I am nothing, I mean nothing.
After those days of glee, I've fallen again.

I am once again in the dark depths of depression.


I fucking hate this. I really wish I could be numb- not feel any of this..

I wish I didn't care if my feelings get hurt. I wish I could simply keep on going when my heart's been torn from my chest, dropped on the ground and shattered.... I wish it was easy to leave people.


I wish it was easy to be alone...


Please excuse me for bitching and complaining.

There's just so much going on right now... I keep setting myself up for heartbreak. I didn't want to deal with this anymore until I was older, then he came along...

And Honor's Chorus is consuming me. I really want this, but I'm not good enough. I know I'm not good enough.

I'm not good enough.


Never am. Never will be.

I'm sick of these fucking sleepless nights. I'm sick of crying myself to sleep.

I am everything I hate.
I am my own enemy.

Broken Hearts