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2004 14 November :: 10.26pm
*EDIT* November 15, 2004. 4:10pm.
-Added a picture of me to my profile.
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If I don't start getting a decent night's rest, this will happen to someone.
That'll be me on the right...
I'm just kind of bored right now. And not able to sleep.
Anyways, I think I'm done for now.
Your Lord and Master,
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2004 14 November :: 11.49am
:: Mood: Sleepy.
:: Music: Vanilla Ice CD ^.^
So yesterday.
Keely called me... Asking for Kimberly. -_-;
I ended up going to her house, although she probably would have preferred Kimberly being there. BUT IF SHE WOULD'VE I DON'T CARE. BECAUSE I AM SUPER OPTIMIST WOMAN. >:D
We hung out for a little bit, then Rhianna came over and we went on a walk... Went to Rhianna's house for a while, and then to the golf course. Then when we were going back to the Lane household, we tackled Aisha and made her lip bleed. XD Brennen was over at Nick's, and he saw us and ran and did a little James Bond rolly thing, ran across the street, hugged me, then ran back. Keely and Rhianna put Aisha's little Hello Kitty pillow thing in a tree. ^.^ We were going to call the Fire Dept. saying "MY KITTY IS STUCK IN A TREE!" but decided not to.
Aisha ate a Chimmy Chonga. (I think that's what it's called.) Tito the burrito.
Then we went to an Avalon player's meeting. We watched them do an epic battle scene. It was great. XD Jimmeh was yelling at everyone. He was getting into it the most. I saw Lucas, Ragazzo, Matt, Jesus, Beef, and some other people I have seen around. Funny thing is, only 3 of those people actually know me. Nick looked like a hooker in his little feathery jacket thing ^.^ Aisha and I played with some random kitties that were running around... And we kept singing the Ninja Rap. [Everytime I see Jimmy Johnson, the song 'Pretty Woman' plays in my head XD]
Then I came home, and Katy came! ^.^ We ate pizza, and then Calvin came and we went over to Tommy's to hear him play. Unfortunately, we were like 2 and a half hours late, and no one else showed up, so no show for us.... Soooooo- we went and got money and went to the mall where I got THE BEST OF VANILLA ICE, HALO 2 and POCKYY!!!! Oh joy ^____^. <3 When we were in Sam Goody's getting the CD, the people made a big scene about it. It was so funny. They were like "HEY, WHERE'S THE VANILLA ICE CDS?!" "What?" "THESE KIDS WANT SOME VANILLA ICE! WHERE IS IT?!" =] I walked around the mall yelling about how I couldn't wait to pop in my Vanilla Ice CD!
...Then we came home. Katy and Calvin stayed the night, and Carly fell off the massage table. XD "DID YOU GET THAT MASSAGE TABLE OUT!?!?" "No... but I thought about it." XD!!
Then Katy left this morning. And Calvin's still here. And I was bored, so here I am. Updating.
Sayonoura!
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2004 13 November :: 12.06am
:: Mood: Sleepy.
:: Music: Vanilla Ice- Ninja Rap.
I am sitting here. I am as bored as I could possibly be...
I just played some Fable. It's not all that great, but it's just at the beginning, so it might get better. I'm gonna get Halo 2, hopefully. ^.^ Yay.
Today was just one of those days. But I don't know, hopefully things will get better.
I might try to get some sleep in a bit.. I just had nothing to do, so I figured I'd update again.
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2004 12 November :: 5.23pm
Today was not a good day.
But what else is new?
Mrs. Johnson gave me a fucking 54 on my project. I did better than that, fucking bitch. I hate her so much. So, so much...
I've been so tired. I hate this shit. I hate it all so much.
I might fail this year, it's really looking like it.
I hate being stupid.
I hate how people take my forgiveness for granted. I hate how I can let big problems just slide. I hate being ditched.
I feel as if everyone has forgotten about me. I got all these promises about how High School wouldn't tear us apart... But it's happening as I predicted. It's all falling to peices right before my eyes.
I'm tired of the lies. I no longer want to be forgotten; just a shadow in the past.
Please don't forget me. I'm scared of being alone.
I'm scared...
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2004 11 November :: 7.55pm
I hate this year so much. My grades have once again fallen, and the family issues are rising again. I don't have much to lose. I feel my sanity slowly slipping away from me.
I'm sick of school.
I'm sick of being dumb.
I'm sick of being ignored.
I'm sick of being lied to.
I'm sick of being alone...
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