D
Most MasculineKeely... XD
BlondestCarly.. :D
Most CreativeAisha... or Keely.
Most MusicalHmm... probably Carly.
The PimpProbably Taylor.
The Whore...
Hurts you the MostPhysically- Renee... Emotionally- Well, I don't want to say. Someone's feelings might get hurt.
Loves you the MostI don't know.
Best StudentKeely.
Worst Student...Taylor.
Would Like to Take it to the Next Level With...Um...
Most AnnoyingHeh...
Drama Queen...
Most ImmatureThey all are at sometimes...
Most Mature...Psh.
Most TalkativeUh, Aisha?
Most Athletic...Riley.
Most SnobbyAmy.
Most OriginalHmm...
Would Change for YouI don't know.
You've KissedMichael.
You want to KissDave.
Can Trust with Deepest SecretsJohn.
Can always Cheer you UpJohn/Keely/Aisha/Dave.
Can Always Bring you DownAnyone can. It's not that hard.
One you love the MostI love them all alot.
Gayest One...XD Not saying.
Nicest HairProbably Michael.
Crys the Most...I don't know if they'd like their name right here.
Eats the Most...Aisha XD
Homophobic OneAndrew.
Best BodyHaaaaaaaah. Marcusssssssss!
Most Likely to Get Drunk and Bang Someone..Andrew.
One who can Party the MostHmmm...
Best ListenerJohn.
UniqueAll of them are unique, bitches.
Neediest...Hm.
MotivatedI don't know anyone's motives.
InnocentWittle innocent Aisha Waisha.
GuiltyHardy har har.
SpoiledBWAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH

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:: 2004 24 November :: 7.20pm
:: Mood: Alright.
:: Music: Yeah Yeah Yeahs- Maps

So sick of being tired, and oh so tired of being sick.
Rhianna: Man, I love emo boys...
*Brennen walks up*
Me: Speaking of which, Helllllooooo, Brennen!

XD

I feel so lonely all the time now... I guess I'll have to get used to it, because I don't think the feeling will be uplifted anytime soon...


Wait... they don't love you like I love you.



I want to hang out with Aisha and Keely...

But then again, I also want Dave+Luis+Ian pr0n. XD

All in all, boring day... Bernard's tall tale was the greatest.... "Rumor has it, Mrs. Blobson's chins swallowed a kid whole once.."

So it's been an alright 3-day week...

I feel like... love. I don't know how to describe it. Meh.

Incredibly 3m0,

The Almighty Dana

CHICKEN GEOOORRGEEE I'M YO PAPPY!

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:: 2004 23 November :: 10.33pm
:: Mood: Meh..
:: Music: Jack Off Jill- Strawberry Gashes

I LOVE BISEXUAL MEN!!
It has come to my attention that RGMS has absolutely no prettyboys. ; ;

All my pretties live far, far away... It saddens me.

I'm in no certain mood at the moment. Preps squealed left and right at the sight of my hand that I stitched up and left in the entire day...

We had substitutes in Math and Language Arts...

I still feel so lonely...

There's like, this empty tingling feeling in my chest that won't go away... It stays there all day, and until I fall asleep. I hate it.

I wish this feeling would go away.

In the words of Mrs. Johnson,

DON'T GET OUT OF THIS BOAT!! DON'T DO IT,

The Almighty Dana

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:: 2004 22 November :: 7.56pm
:: Mood: Mediocre.
:: Music: Skindred- Nobody

I've been up in mountain skies with the elk and the snow.
Well, all in all, today was alright.

Got the Firefly Darkness solo. Content with it. I'm scared I'll mess up, though. It'll be my first time singing by myself for a large group of people.

Sewed my fingers together again, but this time with a cool diamond pattern. :]

Staci likes Bob. I will feel like the ugliest person in the world if they end up going out. Which I doubt will happen.

Got another CD from Dylan. :]

Made a webalbum. There's only like 7 pictures on it. No one comments on here anymore... I guess someone might still read it, so here it is...----> http://photos.yahoo.com/xeuphoricsoulx

Yup. All is well with the world.


BETHANY JUST SIGNED ON!!! :D

Yay. I go now.


I want Dave =O,

The Almighty Dana

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